"What are you laughing at?!" Tian Tian was very disturbed by the strange joke between the two boys in front of him. She is only sixteen years old, and she has a vague sensitivity to the attention of the opposite sex, and she lacks experience in coping. Obviously, they were directed at themselves, but not with malicious intent.

Harassment again! I've had several of these incidents since the beginning of school, and those senior boys have eyes worthy of Sherlock Holmes. But the boy in front of him turned his head and saw that his expression had an indescribable feeling, which made people's hearts flutter.

Hehe, Tang Dashu looked at her, and suddenly didn't know how to speak. The most familiar stranger, really.

It was still the resentment of the girl with a clear aura, but it still made Tang Dashu feel different from usual. "Finally meeting again," he thought.

Once upon a time, it was this voice from the opposite sex that started his love affair with girls of the same age, which made him unforgettable for the next ten years. For Tang Dashu in his previous life, he was born with an introverted personality: taciturn, self-focused... He is destined to be unnoticed in the girl pile.

Of course, his hard conditions in all respects are not bad: the height of the northerner, the immodest appearance is still somewhat handsome, and he is always proud of his research in the field of literature, until he graduates. He even has many advantages that only good men have: hardworking, decent, kind, self-motivated...

However, this is not a plus for pursuing girls, unless you fantasize that she can discern pearls. Maybe after graduation, these advantages of his will always be discovered by some girls in life, and there will always be a certain girl who will appreciate and always find his lover. But on the Jingjing campus, especially for their teenage girls who don't understand society, those boys who can live well under the rules of the school are the objects of their attention.

You must know that although this is a school that claims to be a provincial key secondary school, has a certain reputation in the field of engineering, and even has a four-year school system, it cannot change the fact that it is a secondary professional school. In the context of the expansion of national colleges and universities in 95 years, the North China Industrial Secondary Vocational School has also expanded its enrollment, and is allowed to recruit some junior high school graduates to directly receive junior high school education and study in the newly established college for five years.

The addition of such a five-year college class in this little-known northern city may be the state's compensation for this excellent secondary school, right? Anyway, Tang Dashu's peers are the unfortunate ones of this group of "lucky". At the time, it had a resounding name: High Vocation!

This higher vocational is not the other high, which is very easy to be confused, incomprehensible and misunderstood by employers in China, in later generations Tang Dashu they suffered the loss of this new type of easy to confuse words: spent five years of money, with a paper that I don't know the so-called diploma---- from the "higher vocational" education to the present decades later, it is still recognized by the market and the public, watching the junior high school students whose grades were far inferior to their own generations have been admitted to universities that are far harder than their diplomas after a few years ----Whether it is a class I or a class, in short, it is an undergraduate, In any case, it is a grade higher than the junior college, and it is really a long hatred to make people.

No matter how coaxing the secondary school is, it is only a secondary school, even if it is hung with the name of the college. "College" and "University" may be a one-word difference, but the impact is earth-shattering, unless you're from Harvard Business School.

However, Tang Dashu and the others would not understand the difference at that time, because they were not mature yet! They even feel that as college students in secondary schools, they are awesome!

Isn't it? They will have at least one year more "school age" than the other secondary school students in this school, and they will be invincible on campus. For girls, it may not be very attractive, but for boys, the advantage of age ----will be decisive for the more immature "juniors", which gives them an innate advantage in the career of competing with their juniors for the younger sisters. In fact, among the 32 boys who are also in the higher vocational class, the highest number of them has girlfriend experience is more than 20!

But there is no Tang Dashu among them.

During the entire five years of his senior career, he also had a shining moment of "the old man chatting about juvenile madness", when he mustered up the courage to confess to his dream lover, but was defeated by the other party's gentle words. "I already have a boyfriend", this is her answer with a clear aura, which makes Tang Dashu regret it to this day. He still doesn't know if her so-called "boyfriend" really exists or is just a rejection of him, but since then, he has become more introverted.

There was no way, I was too thin-skinned at the time to withstand this form of rejection at all, and I wouldn't be stalked. What if it had been smoothed out later?

First love is unforgettable, especially when lost more to know regret and preciousness. For many years after graduation, Tang Dashu often thought of this scene, thinking of that delicate face, that lively and beating body in an apricot yellow coat...

