On the first day of school, Fu Bokang was blocked outside the school gate by four or five boys wearing their school uniforms, with cigarettes in their mouths, the school uniforms were changed to the same as fashion, and their hair was dyed a low-key yellow, blocking their eyes, which did not meet the school's rules no matter where they looked at it.

"Boy, do you have any money, can you borrow some money to buy some cigarettes for your brothers?" Although the person in the lead spoke politely, it gave people a feeling that they did not dare to refuse.

"I didn't." Fu Bokang really has no money. My mother would only leave five yuan on the table every morning as breakfast money, and five buns would be eaten without a penny.

"Ou Yo? What do you mean? The face of the leader was not very good-looking, he took two steps forward and grabbed Fu Bokang's collar, and the two looked at each other face to face: "How tall are you kid?" ”

"Freshman year of high school." He was a little frightened and wanted to step back, but his toes left the ground, and he was a little out of breath when he was caught by the man.

"No wonder, even my forest doesn't know." The man was a little unhappy [Vinegar Slipper-Literary Fastest Hair] let go of his hand: "Brothers, do you want to let this kid have a long memory?" ”

Those who were originally watching the play in the back heard the greeting and surrounded them.

Fu Bokang was a little scared and his legs were a little weak, the life of junior high school was vivid, what his mother said yesterday was still lingering in his ears, and he didn't know where he got the courage, so he suddenly shouted: "Fuck your mother!" He jumped up and kicked the man named Lin to the ground, and when the people around him were still stunned, he knocked away the people who were blocking him and ran all the way home.

Fu Bokang's brain was still thinking when he ran wildly all the way, what if those people chased him, what if the school punished him for fighting? Punishment is not afraid, although the reputation of learning to get a punishment is not good, but it can be regarded as being seen by others, and no one should dare to touch themselves anymore. However, what if the one named Lin Zi is beaten up by himself?

Two kilometers away, Fu Bokang ran to the door of the house in one go, and the moment he closed the door at home, his heart was put down, and the whole person leaned against the door.

"What are you crazy about?" The mother came out with the meal with a blank face: "Hurry up and wash your hands and eat." ”

"Got it." Fu Bokang obediently washed his hands, looking at the dark dishes made by his mother, but he couldn't help but be happy in his heart, his face was full of smiles that could not be concealed, and he was particularly appetizing when he ate.

"Idiot, what are you smiling at?" His mother knocked on his head with chopsticks, which temporarily suppressed Fu Bokang's pleasure.

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The next day of class was very dull, everyone was looking at him with strange eyes, maybe because he became famous yesterday, he couldn't help but be complacent.

Mother is right, he is an idiot, and reality is definitely not something that a fool can manipulate at will.

After school, Fu Bokang just left the school and it was dark in front of him, and he felt that he was in a cloth bag, dragged by someone for an unknown amount of time, and he wanted to try to break free but couldn't do anything.

When Fu Bokang saw the light again, it was in a strange place, very empty, surrounded by more than a dozen people, headed by the forest yesterday.

didn't have time to hide, so those people directly surrounded Fu Bokang and beat him, head, face, and body, without letting go of a place. He didn't know how long he had been beaten, only that the next three years would usher in unprecedented darkness.

When he got home, it was already dark, dirty and bloodstained, and Fu Bokang almost crawled back home.

"Mom, I didn't hit them, I was just a joke."

Fan Hui said this, I don't know if it was to tell his mother that your method was wrong or to get sympathy.

"Fuck off, bitch!" His mother's reaction made Fan Hui even more desperate: "I can't teach anything that has no interest, if I were you, I would die!" ”

If I were you, I'd die!

If I were you, I'd die!

If I were you, I'd die!

It's a pity that Fu Bokang is a waste who doesn't even dare to die.

Later, he learned that the one named Lin Zi was a sophomore senior, his grades were very bad and he didn't study well, and he mixed with many people in society, but because of the relationship between the family and the school, the teachers at the school didn't care much, and he just thought that he could graduate smoothly and leave quickly.

The days that followed seemed to have fallen from hell to the eighteenth level of hell.

But who knows what Fan Hui thinks? If you don't explode in silence, you have to perish in silence.

In Fu Bokang's most helpless and darkest high school moment, he inadvertently received a letter.

The recipient column is a strange pattern, the sender's name is Kashiwaha, he doesn't know, but the address of the letter clearly says his home address. I don't know if it's good or not, Fu Bokang still chose to open the letter.

The paper is plain and printed with patterns, and the font is Juanxiu's imitation Song, in which Kashiwa Ye expresses sympathy for his experience and tells his own story:

Bai Ye said that he and Fu Bokang are students in the first year of high school in the same school, living in a well-off family since childhood, eating and drinking without worry, and having parents, younger brothers and himself at home, they are a happy family of four. But the misfortune happened a year ago, when he was in his third year of junior high school, his younger brother, who was one year younger, suddenly ended his short life by jumping off the roof of the school.

The younger brother was originally an optimist, except for a slight stutter that made him look different from everyone else, he was not different from others, he was smart and studious, self-motivated, and no one knew why he embarked on this path. Finally, under the investigation of the police, the suicide note of his younger brother was found.

The younger brother said in his suicide note that since he went to junior high school, he found that campus life was not as easy as he thought, because of his stuttering, and being mentioned by the teacher in class always caused everyone to laugh, and the teacher didn't like him very much. Later, things got more serious, and there were always people who put some strange creatures in their school bags and secretly hid their homework books, just to see how embarrassed they were when they complained to the teacher and how disgusted the teacher looked. Then, the decline in midterm exam scores became the last straw that broke the camel's back, and the younger brother realized that he was a real waste, and he couldn't even pass the best exams, so he chose to end his humble life with death.

This suicide note hit Bai Ye hard, the younger brother has never told his family about these injuries, he is silently bearing, it is because of the negligence of this sister, it led to the death of his younger brother, if he could be enlightened at the time, things would not have turned out like that.

It wasn't until he met Fu Bokang at his current school and learned what happened to him that Bai Ye felt that this was a destined encounter from God, and he would meet in order to make up for his debt to his younger brother. Therefore, Bai Ye said that he would protect him well in the next three years, and the two relied on each other and tried to be each other's comfort.

This letter did bring great comfort to Fu Bokang's dark high school life, and in his spare time, he began to pay attention to Bai Ye.

Bai Ye is a student in the top class.,But the grades are not very good.,No matter how you look at it, it's an ordinary middle school student.,She doesn't like to laugh.,Love to read idle books.,Don't like to study.,Although it's not much valued by the teacher.,But it's also done not to be hated.。

The two have been exchanging letters and encouraging each other to go to the third year of high school.

When filling in the volunteers, because the grades of both of them were very average, they had to make an appointment to fill in the same school, Chengzhou University.

Chengzhou University is a local private school, with only three books and junior colleges, and Fu Bokang didn't tell his mother about it, so he made his own decision.