Gu Ruxi's tears couldn't stop staying, her emotions were very complicated at this time, maybe it was for Qiao Lin, who was in love with 8 people, maybe for her current situation, maybe for a lot of things, he didn't know why, she couldn't worry about a lot of things, if she really cared about it, wouldn't she vomit blood and vomit to death.

Lovers who have been in love for 8 years, sometimes it is not a sentence or two sentences that can be separated, nor can a lot of things be cleared in a few words, during this period there is a hidden 8 years of time, 8 years of time, whether it is long or short, if you really want to give up, you really feel pain in your heart like cutting flesh.

It's like in the past 8 years, suddenly someone tells you that you are wrong, you are redundant, and that feeling has no buffer at all, like thunder.

"Gu Ruxi, can you listen to me now? If you could listen to me, I would like to tell you something? Suddenly, Zhao Yijing had a slight hint of gentleness, he spoke suddenly, and with this gentle tone, it really surprised Gu Ruxi's heart, everyone thought that the conversation between her and him was more indifferent than suppression, or careless.

She sobbed, and now he was still in his arms, and he felt that this embrace was warm, quiet, or safe, and he didn't want to leave for a while, because she was so lonely at the moment, and she needed a place for him to frolic for a while, so that she could get an inspired catharsis, no matter who this person was, of course.

I also want to use his arm to temporarily cushion my soul.

"Can you stop? Haven't you cried enough now? How long will it take to shed tears for this? Zhao Yijing's speech was careless, as if he was ridiculing, as if he was anxious, and as if he was concerned about the complex interweaving of multiple emotions.

Gu Ruxi paused, she didn't know why he said these words, but since he said it, then she still listened to it, because after all, she borrowed someone's shoulder from his shoulder, as if she was eating people's short mouths.

Zhao Yijing is really a relatively indifferent person, or in his emotional world, family affection or any kind of emotion should be said to be a very superfluous thing in his world, so when he asks a question like this now, maybe Gu Ruxi doesn't think it's strange, but he just thinks it's a normal reaction.

"Okay, I've cried enough now, what do you want to say? Thank you for lending me a shoulder and I'm in a much better mood now. ”

"If you think you've cried enough, then we'll go to the hospital right now." He said according to his own logic, "But if you haven't cried enough, and you want to cry again, I allow you to cry for another 10 minutes, and within those 10 minutes, we have to go to the hospital. You can't avoid it anyway. ”

When Gu Ruxi heard this, he didn't expect this man to be so emotionless, it turned out that because of this, there might be more conspiracies hidden in his world, so this kind of family affection was really a very cheap thing in his opinion, so now his question seemed so redundant, as if borrowing his shoulder seemed to be such a difficult thing.

yelled directly at him: "Do you know that there are some things that people will be sad, people will be sad, people will cry, these are people's normal reactions of joy, anger and sorrow, do I borrow your shoulder to cry, do you think this is so careful?" What's the big deal? Why be so stingy, it's a big deal that I don't rely on, can I! ”

Zhao Yijing ignored her, thinking that her words were unreasonable, and he didn't care more about these things with her.

And he didn't care about this thing, this kind of thing seemed to him to be just a simple matter, so it was not easy to say, just checked her body to see if there were any injuries, probably looked at it and didn't seem to have any particularly big wounds, so he was relieved.

"So," he saw Gu Rumeng who was carried out when he was on the other side just now, "These things, are these things Gu Rumeng's, are they left by her?" What happened to you? Why is there blood stains at this time? You can tell me that I can help you solve this matter, you don't have to worry that everything will not collapse, and I will still support you when the sky falls, just tell me what happened. ”

Gu Ruxi didn't speak, he really didn't know how to explain to him everything that happened just now, everything that happened just now happened too suddenly, some caught people off guard, or some were too unreal, he didn't even know if he really pushed her, or if he was trying to do this thing very hard.

There is no doubt about it, that is, because of her pushing, it caused her injury.

"I'll take care of this matter, let's go now, it's no big deal, go home first, and talk about everything when we get home."

Zhao Yijing pulled him out of here strongly, because it really makes people feel bad here, especially Gu Ruxi, if they stay here, they don't know how far her emotions will collapse, nonsense, before the emotions have completely collapsed, leaving is the best thing.

Gu Ruxi was stunned and let him pull out of the door, at this moment, his whole state was numb, and he was still immersed in the horror just now, everything happened too suddenly.

But when she walked out of the store, she could still hear the conversation of the clerks clearly.

"This is how quiet this girl looks if she knows her face and doesn't know her heart, and you see that she doesn't look like a particularly fierce person at all, she actually did such a thing just now, it was completely unexpected, you see how dare she just now, and she actually pushed down the pregnant woman."

