Chapter 20: Jasmine's Diary

After separating from Zhuang Xueyi, Chu Yan went home.

I don't know what time I got home, but when Chu Yan woke up, he found that Zhu Songting had gone out with a diary on the bedside table.

Looking at the diary, Chu Yan was surprised and sad.

Looking at the retro, old-fashioned notebook, Chu Yan recalled the past.

An ancient town in the south of the Yangtze River

"Chu Yan, look at how good this place is, blue bricks and stones, antique, small bridges and flowing water, quiet and comfortable, I will settle here in the future. It's a bit commercial, but it's not as noisy as a big city, and it's not noisy at night, because everyone goes to bed early, and I can shoot and paint here at any time. I don't have to go around sketching in the future, this is my paradise. You tell me? The innocent girl looked sweetly at her lover.

"The premise is that it is convenient to squat."

"Chu Yan, you are too incomprehensible!" Xiao Jasmine slapped Chu Yan shyly, and then ran to the stall in front of her.

"Chu Yan, is this notebook good-looking?"

"Beautiful."

"Then let's buy it, and we can record a lot of good memories in this book in the future."

"Yes, don't write about the bad ones."

"Huh~ You hate it!"

"Jasmine!" Tears welled up in his eyes.

May 21, 2016 Sunny

The sun is warm, the breeze is warm, and playing with Chu Yan in the ancient town today can be regarded as making up for 520. I bought this notebook, and I will record every minute and second with Chu Yan in the future.

I said that I wanted to settle down in the ancient town, but Chu Yan didn't understand the amorous feelings, and just thought about squatting in the pit, a fool. Hee Hee (♡ ̇) ̇♡)

jiu!

Sign-off: Jasmine who is jumping around~

May 22, 2016 sunny

Today, I went to the surrounding area of the ancient town with Chu Yan and did not take a car. Enjoy the stroll time with Chu Yan, and keep walking happily like this~

jiu！

Sign-off: Demure Jasmine~

May 23, 2016 sunny

As usual, classes will be held as normal. At lunchtime, Chu Yan's guy stole the meat on my plate and pretended to be nothing, he thought I didn't know, but in fact, I knew everything, let you gain weight, so no one wants him except me, haha~

jiu!

Sign-off: Love your jasmine~

The more he turned back, the more Chu Yan collapsed, he didn't have the courage to look back, he was afraid that he would go crazy. It's so beautiful, it's so lovely, why can't it be worth money in the end. Why? Jasmine, why? We're all just students, do you need that much money? Can't you just wait for me? Jasmine, why Jasmine?

Although he knew that there might be some clues in Jasmine's notes, Chu Yan really didn't have the courage to continue reading, how beautiful it was in the past, and how heartbreaking it was now. Because he didn't have the courage to face it, Chu Yan only attended Jasmine's funeral from afar, he didn't dare to go forward, he didn't want to see Jasmine's final appearance, in his heart, Jasmine will always be beautiful, always innocent, I believe that Jasmine doesn't want others to see her miserable state, especially the appearance on her face.

Wiping away his tears and blowing his nose, Chu Yan stumbled to the living room. On the coffee table in the living room there is a letter written by Zhu Songting to her son.

Dear Baby Son Chu Yan:

Life will go through a lot of tribulations, a lot of pain, and life and death, but no matter what kind of tribulations and pains we go through, life is beautiful, because we are all alive, as long as we are alive, all the good is waiting for us to create. Being alive is a gift from God to us, so that we can cherish each other more and know how to love and be loved more. Only after experiencing all kinds of hardships can we become more calm and more comfortable with the future.

All the hardships and pains will pass, and the truth will always be revealed to the world, and Mom hopes that you can cheer up, love yourself, and love others.

Always love you and support your mom

After reading Zhu Songting's letter, Chu Yan couldn't control himself anymore, and finally released himself completely and cried unscrupulously. "Mom, I'm sorry for you for worrying!"

After venting, Chu Yan sent a WeChat message to Zhu Songting, "Mom, I love you forever!" ”

Chu Yan knew that the reason why Zhu Songting went out early was because she knew that Chu Yan would definitely be sad and painful after reading Jasmine's notes, but if she was at home, Chu Yan would inevitably restrain herself and not show her sadness, so she would write a letter to Chu Yan and leave.

Some emotions don't need to be explained, you know, I know.