49. After Dad is gone, this Dad will be handed over to you

Daddy is critically ill! I've never heard of my dad feeling unwell, how he suddenly became critically ill, no wonder I always feel panicked recently, it turns out that I should be here.

Father is critically ill, to what extent this is dangerous, he doesn't know, a picture appeared in his mind, his father is skinny, dying on the hospital bed, his father has really not enjoyed any blessings in his life, seeing that the package has arrived at home, life will get better and better, but the old father fell at this time, Shi Dayong felt very uncomfortable, he wanted his father to live a long and healthy life, enjoy the blessings of his children and grandchildren, he wanted to save his father, no matter how much money was spent, he wanted to do his best to let his father survive.

"Dayong, Dayong!" Wang Ying called several times to wake up Shi Dayong, Shi Dayong's eyes were red, his eyes were full of worry and fear, and tears rolled in his eyes: "Yingzi, my father is critically ill, what can I do?" Before the words fell, two large tears slid down his face in an instant.

I have never seen Shi Dayong so helpless, Shi Dayong has always been a standing existence in Wang Ying's heart, such Shi Dayong made Wang Ying very distressed, she held An An in one hand, and pulled Shi Dayong's sleeve in the other hand and walked into the house: "Dayong, don't worry, come home first." ”

Shi Dayong's mind was in a mess at this time, and the whole person had no master, followed Wang Ying home, sat on the bench, hung his head and wept silently. After a moment, he stood up as if he had woken up: "I'm going to the team to ask for leave, and I have to go back to my hometown quickly." After saying that, he raised his legs and ran.

Wang Ying did not stop him, at this time, Shi Dayong, as the eldest son, must go back to his hometown, and when Shi Dayong returned home after taking leave, Wang Ying had already packed his luggage.

There are not many things for a family of three, but the children's things can't be improvised, except for a change of clothes, most of them are An'an's food, this way to take a two-day and one-night train, and the road has to reverse the second car, how can adults say, it doesn't matter if you are hungry and full, that is, An'an can't help but take care of it.

Shi Dayong picked up his duffel bag and looked at it, frowned and thought for a while, but still said: "Yingzi, you are pregnant with a child, An An is still young, don't go back to the two of you, I'll go back alone, I'll send you a telegram if you have something, you two will go again when you need to go, you bring me all the money from the family, Dad's illness, I don't know how much it costs." ”

"Hmm." During this period of time, Wang Ying saved two dollars with great difficulty, although she was a little reluctant, but she also knew that it was important to see a doctor, she did not hesitate to take out all the money and hand it over to Shi Dayong: "Dayong, our family only has this money, is it enough?" ”

"Take it first, it's not enough, I'll go back and see the situation first, the money is really not enough, I'll find someone to borrow it." Shi Dayong put the money into the baggage, took out Wang Ying and An An's luggage by the way, thought about it and took out twenty yuan and handed it to Wang Ying: "You keep the twenty yuan." After saying that, he zipped up his duffel bag and raised his legs to leave.

Wang Ying hurriedly shouted: "Dayong." ”

Shi Dayong paused and turned around: "Huh? ”

Wang Ying took two steps forward with An An in his arms and helped Shi Dayong straighten his clothes: "Don't be too anxious on the road, pay attention to safety." ”

"Hmm." Shi Dayong opened his arms, hugged Wang Yingniang and the two in his arms, and said softly: "Wait for me to believe it." After speaking, he kissed Prince Ying and An An's foreheads, and eagerly pushed the door away.

Since he knew that he had a terminal illness, Shi Youtian's whole person collapsed, his mental state and mental state fell like a cliff, and he no longer cooperated with the treatment, shouting all day long that he would be discharged from the hospital if he died. Sun Xiufang naturally did not do what he wanted, and after trying to dissuade him, Shi Youtian lay on the bed all day with gray eyes, staring at a certain place on the roof in a daze, seeing the old man looking like he was waiting for death, Sun Xiufang was anxious and angry, and cried every day by the bed.

Shi Dayong is like a sword, and he can't wait to fly home in one step. Finally arrived at C county, as soon as he got off the car, Shi Dayong ran to the county hospital, in fact, the telegram did not say that Shi Youtian was living in the hospital, it was Shi Dayong himself who guessed that his father was critically ill, it must be a very serious illness, since it was a serious illness, it was very likely that he was in the hospital.

This is the largest hospital in the county, covering an area of more than 50 acres, with red brick houses neatly arranged in rows, the front row is the outpatient department, and the back row is the inpatient department. Shi Dayong went straight to the inpatient department, a large inpatient department, the same room made him unable to start, he was anxious, he didn't know what disease his father had, what department he lived in, and he didn't know where to start.

