Su Beibei saw such a sentence when he was browsing the circle of friends: "Maybe when you open your eyes again, you find that you just fell asleep in class."

"The teacher was chattering about the homework of this class on the podium, and the table mates sighed that you had finally woken up."

"You look out at the sky and it looks like everything is so future-proof."

After reading this circle of friends, Su Beibei turned off the screen with a faint light, threw his mobile phone aside, rubbed his eyes that he couldn't open, and closed his eyes and sighed: "The future is promising, it's really a good idea."

It's 3:00 a.m. now. The cold wind of the winter night is more like a monster rushing towards you, obviously the air conditioner has been turned on, for some reason, it is cold anyway, from the outside to the inside.

It's time to sleep.

When I woke up again, my whole body was light. Su Beibei thought in his heart: Is the health tea you drank before useful? I always feel a lot more comfortable all over my body. After a while, Beibei turned over lazily, rubbed his eyes that were sour from staying up late, and slowly opened them in a flicker...

"Hmm..."Beibei snorted lightly, thinking that he hadn't woken up yet, "This is..."

This is... Whose room? How can there be a familiar feeling, is it a dream? No, it's... I remember the room when I was younger.

It is a room with memories of the past that you dare not face.

Beibei bounced up from the bed and pinched his arm.

"Hiss–" It hurts.

I can't believe it, why do I still feel pain when I dream?

Su Beibei was confused, looked down at his hands, and then looked at the clothes on his body and the surrounding rings and was stunned: "Did I dream or cross?"

She hurriedly got up, not caring whether she was stepping on canvas shoes or slippers, and ran to the mirror, as if she had expected it, but also in disbelief.

The tender white face may be because of the fact that he just got up, both sides are covered with redness, the eyes are round, not only look smart, but also very non-aggressive, the facial features are not fully opened, but the corners and corners are very soft, and it looks very protective.

"Isn't this who I used to be?" Su Beibei exclaimed.

But... Why? I didn't do anything, why did I wake up like this?

Don't... Is it because that sentence is magical?

While thinking about it, he hurriedly walked to his room, not caring about how chaotic the room was, and raised his legs to find the homework book in his schoolbag with a purpose: the third year of junior high school Su Beibei.

The third year of junior high school...

Beibei's memories seemed to have been opened and rushed into his mind. At that time, she was still using the geriatric machine and didn't know how to dress up, just like the one she saw in the mirror just now: obviously her foundation was good, but due to the ridicule of the small group in the class, she couldn't be confident. Pull your curly hair aside, don't dare to wear bright clothes, and don't dare to lift it when you walk.

But later Beibei understood that it was not because he was ugly, but because he was not confident, he didn't dare to show himself, and he didn't know how to dress up. Beibei's facial features are very thoughtful, and his face is in a particularly good state at the age of thirteen or fourteen, not only soft but also very clean. The main problem is that she is gloomy all day long, and she does not show her youth at this age.

However, compared with ordinary girls, her lack of confidence and timidity are also understandable, because her parents always criticize her more than praise, and it seems that she is always wrong, and she has not been distressed or favoritized, and even these things have made her wonder if she was biological since she was a child.

In addition, her parents are busy with labor all day and have no time to take her out, so especially when she was young, she was very afraid of life, and she didn't know what to say in front of strangers, and what she said was always the donkey's head was not in the horse's mouth.

Later, her parents had a younger brother, and her sense of existence seemed to be only a sister. Even because of the busy work of his parents, the nannies hired are all here to take care of his younger brother full-time.

I don't know if there is too much information pouring in, Su Beibeitou began to dizzy, so she shook her head, trying to stop the transmission of this information, and sorted out her thoughts: Now, since it is the third year of junior high school, that is, 13 years old, and my younger brother is just six years old, it is not surprising that at this time, the family has hired a nanny to take care of it.

Beibei, who was sitting on the bed, caught a glimpse of the elderly machine next to him, and opened it according to the method in his memory, today is Saturday, there is no need to go to class, and it is just 8:30 now.

