First Mission (3)
After returning home, Satan did not arrange a training task for her for the first time, but asked her to think about it again, if she didn't want to, he could help her, after all, he and she are not from the same world, and their experiences are completely different.
What's more, as long as blood is stained, then don't think about washing it away in this life, because it will always be with you, more and more, until it finally becomes a part of your body.
This night, Nightshade lost sleep, this is the second time since she was reborn that she hesitated like this and thought about so many things.
The night death that returned to the bedroom cut off the connection with Satan, nothing else, just because some things can only be solved by yourself from beginning to end, and no matter how much guidance others give, it is someone else's, not your own.
Nightshade huddled in the corner of the bedroom, hugged herself into a ball, and thought:
Murder is a crime, and the one she hated and feared the most in her previous life was a murderer, because he destroyed other people's lives and families.
But thinking about murderers from a different angle, there are good and bad, some are out of conscience, some are forced to be helpless and framed, but which kind of person does she belong to? The oath before taking the task collapsed in an instant after receiving the task, and there was always a small voice in her heart that told her that the current society is a society with a legal system, as long as you find good evidence and hand them over to the court for processing, but is this really possible?
If nothing else, how easy is it to gather evidence? How many years has the Ye family developed? How wide are the connections, and how many interests are involved in this society? and so on, all of which must be considered clearly, so even if the above wants to move the Ye family, it is a little troublesome, not to mention that she is now just a prisoner who is poor and white and is still caught by the enemy, and even the above may not be able to deal with things, what ability does she have to do this?
Secondly, since ancient times, officials have protected each other, and there are not a few examples of government and government distribution, maybe she was killed by people from the Ye family before she started collecting evidence, which would be too pitiful.
Think about the novels I read before, which heroine in it doesn't dare to love and hate, kill decisively, and be refined and capable? On the other hand, every time I encounter these things, I will become hesitant and indecisive, so if I continue like this, what is there to talk about revenge? It's better to die in the previous life.
Satan spent so much of his own energy for her, just to satisfy her desire to start over again, and now that the wish has come true, he has retreated, think about the vow he made before he died, and then look at his current performance, if it weren't for Satan being able to protect her after being reborn, she would have died a long time ago.
Although she is a little skilled now, in front of those who often deal with death, she is simply a clown, or even a clown, and if she goes to take on the task today, if it weren't for Satan, she wouldn't be in the bedroom now.
Speaking of which, what she has now is given by Satan, to put it bluntly, she is nothing without Satan.
What should I do, father, mother still don't know whether to live or die, the Nalan family and the Su family don't know what the situation is, the old dog of the Ye family is still enjoying life, all of this is for her to try her best to change, because she is the princess of the Nalan family, the eldest lady of the Su family, this is what she has to do, she didn't know it before, but she knows, knows that there are so many people who love her in this world, so no matter whether anyone else persecutes her, she is willing to take this responsibility. Because she also wants to protect these two big families, these people who have never given up looking for their loved ones.
"Huh." Thinking of this, Nightshade seems to have figured out something, there may really be a Mother in this world, but it must not be her, so she just needs to protect the people she cares about, and the people who have nothing to do with her will have nothing to do with her no matter what, after all, she will sympathize and help them, so who will sympathize and help herself? No matter how the times develop, the principle of respecting the strong will never change.
So what about killing those who should be killed for the sake of the people you care about? Since those people need to be hunted down by people like mercenaries and killers, then it is estimated that she has not done anything good, she went to kill them, and she can be regarded as contributing to society, since someone helped them escape from the punishment of the law, then she will learn to clean up those who hinder her in her own way!
She doesn't want to die yet, she hasn't enjoyed family affection yet!
Once she figured it out, Nightfall regained her connection with Satan.
"The basic training is almost done, starting tonight, let's do virtual real combat! I'm still too weak now. ”