Chapter 292: Memories, Real Child

The result can be imagined, but considering that Mo Yaya is still young and the reason for the beating is understandable, Xiao's mother trembled and paid the medical expenses for the money she earned in half a year.

"Do you know what the old lady raised you so hard for!" Xiao's mother was sleepy-eyed, and her slightly blessed face showed a flushed look, she drank again, since Mo Yaya was seven years old, she had the impression that there was no night when her mother didn't drink alone until she was drunk.

She said, Mom, are you really someone else's junior as they say?

She was ready and if her mother hit her, she wouldn't resist.

But the slap raised by the mother did not fall on her fair cheeks, and after a long time, she finally let go, after all, her daughter is her only comfort in this world.

Xiao's mother squatted on the ground like a wronged child and began to cry.

Mo Yaya continued to walk in the darkness, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, it was a chill that was chilling, and the crowd was gradually thinning.

She remembered that since then, no one dared to bully her anymore, but it was also from that time on, no child wanted to talk to her, and every time she saw her, it was like a mouse meeting a cat.

It is said that childhood is carefree, but that is just someone else's childhood, her childhood, can be said to be unbearable to look back on and even suffered the cold eyes of relatives, adults saw her, they all hurried away with their own children, they said that the child is just like his mother, let's not get contaminated.

When she was 13 years old, she came to her aunt, and when Rui Han took a bath, she felt very dazzling when she looked at the red blood, and she felt that she must be sick and might be dying. Without telling anyone, she put two layers of coarse paper on the mat and went to school.

She came home crying that day.

The first time Xiao's mother saw her daughter crying so much, she also panicked, so she asked her what was wrong. Rui Han stopped crying and told the truth of the matter.

Two layers of coarse paper were not enough, her pants were soaked in red, and when she stood up to answer the teacher's question, her tablemate, a petite little girl who chattered all day, called out in a gesture, "Oh my God, Rui Han, your ass is dyed red." ”

One can imagine what kind of sensation the whole class should cause.

Xiao's mother didn't speak, took out a soft sanitary napkin from her backpack, and told her about some taboos when coming to the eldest aunt. For the first time, she felt a sense of warmth welling up in her heart, and at the end, she heard her mother sigh softly, they were all women.

……

"Isn't that Rui Han?"

"Seems to be."

"She didn't bring an umbrella?"

"Rui Han ——。"

Hearing someone shouting her name behind her, she pulled her thoughts out of her memories and suddenly turned around, and that little bit of hope dimmed.

Ling Xiluo took the hand of a strange girl and walked towards her with a smile on her face, the bright light illuminated her white and flawless side with shadows, and she couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, but she felt that her smile was mixed with a sharper edge than Liang Yu.

She said in a cold tone, "Get used to it." ”

"That's not good," Ling Xiluo didn't notice her faint anger, and still said enthusiastically, "If you catch a cold in the rain, it's bad, and you have to go to school tomorrow!" Well, Angel, we share an umbrella, and I'll lend it to you. ”

Rui Han looked at the pale yellow summer scenery umbrella she handed over, and the smile that looked very contrived, she felt extremely disgusted, she didn't say anything, she knew that Ling Xiluo was watching her, in order to wait for the usual thank you.

However, she was delusional!

Rui Hanwu rushed into the rain and gradually dissipated and submerged under the black curtain.

She clearly heard Ling Xiluo shrug her shoulders, and said helplessly to the strange girl beside her, no way, she is such a temper, no wonder she doesn't have a friend.

What a fucking shit.

She spit out such a sentence fiercely, and her heart couldn't help but feel much better.

Ling Xiluo, the heroine in Su Muran's latest scandal, is the girl who took the initiative to hold Su Muran's hand.

Everyone loved Ling Xiluo because of her beauty, generosity and understanding, but Mo Yaya was the exception, she knew that under that seemingly immaculate mask, there was evil artificiality.

She will always try her best to make the people around her like her, even if she obviously hates it, she still has to pull down her face and force a smile. Before coming to Moying High School, Xiao's mother said that high school is not as good as junior high school, so you have to learn to get along with other classmates, even if you don't like it, you have to think about adapting and liking.

Rely on your parents at home and your friends when you go out. Mo Yaya thought, I don't have any friends, so I have to rely on myself for everything.

Slowly arrived at the dormitory, it was already past eleven o'clock, and the other roommates had not fallen asleep, holding the mobile phone and chatting with her boyfriend, she also took out the blue Nokia, opened the message box, and entered the text message.

"Mu Ran, I'm very uncomfortable, I want to cry, everyone doesn't care about me, what should I do?"

After she finished writing the text message, she typed in the familiar but never dialed number, Su Muran's mobile phone number was by chance, she saw it in his QQ signature, so she secretly wrote it down.

