20200729 Wednesday Cool Stone

Wormwood steamed buns in the morning, eat one, bring one. This batch is finally finished.

At work, the mobile phone is getting more and more stuck. I took a break at noon. In the afternoon, I ate Mr. Xu's cake. I ate peaches, plums, and skirts after work.

When I got home, I was cooking rice and kneading dough. I called at 19:13 and chatted for half an hour.

I said, just come back, cooking.

He said, how did he come back?

I said, making skirts

He said, "How are you doing?"

I said, it's ugly, oops, I can only wear it myself, this level is too stinky. It's okay to wear it at home as pajamas

He said, what are you doing again

I said, ah, make breakfast. Steam it quickly in the morning. pot in boiling porridge.

He said, "Is it okay with your circle?"

I said, what a circle

He said, "You didn't buy that circle."

I said, I don't know yet, I just used it. We'll see. Does anyone make steamed buns with eggs?

He said, where does anyone add eggs.

I said, just now I beat an egg, I wanted to put it in the spoon, but with a shake of my hand, the egg slipped straight down and fell into the pool.

He said that the eggs were gone before they could be eaten

I laughed and said, yes, haha. This circle should be right. The exhaust is discharged from the right place, and he is blocked when he says yin,

He said, something.

I said, it's nothing, it's just a circle, it's right.

He said, what a circle.

I said, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay

He said, just make it clear.

I say, that is, the circle is right. Ring of the lid of the pot.

He said, what's wrong with your phone, how can you say it's very stuck

I said, I don't know, I got stuck after I deleted it yesterday. I knew I wouldn't delete it.

He said that he was going to die.

I said, "Not really, just a little sad."

He said, if it doesn't work, buy one. (no subject)

I said, no, I can use it. It's just that I think I made room for him, and he actually strikes.

He said, I'll tell you, just buy a new one, the screen is broken

I said, no, I'll just put on the film, and it's really simple to steam a steamed bun in the morning and eat it.

He borrowed a lighter

I said, what are you doing?

He said, lit the mosquito coils. What are you using

I said, the cream is very easy to scrape, and you don't need to stir it with your hands when mixing the noodles, so it won't get everywhere on your hands, and it's not easy to use chopsticks to make circles.

He said, how does it feel so hard

I said, no, there's a lot of water. I'm adding more and more flour, it's too soft, just pinch it for a while. Now let's get started

He said, rub it again, yours hasn't been made yet.

I rubbed it again. Say, oops, I forgot to put yeast-kun.

He said, "That's how it works."

I said, add now. (I sprinkled it directly, so that it can actually ferment)

He said, "Take some water and melt it."

I said, no, add more water, and the noodles will be sticky. You don't understand, you can't add water anymore now.

He said, "How do you do that?" The yeast is going to melt.

I said, it's okay, the yeast is alive, it has water in it, I've tried this, and it will melt, but it's not that fast, it's going to take a little longer, as long as there's water it's alive.

He said, I'm too lazy to say, if you don't listen to me, I'll tell you.

I said, bye-bye?

He said, I have been talking for a long time, you don't listen to me at all, make your own, what do I say, don't say it

I said, are you going to get busy?

He said, you don't listen to me, I don't tell you, I feel that I am right, I feel that I am right.

I covered the rice cooker and went to the living room.

He looked at his stuff with a puffed face.

I said, you're here, what's the point.

Didn't speak

I said, can I practice?

I practiced a song. When the rice is cooked, I go to eat, and there are still eggs in it.

He watched me eat and got angry again, and said, I don't know who you learned it from, you can't eat normally and cook a dish. After eating the dishes first, eat white rice, or just cook white rice without doing anything, I really don't understand, where did you learn it.

I said, I have something to match, an egg. Maruko, you're going to look for something else. You don't have to be angry.

He hung up.

I got angry twice in half an hour, and I went to practice the piano after eating. Then I went to the company to get the charger, admired the lighting project, lay on the stones in the park and watched the moon, listened to the songs I bought, and the mood was okay.

At 8:44, an hour had passed. He called and said, "Where did you go?"

I said, the small park in front of Rong'an Building, you didn't go for a run?

He said that he was waiting for the call to work overtime. What are you doing out there

I said, play outside, look at the moon

He said, "It's nine o'clock."

