Chapter 23: A Hundred Flowers Compete for Beauty
Will she be able to trust him?
"Liu Xian, even if you really like other women, I won't be angry, but I hate cheating.
If you can't do it, don't promise me that I will take it seriously, and once I take it seriously, and finally the promise is broken, I'm afraid I won't be able to accept it.
So you still have room to regret it, and I will forgive you no matter what you do, as long as you don't lie to me. ”
When Fang Yulin said this, she could feel her humility, because she loved someone, so she loved so humblely.
Even if he is sharing his lover with others now, he is willing, although it is difficult, but he will learn to accept it.
What he feared was that he took the promise seriously, but in the end something else happened, which eventually led to the promise becoming.
That would have hit him harder.
Liu Xian felt that he had said enough, but why didn't Fang Yulin know the way?
He has repeatedly said that he will always have only one woman like Fang Yulin, and he has repeatedly said that except for Fang Yulin, no one else can get into his eyes at all.
What else is he going to say? What else can I do to make Fang Yulin clear his mind?
Do you really want him to take out his heart and put it in front of Fang Yulin?
"Yi'er, I've already said it very clearly, it's very clear, why don't you trust me, don't you have a little trust in me?"
"Yes, I have. I just don't trust myself, you are a noble prince with supreme status and power.
And I'm just a powerless woman, although I'm still a little bit beautiful, but one day I'll grow old and become a yellow-faced woman.
At that time, you were in your prime. There will be countless women who will pounce on you.
I fear that when the day comes you will not be able to resist the temptation and I will live a life of solitude, and if you do not give me a promise, I will not have such extravagant hopes, and I can convince myself.
Don't think about what you shouldn't think, don't expect what you don't deserve. I'm afraid I'm going to get more and more greedy. ”
When Fang Yulin said this, he couldn't help but shed tears.
Liu Xian really felt that Fang Yulin was particularly unreasonable, but when she saw her crying at this moment, she was distressed and distressed.
Tightly hugged him into his arms again, and whispered softly. "I don't know what made me feel insecure.
But I want you to be able to understand that everything I say to you is from the heart, and I never intended to deceive you.
Maybe you think I'll be like any other man. Can't stand the temptation, but if you think so, I'm really disappointed in you.
Could it be that we have been together for so long, you really don't trust me at all, what kind of person am I? Do you really have no number in your heart? ”
Fang Yulin knew in his heart, he was just not confident in himself.
So at this moment, he slowly closed his eyes and let the tears flow silently.
"I don't know if it's because I've been talking too much about your love these days, which has led you to distrust me.
But in fact, I am not a person who likes to talk to you, and the reason why I insist on saying love to you every day is just to please you.
Since you still have doubts about me, I'll tell you one last time, and I won't say it again after this time.
I love you all my life, and the person I love will always be you.
The weak water three thousand has nothing to do with me, because I have already scooped up the scoop in my heart. ”
Every day in the court, I have to deal with countless deceits, and after I come back, I have to face it carefully, and take care of Fang Yulin's glass heart.
He was really tired sometimes.
Fang Yulin finally noticed that Liu Xian seemed to be angry at this moment, so he hurriedly hugged her back.
Let the tears flow out. "Don't be angry.
I know I shouldn't doubt you like that, but since I've been with you, I've become less and less confident.
Especially when I saw that there were countless women who squeezed their heads and wanted to enter this Cloud King Mansion.
I was even more scared in my heart, I was afraid that one day you would fall in love with another woman, I was afraid that one day I would be the object of your abandonment.
It's not that I don't trust you, I just don't trust myself enough. I don't feel like I'm good enough, I feel like I'm not good enough. ”
"Fool! No matter what you are in the eyes of others, it is in my eyes that you are unique, you are who you are, and you should not deny yourself because of the gaze of others. ”
In fact, Liu Xian also knew that the reason why Fang Yulin became so sensitive was completely related to the emperor's attitude.
"When these days are over, I'll take you out for a walk, okay?"
Fang Yulin nodded, most of these days, Liu Xian was busy with things in the court.
Although when I came back, I came to see her for the first time, and then said a few words to her, I was already tired.
In addition, the mansion has not been peaceful recently, not only have the old eunuchs made a hindrance, but these eight beauties have not stopped at all, so Fang Yulin is inevitably a little depressed in his heart.
He also wants to be a good wife and mother, a gentle, virtuous and considerate wife.
He also tried his best to make himself better, but sometimes he really couldn't control his temper, and he didn't know when he became so cautious and sensitive.
He wasn't like that before, but now he's like this, and sometimes he feels terrible.
Sometimes he feels that he is not his true self.
But fortunately, after this communication, he is not as autistic as before, but he is not very happy in the following days.
Since the decree of marriage came down, Yanfeng has also regained his freedom and has not been grounded again, so he came to Yunwang's Mansion as soon as he learned that Liu Xian was going to marry a concubine.
saw Fang Yulin languishing lying on the mast to feed the fish.
