She has always few, she really never found such a problem, she never found any kind of emotion between them, there was an undercurrent, she even thought that maybe Qiao Yilong didn't like college at all, otherwise why would she tell herself that she didn't allow it when she was sudden, and she didn't like this Gu Ruxi to join their event again.

He once said that he didn't allow or want Gu Ruxi to come free to their feelings.

Later, many years later, I would understand why Qiao Yilong had such an emotion, in fact, if I guessed correctly, at that time, Nurse Gu Ruxi began to hint at Qiao Yilong to some extent, making him feel sick to his stomach, so he refused it.

I was really stupid and naïve, although I didn't notice such an obvious change.

Until one day, when Qiao Yilong disappeared inexplicably for several days, on a midnight night, she could no longer accept such a rhetorical torture, and with a very scared look, she decided to go to Qiao Yilong no matter what.

At that time, she was really a good girl, she didn't know the complexity of this society at all, and she didn't know how to get there, so she contacted Qiao Yilong in the way she could, so she had no choice but to go to Gu Ruxi to talk.

She told Gu Ruxi that she hadn't contacted Qiao Yilong for a few days, and I was very worried about what kind of situation would arise, whether I was sick or whether I was in a bad mood, no matter what, I really wanted to see Qiao Yilong in person.

And this Gu Ruxi has always been a very independent girl, and she is very good at giving advice, in her own eyes, she is really as omnipotent as Mulan, and she can't do anything.

So she was charging, no matter what, she could find Qiao Yilong.

But Gu Ruxi rushed out that happy night, to look for Qiao Yilong, and waited for the news slowly and uneasily at home, I don't know why I kept dialing Gu Ruxi's phone that night, and then I couldn't communicate, and I was in a state of shutdown.

She was worried to death and worried, Gu Ruxi also had an accident, and she didn't dare to tell the people in the family that she had been sitting by the window and looking at the door that night, and she kept dialing, but there was still nothing.

Until the morning of the second day, when Qiao Yilong appeared again, he looked very pale and tired when he saw him, as if he had a heavy imprint of heart, and he really felt a little confused and a little conspiracy on that day.

All in all, there is a little difference from the Qiao Yilong I knew before.

He is still gentle and considerate to himself as usual, accompanying him to go shopping, and still accompanying him back to school after school, but he always feels as if there is something in his mind there.

Especially when sending himself home, he always deliberately stopped for friendship, and he seemed to be reluctant to give up on himself when he had nothing to say, but I don't know why, I always felt that Qiao Yilong was looking at something as if he was looking for something, as if he was waiting for something.

She asked him why he hadn't been found during this time, and if something had happened at home or at school.

He always smiled faintly, and when he let go, he still looked cynical, "It's nothing." ”

She has always lived a relatively simple life, relatively simple and has a particularly rich outdoor life, Qiao Yilong will take a walk on the path when he eats to find himself, and will eat some McDonald's or KFC on the road in the future, and chat happily together in the future.

And Gu Ruxi seems to have completely disappeared from their world, now she is studying very hard, basically looking up materials in the library every day, and she didn't come back from school until 9:00 in the evening, always alone, as if she was very hardworking, as if she regarded learning as an important life thing.

She wanted to talk to Gu Ruxi several times, and invited her to participate in some outdoor activities, but Gu Ruxi was always careless and passed by.

Once one morning, she had made an appointment with Qiao Yilong, saying that she went surfing at the beach, but when she was in Chinese, she saw that Gu Ruxi's state was not particularly good.

At that time, Gu Ruxi was holding a pile of books, carrying a big schoolbag, and was about to go out, and insisted on wearing the school uniform, wrapping herself very strictly, at this time, Gu Ruxi kept walking, and kept coughing, as if no matter what time she appeared, Gu Ruxi would always be a very small and non-existent misunderstanding at home, and would never attract the attention of people in the family.

When she walked through the living room, when the royal mother was cleaning up the room with a vacuum cleaner in the hall, no one would pay attention to her existence, sometimes she really felt that it was just an extra bowl and chopsticks in the house, nothing more.

I care about her very much, and I feel very abnormal.

Gu Rumeng hurriedly walked over and stopped Gu Ruxi and said, "Gu Ruxi, I see that your face is very pale, and your blood is not very good, do you want to take medicine?" ”

When she looked at Gu Rumeng, her eyes were fluttering, and she looked very weak, "It's nothing, I've already drunk some water and taken some cold medicine, and I'll be better soon, I just happened to go to school." ”

Gu Ruxi's voice was already hoarse, and it was already obvious that she should have a severe cold.

