Chapter Thirty-Four: Thoughts
Spring is a season that is both warm and cold, although the flowers are red and willow green, and everything is recovering, but the cold spring gives people a feeling that there is nowhere to escape.
The cold snap passed, the night was stormy, the sun rose in the early morning, and the half-green mountain tops were covered with snow. The cold snow pressed on the leaves of the trees quickly turned into rain under the sun's rays, moistening the spring mud and giving birth to life.
The game between the cold snow and the leaves is also like life.
When victory, those pressures, frustrations, and unsatisfactory conditions will become the source of growth and blooming.
Women's Prison
After a night of wind and rain, the road was full of begonia petals, and the female prisoners in the cleaning area were holding cleaning tools, but they refused to work. Because they can't bear to destroy the petals, they hope that these petals can return to the flower branches, so as to save this colorful spring.
Teng Ying stared at the long path in front of her, her heart rippled, she clearly remembered that on this path, she saved the dying rose, on this path, she talked to Liu Yuan and joined the task force, on this path she had a vision, a dream, and struggled for it.
This is where the road begins.
But now, I have returned to this road, but it is no longer a matter of things, and the road of dreams is now just an area that I need to clean up.
Thinking of this, a strong sense of disparity poured into my heart.
"Teng Ying, think about something, move quickly, the delegation will come in the afternoon." Teng Ying's thoughts were interrupted by discipline.
Teng Ying agreed, leaning down to clean up the fallen leaves under her feet.
When she cleaned up the miscellaneous leaves under the rose seedlings, a flower planted in the pot came into view, this flower she was very familiar with, it was her own pot, when Lu Qianqian brought it back to the prison, she didn't have the heart to take care of it, and this flower was full of thorns, and if you were not careful, it would scratch people, so she moved outside.
At this time, this pot of roses is not only growing vigorously, but countless buds have emerged among the green leaves, and it is about to bloom.
Teng Ying's pupils dilated, looking at this pot of roses that she loved and hated, and her heart seemed to have knocked over the five-flavor bottle. Is it that you can't even raise a pot of flowers yourself? Or does the flower simply disdain to bloom in front of your eyes?
Could it be that I am really so unbearable? At this time, Teng Ying actually had doubts about herself.
Suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps behind her, Teng Ying immediately got up, she was about to be scolded, "I'll clean up immediately." ”
But a hand was gently placed on Teng Ying's shoulder, and said, "Do you know why? ”
The person who came was Liu Yuan.
Teng Ying didn't turn around, Liu Yuan continued: "Although it is broken, it is a flower that grows in the wild after all, and the greenhouse can make it thrive, but it can't make it bloom, because it lacks wildness, lacks wind and rain, and lacks the opportunity to compete among the flowers." ”
Teng Ying's heart trembled slightly, but she still didn't speak.
Liu Yuan lowered his voice and said: "And you are the same, but you are a wild wolf, as long as you continue to pursue and walk quietly for the goal, the wind and rain you are experiencing now will become your cultivation and breakthrough at the moment of blooming, Xiaoying's sword is sharpened by itself, and the fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold." ”
She was too familiar with these words, at that time, when she was close to Wang Xi, Liu Yuan's words to herself, at this time, it was like an electric current, penetrating the layers of fog, hitting the heart that had been silent for a long time, and the memories were like movie clips, showing in front of her eyes frame by frame.
The cloudy eyes were slowly becoming clear.
At this time, she seemed to have returned to the eventful years in the task force, and she seemed to see herself in a heroic uniform and sassy posture. She subconsciously looked at herself, but when she swept her eyes over her clothes and saw the iconic blue and white stripes, the prison uniform on her body pulled her mind back.
Teng Ying knew that she was out of shape and lowered her head.
Liu Yuan was relieved in her heart, she knew that the Teng Ying she knew was gradually coming back.
But at this time, Teng Ying was struggling in her heart, she only had one obsession, that is, she was not wrong, all of this was caused by others, all caused by Liu Yuan.