Ten years after graduating, he never had the opportunity to come into contact with this pure beauty again. The pressure of life has shredded his literary dreams, the pursuit of more salary, higher positions, more purposeful but heartfelt rejection of social networking, meaningless comparisons... He worked hard in a materialistic society, and finally became the head of the project department of a relatively large foreign-funded enterprise outside the province, monotonously going to work and carnivaling with a few friends after work, living the life of an ordinary small white-collar worker in the metropolis.

Work and single life occupy most of his energy, and he becomes an ordinary member of this ordinary society, and if there are no accidents, life is like this. Fall in love, get married, have children, and continue to work for another 30 years until retirement age, or, as some friends dream, stop working and travel the world as some friends dream.

The people around me are living like this, it's nothing more than living a better life, having more friends, maybe the meaning of life is to live an ordinary day. However, occasionally in the dead of night, there will be a moment when he will reflect on his life: "This is my life? ”

It was at this time that he remembered that there was once a woman in his heart. I hadn't seen her for ten years, and her countenance gradually blurred in my mind, and the throbbing body gradually drifted away, and only in the dead of night the song still echoed in my ears from time to time:

"Is it snowing in your place?

Are you afraid of loneliness?

Would you like to hear something from me?

Do you want to stay for me,

A snowflake? ”

The first time I heard from her after graduation was at a class reunion five years later, when the party organizer and eldest sister Xu Xia, who had been married for a short time, made a casual joke that made the name that had been dormant in his heart for many years throb, but that was all.

"Big tree, I heard that Tian Tian is already married, what are you waiting for?"

When he spoke, several of his classmates were already married, and the others basically had boyfriends and girlfriends, but he was still alone. As a kind of concern, Tang Dashu's personal problems have been repeatedly raised.

Xu Xia can make jokes about Tang Dashu, not only because of her arrogant personality, but also because as the female minister of the year, Tang Dashu's first love letter in her life was handed to Tian Tian through her, and she also used her position to selflessly provide some information about Tian Tian. Although the result is anticlimactic, her concern for her little brother's "love affairs" is sincere. After graduation, she was also one of Tang Dashu's classmates with whom he had the most contact. He hasn't been looking for a girlfriend, do you know if he still remembers Tian Tian in his heart? It's good to let him die!

Is it? Tang Dashu's heart was lost for no reason, and this loss was actually a kind of melancholy. Tian Tian, this beautiful girl who is very young and energetic, the first crush in his life and the first object of rejection, this girl who often flashes an apricot yellow coat and white running shoes with light steps in the depths of his memory for many years after graduation, is about to marry another woman. At that time, he experienced for the first time what it means to be "life is a helpless pain". This news made him feel that the memory of the entire college era was even more gloomy.

Oh, I should bless her, right? This sourness makes people sad. However, at that time, Tang Dashu could only blurt out like this: "Hahaha, life is a helpless pain, that, 'Weisi people, who am I going to return?' ’”

Everyone knows that he is the famous bookbag hanger in the class, and no one has tasted whether he is sincere or false. Originally, how many words can be true at the wine table? The more painful Tang Dashu behaved and the richer his expression, the louder the laughter of his classmates. Five years after graduation, the big tree that was originally stuffy like a gourd can now speak cross talk!

However, no one will know that his "helpless pain" is really from the heart! But so what? He could only silently send his blessings and say goodbye to the past with great grace. Although the beloved is gone, life will go on.

People often say: Good wishes are often done with wishes, and this sentence is very appropriate for Tian Tian. Tian Tian was unhappy after marriage, I heard that her husband had a tendency to domestic violence, and after two years of marriage, if it wasn't for having a young daughter, her family would have dissolved directly. It's embarrassing to hear.

This was the first and last time he had heard someone mention Tian Tian's name after graduation, and in the following years, her name had been quietly or inadvertently hidden in a corner of a room in his heart, quietly watching him experience the ups and downs of life, and then falling into dust layer by layer. Then, this pure affection will completely become the best memory in the world, and will be buried in the tunnel of time forever.

Until one day, he reappeared at the same place where they first met.