Su Beibei opened the curtains and looked at the early morning sun. I don't know when I often stay up late to sleep, and it seems like I haven't seen the sun so early for a long time.

"So now is the future, right?" Beibei looked out and couldn't help repeating this sentence again.

Luckily, Beibei went out for breakfast.

On the way out, looking at the familiar scenery around me, I don't know whether I am sad or happy, or happy more than sad, it is an inexplicable feeling.

At that time, the road was still very narrow, and the green belt next to the road was not as beautiful as it is now. But everything looks so kind, that's what it tasted like when I was a kid. It was not those private cars and taxis that came and went, but some pedestrians, who came and went very slowly, and even felt that time passed very slowly.

"Auntie! I want a bowl of porridge and a basket of steamed buns. "North North came to their own breakfast shop from snack to big. Don't look at Beibei at this time, she is only thirteen years old, and this breakfast shop is much older than her.

"Okay, Beibei is still so diligent today." The aunt said kindly, "The chopsticks and spoons are over there, take them yourself." ”

Beibei didn't know why he just wanted to laugh, but he was happy.

Great, this feeling.

Looking at this hot rice, Beibei held a bun in one hand and a spoon in the other. While eating steamed buns and drinking soup, I also free my ears to listen to the gossip of a pair of old sisters.

The meal was eaten very slowly, and Beibei thought that if it was himself at that time, what should he do now? It may be staying at home again, waiting for the nanny to come and cook at noon. No, even if you wake up, you may force yourself to sleep until night and wait for your parents to come back.

Beibei doesn't know how to make friends, because he is worried and afraid, it seems to have become a habit for the small group in the class to laugh at her, of course, there are exceptions, Beibei's tablemate--Zhu Xiaofeng, like a light in junior high school, with his own strength, always stands up to help her regardless of when she is ridiculed.

"Beibei, be confident."

"You're really nice."

"Don't be afraid, I'll protect you."

She never takes the initiative to talk to her tablemates, as if she is forced to socialize. But she was lucky, her only friend was very warm and generous, not careful, and she also gave herself tenderness when she was lonely, and her eyes were a little red when she thought of this.

I'm still sorry for her after all, isn't it?

Beibei's right hand was clutching the other arm, and there were already obvious traces, but Beibei didn't seem to feel it. Fortunately, the winter morning was so cold that it made people shiver, and the noisy conversations, the sound of TV, and the sound of children pulling Beibei back to reality, she sighed, lowered her head and settled the remaining little food.

I don't know where to go, but after eating, Beibei still chose to return home. After not living here for a long time, Beibei has gradually forgotten some places here, although his mind tells himself that everything here is familiar.

Thinking about his future life, Beibei shook his head with a chuckle, why was he so cowardly in the first place, and he couldn't even look at himself when he was so cowardly.

After returning home, Beibei sat at the desk and opened the textbook on the desktop casually, but his thoughts had gradually drifted away.

She is not a well-behaved child, because since she was a child, she felt that she was a child picked up by her parents, she never took the initiative to tell her parents what happened to her, in her eyes, the favor of her parents is what she desires very much, but will not reach out to touch. On the contrary, she will even use yells and screams to keep them out, never please.

Maybe because of Zhu Xiaofeng's maintenance, or maybe because she was too good at the same table, she still tried to stand on tiptoe and struggled to jump out of the bottom of the well.

But I don't know if it's because God is destined, or because of her slightly inferior efforts, her future trajectory has changed. The high school entrance examination was the best one she had in three years, but she still couldn't get into A. After learning the results, her parents felt that they had lost face, so they asked her to go to school in A Middle School, but she refused fiercely.

She doesn't want this kind of charity-like care.

She understood that she was not only particularly disgusted with her parents' face-saving behavior at that time, but actually wanted to be recognized by her parents and wanted her parents to see that she was actually okay.

But gradually, she forgot about this longing. So much so that later in C, she met Lin Xiyang, which made her feel that she had the sun and made her not like herself.

Regret it? Sad? I'm a little sad about the past.