Chapter 210
Unconsciously this faint negligible gray-black dirt, which is accompanied by tears.
Under the flushing of this water, it kept falling, and she kept taking this bath.
And the tears also fell to their heart's content, crying silently, but it was so heartbreaking. Split lung.
Han Zijun actually knew, in fact, since he had a little memory of his hands, he knew that he was unpleasant.
In addition to spending a year or two with my grandparents, I was quite happy.
My life is full of gray.
For as long as I can remember, my mother often said that she was not good to her brother.
Even when I was a child, I had to beat my younger brother when he was born
said that she had to step on her younger brother with her little feet, and she had no way to be a mother, so she let her grandparents watch her for a while.
I don't remember any of these things, but it seems that my mother has been talking about this crime for decades.
said that when he was very young, he had a big temper, not only beating his younger brother, but also scolding his younger brother
But I don't have any memory of this, when I have a memory.
How old is it or 5 years old? The grandparents were sick and had no way to send themselves home while raising themselves.
Then Mom and Dad beat themselves up and shut them out of the door, saying what they don't want to say, saying what they are, and saying that they are white-eyed wolves.
I don't know how to get back to that home in the end, but what I still remember is that I have been howling heartbreakingly, as if I had been abandoned by the whole world.
Anyway, no matter how I went back, my parents still opened the door and let me in.
It's just that my future memory is that I was beaten and scolded every day.
The worst food and clothing, and then his mother talks about himself every day. It's not good for my brother, and I'm not good enough to make it, and I'm very stupid.
Then, he was stupid and screwed, pointing his nose and scolding himself every day.
Tiny self. At that time, I was powerless to resist, and at that time I had a dream, that is, I could run away from home when I was a little older, and then I would live on my own.
But what? Running away from home? Didn't I walk through it and was found later.
Then, everyone in the world is accusing themselves of not leaving that home without permission.
Although, they all know what kind of lifestyle they are like at home.
Yes, I was older at that time, and I could make money for my family, didn't I?
And when I am older, when it is time to talk about marriage, my parents are like crazy people.
When you see which boy is good, you decide privately, and you have to get along with the boy's house.
And found that what the boy's family did did not meet their requirements at all, to put it bluntly, it did not meet their so-called conditions.
It's desperately dismantled, hehe...
In fact, there was one of them who really didn't want to break up, and slowly got into feelings with that person.
But his father desperately ran to someone's house and beat and made trouble.
In the end, I didn't know what good things I was going to come, and then I regretted that thought.
But later, the family didn't know how to annoy their family, and they were broken up again.
And he wanted to kill the family at that time.
At that time, he also ran away from home again, but in the end, he was betrayed.
To put it bluntly, I was young at the time, and I wasn't ruthless enough.
If you can choose to call the police now, you can even make some more drastic reactions.
In fact, no matter who is a daughter, it's not good to scold your parents for being brutes.
Can be in Han Zijun's psychology. I really hate them, I want to die.
This suffered so much in the original family and ended up marrying that person.
Life is not happy, and to put it bluntly, marrying that person really means to get rid of this mother's family.
Is it okay to get married? This man doesn't make money for you, but also lets you earn living expenses with a big belly.
At that time, I was noisy and noisy, but I still gave birth to my daughter.
The daughter was even more miserable after she was born, and her mother-in-law said to outsiders to take care of her confinement, but in fact, she was lying in bed by cesarean section but no one cared about it.
I didn't have any money in my hand, and I wanted to kill myself at that time.
But for the sake of the newborn child, he was still strong and lived.
But so what? Who said hello to this family, when I had to go out to work.
Her daughter is sensible and is following her mother-in-law, but she feels that everything her mother-in-law says is right.
And no matter how much you suffer and suffer, you are greedy, lazy, and useless.
Also, your mother's family treats you like this, why do you let this bloodless person say a good word about yourself.
And when I was divorced, I felt that the sky had fallen.
Who took care of themselves at that time? If it weren't for the fact that he didn't make up his mind at that time, if it wasn't for Han Duoduo at that time, he would have helped himself.
If it weren't for the luck of myself, if it weren't for the fact that I used this space later, I would have struggled to survive at that time.
At this time, no one cares about themselves, no one cares.
On the contrary, I thought that you might have money in your hands and jumped out.
How old is her daughter, and she is worried about her own house.
Then, relying on the fact that he was born by himself, he cried and made trouble, or asked himself to divorce and give up the happiness of the rest of his life.
Either she thinks that she should give her all the money in her hands, and that should be taught by someone to say that.
But this girl is actually not young, she has been there for a long time, this belongs to her own thinking.
But yes, it wouldn't hurt her at all, would it?
Just like when they first got married, any decision made by their family was completely beneficial to them and not beneficial to themselves.
And if you make trouble yourself, if you resist, then you are wrong.
Then a big family comes to press you and kidnap you morally.
What is called public mouths of gold, that is, it is obviously wrong, obviously you have been wronged and suffered a great loss.
But if the people of a family are united and come to suppress you, then the black will become white.
And of course, if yourself. The resistance was too violent, and he even said that he would rather divorce or even.
If you want to make a posture that you don't agree with them even if you die together, then your parents will come forward.
For another while, I suppressed myself, and then I wanted to make a fuss about life and death, saying that I had embarrassed them, how could it be.
And it may not be long before this kind of drama appears again, right?
But will you still accept the coercion of these people? No, it won't.
If there really are any people who want to die or live again, then they will die.
See if they actually hang themselves, or take a knife and grind their necks off.
Or if you jump, you can help them open the window.
But they want to force themselves to come up with something, then I'm sorry, not a penny.
The only good thing about this rushing to the shower here is that there is such a cry.
If you don't rub your eyes, they won't be swollen, and they won't be noticed, because you're crying.
Yes, for a woman who is almost 40 years old, you are not allowed to shed tears.
If you have tears, it's hypocrisy, it's contrived, it's annoying.
And what you need to do is that no matter what happens, how unfair and uncomfortable it is for me, you have to face it with a smile.