I said, go back right away

And he said, Isn't it dirty to walk on the ground?

I said, this is a stone, a lot of stones, not dirty.

He said, I'm talking to you now, it's really hard and hard, don't you think? I'm talking to you carefully, one sentence is wrong, you're not happy, what do you want me to do, um

I said, if you want me to go back to rest, then I'll go back and rest.

He said, I don't know what to tell you now, what not to tell you. I didn't talk to you, saying I ignored you. Joking with you and saying you don't like it.

I said, just say what you're happy about

He said, happy all day long, how can there be so many happy things, you are a human being, not a god, and live a carefree life all day long. There's nothing to worry about, right, I'm kidding you, and I'm immediately uncomfortable.

I said, I'm happy every day, I'm happy just lying here, and I'm going to come over again and say I'm dirty

。 (I didn't say anything the rest of the whole time, because he started)

He said, I really don't want to talk about you sometimes. But sometimes it's really uncomfortable for you to do things, don't you know, don't you feel it yourself, just make a joke with you. You can go online and say that you don't like it or not, I don't know how to tell you in the past two days. If you don't talk to you, you say I won't accompany you, tease you, you don't like it. I don't talk to you, you run out, I told you to stay at home every day, and now you run out every night, you have to do things in an extreme way, right, it's nine o'clock and you're still outside.

I said, it's nice to see here.

He said that he did not say a word, and he never said it to others. Asking you nothing.

I said, there is nothing to do, if you want to talk about me, of course I will not speak, what will I say.

He said, I really don't want to talk about you

I said, then why do you say it.

He said, don't make me angry, okay.

I said, I don't know how to cook, and if you say that I don't cook well, you will be angry if you talk about it yourself.

He said, let you cook, is it so difficult, you can't do it, I'll teach you, you can listen to me, you can do it, I won't interfere. You won't, I'll teach you, have you heard

I said, let's not talk about this every day

He said, it's your own to eat and eat a bad stomach, I don't have so many opportunities to go out so much, you have a bad stomach, you go to the hospital, who will accompany you.

I said, I will go myself, I have angelic protection

He said that he had to eat his stomach badly, how to go to the hospital for surgery, why did he have surgery.

I said, let's not talk about my meal, it's useless to talk about it.

He said, if you don't change it, you won't listen, how many times have I told you, I really don't want to care about your meal, but you also have to eat well, can you, stick it on the wall, stick it on the refrigerator, it's just a decoration, have you heard of it.

I said, it's okay if it's not easy. It's so hard.

He said, do you have the string of cooking in your head? Then you don't, you buy something to eat, and you won't. I don't understand, no one has to let you cook, you don't cook, buy something to eat outside. Like I didn't live here before, I can't buy something to eat outside. Sometimes I really don't want to say it, I'm really uncomfortable, I'm uncomfortable myself, you know

I said, don't say it. I've got a good recipe for myself.

He said, you go home early. I'll go by name.

I walked back slowly on my own.

At 9:29 a.m., when the phone called, I washed my clothes, turned off the lights and turned on the lights to pull the mosquito net.

Seeing that I was speechless, he said to others that the bus company came to offer condolences on a cloudy day. Tell me, you don't want to talk now, do you?

I said, "No." Hey, every three to five. It's boring right now.

He said, looking unhappy and languishing. I didn't do anything to you, ah, I really didn't do anything to you, you said you were not in good health, who was worried? I'm worried, I want to do it again before the Chinese New Year, right? What did the doctor tell you? I forgot what I had been telling you, and I started eating and drinking again, you are not a child. When I talk about you, I have a bitter face and pretend to be pitiful. How old are you, can you be more mature? I'm all angry with you, I've been on fire for the past two days, the corners of my mouth on the right side of my mouth are rotten, and my face has exploded with many bags, why should I bother, you're making me suffer, you're not letting you suffer. As soon as I say this, you don't say anything, you don't say anything, you have a bitter face, you are like this, you are not happy, you don't say anything, why bother? Even if you just buy a meal to eat outside, you have to spend a few dollars, is it necessary to pick it out like this, you don't want to do it, I didn't force you to cook, isn't it, you do it at home, it's not right, I'll tell you, you change it yourself, you do it wrong, you are wrong in the end, a road to the dark, can you eat this thing. Eat bad stomach upset. Pick three or five pieces on your mouth, and go to the hospital for five or six hundred, don't you know what the hospital charges? We've been dating for so long, what have you bought me, I'm kidding, I don't have any money here, you have to support me. We're boyfriend and girlfriend making a joke, what's wrong, I can't make this joke, you're uncomfortable, what's wrong. Can't you just make a joke with you, we will be husband and wife in the future, you have to say everything seriously, can't you joke between husband and wife in the future, what is a good joke, what is a demeaning joke, I said you are stupid and said that you are stupid, that time it was a serious statement, you are stupid, why are you so stupid, do I have such a serious statement? I'm smiling and telling you, this is emotional, how can you think like this, such an understanding, you have also checked the Internet before, how to understand, don't you understand, you read more books than me.