Shi Dayong frowned, the tall *** was in the hospital, his eyes patrolled the entire inpatient department, and finally decided to start from the first row.

The first row of obstetrics and gynecology, oh, this one won't have, skip it.

The second row of cardiovascular and cerebrovascular departments, no.

Third row anorectal department, no.

Fourth row ENT, no.

In the fifth row of orthopedics, Shi Dayong was looking for it from ward to ward, and happened to see a doctor in a white coat walking out of a ward with medical records in front of him, he hurriedly walked a few steps and chased after him: "Doctor." ”

"What's the matter?" The doctor turned his head to look at him.

"Excuse me, has there been a man in his 60s who has been hospitalized recently, half a head shorter than me, and thin."

"Comrade, it's hard to say, there are so many patients in the hospital every day, and there are all kinds of people, didn't you ask which ward the family members are in?"

Shi Dayong shook his head in disappointment: "No, I just came back from other places, and I didn't say where I lived when I sent a telegram at home?" ”

"Then it's hard to find."

At this time, Shi Dayong took the train for two days and one night in a row, because he was too worried, he basically didn't sleep, and the meal was not delicious, and when he was waiting for the train, he bought a few steamed buns, and he was really hungry and gnawed two.

He was so tired after looking for so long that he still found nothing, he leaned against the wall of the hospital and thought: Could it be that I guessed wrong? Dad wasn't hospitalized at all, or was he discharged? Why don't I go home and have a look?

There were still a few rows of houses in front of him, and Shi Dayong took a few steps forward with heavy steps, looking up at the sign written on the wall: Oncology Department. Now that you've walked to the front, let's look for it first.

The first ward, no.

Second ward, no.

Third ward, no.

……

was about to come to an end, and Shi Dayong decided to go home after reading this row.

At the door of the seventh ward, Shi Dayong glanced in casually, originally thought that there would be no one in this ward, but he didn't expect to face a familiar figure next to the bed at the door who was holding a bowl to feed the patients on the bed to drink water, Shi Dayong fixed his eyes and saw that it was his old mother Sun Xiufang.

"Mother!" Shi Dayong hurriedly pushed the door in: "Dad, mother!" I am back. ”

Sun Xiufang looked up, and it was his eldest son who was standing there carrying a burden.

"Boss, boss." Sun Xiufang hurriedly put down the bowl in her hand, turned the corner of the bed, and threw herself to Shi Dayong's side, grabbing Shi Dayong's shirt as if grasping the backbone of the heart: "Boss, you're back." ”

"Dayong." Shi Youtian's eyes lit up slightly, and the corners of his mouth trembled to greet Shi Dayong, and then the old tears fell horizontally: "My son, if you don't come back, you won't see your father again." ”

"Dad, what's going on, why did you suddenly get sick?" Shi Dayong held his mother's shoulders and sat on the edge of Shi Youtian's bed.

In just a few days, Shi Youtian at this time had already lost his appearance, his eye sockets and cheeks were all sunken, his face was even more sallow, and his originally gray hair was all white.

Shi Dayong's heart was sour, he held Shi Youtian's hand: "Dad, mother, tell me carefully, what is the disease?" ”

"Dayong, Dad is choking, live... I can't make it live......" Shi Youtian's hoarse and desolate voice was full of despair.

"What? Choking! Shi Dayong's hand stiffened, and his heart jumped several times with the "dong dong". Along the way, Shi Dayong thought a lot, but he didn't think about cancer, he couldn't believe it, how could this torturous disease fall on his father's body, he stood up suddenly: "Dad, who said it, who said that he was choking." ”

Sun Xiufang lifted her front placket, wiped her tears and responded: "Boss, the doctor said it." ”

"What else did the doctor say?" Shi Dayong looked at his mother.

"I don't know, the doctor told the second child, and the second child told me that your father was choking." Sun Xiufang sobbed, she didn't know what the specific situation was, it had always been Ercheng and the doctor, how could she have any opinions, she was a woman, she was what Ercheng said, where did she understand what the doctor said.

Shi Dayong stood up, patted his mother's hand, and said to Shi Youtian: "Dad, mother, you wait for me, I'll ask the doctor." ”

In the doctor's duty room, the doctor was writing medical records on the desk, Shi Dayong arched his index finger and knocked lightly on the door twice: "Doctor." ”

The doctor looked up with a question in his eyes: "Comrade, are you?" ”

Shi Dayong raised his long legs and walked to the doctor's desk in two steps: "Doctor, I am Shi Youtian's eldest son, I just came back from other places, I want to ask Shi Youtian for details." ”

"Oh, comrade, come and sit down." The doctor got up, moved a chair from the side, and motioned for Shi Dayong to sit down.