She would rather deceive herself than admit her mistakes, because admitting her mistakes means that she is really guilty, and she must repent and redeem like the prisoners here. She didn't dare to imagine what she would become at that time, let alone how she would face everything in the future, so she couldn't, she couldn't admit her mistake! She has to always insist that she is not wrong!
Immediately, the slightly clear eyes became cloudy again, and Teng Ying said in a low voice: "I know." ”
Liu Yuan understood Teng Ying and changed the topic: "Tingting's surgery was very successful, and she will recover in a few days." ”
"Thank you, I'll give you back the money." Teng Ying replied.
Liu Yuan whispered yes and left.
X Corporation Office.
Zhang Li rubbed her hands, today she was going to the women's prison to discuss the recruitment of workers in detail, but she was extremely nervous, maybe the motive was impure or there was a ghost in her heart, she couldn't sit still at this moment.
There was a knock on the door outside, and she agreed. Shi Yao entered the house and said, "Sister Zhang, your boyfriend is here." ”
Zhang Li frowned slightly, Lu Ziyang wanted to come and make a phone call directly to ask him, why did he have to be here?
She glanced at the watch on the wall, and there was still time, "Let him in." ”
Shi Yao agreed and introduced Lu Ziyang into the office.
After Shiyao left, Zhang Li put her head on Lu Ziyang's chest and said softly: "Ziyang, why are you here?" ”
Lu Ziyang hugged Zhang Li and said calmly: "Come and see ......"
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Zhang Li, "Don't speak yet." Zhang Li put his ear to Lu Ziyang's heart, and said after a long time: "You are very nervous, say, what's the matter with me?" ”
Lu Ziyang was also not going around in circles, and said, "I want to talk to you." His words were soft, but his eyes were unusually serious.
Zhang Li had long known Lu Ziyang's purpose, moved his head away from his chest, and said seriously: "Ziyang, give me a chance." ”
Lu Ziyang said: "Li, this is not a matter of opportunity. ”
Zhang Li said resolutely: "I'm just proving myself. ”
Lu Ziyang said: "No one doubts your ability. ”
Zhang Li stared at Lu Ziyang's eyes for a moment, then turned around and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, turned his back to Lu Ziyang and said, "However, I only see doubt in your eyes. ”
Lu Ziyang followed and said, "I trust you all the time!" ”
Zhang Li smiled helplessly, "No, you don't believe it, you suspect that I am doing something bad, and your so-called recognition and trust are just words to coax me to stop!" ”
"I didn't coax you, I know you have something unspeakable, but there are some things I hope we can face together."
Zhang Li snorted, "You're still doubting me." ”
Lu Ziyang was helpless in his heart, Zhang Li was too axis, he slowed down his tone, "Let's talk about this matter calmly, don't break it without two sentences." ”
"You're not calm, are you? If you have anything to say, you can say it directly, if you are afraid that something will happen to me and affect you, we can draw a clear relationship now. ”
"Why are you like this?" Lu Ziyang was full of black lines.
Zhang Li said: "I'm like this. Before the words fell, Shi Yao knocked on the door and entered the house, saying, "It's time." ”
Zhang Li agreed, put on his clothes, and said as he walked out: "Either leave or support, I promise that after I realize my value, I will retreat bravely and be a good wife and mother." ”
While speaking, Zhang Li disappeared from Lu Ziyang's sight, and the huge office was quiet again, and Lu Ziyang stood alone in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, staring into the distance.
He loves Zhang Li too much, he is willing to pay everything for Zhang Li, if it is in peacetime, he will spare no effort to support Zhang Li. But now it can't, although I don't know what Zhang Li is doing at this time, but it can definitely be related to the case. But he couldn't do anything about it, so he could only watch Zhang Li fall into the abyss.
He didn't know how he got to the parking lot, started the car, got on the main road, maybe he was inattentive, he didn't pay attention to the red car that appeared in front of him, when he reacted, it was already close at hand, he stepped on the brakes but it was too late.
With a screeching sound of brakes, there was a rear-end collision.