I'll hum it.

He said, hmm, what am I talking about, am I not right, um, I really don't know how to talk to you for the past two days, you know, speak seriously, you can't say a few words, this is also said, that is also said, only to say. Don't you have any brains at all? I said you don't have any brains, and you're uncomfortable again. And he said that I scolded thee. Is this scolding you, you have to say that you are so cute and good-looking, you are happy, and if you are stupid, you are not happy, not like you listen. I really don't want to call you in the past two days, I really don't want to talk to you, what should I say and what shouldn't I say, I've told you good things and bad things, I can't listen to it

I said, can you only say the words "say", have you not done it?

He said, then what do I do, you tell me, how do I do it? I can help you cook the meal for you to eat every day, why am I in such a hurry to get angry and let you make it yourself

I said, is there anything else to do every day besides education?

He said, talk to you, you don't take it to heart, I'm in a hurry, I don't talk about you, I say who goes. Ah, you can rest assured that these things are done, do you still say you, cooking, I told you, you can't do it, I teach you, step by step, you don't do what I tell you, don't you make me anxious. You are always immersed in your own world and can't extricate yourself, do you know, you can't listen to what others say, your ears are automatically filtered out, I really don't want to talk about you, say that you and I are hard and uncomfortable, you are uncomfortable, I am still uncomfortable in my heart. I'm going to say you, you're always hospitalized if you're not feeling well. You forgot about the operation yourself before this year, you forgot about the three holes in your stomach, why didn't you eat steamed buns, the head is alkaline, let you eat more rice. You make steamed buns every day, make them once and eat them in the refrigerator for a few days. You like to eat, you eat it on the same day, and you can eat it for a few days at a time, can your stomach be good like this. I'd rather you hate me a little now, and don't lie down unwell in the future, than sigh in bed, and sigh in bed, and I'm uncomfortable here.

I didn't speak. Having said all that, he didn't think of what he had to do

He continued, "I see how much you can listen to what I said to you tonight, and maybe you won't remember a word when I hang up on the phone." Are we short of money? We're short of money, but not like you. Why bother, you're not happy with both of them now, so why bother. I told you before that there is a big canteen downstairs, and you can buy whatever you want to eat. (Can't think of what you can do?) Like top-up? You buy a dish by yourself, and then buy a bowl of rice is enough, you have rice at home, you go downstairs to pack a dish, ten yuan, is he uncomfortable, isn't it fragrant, you want to cook your own food, there is something ready at home, just fry a dish, cook a rice, or the next noodles, is he uncomfortable, why do you have to eat it immediately after every time you fry a dish, and don't eat anything else, after the dish is finished, eat another rice or chew a noodle, is this delicious?

I said, do less dishes

He said, "What is food, how can you be like this?"

I said, I'll just say it.

He said, you say

I say, what can you do other than education

And he said, what do you want me to do,

I said, this is your own heart, what will you do, what can you do? In addition to education

I said, I can't do anything

I said, "Then you still educate me,

He said, if you don't do well, I will educate you, if you do well, I will never educate you, you can do a good job in eating, I will never educate you in the future, can you guarantee it, if you can guarantee that you can eat well in the future, say I don't need you to worry, I will eat well from now on. Then I won't tell you any more of that, can you guarantee that? A person is casually simple. But you're too casual like this. It's not as simple as you.