Shi Dayong hurriedly took the chair over: "I'll come by myself, thank you, doctor." ”

The doctor took out Shi Youtian's copy from the thick stack of medical records, opened it, handed it to Shi Dayong, and said: "Your father's illness, the details are written here, you take a look first, and I will tell you about it." ”

"Thank you." Shi Dayong took the medical record and looked down.

"Your father's illness is very unoptimistic, and it is currently in an advanced stage, you look here." The doctor took out Shi Youtian's film and taught it to Shi Dayong: "The patient no longer even needs surgery. ”

Shi Dayong frowned, his gaze moving with the doctor's fingers.

"Now if the patient can be optimistic and actively cooperate with the treatment, he can prolong the survival period, but your father has not cooperated with the treatment since he knew that he had a terminal illness, and if he continues like this, he will not last long."

"Doctor, tell me the truth, how long can my father live in this situation?" Shi Dayong stared at the doctor's face, hoping to say what he wanted to hear from the doctor's mouth.

"Alas, comrade, we can all understand the feelings of the family, although we as doctors hope that the patients in our hands can recover in good health, but some things can not be transferred according to people's wishes, your father's situation, if it is good, it is a matter of a few months."

Even though he had already prepared in his heart, Shi Dayong still couldn't help but reddened his eyes: "Doctor, you have to think of a way, my father has worked hard all his life, and he has never enjoyed a single day of happiness, doctor, I beg you, what do you say, my father can live a few more years?" ”

The doctor pursed his lips in embarrassment: "Comrade, what to do, the most important thing now is the patient's desire to survive, your father is now bent on death, such a patient can't be saved, or you take the patient to another hospital to see if they still have advanced medical methods." ”

Out of the doctor's duty room, Shi Dayong sat on the chair outside the door decadently, rubbed his face, turned around in his mind a few times, made up his mind, his face was forced to be relaxed, stood up and pushed open the door of the ward.

Hearing the sound of the door, Shi Youtian and Sun Xiufang looked at each other and said in unison: "Boss, what did the doctor say?" ”

Shi Dayong pretended to be dissatisfied with Ruicheng: "Dad, mother, what do you think the second child is doing?" The doctor said that he suspected that his father's disease was esophageal cancer, but he didn't say that he was sure, so why did the second child say that he was choking? Really, he said that people who are not sick can scare people to death. ”

"Can't you?" Shi Youtian was skeptical: "The nurse that day also said that it was esophageal cancer, not just the second child." ”

"Dad, you don't know, this esophageal tumor, he has two types: benign and malignant, benign is fine, just treat it, the hospital in our county is still not advanced, Dad, I think about it, I'll come back this time and take you to another hospital to see."

When Sun Xiufang heard Shi Dayong say this, she breathed a sigh of relief in her heart and let go of her mind a little.

Shi Youtian still didn't believe it, he patted the edge of the bed: "Boss, come, sit down and listen to a few words from your father." ”

"Dad, you can say it." Shi Dayong sat next to Shi Youtian, picked up the bowl by the way, scooped up a spoonful of water and fed it to Shi Youtian.

Shi Youtian opened his mouth and took a sip, swallowed it with difficulty and said: "You let it go first, Dad is not thirsty, boss, whether it is diagnosed or not, Dad has a hunch, this Guan Dad is afraid that it will be difficult to pass, our family is poor, and the family eats public food alone, after Dad leaves, this father will be handed over to you, your brothers have grown up, you can't help but ask questions." ”

Is my father leaving a last word? Shi Dayong felt as if his heart had been stabbed by a blunt knife, his painful breathing suddenly stagnated, his eyes were hot, he lowered his eyes and put the bowl on the bedside table, took a deep breath, forced the tears that were about to overflow his eyes back to the bottom of his eyes, and when he turned around, a smile hung on his face: "Dad, look at what you said, you said you were leaving, how unlucky!" Besides, which of our family's big and small affairs I don't worry about? Dad, you can rest assured, whether it is now or in the future, I promise you, I will do my best to help the family, now, Dad, let's not think about anything, take care of the disease, I will go to buy tickets this afternoon, just now I told the doctor, I will go to the discharge procedures for you early tomorrow morning, and then you and your mother will go with me, let's go to our hospital to see. ”