Everyone rejects the different?

Xu Yanan silently looked at Chen Xian, who had a calm face, and listened to him say these words without any emotion, and for some reason he suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in his heart...... Because Chen Xian behaves like an emotionless robot at this moment, every word is spoken in a very calm tone, if outsiders come to listen, they may think that Chen Xian is just an outsider from an objective point of view.

Only those who are familiar with Chen Xian and understand Chen Xian, only they know that all this Chen Xian said is actually his feelings over the years, behind his calm tone, God knows what kind of torture he has experienced in his heart over the years, the person in his mouth who was poked by the eyes of outsiders and bruised all over his body, maybe it is himself.

"You're different from me, you have a family, even if you don't have a good relationship with your mother, don't you still have a grandfather?"

Chen Xian leaned straight back on the chair, tilted his head sideways and looked at the dim lamp at the head of the bed, as if he didn't notice Xu Yanan's distressed eyes, and persuaded her softly.

"If you do turn into an anomalous being, your grandfather will be very sad."

Hearing Chen Xian's words, Xu Yanan couldn't help but think of that familiar old face in his mind, although he often appeared with a stern face when he was a child, and would force himself to learn this and that, but ...... He is the only relative who has really felt sorry for him over the years.

If he really became an abnormal life, a monster that he once regarded as a natural enemy, what would his grandfather think?

Lose? Wrath? Sadness? Distressed?

Maybe both.

As Chen Xian said, Xu Yanan's situation is indeed different from him, maybe in the face of this choice, Chen Xian should be more free, without falling into this anxious and dilemma like her, he can make the decisions he wants at will, he can make any choice he wants, but Xu Yanan can't, because there are too many facts that she needs to consider.......

Family, loved ones, social relationships.

Because she was originally a human being, her bond with humans seemed to be tighter than Chen Xian's, and from this point of view, Chen Xian often felt out of place...... It does.

In the human race, Chen Xian rarely has a sense of belonging, but Xu Yanan can't talk about a sense of belonging, because she belongs to this race.

At this moment, Chen Xian couldn't help but be a little curious, because he didn't know how Xu Yanan would choose?

If she were her, she would have chosen one or two of these options, right?

After all, the third set of plans is really not something that ordinary people can choose.

The transformation from a human to an abnormal life is actually similar to the nature of a living person suddenly turning into a zombie, not to mention the woman Xu Yanan, who is one of the male aliens of her generation...... Those who shine in the lineage of the major families or sects, they can't make this choice.

After all, people are people, and Ye Gong Haolong is also one of the nature of people, even if someone occasionally shouts "the world is not worth it", but when he is really stripped of his human identity, strong fear and anxiety will strike in an instant, because people are afraid of aliens while rejecting them, and they are even more afraid that they will become the objects of their own rejection.

Looking at Xu Yanan, whose expression was slightly blank and who was silently pondering, Chen Xian couldn't help but sigh in his heart, people are really complex creatures......

"Chen Xian, I'm ...... Shall I ask you a question? ”

Hearing Xu Yanan's slightly nervous and panicked tone, Chen Xian couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, then nodded and said, You ask.

"If I become an anomaly...... Will you be with me like you are now? Xu Yanan is like a frightened deer, and that kind of anxious look is rare to see Chen Xian once, "You won't treat me as a monster, right?" ”

Chen Xian smiled dumbly, as if he didn't expect Xu Yanan to ask such an unnutritious question.

"I've always thought you'd be stupid, but I didn't expect you to be so stupid."

"I just wanted to ask ......"

"You see how I got the answer to the bones?"

Chen Xian moved the chair to the side of the bed, and took the initiative to get closer to Xu Yanan, because in his opinion, the expression on Xu Yanan's face was too interesting, and this was the first time he had seen her like this.

"In my eyes, human beings are no different from anomalous lifeforms, everyone is just a life that coexists in this world, and no one side should be discriminated against, and no one is higher and unattainable...... Besides, I don't think I'm one of the two, and from your point of view, I'm the real monster, so how can I think of you as a monster? ”

As soon as the words fell, Chen Xian asked with a wicked smile.

"You don't think I'm going to discriminate against you in the future, do you?"

"That's not ......"

Xu Yanan seemed to be relieved after getting the answer, was silent for a long time, and asked cautiously.

"Let me ask you one more question...... What do you live for? ”

"Yanan, are you going to become a philosopher?" Chen Xian looked at Xu Yanan unexpectedly, he didn't expect the questions she asked would become more and more tricky, "What am I living for...... I don't know, but I'm supposed to live for myself, right? ”

After receiving this reply, Xu Yanan's expression became dazed, and he said softly: "I haven't lived for myself..... But I want to try ......"

"Want to try?" Chen Xian was stunned.

"I don't want to choose the first two options......," Xu Yanan said cautiously.

"Why?" Chen Xian looked at her confusedly, "Worried that your strength will be affected?" ”

"No, I just don't want to be ugly." Xu Yanan shook his head and replied bluntly, "If the newly grown or transplanted unicorn arm is a biceps larger than yours, then I will simply die." ”

"You..... You're not playing tricks on me, are you? Chen Xian asked tentatively.

"you!" Xu Yanan asked angrily, "Do you think I'm joking with you like this?" ”

As soon as he heard her say this, Chen Xian looked at it carefully for a while, and made sure that he couldn't find the slightest expression on her face, but it was not as dignified as before, as if he was completely relieved when he suddenly thought about it...... What the hell did she think?! Is it really just the fear of being ugly?

Chen Xian was very confused and surprised, but all this came down to the fact that he didn't understand women, especially Xu Yanan, a woman who had been praised by outsiders for many years...... Although she made this decision not only because of this, it is undeniable that being ugly is something she does not want to face, which is one of the most important reasons why she made this choice.

"Do you value your looks so much?" Chen Xian couldn't figure it out, and he couldn't think of it so much, so he couldn't help muttering a few words, "Buddhists often say that this body is just a stinky skin, so make such a choice for the sake of the skin...... Wouldn't it be irrational? ”

"I don't want to think about it so much......"

Xu Yanan's voice was very small, it seemed that at this time she was very afraid of Chen Xian talking about herself, because this was the first time she had made a decision for herself in a major matter, although it seemed irrational and illogical, but it was indeed a choice she made according to her own wishes.

You have to live for yourself.

Don't think too much about it.

Just look at the present.

Even if there is a suspicion of short-sightedness and recklessness in doing so, but ...... She really didn't want to make herself ugly, and she didn't want an ugly and flawed self to stand by Chen Xian's side.

These were all things that Chen Xian couldn't think of, and Xu Yanan didn't say anything to explain.

She knew what she wanted to choose, so she wanted to be willful.

"If I don't have you with me...... I probably wouldn't go for the third option...... Since you don't feel like you're human...... Even if I become an anomaly, it's nothing...... At least not alone......"

Xu Yanan's voice was very soft and soft, and even Chen Xian, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, listened a little faintly.

Of course, Chen Xian didn't care what she said, he just wanted to find out if Xu Yanan had thought about it now, after all, this decision would 100% affect her life, if she was reckless for a moment and chose the third plan just for "beauty", then she would not be able to find regret medicine in the future!

"Have you really figured it out? Are you sure? You ......"

"Can you stop mother-in-law! I've got it all figured out! Don't persuade me! Xu Yanan hurriedly interrupted Chen Xian's words, and looked at Chen Xian with wide eyes, "My ears are very soft!" If you persuade me again, maybe I'm going to change again! ”