I said, in the end, all you can do is educate me on video

And he said, What thou hast told me to do,

I said, you don't have any other options, ah

He said, "Tell me, what should I do?" Shall I buy you a recipe? I'll come back at the end of the year to cook for you

I said, there are only these two solutions you can think of, don't you have anything else, the recipe should be customized.

He said, "Don't you know what I'm doing?" I'm at home, have you ever been in the kitchen.

I said, you make a recipe and say follow this.

He said, you can buy whatever you want to eat, and I'll arrange it for you every day, right?

I said, I just want to eat white rice steamed buns,

He said, "You're a human, you're not an animal, you're not a pet I have."

I said, if I were your pet, I would also be free-range

He said, I don't want to tell you anymore

I said, I don't have time

He said, you don't listen to anything at all, you think you're right.

I said that what I needed was a helper, a guide, not someone who could not help except educate me.

He said, you tell me, how I can help you, you don't want to move.

I said, I'm not moving, you see.

He said, "I'm just an old cow pulling you away." Let's go, don't say it, you can eat whatever you want, you can do whatever you want, I don't say it, I'm angry when I say it, why bother.

I said, "I don't hear my point, and you don't hear it, how can I hear your point?" What can you do other than educate me,.

He said, "I'll teach you how to do it, and you've done it a few times."

I said, you've taught a few times

He said, I don't want to get to the bottom of you, you know. Have you ever bought vegetables, and you make steamed buns as if you were dealing with me every night.

I said, okay, I'll come back from grocery shopping in the evening, and I'll wait for you to teach me how to do it.

He said, I don't want to expose you, put it on the table, it doesn't make sense, you know.

I said, you're going to hand over your phone, then I'll wait for you to teach you in the cloudy morning, go to bed

He said, I still say the same thing, from now on, you can listen to it if you want to hear it, and if you don't want to listen to it, pull it down, just the matter of you eating. From the end of this year to the present, I have been talking non-stop.

I said, I feel that "speaking" is too little power, and there must be something practical for me to see.

He said, let the fuck tell you, I'm not doing it this year, what do you say

I said, isn't this your dream,

He said, don't talk to me about any dreams. Sometimes, I really don't want to tell you, I feel bad when I say it, I sometimes get angry that I don't want to deal with you, I don't feel comfortable looking at you like that, you know, pretend to be pitiful.

Good. Got it. It doesn't feel good to look at me

He said, say so many words, from the Chinese New Year to the present, say so many words, you listen to a few words,

I said, what can you do,

He said, "I can't do anything." But if you tell me what I can do in the future, I'll tell you now, I'm here. You can't do anything, what do you like, I won't say anything superfluous.

I said, I can't think of it.

He said, "You remember that I can't do anything, and you do everything by yourself." You know it in your own heart, from now on, I won't bother with these things and tell you a second or third time, I still want to live a few more years by myself, I don't want to tell you again for this matter, I'm uncomfortable, you listen to it, you listen, you can't listen and pull it down. I'll say something excessive, in this marriage, you can get married if you want to, and you don't want to tie the knot.

He hung up and sent goodnight. I sent the sun.

(If I had known that was the case, I wouldn't have started.) I didn't expect it to turn out like this. One is what to do wrong, and the other is to say what is wrong. One says the other says too much, and the other says one won't do it. After all, it is one person who spends one day at a time. I really regret it, and I will be afraid of what will happen in the future. I didn't look forward to the wedding, and I lost confidence in the day. There is no way back, it seems that there is only one way forward. I can only say that I am to blame. Didn't his sister say that I would be wronged? Doesn't the Bible say that belief and unbelief are not compatible? Why are you blindly confident and moved too quickly? After all, I am weak in faith and weak in my deeds. If I have faith and believe that God will prepare a person for me that is in harmony with God's heart, maybe I will be happy like a flower every day. I was so sad that I cried. He was so angry that he was angry. It reminds me of my father, who can be angry about anything for no reason. Today it is said to be for my sake, and the cloudy day is for other sake. Love to be angry. Do everything you can do and can't do it, nagging and getting angry is not only useless, but annoying. Or make a reservation, take-out, entrust someone, and check the information. But I always say I can't help it. Ay. Or don't talk. It would be nice if it was a dream. ）