Chapter 209: I don't want to live anymore

Du Rongzhi felt that she had a long, long dream. In the dream, there is her carefree childhood with Song Ziche, her quarrelsome marriage with Song Zixun, as well as the Shen family who hides a knife in her smile, and the sinister and vicious Fu family...... Pile by pile, piece by piece, flashed in front of her like a marquee-

"Du Rongzhi, your life is like a joke, it's better to reincarnate earlier, maybe you can live a better life in the next life, isn't it good?" Someone patted her cheek and grinned in her ear.

She hurts so much, her stomach hurts...... Her child was still struggling to come out, and he hadn't had time to see the world yet! Where is Song Zixun...... Why didn't he come to save her? This is also his child, it was the child he raped her and conceived that night, why didn't he recognize it?! Why did you wronged her with others?! Why kill her child?!

She hurts so much...... It was as if someone had plunged a knife into her body, shattering it violently one at a time......

The pain gradually became numb...... Something was constantly flowing out of her body, her child...... Her children didn't move either......

Without...... Nothing left......

He killed her child, he killed her child!

Tears fell down Du Rongzhi's closed eyes, and in a trance, Mama An's frightened call was faintly heard in her ears......

Du Rongzhi fell into boundless darkness again.

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"Didn't you say things got better? Why hasn't my wife woken up yet? In the hall, Song Zixun asked in a cold voice with a gloomy face.

Du Rongzhi was in a coma for three days and three nights, at first it was a miscarriage that caused bleeding, and then the bleeding was easy to stop, but there was no sign of waking up.

"Although the young lady has lost too much blood, after taking the medicine, she has improved significantly, and it stands to reason that she shouldn't have been asleep for so long." Imperial Physician Lu paused and hesitated, "I'm afraid of ......."

Song Zixun frowned, "What?" ”

"The young lady's miscarriage is caused by lack of qi and blood and exhaustion, so I am afraid that she will be too sad...... I don't want to wake up. ”

Song Zixun pursed his lips and said slowly after a while, "Then what-"

He was only halfway through his words, when he suddenly saw Mama An running in from outside with tears streaming down her face, "Young Master...... Oh no! The blood of the young lady and the young lady can't be stopped! ”

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Doctor Lu checked the pulse, rewrote the prescription, and instructed solemnly, "Quickly go and fry it to feed the young lady." Yuan Yuan hurriedly responded and led the people to retreat.

Du Rongzhi lay quietly on the bed, there was no blood on her little face, and even her breath became weak.

Song Zixun held her little hand, which was cold from excessive blood loss, and asked in a hoarse voice, "How?" ”

Imperial Physician Lu's face was extremely solemn, he shook his head when he heard this, and said hesitantly, "Mrs. Zun's miscarriage was already a big injury, and now she has no will to survive...... If this blood goes on like this...... there is no need to say anything more.

Song Zixun's expression froze, and he held Du Rongzhi's hand and trembled faintly.

Imperial Physician Lu sighed and kindly persuaded, "...... The eldest young master should also make some preparations as soon as possible. ”

Song Zi shook his body invisibly, his eyes fixed on the person on the bed.

He really couldn't understand how his wife, who was smiling at him a few days ago, could lie here lifeless in the blink of an eye.

The Imperial Doctor also asked him to prepare early......

What to prepare?

He is obviously going to hold her hand for the rest of his life, what else can he prepare?!

Song Zixun stood up abruptly, and looked at Imperial Doctor Lu with red eyes, "Since you are a gynecological holy hand, you must have a way to save her." If there's anything wrong with my wife, I'll just ask you! ”

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At the same time, Qinghe secretly pulled Mama An outside.

Mama An's face was not dry, and while wiping the corners of her eyes with her sleeve, she scolded, "What are you doing pulling me out with dead hooves?" When has this been, the young lady still doesn't know how to ......" said the tears flowing again.

Qinghe's eyes were bloodshot, and she watched Du Rongzhi for a few days without sleep, and her spirit was also stretched to the limit. "Can't you understand it?" She said in a hoarse voice, her eyes cold and firm, "Whether the eldest young master comes or not, it will not help the young lady's condition." ”

Mama An wiped her tears and looked at her blankly.

"The young lady has been heartbroken by the master." Qinghe's eyes were hot, and she held back her tears and said, "If he hadn't repeatedly favored Aunt Fu and listened to the instigation of the eldest lady, the young lady would not have suffered such a great grievance, and even the brother in her belly—" Her voice choked and said hatefully, "Mama didn't listen to what the imperial doctor said-now this situation, it is clear that the young lady herself doesn't want to live......"

Mama An recalled Imperial Physician Lu's words, and she was even more sad, hiding her face and crying, "The young lady's life, why is it so bitter......" If she had known that the piece of meat in Fu's stomach would be a disaster, she would have persuaded the young lady to get rid of the child if she said anything at the beginning, why not ...... today? Mama An thought like this, and she was even more remorseful, and she was full of tears.

"Now I can't count on the master, for the sake of today's plan, I also ask my grandmother to send a message back to Du Mansion......" Qinghe said with tears in her eyes, "I want our wife to come and have a look...... It's too late, it's too late! ”

Mama An's heart sank, and she said solemnly, "You go back to guard the young lady, and I'll come when I go." ”

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The steaming medicine was quickly served.

Yuan Yuan had just walked to the bedside, and before he could hand it over to Qinghe, Song Zixun had already taken it first.

His movements were so fast and so rapid that a few drops of the medicine in the bowl shook out. The liquid splashed on the back of Yuan Yuan's hand, making her frown and retract her hand.

"Lift the young lady up." Song Zixun commanded in a cold voice.

"Yes." Qinghe glanced at his hand that was holding the medicine bowl tightly, and helped Du Rongzhi up with Yuan Yuan, one left and one right, and leaned on the pillow behind him.

However, in just a few days, Du Rongzhi's body has rapidly decayed, and this time she touched it, she was still a little awkward.

Qinghe's nose was sour, and he quickly lowered his eyes.

Song Zixun scooped a spoonful of medicine, put it to his lips and blew it, until it was not so hot, then carefully sent it to Du Rongzhi's mouth, and coaxed in a very light voice, "Good, drink the medicine...... Drink it and you'll be fine. ”

Du Rongzhi was still lying quietly, and the medicinal juice slowly trickled down her chapped lips...... When the bowl bottoms out, the amount that actually feeds into the mouth is almost negligible.

Song Zixun's eyes were red in a hurry, and he suddenly raised his hand and slammed the bowl on the ground, and roared angrily, "Go and boil another bowl, go quickly!" ”

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