Gu Rumeng said very melancholy: "Otherwise, I would have rested at home today, wouldn't I need to go to school every day, there are some things that are more important than the body, and isn't studying two in one day or two?" ”

Gu Ruxi said: "I still have some things to deal with today, I will deal with them first, I have to hand them in." ”

She was really worried, Gu Ruxi was holding a lot of books, and she walked out of the door quickly, she was really happy.

In fact, for Gu Ruxi, she is really a very stubborn and stubborn girl, she is not so convincing, she will always do what she thinks, and she can only let Gu Ruxi decide

When she was playing at the beach that day, she inadvertently mentioned this morning's incident to Qiao Yilong during the chat, and she didn't say anything later.

When I got home, I didn't see Gu Ruxi come back, and I didn't wait until the morning of the second day on the outer wall of my house to see Gu Ruxi actually climb over the wall and hide, the movements were very skillful and slow, as if I was worried that everyone's rest would be affected by walking through the main gate.

But Gu Ruxi didn't come back for a night?

But where could she go, this was her home, and it was impossible to stay out for a night or spend a night at school, all in all.

She didn't think about anything else at the time, thinking that Gu Ruxi should have the means and ability to handle her own affairs, and then when she went to school later, when she saw this next volume, she found that something was different, because the notes in the volume were too familiar, so it was Qiao Yilong's pen!

So if Gu Ruxi said yesterday that she was going to complete something, she heard later that she was helping the school's teacher change this English paper.

So Gu Ruxi was responsible for revising a paper in their class, so why did this one change that big score actually have traces of Qiao Yilong?

Didn't Qiao Yilong hate this Gu Ruxi very much?

And Qiao Yilong is completely different from them, and he is not of the same grade, according to normal speaking, Qiao Yilong and Zhang Juan are not related!

Moreover, he thought that Gu Ruxi didn't come back that night, and he didn't expect to see that Qiao Yilong's state was not very good that day, and then he thought that because Gu Ruxi was sick, Qiao Yilong knew about a situation, so he kept showing those worries, what do you want?

Gu Rumeng has been thinking about it all the time, feeling that she is definitely thinking too much about this thing, and the two of them should not be together, and then this Gu Ruxi also caught a cold, and stayed at home and rested for several days.

But how does this paper explain? This is a completely inexplicable relationship, if this is the case, will the two of them be connected? If there is no connection, what is this evidence?

Gu Rumeng preferred to believe that they had misunderstood, they thought that it was absolutely impossible for them to do these things that betrayed them.

Curiosity killed the cat!

Once you have such thoughts and misunderstandings, you will have more associations in your head, and you will try your best to make a judgment on these situations?

I don't know why.,Since when.,I don't know the secrets of the two of them.,I'm completely like a bystander watching them.,And I used to be a heroine.。

Something must have happened inadvertently, like an arrow from a bow, and it seems that it is difficult to turn back.

Later, under an arrangement at home, I also went abroad to study, of course, I am not a good student of the study type, although after so many years, I also understand that because of my own family background and the doting of my parents, I have long been accustomed to everything arranged by the family.

If nothing else, when the family grows up, they will definitely propose to Qiao Yilong's family, and at that time, the two families will be considered to be a good match, and it will be a matter of course in the future.

There was an accident.

I could have refused to study abroad and look for a university in China to study, and my family also had such a condition and a background to recommend myself, even if my college entrance examination results were not particularly good.

But I really inadvertently chose to take the route of foreign countries, perhaps because there was too much unhappiness in my heart.

I thought that such a withdrawal might be able to see this feeling more clearly.

But I didn't expect that when I was studying abroad, I really couldn't concentrate on studying, my mind was full of Qiao Yilong's shadow, she especially wanted to write a letter or send an email to him, or send a micro-message, but the choice she had been repeating had to be deleted, to write again, delete again, and repeatedly.

Even the classmates in the dormitory ridiculed themselves when they saw themselves, they really seemed to be terminally ill on the road of love, and they should have the courage to pursue their love, rather than being as careful as Lin Daiyu.

At that time, although their classmates were also rich, they were more enthusiastic, in addition to studying, they also went to work part-time outside to experience the world of flowers in the Qing Dynasty.

And I am different from my classmates, I am not short of money at all, and I don't care about these outdoor intersections. Broken flowers live a completely different life from her classmates, except that she spends her days in the dormitory, or in the library and classrooms in the school.

Over time, I became more and more withdrawn, because I used to take care of myself when I was in school, but after I went abroad, no such person could take care of myself again, so I gradually became obsessed with the piano, and often played in the piano room to find some inner balance.

