When Chen Shi came back to his senses from his memories, he found that he had walked into the room with the "Xia Ge" sign hanging at the door, there was nothing special in the room, and Chen Shi didn't know how long he had been inside.

Alas, Chen Shi sighed, took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one and lit it, the feeling of some special smell gas entering his throat and then passing into his lungs was like throwing an effervescent tablet into the water and exploding in an instant, not to mention how refreshing it was.

In fact, think about it, I am also an old smoker, in junior high school, Kang Xia was forced away by herself, and she lost her only friend at that time, probably from that time, Chen Shi contracted the vice of smoking. But so what, everyone has something that makes them happy, some people like to draw, some people like to sing, some people like to drink, they just like to smoke, and there is no difference in nature.

"Can you get me one too?" A somewhat low, somewhat hoarse voice rang out.

Chen Shi turned around, and a girl who looked less than twenty years old was standing behind her, she had a fluffy short haircut, which looked dry and straight, her hair was highlighted green and red, wearing a set of leather pants studded with rivets, wearing very thick smoky makeup, and she was more than one meter seven points tall, a non-mainstream girl.

"Are you Xia Ge?"

Chen Shi asked, while handing over a cigarette, for that incident, Chen Shi didn't feel that he had done anything wrong, the person he had to protect all his life was Xiuxiu, if someone hurt Xiuxiu, he could even do something more terrible.

"Ashima." The girl didn't answer her question, but raised the cigarette and glanced at it, then took the lighter handed by Chen Shi, lit the cigarette, put the filter in her mouth, took a deep breath, and showed a satisfied smile: "It seems that you are living a good life." ”

"Xia Ge, you should be 19 years old this year, right?" Since she doesn't say yes or don't say it, Chen Shi will treat her as Xia Ge, she once hurt Xiuxiu, and she also made her have a long memory, five years have passed, and it can be regarded as flattening.

"Two months and nineteen months to go." The girl replied coldly, raised her head again and glanced up and down at Chen Shi: "So, are you the one who forced me to drop out of school back then?" ”

"It's me." The cigarette in Chen Shi's mouth was still as long as a fingernail, but he lost interest, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and extinguished it with his foot.

"Heh, I thought you were as strong as a devil back then, but now it seems that it's just like that, and it's all because I was too weak at that time." The girl took another long puff of her cigarette and spit it out of her mouth at a very slow pace, watching the smoke spread out in the air as a thin stream of air at a critical point, as if admiring a work of art.

"Can I ask you a question?" Chen Shiyu saw two iron stools next to him, sat down while asking questions, and invited Xia Ge to sit down by the way: "Is your sexual orientation normal now?" ”

"My sexual orientation has always been normal." Xia Ge's eyes were a little hollow, and he didn't know where he was looking: "I don't know why you forced me to drop out of school in that way, just like you don't know what happened back then." ”

"Really?" Chen Shi felt a little ridiculous, she thought that Xiuxiu didn't dare to tell herself what happened, and she was still here to tell herself this, anyway, now she is in a fantasy world, didn't she say that the longer she stayed, the better? That's a big deal, listen to what she said: "I want to hear about it." ”

According to what Xia Ge said, Chen Shi probably knew something about her. Since childhood, the conditions of the family are very ordinary, the parents are divorced, and I was raised by my mother. My mother relied on driving a taxi to earn money to supplement the family, and she could run from 7 o'clock in the morning to 9 o'clock in the evening without eating or getting out of the car, drinking some water while waiting for the traffic light, and only having one meal a day when she went back at night.

So Xia Ge couldn't see his mother all day long, and he could only solve three meals a day by himself, and his mother left a lot of money.

Mom treats herself very harshly, but she treats Xia Ge as generously as she can.

Xia Ge has been learning vocal music and dance since he was a child, because this not only saves money to buy musical instruments but also learns a lot of things, in short, that's what his mother thinks.

Therefore, under the education of her mother, who is free range but full of expectations, and who is poor but not stingy, Xia Ge's personality has also changed a lot.

She is deeply influenced by her mother, and always likes to take care of others, because her mother has high expectations for herself, so she does not dare to relax in herself, although in the eyes of classmates and friends, Xia Ge is free and optimistic, has good learning and specialties, and treats everyone very enthusiastically, but only Xia Ge himself knows how much effort has been put in behind it.

"In that competition, we played fair." After Xia Ge finished smoking, he pressed the cigarette butt on the glass wall: "Even if I know that I am not as good as her in dancing, I don't want to give up, because I hope that the money my mother spent for me is not in vain, and I hope she can see me at the front of the team Glorious leader." ”

"One day, I went home with Chen Xiu after practicing dance, and on the way she suddenly said that she wanted to drink milk tea with me, so I went." Speaking of this, Chen Shi could feel a trace of irritability in Xia Ge's mood: "But after I went, she inexplicably pulled me and said a lot of ......."

"She said that her life was not happy at all, although she looked very good, smart, beautiful and versatile in the eyes of outsiders, but she always felt empty all day long, until one day she met me, she knew that there are still many unspeakable things behind the scenery." Xia Ge pointed at himself with some tears and laughter, and looked at Chen Shi: "Do you know what she told me?" She said she liked me. ”

In Chen Shi's somewhat surprised gaze, Xia Ge continued: "She said that she has liked me very much since the beginning of school, and thinks that I am two different personalities from her, and it is the missing part of her life. She didn't dare to tell me, but she felt even more uncomfortable if she didn't say it, so she asked me to come and tell me this. ”

"It's impossible, Xiuxiu is not gay." Chen Shi felt that Xia Ge was talking nonsense, this was not the version of the story he had heard.

"So what, that's what she said herself." Xia Ge's mood suddenly became a little excited, she left the stool and stood up: "She said that she hopes I can be kind to her, take the initiative, even if I don't like her, don't hurt her heart, she doesn't need me to do anything for her, if I can go up and say a few words to her when she is alone, she will be very happy." ”

"She's said so, what can I do? I don't want things to be too embarrassing, it's a big deal that everyone should be close friends, everyone is so small, they are all girls, what can they do? ”

Xia Ge suddenly stopped, took two deep breaths, and stared at Chen Shi with straight eyes: "But do you know how I know the truth?" It was through Chen Xiu's eyes. ”