She really wanted to tell him all her stories, but in the end, she still saved the written text messages in the draft box, and waited for the day when she really mustered up the courage to send the messages.

The rain is still falling, and it has no intention of stopping, this kind of entanglement makes people feel very unbearable and upset.

At this time, the mobile phone vibrate, Mo Yaya was stunned, and she was very happy, thinking that this might be a text message from Su Muran, he probably saw that she was absent-minded all night of self-study, so he specially sent a text message to comfort her.

But the sender was someone else, a netizen named "Flying Fish".

Regarding Flying Fish, Mo Yaya thought that when she first opened QQ Space a year ago, there would always be a person named Flying Fish who left a message for her, one a day, three hundred and sixty-five blessing days, and it never stopped.

"I hope that girl can do well."

"I want to give her happiness, but I'm afraid of the price of happiness."

"Do you believe that there really is an eternal oath in the world?"

"What if one day I tell you that I've been in love with you for a long time?"

……

At first, Mo Yaya only thought he was a madman, maybe he was out of love and uncomfortable in his heart, so he came to her space to vomit his unhappiness. But later, "Flying Fish" offered to voice chat with her, and he cried like a child on the other side of the voice.

"Flying Fish" said, what to do? My parents are getting divorced, they are so fierce, they don't want me anymore, I'm superfluous anyway, it's better to die.

Mo Yaya banged the keyboard fast, Feiyu, don't be like this, you at least have your parents, but I have been the only mother since I was born, and I have suffered humiliation.

"Flying Fish" said, today someone said something bad about my mother, I got into a fight with him in a fit of anger, and broke his front teeth, the principal called the parents, and my mother was crying on the side, so I cried too.

Mo Yaya wanted to block him, but she hesitated at this time, and in the end, she left him on the friend list.

After all, they are the same kind of people, and there is no reason why they should not warm and comfort each other.

"Mo Yaya, you want to be happy."

This is the content of the text message sent by "Flying Fish", Mo Yaya thought, if this sentence was said by Su Muran, how good it would be.

She fell asleep in a daze, her dream self fell into a dark mud, she desperately called Su Muran's name, but he took Ling Xiluo's hand and left indifferently, she was so scared, her hands were beating, begging to grab a life-saving straw, but she couldn't catch anything.

When she woke up, she looked at her watch, it was 2:15 a.m., and there was still cold liquid in the corner of her eye.

When will such days come to an end?

May is the rainy season, but it is rare to see a cloudless and sunny weather like today, Mo Yaya stretched, it was another boring day, and the discomfort of last night could finally be relieved for a moment.

The girls in the dormitory are talking excitedly, the popular host Ah Wei is going back to school today, and he also graduated from Moying Middle School.

Mo Yaya doesn't care about Ah Wei at all, her life is calm and regular, and she never changes easily, so the excitement for her is just a passing cloud.

But the first time she saw Ah Wei, she stood still for more than ten seconds.

But the first time she saw Ah Wei, she stood still for more than ten seconds.

The memories of childhood are like the cocoons of the spring silkworms being slowly dissected little by little, and the sly smile raised at the corners of the mouth is clearly nowhere to be found except for that person.

He said, little girl, you have to remember that others rob you and scold you, and the more you don't fight back, the more they will intensify, so you must learn to protect yourself like a baby hedgehog.

Fat Tiger, he's Fat Tiger.

After the baptism of time, the water chestnut is distinct, the lines are clear, and the bottomless eyes like a black whirlpool reveal a strange light.

In an instant, like a mountain flood bursting the embankment and heavy rain pouring, Mo Yaya couldn't care about her usual reserve, and suddenly hugged Ah Weiwei and cried and laughed, he finally came back, it must be him, she remembers.

"Fat Tiger! I'm Mo Yaya! ”

In front of him, she hoped that she would always be the little girl who loved to cry and needed protection, the teenager who would help her snatch the toy back, and finally stood alive in front of her at this moment.

Ah Wei was stunned at first, wondering how anyone could know his nickname, and then suddenly realized.

He asked, how have you been doing all these years?

She wouldn't let him look down on her, so she wiped away her tears and said stubbornly, "It's good."

Yes, it's good, like a hedgehog to protect yourself firmly with dense thorns, he said.

From that moment on, Mo Yaya's life completely changed dramatically.

She is no longer alone, with Ah Wei, no matter how big the difficulty is, she is not afraid, so that night, she sent a message to "Flying Fish".

"Flying fish, you know what? He's back, I'm so happy, I don't have to be scared anymore. ”

After waiting for a long time, "Flying Fish" sent a word - "Hmm." ”

Meaningful.

Ah Wei told her his story over the years, and he said that life is like a big dye vat, and he is trying to find a way to dye the poor people colorful anytime and anywhere.

He worked as a waiter, and when he was serving food to others, he got the juice on the sleeves of the guests, and the customers were very angry, so he got into a fight with the guests.