Gu Rumeng's favorite piano piece is Beethoven's Tribute to Naes, and the repeated impeachment of this song makes these songs sing more and more perfectly, because this kind of song is expressing his love and pouring out that kind of strong love to the person he loves.

Sometimes you will find that love is a very mysterious thing, and sometimes it not only needs a kind of careful care, but even if you take care of it, it may not necessarily belong to you.

Just because he likes to play piano music, and he is getting better and better, he was recruited by the school's piano band to join the team, of course, the team itself is based on a charity to support those in need.

Gu Rumeng especially likes such a simple and ordinary life, so he followed this charity piano band to charity performances all over the world.

She even thinks that when she travels all over the world, in this busy life, maybe one day she will forget the boy she loves and the girl she hates!

When you are returning, maybe everything is just going back to calm.

This time, the piano band returned to the city for a rehearsal, and the city said that it would probably stay in their hometown for two months.

In this singing piano association, there is a best friend of his own, whose name is A

Gela, who is also a member of this fashion association, is an Australian girl, and of course also likes Chinese very much.

Sometimes when I am lonely and helpless, I will often tell A some of what happened to me

Gela, when she knew what happened to her, she was really very righteous and scolded, thinking that Gu Ruxi was simply not human, and she was really a very bad woman!

thinks that Gu Ruxi's behavior is to invite people to vomit to death.

But this Gu Rumeng still thinks that in the emotional world, it is something that you and I are willing to do, and I don't approve of it.

A

Gela's hatred for Gu Rumeng is not steel, and she thinks that she is too kind, and too gentle, she should not give up this relationship, emotional things should be fought for, so since you were robbed of your boyfriend by others, then you should take action and snatch your boyfriend back, in the world of love, there is really no distinction between you and me, and I must sometimes put down the means to rob.

Gu Rumeng looked at A

Gela: "But is my sister really a bad person?" It's not true, I just think, I don't want to hate her anymore, I just feel sad, I think one of my thoughts in this relationship may have something to do with her, but if Qiao Yilong accepts it for me, wouldn't it be that she won't succeed? I can't judge this feeling. ”

Yes, if Qiao Yilong has always insisted on this kind of feeling, then there will be no Gu Ruxi anything, which means that the big man does not insist, and he has lost to the reality of this love, um.

A

Gela came and called the colleagues to dinner.

Gu Rumeng also smiled and said to her, "In fact, these packages living here really do not reflect a local culture of ours, if you want to make it seriously, these Chinese foods should be more delicious, but they are not particularly satisfactory to me." ”

When they teased each other and chatted with each other, the head of the regiment came over and arranged an itinerary for them for the day, of course, the head of the regiment is the one who is responsible for today, and all the things are completed according to the recent plan.

After the head of the regiment said this, he looked at Gu Rumeng and said, "Today, Gu Rumeng, you need to clean up your hygiene, it should be no problem, right?" ”

A

Gela stood up very righteously, and said with a very angry language: "Commander, I think it is very unfair for you to arrange it like this, as far as I know, Gu Rumeng has cleaned up several times in the past week, I don't think such an arrangement is sometimes considered." ”

The regimental commander glanced at A

Gela said calmly: "There is nothing fair and unfair about this kind of thing, then everyone is responsible for their own responsibility, now everyone in our piano association is charitable, everyone should consciously complete the things in their hands, and everyone is responsible for not only a lot of projects, and Gu Rumeng is only responsible for the follow-up of the music, we should divide labor peacefully, do you think there is any difficulty in such a thing?" ”

A

Gela retorted: "Of course it's definitely unfair, you're simply biased, don't you know?" Gu Rumeng's hands are specially used to play the piano, this hand is very precious, even the world's pianist Lang Lang will give his hands an insurance of hundreds of millions, it is conceivable that if there are no hands, how can you talk about the soul of a piano pianist for the first time, instead of coming here to do important labor! ”

The head of the troupe is still calm: "I'm very sorry, our music team was originally distributed fairly, because there are really many people who can survive in this world just by playing the piano, of course, you have to learn to take care of yourself in order to play this piano better, if you can't even take care of yourself, then can you have more room to play at this time?" I hope you will always understand this, you will do better if you are independent, my division of labor has been arranged, I hope you will complete it seriously. ”

After the head of the regiment said this, he calmly turned around and left, which means that this decision is beyond doubt.

Wait A

When Gela wanted to step forward to refute, Gu Rumeng grabbed her foot and shook her head, telling her with her eyes not to be impatient.