Chapter 356: Lack of Ability
I took out a piece of paper and wrote on the paper I don't know how much of his name, and then sandwiched it into a language book, and even changed the QQ password to the pinyin of his name, he never knew that there was a girl who liked him in such a way.
When the college entrance examination was approaching, he was infatuated with Guo Jingming's ninety-degree sorrow, immersed in flashy words and couldn't extricate himself, and liked to look at the sky alone. During the two-day college entrance examination, the whole person was also in a state of chaos.
After the results of the college entrance examination came out, I casually applied for an ordinary university, applied for a language major, and like an ordinary college student, I was busy interviewing for the student union, constantly asking my father for money, buying new clothes, and buying cosmetics. I am busy every day but I don't do anything, and at the same time, my worries have increased, I am afraid of failing my course, I am afraid that I am not capable enough, and I am afraid that I will be made fun of if I dress too rustic...... In the blink of an eye, at the tail of the freshman year, I gradually understood that the time of youth is fleeting.
Talking to a senior sister, she said that you have to learn to plan your goals and don't always use youth as an excuse to indulge yourself. Think about yourself being 20 years old, saying that you are young is not young, and you are not old when you say that you are old, an embarrassing age. Seeing that several of his former classmates got married and had children, it won't be long before it's his turn.
I suddenly remembered that every time I made a mistake in junior high school, when my father was "invited" to school, the most common thing he said was: "Teacher, she is still young, give her another chance." And now, the father whose temples have begun to turn gray says the most: "Qin, you are not small, not small." ”
For the first time, I started to think about my life, what do I really want? What kind of path do you want to take? Close your eyes, and there is an endless abyss in front of you. The young man didn't know the taste of sorrow, but now he knows the taste of sorrow. How much youth do I have left to be killed? No matter how young a person is, he will eventually grow old, and being young is no longer a capital that I can squander and show off. Not only is my family impoverished, but if I continue to suffer, my youth will also be destitute.
It's time to rein in your mind.
"Is leaving necessarily the best option?" The little girl was instantly awakened by the words of the person who suddenly appeared.
Ye Yipeng looked at the companion next to her and smiled.
"Officer Ye, there's another case."
Ye Yipeng frowned, the one last time? ”
"Hey, look! Sister Green Apple of the Slight Radio Station wrote me back! ”
Ye Haiou's face was full of joy and indescribable, and she shook a pink envelope in front of me, as if she was afraid that I wouldn't see it, I took her hand and glanced at her by the way.
"Hey, what's up?"
She seemed to be a little angry: "Sister Green Apple is my super idol, there are many girls in our class who worship her, I don't believe you ask." ”
I don't waste time with her, I still have heard of the green apple sister that Ye Haiou classmate keeps talking about, in today's era of youth idols, the appearance of the green apple sister is a beautiful scenery, although no one has seen the true face of this sister, but its voice is sweet, eloquent, and has a lot of research on the psychological problems of girls, so it is loved by many young girls, plus she once admitted in the show that she likes to eat apples very much, because she is affectionately called 'green apple sister'.
"Squad leader, do you want to write a letter to Sister Green Apple?" This girl egged me on, with a pleading expression on her face.
"Don't." My attitude was resolute.
"Then I'll find someone else, huh." She looked like she was angry.
As Ye Haiou's classmate for more than a semester, I know the temper of this eldest lady, and what she wants to do can't be stopped even by Da Luo Immortal, let alone me, the class elder who values harmony on weekdays?
Fortunately, there are many fans of Sister Green Apple in the class, and when she heard that Ye Haiou received Sister Green Apple's reply, she was so envious that she rushed to the commissary to buy stationery.
I don't know what the legendary Green Apple sister wrote in her reply, but she read it with a smile on her face, and carefully folded the letter and put it in her bag.
"Squad Leader......"
"If you want me to help you with something, just say it quickly." I packed my bag and got ready to go home.
"You can go to the mall with me after school, it's Sister Green Apple's birthday in a few days, and I want to buy her a gift. Okay, okay? "I knew that if I didn't agree to her request, this girl would have to annoy me to death, so I had no choice but to bite the bullet.
In the mall, I was picking something when a familiar voice came from behind me.
"Han Bai, you are here too."
Looking back, it turned out to be Ye Zixuan, the representative of the math class in the same class.
"Hehe, you're here to buy something, too." I said with a smile.
"yes, are you too? What a coincidence! His eyes flashed with brilliant brilliance, as if he wanted to say something, but he stopped suddenly, because he saw Ye Haiou coming over with a large bag.
"Hehe, I'm still chatting with the handsome guy Ye, let's go!" She pulled me out tightly, and I was too embarrassed to linger.
"Squad leader, do you think Sister Green Apple will like the gift I bought her?"
