The next day, Song Zixun really didn't show up.

However, Mrs. Du got the news of Du Rongzhi's awakening and rushed over in the morning.

…… The bitter and thick medicinal juice was swallowed by Du Rongzhi gritted her teeth, and Mrs. Du liked it so much that she hugged Guan'er who was dancing next to her, bowed her head and kissed the little guy's pink and tender face, and said happily, "Look at how good and well-behaved our sister Guan is...... I don't know why there is such a ruthless mother, and she is willing to leave us behind! ”

Du Rongzhi smiled weakly and took the tea handed by Qinghe to rinse her mouth.

Mrs. Du nodded her small nose and continued, "When you grow up in the future, don't learn from your uncompetitive mother--when you encounter some setbacks, you will seek death and life, and let Lao Tzu Niang be frightened in vain." ”

Du Rongzhi bit her lower lip guiltily, waved her hand at the candied fruit brought by Yuanyuan, and said in a low voice, "Mother, it's all daughters who are unfilial...... The daughter has already learned that she is wrong. ”

Mrs. Du glared at her angrily, "You know that you are wrong now...... Why didn't you think about it when you didn't want to live at that time, if you were really gone, how sad I would be with your father, and how pitiful Sister Guan would be? Just blindly mess around with your own temperament! After that, thinking of Du Rongzhi's dangerous condition a few days ago, her eyes couldn't help but turn a little red.

Du Rongzhi didn't speak, her body slowly leaned forward, hugged Mrs. Du and her babbling in her arms from behind, and tears fell silently.

Mrs. Du felt a wetness on her shoulders, her nose was sore, she deliberately turned her elbow back, and said with a disgusted face, "You can sit honestly...... This sallow face is not afraid of scaring children. After that, he glanced at Mama An.

Mama An knew that Mrs. Du had something to say to Du Rongzhi, so she took Guan'er from her hand and handed it to the nurse to carry her, and instructed Yuan Yuan, "There is still wolfberry pigeon soup simmering on the stove, you go and watch it, and then bring it over to the young lady to drink." ”

Yuan Yuan heard the song and knew the elegance, and hurriedly answered yes, so he led the little girl to retreat.

For a while, only Mrs. Du's mother and daughter and a few subordinates brought from the Du family were left in the house.

Mama An stepped forward with red eyes and persuaded in a choked voice, "Young lady, don't cry...... You are still in Xiaoyue, if you fall ill, I am afraid that it will be difficult to get better in the future. ”

Mrs. Du sighed, waved her hand, and said, "Don't stop her...... If she keeps it in her heart, she will get sick even more......"

As soon as Mrs. Du's words came out, Du Rongzhi's tears suddenly gushed out like a flood that had burst the embankment. She clenched her fists, her whole body twitching from her grief...... Finally, she hugged Mrs. Du and cried.

"Let's cry...... Mrs. Du slowly rubbed her daughter's bony back, and said softly, "It's good to cry......

Du Rongzhi's tears rolled down in big pieces, and she couldn't cry, "Mother, I hurt so much...... I hurt so much......"

Her heart hurts so much......

This is already the second time......

The second time I watched her child slip out of her body little by little, but there was no room for recovery...... The powerless self-blame and despair almost swallowed her up - she didn't even have the courage to live......

Mrs. Du hugged Du Rongzhi and couldn't help but cry in distress, "Mother knows, mother knows ......"

Mama An and Qinghe also wet their eyes, and turned their backs to secretly wipe their tears.

Du Rongzhi didn't know how long she cried in her mother's arms...... I cried to the end, and even my voice was hoarse.

Mrs. Du motioned to Qinghe to go down to fetch water to wash Du Rongzhi's face, and while wiping her tears with a handkerchief, she said softly, "Mother knows that you have suffered a lot of grievances...... It's just that no matter what, life still has to go on. She brushed away her daughter's tear-soaked hair and said earnestly, "Speaking of details, you yourself are not right about Fu's affairs." As early as when you first married into the Guogong Mansion, your mother reminded you that the Fu family is very deep and not a good type, how can you be so careless and let her conceive a child early? If she hadn't been pregnant, she wouldn't have made so many troubles later. ”

Seeing that Du Rongzhi was silent with red eyes, Mrs. Du said in a low voice, "Even if she has a mental calculation or an unintentional intention, she accidentally made her take advantage of the loophole...... Don't you have any other way? Mrs. Du's voice paused, her eyes looked around the left and right, and said coldly, "Even if you don't, none of the so many grandmothers and girls around you can mention you?" ”

Mama An and Qinghe's hearts sank, and they quickly knelt on the ground, "The slave is guilty." ”

Mrs. Du sneered, "You didn't let your mother know about this matter a long time ago, otherwise I would have to ask them - the lady who is marrying Ming Media has not yet given birth to a son, and she allows the concubine to become pregnant, what kind of rule is this?" The dignified Guogong Mansion acted like this, could it be that our Du family was bullying, and deserved to send their daughter to the door for them to practice?! ”

"Mother......" Du Rongzhi shook her head in a daze, "It's all my own stupidity...... Don't blame others. ”

It's that she's so useless...... I can't bear to let an innocent life be killed because of my own selfish desires...... Who knew that he killed his own child because of this!

"You're stupid." Mrs. Du said bluntly, "Don't think that your mother doesn't know what you're thinking...... Aren't you just the child in poor Fu's belly, and you can't bear to do it? Mrs. Du sighed angrily, "The days you married into the mansion are not short, and you still haven't understood it - this is a place where the weak eat the strong!" If you don't eat others, they will eat you! That's why your father and I were reluctant to agree to this family affair in the first place. Since you're married to this man, you'll have to adapt to everything here! You pity Fu's child, but what is the result? Now that the good brother has fallen like this, he almost took his life, but someone has taken pity on you? ”

Du Rongzhi blinked her eyes vigorously, and tears welled up again.

"Ah Zhi, in this life, there is no one who does not make mistakes. It's not terrible to be wrong, but you must remember that you must not make the same mistake a second time, otherwise it will not be a mistake, but a stupidity. ”

Mrs. Du sighed faintly, "Although there is something wrong with my uncle this time, I look at it coldly, and he feels very uncomfortable when you are in a coma these days...... You don't criticize him too much. Seeing that Du Rongzhi just lowered her head and wept, neither agreeing nor refutating, Mrs. Du continued, "...... I have discussed with your father before I came, and when you are refreshed for a while, I will take you and Sister Guan's house to live for a while...... Give you a good conditioning condition. Mrs. Du paused and persuaded softly, "You and your uncle are still young, and when you take care of your body, there will be more children in the future." ”

"Not anymore." Du Rongzhi, who was silent, suddenly said in a dumb voice.

Mrs. Du was stunned.

"There will be no more children." Du Rongzhi slowly raised her head.

Her eyes were washed away by tears, and they became unusually clear and bright, but they were full of coldness.

"Mother, I want to reconcile with Song Zixun."

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