Chapter 38: It Was Love (4)

Knowing that Xin Jia would not have any response, Luo Xuan still said everything he wanted to say: "Do you remember our previous agreement?" You said that you have to work hard before the age of 30, and the man is 30, and we are married, and the wedding will be held in the most luxurious hotel in EAST, and we will invite all our relatives and friends, and it is best to have a good time for three days and three nights......"

"You also said that we don't go abroad during the honeymoon, so we travel by car, go to the top ten most traditional cultural attractions in China, and the car we want to drive must be an RV, we must have a panoramic sunroof, and stop outside the scenic spot at night to watch the stars, watch the sunrise and sunset, and watch the morning dew and sunset......"

"You also said that we will have a child in 2022 when we get married, and we will have a tiger baby, preferably a son and a daughter, let him learn guitar, violin and hip-hop dance when his son grows up, let him be a master of love with artistic cells and good heterosexual relationships, and let her learn piano shape and baking when her daughter grows up, and she will be trained to be a beautiful ......"

"In addition to these, you also said that when I retire at the age of 60, I will wait for another three years for you to retire, and then we will leave the house in the city to the children, and go to the mountains to build a small cabin by ourselves, and live a secluded life, these are all what you said, now it's good, you say you don't do it, what if you leave me alone......"

Luo Xuan hugged Xinjia's hand and cried, she was not sad, and she was not good at crying, but she didn't expect that she would feel so painful when she told the two of them in front of Xinjia's hospital bed like this, everything she had experienced before was not enough to make her cry, but she didn't expect that her weakness was still the person in front of her who couldn't do without.

"It's okay, I approve it, you can find someone better than me to live like this with you......"

Luo Xuan suddenly felt that someone was stroking his hair, raised his head, and saw that Xin Jia opened his eyes slightly, extremely weak, as if he would fall asleep again at any time.

Maybe it was because his hand was raised a little high, Luo Xuan saw that the infusion set inserted in Xinjia's hand had some blood return, and he hurriedly stood up and called the doctor, and suddenly felt dizzy, thinking that it was low blood pressure and wanted to hold on, but suddenly lost consciousness.

……

"I once held my hand and said that the ordinary intersection in the future, now the moon is like a hook and begonia and a leaf is emaciated; The meteor will fall behind you after hearing a vow, and the treetops will be covered with the ...... of the snowy winter."

In the sound of sad music, Luo Xuan slowly opened his eyes, couldn't help sobbing inexplicably, habitually wiped his eyes with his hands, and found that he seemed to have been crying for a long, long time, and his eyes were swollen.

When she recovered, she realized that she was back outside the Enchanted Forest, and everything she had been with with Singa before was like a dream, but it was extremely real, if it weren't for the fact that there was no such person in her life, she might really think it was real.

So all this is not even a dream, it can only be regarded as an illusion at best. I didn't expect such sad things to happen in the hallucination that were happier than my real life, and there was such an excellent boyfriend who accompanied me for ten years, but in reality I was always hurt.

If there is a boy like Singa who accompanies him in reality, then the first half of his life will not be so ups and downs, if conditions permit, who does not want to live a plain and happy life.

Luo Xuan looked into the forest, Su Meiyu hadn't come out yet, and thought that the game mode was the same every time he entered the same venue, but he didn't expect the difference to be quite big.

When I fell into a hallucination for the first time, I still had real memories, and there was no obvious boundary between hallucination and reality, and I often wandered in it. But this time I went in, and the memories of the past were no longer there, leaving only the memories given by the hallucination.

If there is a third or fourth time, Luo Xuan doesn't dare to think that if it reaches the finals, there may be a more terrible competition system.

"You're coming out really fast." Luo Xuan turned his head, and Alai's faint voice sounded.

"Ah Lai, I want to ask you a question, what kind of step do you have to go to get out smoothly?" Seeing Ah Lai, Luo Xuan had countless questions to ask, and he struggled for a long time, but in the end, what he asked was the most unnutritious question.

"Every game in Magic Forest has a specific scene where you have to find the three doors inside and use the key to open them in order to get out of the illusion. Of course, a door is not a door in the traditional sense, and a key is not a key in the traditional sense. Ah Lai didn't intend to hide anything, but explained it carefully.

"The first gate is called repentance, and it requires you to truly recognize your mistakes in your heart; The second gate is called atonement, which requires you to pay a certain price to achieve the purpose of atonement. The third gate is called forgiveness, and it requires you to make the person you hurt forgive you. ”

"But it's not a hard indicator, like when you first came in, you didn't repent, you didn't ask for forgiveness, but directly chose to atone for your sins by committing suicide, which is the most extreme way of atonement, and it is also the perfect expression of your humanity, so you can come out soon."

"When you came in this time, you first sincerely realized your mistake, wept in front of Singa's hospital bed, woke him up and asked for his forgiveness, so you successfully opened the three doors of repentance, atonement and forgiveness, and left the hallucination."

Ah came to look at Luo Xuan, and couldn't help but admonish: "But you may not know much about the daily competition system of the Enchanted Forest, but you must have noticed that the degree of hallucination when you come in twice is not the same as the degree of experiencing things, this is because only the first time you come in can retain part of your memories, and every time you enter the illusion in the future, you will arrange new memories for you." ”

"In addition to this, the intensity of each event you experience will gradually decrease, that is, your responsibility for the events created by the illusion will gradually decrease, and it is likely that in the end, you will not be able to recognize your mistake at all, and you will not be able to get out of the forest."

"So I advise you, don't bring people here anymore. Because it is very likely that the situation will be that you come in for the Nth time, and he only comes in for the first time, you have a complete disadvantage and will definitely lose. ”

Ah Lai turned his head slightly, and saw that Su Meiyu was still addicted to the illusion and couldn't extricate himself, so he shook his head helplessly, and had to ask Luo Xuan: "It's not too early, why don't we go back to the room first." ”

Luo Xuan nodded, there were still a lot of questions to ask Ah Lai, so he decided to ask them as he walked.

"Ah Lai, in both illusions, I met a girl named Su Mo, they all look exactly the same, but they exist in two different illusions and play different roles, why is this?"

"N&PC, you should be able to understand that Su Mo, including Singa, is probably such an existence." Ah Lai's explanation was very light, but it made the listener extremely depressed: "Since the third round of the game, there will be characters like them in almost every game venue, they are the creators of the game, and they have also left their traces in it, anyway, you will have the opportunity to meet in reality in the future." ”

Luo Xuan felt like a bottomless quagmire, full of organs, many people and many things that he had never seen and heard of, here he felt like God was playing chess, and he was just a chess piece in his hand.

It's a pity that Luo Xuan was too stupid at this time, if she could have understood the meaning of Ah Lai's words earlier, maybe such a terrible thing would not have happened later.