"I think it will." I don't want to see what she bought, it's just the worship of the little girl anyway.
The Green Apple Sister column of the micro astringent radio station is broadcast on time every Saturday night around 9 o'clock, and I feel bored after finishing my homework, so I turn on the radio next to me, wanting to hear what the green apple sister who is popular with thousands of girls is sacred.
"Now, welcome to turn on the radio on time to listen, I am Sister Green Apple, today I would like to thank the students who sent me gifts, especially Ye Haiou from the 9th class of the first year of Xiamen Second Foreign Chinese School, I especially like the crystal cube you sent......"
At this time, my phone rang.
Ye Haiou's guy was probably listening to the radio on time, and she shouted excitedly: "Hey, squad leader, did you hear that?" Sister Green Apple mentioned me. ”
Put down the phone, I have a black line on my face, is there a mistake! Chasing stars to this point.
Sister Green Apple continued: "I don't have any gifts to repay everyone's love for me, but I replied to this Ye Haiou a long letter a few days ago, I hope she can read the letter again, there will be unexpected gains, and I also hope that students can communicate with me if there are any problems in life or study in the future, Sister Green Apple looks forward to hearing from you......"
I listened in a daze, a little sleepy, and soon fell asleep.
I don't have to go to school on Sunday, and my phone rang again early in the morning, needless to say, it must be Ye Haiou's stupid girl who was so excited that she didn't sleep all night, and she deliberately wanted to share her joy with me again.
Grabbing my phone, I said loudly: "Ye Haiou, if you don't sleep, I still have to sleep." ”
But there was a faint sobbing sound on the phone, the voice of an adult woman.
She said, I am Ye Haiou's mother, Ye Haiou committed suicide by poisoning last night.
I was stunned.
This is absolutely impossible, put on my coat, I hurriedly ran to Ye's house.
The gate of Ye's house was surrounded by many reporters who heard the news, Ye's mother had fainted from crying, and now she was being rescued in the hospital, and Ye's father was mourning.
"This girl looks very happy on weekdays, and her mother and I never thought that she would kill herself."
yes, even I didn't think of it, I thought about it, no! Sister Green Apple's words last night made her so happy, why is there no reason to commit suicide, so I asked Ye Haiou if he behaved abnormally last night?
Uncle Ye thought for a while and said, "That's true, isn't this girl very infatuated with that green apple sister on weekdays?" As you should know, last night she shouted Long live Sister Green Apple! Then I went to sleep, but I didn't expect ......."
"How was she discovered?"
I know that asking this question is undoubtedly rubbing salt in other people's wounds, Uncle Ye has always doted on his precious daughter, and now it will only make him fall into the fear and pain when he finds out the scene.
"She died, lying on the bed, her hands hanging down, but with a slight smile on her face, as if death was a very easy thing for her, the windows in the room were closed, and there were no footprints of anyone coming in.
"It took six hours to get an attack." I repeated the words as if I had thought of something, but for a moment I could not say it, so I asked, "And what about the time of her death?" ”
"It was about ten o'clock last night."
It dawned on me that it was the end of the astringent radio station!
Could it be that Ye Haiou's seems to have something to do with the astringent radio station?
But Uncle Ye said that he didn't know what the astringent radio station was at all, and he often listened to Ye Haiou's chatter on weekdays, and he became familiar with it over time, since this is the case, then the Ye family should have nothing to do with the astringent radio station.
I went home dejected, and my dad told me that a boy had just come looking for you.
"Boys?"
"Han Bai!"
Someone called my name.
Ye Zixuan walked towards me with a smile on his face, and he said, I have been waiting for you for a long time.
"What's the matter with you?" I asked.
"That's right, you know, our family has been engaged in Peking Opera performances for generations, and tonight we are going to perform in a rural area called Hongji, do you want to come with us?"
I thought I still had a lot of homework to do, so I excused myself and said, "Don't you?" You go, I'll only get in the way.
"I know you look down on me." A flash of disappointment flashed in the depths of his eyes.
I was in a hurry, so I quickly said, no, don't think about it, I'll go, I'll go to the general line.
He laughed.
The environment in the countryside is very good, I looked at Ye Zixuan disguised as a female character in the audience, and couldn't help laughing, but this kid really has his own set, and his voice is quite the same as that of a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl.
After the performance, we sat under the starlight, and the faint halo of light illuminated the young man's face very clearly, and he told me something about his family.
Ye Zixuan's grandfather was the head of the Xiuning Opera Troupe in the late Qing Dynasty, the Xiuning Opera Troupe was quite famous in the Jiangnan region, and many famous families invited him to perform in his house, but he was repeatedly frustrated during the Anti-Japanese War.
After saying this, I faintly saw the tears in the corners of his eyes, this strong boy turned out to be vulnerable at times.