On the way back was the same as when he came, Ah Lai drove the car back to the place where he was in the car, and he still couldn't see anything, except for one more Liu Gejin.

Liu Gejin's mother couldn't count on it, Bai Shu could only come by himself, he wrapped Liu Gejin in a big towel, and tried to ensure that there was no wind.

Leaving Tianfu, Bai Shu hugged Liu Gejin, and his mother followed slowly behind.

"Teacher... You know everything, don't you? ”

Her voice was small, and it took a lot of attention to hear it. Bai Shu nodded, holding back his tears, trying to pull out a decent smile. He knew that if he cried at this time, then Liu Gejin really couldn't see any hope.

"Teacher... You're holding me like that... Isn't it particularly like holding a corpse? ”

Liu Gejin was also smiling, as if she had been able to face it calmly, unlike before, every time she saw her, she was trying her best to avoid everything.

That's it......

Bai Shu subconsciously looked at Liu Gejin's mother, she didn't dare to look at her daughter, and she was so choked up that she couldn't speak.

"Don't say such things, you are weak, rest for a while."

"I don't want ...... Whining...... Don't rest......" Liu Gejin cried so hard that he couldn't speak as soon as he opened his mouth, and shook his head vigorously: "I hurt...... It hurts so much that I can't sleep every day......"

"I didn't dare let my mom know...... Secretly went to buy a bag of painkillers for two dollars...... Thirty capsules in a bag...... I can't take a dozen pills at a time......"

Liu Gejin opened her eyes and looked at Bai Shu, she had never said these words, because she knew that it was useless to say it, and her mother only wanted more money.

The first time I brought myself here, before getting on the bus, I asked my mother if she had thought about it, and she didn't hesitate to say that she had thought about it.

After getting in the car, I found that something was wrong, and it was even more abnormal when I got out of the car, even Liu Gejin himself knew that this was not the kind of good thing he thought was at all, but her mother kept comforting her and telling her that it didn't matter, and she could earn a lot of money with a few injections.

She didn't even care about her life and death as an outsider like Mr. Bai, the reason why she didn't dare to come over was because of her weak heart on the one hand, and on the other hand, she hated why her body was so unlucky, and she couldn't earn 3,000 yuan that week after the onset of the disease.

"Teacher Bai...... Do you know about my disease? ”

Liu Gejin was still sobbing, but his speech was so fast that he continued to say without waiting for Bai Shu to answer: "This disease was first called ...... Doctors of Tatar found it, so it's called Talerian disease......"

"The disease is ...... from being infected to death...... Generally, it will not exceed half a year...... As long as the onset ...... People will be hurt to death......"

"They comforted me when I was first injected...... It is said that it can be cured soon with the test drug...... At that time, I felt itchy bones every day...... It's just uncomfortable, but it's acceptable......"

"Then it was about a month later...... The itching of the bones became that kind of painful and itchy...... I don't have a good rest every day, and the more I think about it, the more it hurts... The more I think about it, the more itchy it becomes, and I often toss and turn and can't sleep all night......"

"Until the beginning of the school year...... It doesn't itch anymore, it hurts, but the pain isn't very bad...... That was the best sleep I've had since I tried the drug...... I fell asleep in pain......"

Liu Gejin said these words with a smile, Bai Shu has been born for more than 20 years now, and it is the first time he has seen someone who can make a strong smile so extreme. Faced with such Liu Gejin, he couldn't even say words of comfort.

"Then the pain got worse and worse...... I feel uncomfortable all over my body, often out of breath, and my heart beats heavily...... Even the hair hurts all over my body......"

"In order to be able to fall asleep, I close my eyes every day and fantasize about ...... I imagined that my sore place was crawling with maggots, and maggots were biting and biting on me...... Fantasy I'm not me, I'm a dead deer...... I was bitten by maggots until only the skin remained, and when I tore open the skin, it was full of maggots......"

"Don't talk about it......" Bai Shu was a little disgusted.

"Teacher Bai, you also feel disgusting, don't you?" Liu Gejin suddenly stopped laughing, and his teeth bit his lower lip. Three seconds later, blood came out of the tooth marks and down the chin and down the neck.

"You see it...... I'm so hurt that I can't even self-harm...... I can only think about this disgusting scene every day, as if such an uncomfortable thing is not uncomfortable itself......"

"You know what...... Since this month, no one has told me that I can be cured...... They didn't even bother to lie to me......"

"I was so hurt that I wanted to kill myself, so I sat on the windowsill...... But my mother told me...... She said to endure it again, three thousand yuan at a time......"

Bai Shu looked at Liu Gejin's mother, she lowered her head weakly, deliberately avoiding eye contact. Only then did Bai Shu understand that from beginning to end, Liu Gejin was not voluntary.

Back at Liu Gejin's house, Bai Shu carried her to the bed, and Liu Gejin's mother still followed.

"Mom, I want to talk to Mr. Bai alone."

Hearing Liu Gejin say this, Bai Shu knew that she had too many things to say in this family.

Watching Liu Gejin's mother go out and close the door, Bai Shu covered her with another layer of quilt, hoping to warm her up.

"Teacher Bai...... I don't want to tell you earlier because I don't want you to worry, you're a good teacher, if you know that this kind of thing happened to me...... I'm going to do everything I can to stop it......"

"Instead of blocking...... Let's let my mother get the money quickly, I want to see if the money I got in exchange for my life can make her live the life she wants, and she will die ...... horizontally and vertically."

"And then there'...... You said that you are the most disgusted person who gives up on himself because of a little thing...... I'm afraid you'll think I'm the kind of person who can die for money...... But it doesn't matter, you know it anyway......"

"No, no," Bai Shu interrupted her, "you are very hard-working, serious, and very thoughtful, and I know that you have never been that kind of person. ”

"This kind of inconsequential matter......" Liu Gejin forced a smile again, the corners of his mouth twitched with laughter, and the illness was already nerve-threatening: "Today I listened to them call my mother...... That's when I figured it out, nothing matters......"

"Teacher Bai...... Do you think there really are ghosts in the world? ”

Bai Shu joined the party in college and is an outright atheist, but he knows that this is not the answer Liu Gejin wants.

"I haven't seen it, but there must be." He nodded affirmatively: "Maybe we can't see them, but they will watch our every move, and the ghosts shouldn't feel pain." If you do become a ghost, you will be much happier than you are now, and ......"

"Impossible......" Liu Gejin suddenly interrupted Bai Shu's words: "If I become a ghost, I must be the most vicious ghost." ”

"Because...... In my heart...... Full of hatred! ”