Gu Ruxi continued to say eloquently.

"Yes, Lehi, do you think you can return to this feeling in this way? Do you tell me again and again about the authenticity of this feeling, and you maintain your true face in this way again and again? You want to maintain my relationship in this way, you want me to be tied to you, right? But you don't feel like you're hurting me, you're hurting my human rights, you're hurting my image, you can only use this name in this way, I'm just a tool in your mind. ”

"Yes, I hope that to this extent, we can all have more of a kind of understanding for each other, we are all adults, and once because of this happened, I was not yet 18 years old at the time, I really felt that I had a sufficient ability to judge life at that time, I trusted you very much at that time, and I also believe that you were 20 years old at that time, and you also had a enough written worldview to follow, I should have solved this problem as soon as possible."

"That's sorry, you didn't do this, and the second time there is a deep encouragement, I am a girl under the age of 18 to give birth to a child, you think about it at the time, I trusted you so much at the time, you can completely deny this thing, you can not do this thing is illegal to hurt me in this way More indirectly use this situation, so in the case of these so-called truths, you think it is really just like the kind of verbal topic you said, no, these are all lies."

"I admit that I loved you very much at the time, and I trusted this very much. Why didn't you tell me what I did, yes, I very much admit the existence of this feeling, but when I didn't even have the ability to judge at that time, why did you continue to carry it out again and again, and at that time there was no financial condition to raise a child, but you insisted on going your own way. ”

"Yes, I don't deny it, and I made mistakes that I did willingly."

Li Hai moved the corners of his mouth and said that he wanted to say something, but he was suddenly suppressed by the other party's momentum, and lowered his head directly, as if he was in a panicked mood.

Lili stood up and continued: "Lehi Yes, all these things were my initiative back then, I was willing, I was even for you, and I didn't have to leave school halfway, I used to be a very proud student of teachers and classmates, I should have been admitted to a very important university, but I later dropped out of school directly for something, I was only 18 years old at the time, I didn't have any particularly clear judgment ability, I didn't understand anything, but I really didn't care, Because it was really my will, there was no way for us to do anything for our future, but this has happened, what else can we do? ”

Lili took a deep breath, and looked at the judges and the jury and the masses with a smile, and smiled faintly.

"Everyone, I would like to ask everyone here, every single one of you who hates this in this way, and when I say behind my back that I am not a responsible mother, of course why I brought my child into this world, why I can't continue to live, why I give up such a life, tell me, why am I forced to leave, am I really willing to do it? Because I suddenly looked back and found that this was really not the life I wanted, it was really different from my original intention. ”

"I really don't want to say this, when my father knew about me, and because of this incident, he had a stroke, and when he went to look for me with a flashlight in the wind and rain, my father accidentally fell into the mud puddle, and was drenched in the wind and rain for three hours before being found by passers-by, I, as a daughter, should I do a higher confession for my father?"

"You can say that we can live together as two families, sometimes we can't solve the problem in this way, we have tried to do this, but the life of both parties is completely inconsistent, living together is completely a very torturous cortex, and it is completely tired of life and death, and my father has had a stroke, so I should return to the life of the family."

"But it is undeniable that we have struggled together in a period of time in the past few years, of course, can you please tell me about this matter, when you were working temporarily in the factory, I was just eating a steamed bun every day, and I was hungry for months, until you paid me I could not eat a bowl of noodles, but I didn't blame you for anything, I left you, I just felt that my age was too young, maybe we felt that the future of life we could stand up for a while, we could endure it, Maybe everything can pass, we can get a better chance, we can develop to more of a force, and I believe we can do that. ”

"It is undeniable that I was really satisfied at that time, I was also ready to go to the factory to seek a job, but then we accidentally scratched the child, and I said that I was not yet 18 years old, and I have not yet reached the legal age, I am still too young, I want to continue to go back to school, I think I can go to college and then have a job, and then I can take care of the child after stability, our life will not be so stressful"

"It's something you really didn't do to persuade me to do, and you can still coax me, you told me that the child is still young now, and after saying it, we have enough more youth, and when we are in our 20s, when we have children, we won't have so much energy at that time, we can earn more money then, and we can live a better life with three families, at this time I really believed you at the time, and gave us a very beautiful scene. Even when three meals a day can't live up to it. ”

"Later, I returned to your hometown and followed you back, but the people in your family did not treat me any kind at all, only thought that I could give birth to his child, and these are all counted, do you remember when I went to your house that winter, and when your sister saw me at that time, she thought that I had come to occupy the square of your house, and was going to drive me away, thinking that I was just an unknown person completely on a winter night, Do you know how terrible it is to throw all my heart right out of your door, and let me go straight out into the street and sleep? I'm more than the rest of your family, but I stand up for me to say a word, even if it's just a word. ”

"But there is not a word, and how the people in your family indulge your sisters and brothers, just because I am very likely to encroach on your group, do you remember that in the winter I still have to do some sewing work outside, do some very simple manual work, can subsidize the family, and still carry a big backpack in the winter, and go to the river to wash clothes, when I was pregnant with a child, all my hands have found holes, do you know? I never let my father and mother teach me, but I do so many things in your house, and I don't have any blame, no complaints, I just think that these things should be shared by everyone."

"But what about you, what do you think, when I told you about this, you thought I was ignorant at all, you thought that I had become your daughter-in-law immediately, you think that daughters-in-law should bear these responsibilities and these burdens, and then for my son in the future, after I gave birth to a child, I also have to bear some subsidies for the expenses of the family, I was really dizzy at the time, my mother has never been such a role in my family."