"I heard the pregnant woman still call her sister, tsk, this is the so-called family affection, it is even more terrible than strangers, these strangers will not do such a thing, let alone their own sister, you think about how many conspiracies and calculations there are here, it seems that the matter between the wealthy is really not too much bloody thing we imagined."

"Ah, you don't know, there was so much blood just now, it's really terrible, I think that girl may really not be able to save her child, it's so pitiful, that child is so young and innocent, why is that girl so ruthless!"

……

Gu Ruxi couldn't help but stop and listen to them, what she said just now was really harsh, like a hammer hanging into her heart.

What can't be said is correct, a very terrible thing really happened to me just now, and finally confirmed that everything I did just now was not a lie, but something that really happened, and my blindness was finally punished a little more.

Zhao Yijing noticed that she was wrong, stopped, and glanced at her, "Go home with me, and talk about it when you go home." ”

Next time, I want her to get out of here quickly, this is just a place of right and wrong, and there is no reason for her to stay here anymore.

"Zhao Yijing, do you want to know what happened just now? I want to tell you what really happened just now, this incident is directly related to me, if it weren't for me, it wouldn't have happened, do you want to know the truth about that incident just now? ”

There were no tears on Gu Ruxi's face, and he was very struggling, as if he had suddenly felt withdrawn from the numbness for what had just happened, and felt a terrible feeling from the numbness.

Zhao Yijing suddenly pinched, he didn't know why, he felt that he couldn't stab her too much now, maybe anything would happen.

"I don't want to know, I just want to go home and come with me."

is still so careless, still so indifferent, seems to be indifferent to what happened just now, and feels that what happened just now has nothing to do with him, and of course it has nothing to do with her Gu Ruxi.

Zhao Yijing went to the river embankment to blow the wind, he knew that at this time she needed to relax, so that her mood could be relieved in this scenery, maybe this would be good for her, and then he went to the side and took a cup of coffee and handed it to him, hoping that the coffee could make her spirit a little relaxed.

Gu Ruxi was on the public bench on the river embankment, and now it seems that the world is scarce, this is a very rare place, and the weather is late, the waning moon in the sky hangs in the sky, and it really seems that he is in his mood at this moment

When you close your eyes, do you feel like you're about to enter a state of paralysis?

"I pushed her." Gu Ruxi couldn't wait to drink coffee, he really needed to use some items to help him now, his mood could calm down, and the coffee just had a calming effect, he urgently needed to borrow external force to let himself get a buffer.

Zhao Yijing looked at her lightly, and didn't say anything about her remarks, he just looked at her with a very trusting look.

He encouraged her to continue.

Gu Ruxi muttered in an almost pathetic voice: "Really you don't know that the situation at that time was really what I pushed him, I really didn't expect such a big thing to happen to him, I was just very angry at the time, I wanted to teach him a lesson, let him know what is called the truth of people, what is the difference between respect and humility He has been scolding my mother, my mother is such an important role in my life, but I am very angry in my heart, so I gently pushed him, I know I will not push very hard, I just used a way to warn him, but I didn't expect that my strength was not well controlled, it may be so, but I only knew that my strength was not very strong at that time, but in fact he actually fell down in front of me, and suddenly he came out with a lot of blood, I really didn't mean to, that child is an innocent child, is that I just a murderer! I didn't really realize what I was doing, I felt scared, I would never do this kind of thing again, but now I suddenly realize that this thing is really a terrible thing, will you believe me? Will you believe me, do you think it might have been my fault just now? ”

Gu Ruxi has been muttering to herself with this incoherent statement, and now her language and logical thinking are very confused, she doesn't even know if she can express it clearly, whether the other party can't hear it clearly, she just described the language that happened just now that everything was interrupted, her description made him feel a kind of relaxation in his heart, fortunately, this man was listening to her.

She said that there was something at the beginning, she really deliberately used some vicious language to deliberately provoke her and provoke her, but in the world, it was really because of her extraordinary behavior just now that Gu Rumeng miscarried, if this is an ironclad fact, then she will not be able to forgive herself, she never thought that she would be so vicious to hurt a child.

It was something she hadn't thought of at all.

Suddenly, she slowly opened her eyes, and asked him with some self-deprecation: "Zhao Yijing, please tell me seriously, I am really not particularly lonely, I am really not the kind of woman who knows people and faces but does not know her heart, what happened just now is directly related to me, are you afraid now?" Are you still afraid to stand up to the sky? ”

He looked at her for a long time and said to her seriously, "I don't allow crying now, you know? It's ugly now, laugh one, huh? ”