Chapter 122: Confession (Wind 1)
After leaving Mianli County, I rode the Lingyuan horse to the Night Scar Mountain to find the Yuanji Daoist, who is a true master, and I am sure he will be able to give me useful advice. When I asked him about the shortcut to the Snowy Fog Icefield, his expression told me he must know, but no matter how much I asked, he wouldn't tell him where the shortcut was.
I remember the night before I was about to leave Nightscar, I was invited to play chess with him, and although he was a peerless master, his chess skills were really bad. After I deliberately lost to him several rounds, he suddenly stared at me for a long time, and I was a little panicked when I saw it.
He sighed and advised me not to go to Bingruo, and when I asked him why, he just shook his head. He said that I had no fate with that girl, and I was very angry and sad, because I knew that Daoist Yuanji had a profound cultivation, and his judgment would not be wrong.
I asked him why I didn't have a relationship with Bingruo, and he actually told me that I was not an ordinary person, and that the mortal body could not carry it for too long. Actually, although I didn't understand it too well, I still understood the general meaning, and he said that I wouldn't live long.
I, Luo Feng, have no grievances with this Dao chief, and he will definitely not deliberately curse me or scare me, so I think I may really be dying. In that case, I have nowhere to go, there is no shortcut without a shortcut, and maybe she is on her way north.
I hurried all the way north, and it only took me a year to reach the Sea of Death. But I didn't meet Bingruo along the way, maybe she was faster than me, and she had already reached the snow fog ice field.
I was really lucky, when I went to Tianshui City to ask Jiang Quan, the shipmaster, to borrow a large boat, he readily agreed, because my father had funded a lot of silver taels in Tianshui City, and they were very grateful to the Luo family. But when I asked him if a girl surnamed Liang had ever come to borrow a boat, he said no.
Jiang Quan sent ten crew members to accompany me on a large ship to the Snow Fog Ice Field, they were all warriors, because the voyage to the Snow Fog Ice Field was extremely dangerous, and it was likely that there would be no return. In fact, it is true that there is no return.
We encountered a huge tsunami in the center of the Sea of Death, and even the ships could not save our lives. After the accident, I stood in a daze on the clouds, watching as ten familiar ghosts brought my ten companions from the sea, and the undead were glazed and confused.
I don't understand why I see those ugly soul-detaining ghosts so familiar, and they don't come to detain me, but just walk in front of me, bow to me, and call me Your Highness.
As the group had gone, I saw a beautiful woman in a blue dress floating from another cloud, and she was very familiar, but I couldn't remember where I had seen her.
She also bowed respectfully to me, calling me Your Highness, and my heart was full of doubts, and I wanted to open my mouth to inquire, but I could not open my mouth.
"Your Highness, don't worry, it will be fine in an hour, Mu Mo has to perform his duties first and send the ship back, His Highness can go down to rest first. ”
When the woman finished speaking, she waved her sleeves, and a great whirlpool appeared below us. She got out of the way and respectfully invited me into the whirlpool, and I felt very unbelievable, but I was really tired and wanted to go down and rest.
I don't know why I was free to walk in the clouds after I died, but I walked and walked into the whirlpool. Through the column of water, I saw the woman in green clothes with her hands crossed in front of her chest, and then slowly unfolded, and then the behemoth ship on the sea actually went in the direction of the shore where we came. Then the woman smiled and bowed to me through the water, then turned and floated away.
I came to a very comfortable space, and suddenly I was sleepy, if only there was a bed.
I reached out and pointed at it, and I was puzzled by the fact that an ice bed had actually appeared in front of me, but I took it for granted. I was so tired that I didn't have the strength to think too much, so I climbed onto the ice bed and fell asleep.
When I woke up, I felt an unbearable pain of shattering, and the next moment, I was standing on the edge of the bed, looking at my own body lying on the ice bed, with a peaceful face. Suddenly, all the divine consciousness has returned to my immortal body, I remembered everything, and I also recognized this person on the bed, Luo Feng.
I strayed into the Six Realms of Reincarnation with Bing Ning and Burning String, and that damn Red Devil, but why are they still alive, but let me die first? I remembered Yuanji's words, it turned out that there was no fate, in the red dust, it was Burning String who accompanied her to the end, not me.
Layers of sadness passed through my heart, I hated that Wenchang Immortal a little, why did he arrange such a fate for me? But I also understood that he couldn't be blamed entirely for this. Even if he is the great priest, he also has to conform to the fate of the heavens, but he can't tell anyone else, even the emperor can't tell him.
I have no fate with Ning'er, this is destiny, I can't blame anyone, I can only blame fate. As the god of wind, I can't always accompany mortals, if I stay together for a long time, I will be discovered by the Emperor of Heaven, how I hope Luo Feng is not dead.
Even if I am destined to miss it, I want to accompany her for more life, so I am reluctant to let this Luo Feng die. I stripped the gentlest and kindest part of my soul and poured it into this body, which had the same appearance as me, and had not yet cooled down. I wanted to save her the best side, but I couldn't send the memories back to this mortal body.
After stripping away some of my divine sense, I suddenly felt even worse and full of anger, I don't know what's wrong, I just know that I'm not reconciled.
I returned to Heaven incognito, went to the Siming Mansion, stole the three natal books very smoothly, and then returned to the whirlpool of the Sea of Desperation to watch Luo Feng.
He's awake, pure as a child, and that's me, too. But I hate his ignorance and innocence so much, I hate to see him smile at me stupidly, I don't believe it's me. Although I became more and more annoyed, and I wanted to kill this Luo Feng with one sword, I knew intellectually that Ning Er liked this person far more than me, the wind god.
I finally waited for them, in fact, I saw everything that happened between Bingruo and Xia Xian in the Cloud Cliff Country and Yu Village, I was already the wind god at that time, and I knew that Xia Xian had already occupied her entire heart.
I brought her into this maelstrom, and I wanted to keep my best side with her for a few more days, and of course, I, the resentful wind god, wanted to see her a few more times.
After all, I finished studying the three books and then destroyed them. In Wenchang's pen, although Bingruo and Xia Xian went through pain, they eventually got married, and I was just a stepping stone! How could I accept this kind of arrangement? I had to destroy them!
My heart became more and more evil, and I gradually began to disbelieve that the stupid Luo Feng was me. I made a joke with Na Luofeng and Liang Bingruo, but I didn't expect that they didn't get on the set. Is my prank not clever enough? Or do I not know that Liang Bingruo at all, and I don't know the other side of myself?
I finally killed Luo Feng with my own hands, and I was really happy when the dagger was inserted into his heart, but only for a moment, I felt deeply sad. It wasn't until I and the wind god in Luo Feng's body became one that I regained a little bit of my lost self.
I suddenly began to regret what I had done, I shouldn't have ruined my life book, I shouldn't have killed this man who had a good relationship with Ning Er, I shouldn't have selfishly kidnapped her to this place. I knew that Xia Xian and the others were anxiously waiting for her, so I ended up letting her go.
But now I've changed, because I know a lot of things I shouldn't know, and I can't accept them.
What is fate? I am the god of wind, the prince of the heavenly realm, the future emperor of heaven, why should I obey fate?
Fate has taken away my mother, and it wants to take away my lover, why?
So, I told her that even if it was providential, I would change it.
I buried Luo Feng in the tomb of Luo Feng that she dug back then, and I don't know if I buried just this mortal corpse. Looking at my friend Liang Bingruo on the tombstone, these big characters carved crookedly by her, I felt very uncomfortable.
Maybe it's regret, maybe it's jealousy, I remember that in the life book, Xia Xian's inscription is engraved with his wife Liang Bingruo.