"Since that time, I have been disappointed again and again, I feel that the distance between the two of us is too great, we are from a cultural point of view, from a life background, from various levels, our three views are too expensive and inconsistent, we can't reach a balance in value, ours will make us feel a very endless pressure, I know that I shouldn't cause pressure on you, but I really regret it"

Lili is very serious to finish every word, every sentence, every word is so serious, it is with these things happened in a distant past, but these things can become a stage in her most beautiful and important life.

After Lili closed her eyes and took a deep breath, she opened her eyes and looked at all the people present, saying word by word to each of her relatives.

"Everyone here, judges, jury, every word I just said is my sincere intention, and I can't deceive any detail of everything in front of the law, so that the details can be investigated clearly."

"So I know a person like this, and like someone who doesn't even know how to take care of himself, and can't take care of others, do you think I should be bound together forever just for such a thing, and I will live forever for the rest of my life? Do you really think that this is not a selfish enough thing for me, and that I don't have the kind of career I want? I think in the current marriage system, these many things are completely very open, we can feel enough that we can plan more future plans for our children when they grow up together, and they don't have to live together, if they are tied together for a child, this is completely a very selfish behavior, for me it is selfish for him and for the children, we should be more tolerant of each other, okay? ”

Lili smiled and shed tears, and remembered that because of these sufferings, she really felt the sorrowful pomfret in her life, and continued to elaborate seriously.

"Yes, I admit it very much, I feel like this is a top senior woman, and I left in order to escape the burden of such a life, I left in order to escape the suffering of life, I had it for a while, I abandoned the child, I no longer found any excuses for anyone at that time Yes, I was wrong, I shouldn't have lost this child because of my own happiness, and I really felt that I was very depressed at that time, I was depressed at the time, I had a medical certificate from a doctor, I don't want to say this here, but I have to say it for this matter, I feel that I represent not only me, I think there are many more women in society who play a role like me, the same, and maybe even He Chao, for the sake of the child has to bear a shackle of life, and life is short and geometrically wasted like this. ”

"So, but I don't allow him to bless my life with such a child, threaten me with a child for the rest of my life, who said I must leave the child, I have to face it now, bravely face up to my own problems, I don't want to be entangled because of such a problem now, I will raise this child together, I will give the child a good one of their own in law and reason. I hope that no matter if the child is on my side or on his side, I am willing to raise the child, I am willing to do more things for the child in the future, but my only condition is that I am not willing to live with him! ”

"Yes, this is my principle, my position is a thing that I am not willing to change, if I want this child, then his maintenance is borne by him, in the position of the law, he can come to visit the child every week, he can take care of the child, he can also raise the child when I am busy, and when the child is on vacation, the child can also go to the father to play these things, I am willing to do this kind of thing, I will not have any legal requirements, control the right to visit the child."

"But if the child is awarded to him to raise, I still promise that I will play the role of a mother in law and morality, I will have the opportunity to have time to take care of this child anytime and anywhere, I will bear the effort and impulse I made for me back then, I just don't want to do it again today, I don't want to be strict, so I am willing to accept my own situation and accept one of my children."

"So Judge, I now solemnly search for you, no matter who this child is awarded, I am willing to bear it, and I also hope that I can respect the child's opinion, I think the child is great, if the child finally chooses me, then I will assume this responsibility!"

Li Hai was completely stunned after hearing Lili's words, but he didn't expect that this Lili came from a ruined boat, which completely directly determined the plan of this matter, that is to say, this plan only has A and B, and there is no new choice, if you want to let Lili come back again, this is already a broken road.

The crowd who were shouting loudly outside the venue saw Lili's decision, and they also recognized it, but they didn't expect this femme fatale woman to do such a thing, with a very skeptical look, and thought it was just a show.

Lili looked at Lehi and said.

"Life is long two, and in this life we can no longer exist in one of our fate, and I promise forever to tell you forever, it is impossible between the two of us, because after I went through this procedure in the court through this matter, our relationship has been declared broken, I only blame myself for being very young back then, I am very ignorant, if some reporters who broadcast live outside the venue let me solemnly call for those positions, Young girls must be very careful when making an important decision in this life, they should communicate more with their own families, communicate more with their mentors and friends, how to come up with a good solution, sometimes don't just listen to a judgment because he will always control your judgment and your wrong decision, and once you make such a thing, your life is likely to change a lot, Your life has changed dramatically because of this decision, so I hope to use me as an example to help the girls who are growing up. ”

When Lili finished saying this, she closed her eyes completely, and her whole state was very calm, naturally as if she had completely described this matter, but this was also her sister's most real personal thought.

The corners of Lili's mouth were slightly hooked, and she sneered at the crowd outside the arena with a casual language.

"The crowd outside the venue, in fact, when you are holding a banner and cursing me for being a femme fatale, in fact, I can understand that you have a kind of moral cooperation and responsibility for this society, but you don't forget, no one in this world wants to be a bad guy forever, because he sometimes has to choose a certain thing in a specific environment, and there must be enough reasons for his sister to have to carry it out. So when you think that all of you are righteous, can you give them a space to live and listen to what they want in their hearts? ”

The entire courtroom was silent, and everyone was listening to Lili's statement, with an extreme wave and shock in their hearts.

After a while, the judge coughed, and maybe the jury began to discuss a final answer to this matter, this is a few minutes, but for Lili and Gu Ruxi, I have gone through a very long stage, as if I have experienced 1000 years.

After 10 minutes, the judge solemnly began to announce something.

"On behalf of the Court, and now that our jury is unanimously agreed, I make the following judgment."