Fu Jingrou bit her lip, and after a while, she hesitated and asked, "Master and young lady...... Are you still blaming the concubine in your heart? ”

Song Zixun's eyes darkened, pursed his lips and filled the wine glass again.

Fu Jingrou's tears flowed out of her eyes, and she knelt on the ground with a "plop", "Master...... The concubine knows that you are very uncomfortable these days, but the young lady's affairs can't be blamed entirely on the concubine! She burst into tears, "At that time, the concubine had just lost her child, and she was so grief-stricken that she wanted to go with the child...... How can you take care of relieving the young lady! And at that time, who would have thought that she would be so frail, only kneeling in the Buddha hall for one night, and then she had a miscarriage and collapsed! Fu Jingrou crawled forward and grabbed Song Zixun's sleeve and cried bitterly, "You only care about feeling sorry for the young lady and her miscarriage, don't you care about Rou'er?!" Rou'er fell off...... It's also your own flesh and blood! ”

She cried very miserably, with tear stains on her fair little face, and she looked so pitiful.

Song Zixun closed his eyes.

"I don't blame you." A bitter smile appeared on his handsome face, "I didn't even know she was pregnant, so she had no way to ask for help in the cold Buddha hall," he shook his head at Fu Jingrou and laughed............ And who is to blame you? ”

Fu Jingrou cried for a moment, and looked at him with teary eyes, "Master ......"

Song Zixun sighed, "It's cold on the ground, and your body is just right...... Get up and speak. Then he lifted her up from the ground.

Fu Jingrou sobbed and thanked her, dipped her handkerchief in the tears on her face, and choked up, "As long as you ...... As long as the master doesn't blame the concubine...... The concubine was relieved. ”

"Rou'er......" Song Zixun suddenly whispered.

Fu Jingrou raised her eyes and looked at him cautiously.

Song Zixun paused, and was silent for a while before continuing, "Today, there are some things I have to tell you. ”

Fu Jingrou's heartbeat stopped suddenly, she pulled the handkerchief and asked with tears in her eyes, "What do you want to say to the concubine?" ”

The eyes of the two met in the air, Song Zixun opened his eyes lightly, and said in a low voice, "You and I are aunts and cousins, aunts and uncles went early, and over the years, as cousins, I have always regarded you as my own sister in my heart." ”

Fu Jingrou bit her lower lip.

"It's just that I didn't expect that ......accident to happen," he sighed softly, "I know that with your character and background, you could have a better home, and I really wronged you when I let you enter the mansion as a concubine...... So for more than a year, no matter what you have done or what means you have used, as long as it is harmless, I have never pursued it. ”

"But this time...... It's different. ”

"Big cousin!" Fu Jingrou cried out in a lost voice, "You said you wouldn't blame Rou'er!" ”

"Yes." Song Zixun bowed slightly, and laughed dumbly, "I don't blame you." I'm to blame, it's me. ”

"I blame myself for not being able to see my heart clearly, knowing what Du Shi wants, but repeatedly disappointing her; I blame myself even more-" He looked at Fu Jingrou and said seriously, "I only have brother and sister feelings for you, but I still have a husband and wife with you when I am drunk." ”

Fu Jingrou's face instantly turned pale. Today's Literature Network

She opened her mouth to say something, but after trying several times, she couldn't say a word because of trembling, and tears once again uncontrollably spread to her eyes, but it was a real heartache!

I can't see my heart clearly......

She suddenly wanted to ask the man in front of her with a guilty face - did he have a heart?!

He likes Du Shi so much, he likes it so much that even if that slut ignores him, even if he escapes to the countryside to avoid him, he still has to her?!

This is his heart?!

And what about her?!

What is she?

Her heart, which has loved him for ten years, has a heart of enthusiasm, and would rather give up the wife of the main house of a wealthy family than stay with him for a long time...... What is it in his eyes?!

He was now speaking affectionately to another woman in front of her, but had he ever wondered how she felt? Did he give her a little bit of his sincerity?

No! Nothing!

If it weren't for this, how could she have called Song Zixi a waster, how could she be threatened by the eldest lady, and how could she have a three-month-old male fetus!

Does he want to smooth everything out with a sentence of brother and sister affection now?!

What is he when she is!!

Tears rolled down the woman's fair cheeks like beads with broken threads, and Song Zixun's deep voice was still in her ears, "Now, she finally took Wan'er away......" He laughed dumbly, "I just realized how important she is to me." ”

He looked at her and said, "Rou'er, I don't want to lie to you, let alone give you illusory hope...... I also know that you and the Du clan have not been at peace for so long......" he pulled the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly, "but I always thought that these were just small rights and wrongs between women, and the days would pass after a long time...... But I don't want to end up with a lifetime of regrets one day. ”

"I remember that you have always liked the beautiful scenery of the water towns in the south of the Yangtze River in the past," he said slowly but firmly, "You might as well choose a favorite place these days, and when you choose it, I will order someone to buy a house there and send you over to recuperate...... Seeing Fu Jingrou's expression stiffened, he hurriedly said, "Don't worry, even if you go there, no one will treat you badly, food and clothing, everything is the same as when you were in the house...... If so—" He paused and said in a low voice, "If you want to leave in the future, I can also have someone change your name and give you another sum of silver, and then marry someone else—"

"I'm not leaving! I'm not going anywhere! Before Song Zixun finished speaking, Fu Jingrou suddenly cried and threw herself into his arms, "Big cousin, please don't drive me away!" I don't want to leave you! If you like the young lady, you like it, Rou'er promises to keep to herself and will never make you angry again...... When the young lady came back, Rou'er kowtowed to her and begged her for forgiveness...... Please, please, don't drive me away! ”

Why did she pay so much, took her innocence, lost her flesh and blood in her abdomen, and was kicked out of the house! If she doesn't leave, she will never let that slut get her way!

The boundless hatred turned into tears of despair and continued to fall, soaking the man's blue-gray robe, "Rou'er......" Song Zixun persuaded in a low voice, "I don't want to drive you away, it's just that I already belong in my heart, even if you stay, it's just a waste of time, which is even more unfair to you......"

Fu Jingrou shook her head vigorously, "I don't care!" As long as I can stay with you, I don't care about anything! If the eldest cousin has to take me away—" A flash of determination flashed across her tear-stained little face, "That's forcing Rou'er to die!" ”