Suddenly, the scum shouted. "Fang Yulin, what are you doing?" Let's talk about something slowly, don't you think about it! ”
Fang Yulin, who looked confused, turned his head and glanced at Cong Yanfeng with his eyes blank. "What are you crazy about early in the morning?" ”
"I'm crazy, Fang Yulin, look at who is crazy, you see that half of your body has gone outside the mast, do you want to fall down and use your own body to feed the fish?"
Fang Yulin looked down at himself as if this was the case, but he shouldn't be able to fall.
"Okay, don't you think I'm going to kill myself?"
"Who knows you? You guy usually like to hold the truth of what is unhappy in your heart, what if you really can't think about it?
It doesn't matter where you die, there will be no one to talk to me in the future, and when I am unhappy, I will talk to someone. ”
From Yan Feng's chattering mouth, Fang Yulin was directly dumbfounded after hearing it.
This is the friend he made, this is the legendary best friend.
I'm here to stab you in the back.
It doesn't matter if he's dead?
"I really misjudged you from Yanfeng, I still regard you as a good girlfriend, I didn't expect it to be like this in your heart."
Cong Yanfeng glared at him, and pulled him up from the ground without saying a word. "Don't talk about me, look at what you're lying here like a dead dog right now."
This is not like you, didn't you say that Lord Yun is very good to you? Are you two in a good relationship? Why do you have such an expression? Did he bully you? ”
"Nope."
Why can't you be energetic every day, during this time, Fang Yulin just felt a little bit that he couldn't be interested in doing anything.
That's all, so I didn't have much of an axe, and the outside industry was handed over to a special person to beat you, and they would send the account shop every month, so he didn't have to worry about it at all.
It is precisely because there is nothing worth worrying about that he always feels that he is bored when he is idle, and he will think crankily after the idle egg hurts.
There will be a scene where the glass heart is shattered like before.
In order to calm down his mood and not become a burden to Liu Xian, Fang Yulin tried his best to empty his mind.
It is precisely because of the empty mind that it gives people a feeling of being a little sluggish.
After glancing at Fang Yulin from Yanfeng, she was relieved to see that there was indeed no sadness and sadness on her face.
Fang Yulin, whom he knew, didn't look like such a fragile person.
"How are you?"
Fang Yulin glanced up at Cong Yanfeng, he asked a little inexplicable, what is her? She's good!
"I mean the marriage thing."
Fang Yulin nodded. "It's good that a lover will eventually become a family, and everyone will be happy, very good." ”
"I mean you!"
Cong Yanfeng was so anxious that Fang Yulin looked normal at this moment, but it always gave him a feeling that it was not normal.
is not as vibrant as Fang Yulin before at all, and he always seems to have a feeling of weakness, which makes him feel very unsteady in his heart.
"Didn't Your Majesty give Chen Ge Lao's granddaughter Chen Bilian as a side concubine to King Yun?"
Fang Yulin nodded knowingly, it turned out that this was what Yanfeng said! "There is such a thing, but the prince has already promised me that he will not have sex with that woman in the future."
It's just that Yunwangfu raises one more idler. ”
"Wow, isn't it? Fang Yulin, you're okay with your brain, right? Cloud King will give you such a promise. ”
Yan Feng's face was full of disbelief, because it was simply an incomprehensible thing to him.
"Why am I lying to you? It's true. ”
After seeing Fang Yulin's sincere eyes, Cong Yanfeng finally believed that this was true.
But he didn't understand it even more.
"Since King Yun has promised like you, why do you still look sluggish and unhappy?"
Now that the crisis has been resolved, why is he unhappy?
Fang Yulin also wanted to ask herself, why did she look sluggish?
"Maybe it's because I'm too idle now."
Those eight beauties have rarely come to his courtyard as guests recently, and they rarely come out to show themselves.
The old eunuch also seemed to be a little more honest in an instant, and he didn't have a special way to get along with him.
After buying a few new maids, they were taught by Zhiqing and Zhihua, and they were all unusually honest and obedient.
So life seems to be going very well.
There is nothing to add to the blockage, but it makes him idle and bored, and the egg hurts.
After Yan Feng listened to Fang Yulin's words, he really wanted to strangle this woman, it was just too annoying.
looked sluggish, lying on the ground like a dead dog, only one reason was that he was too idle and boring.
Oh my God, why is there such a woman in this world?
"If you don't get up now, I'll kick you to death.
It's too much, Fang Yulin, I think you're showing off naked, naked. ”
Not really.
He admits that sometimes he deliberately shows affection, but this time he really didn't show off.
And there is no red either!
"By the way, don't talk about me, since the emperor's decree on marriage has been issued, then you are not ready to marry another woman, how can you have time to come to me?"
Speaking of which, Cong Yanfeng was angry again. "Fang Yulin, do you still have a conscience?" The reason why I came, don't you have a little pressure in your heart? ”