Luo Xuan retracted into his room, which was a small bedroom in a simple style, and the overall color was a cool blue. I closed the curtains and lay down on the big bed.

For some reason, since entering here, Luo Xuan can always feel that some fragmented pictures are in his mind, and they have not yet been pieced together, but the feeling of forgetting something is lingering.

Luo Xuan stared blankly at the ceiling, and on the entire ceiling was a mural painting a cute child. It can be seen that it is a boy, and when he laughs, his eyes are like crooked crescents, and his arms like lotus roots are white and tender, which makes people can't help but like it.

But other than that, Luo Xuan felt very strange, that is, this boy seemed to have seen it somewhere, which made him feel a sense of déjà vu. This feeling is particularly strong, and I can't think of it, but I tempt myself to think about it all the time.

"Ahh

The throbbing pain in my head became stronger and stronger, as if I was going to crumple everything in my head and tear it apart, which was unbearable. It's like the feeling of numbness in your legs and feet after squatting in the toilet for a long time, and you can't sit still.

"Knock Knock"

The sound of the bones touching the glass was remembered, Luo Xuan suddenly calmed down, and the whole world seemed to be quiet. The sound came from the window behind Luo Xuan, and it should be the sound of someone knocking on the window outside.

However, I obviously live on the fifth floor.

On the fourth floor, to be exact. When Luo Xuan just came up, he found that there was no fourth floor in this building, and the floor he was on was written 5F, and there were only four floors in total.

Through the dark blue curtains, Luo Xuan saw a humanoid shadow swaying in front of him, swinging slightly in the air in a very strange posture, and whenever he swung towards the window, there would be a "knock-" sound, followed by a knock on the window.

Luo Xuan couldn't see who the person outside was, but he could tell from his appearance that he shouldn't be an adult.

Looking at the swaying sound and shadow outside the window, Luo Xuan's headache was about to explode, this scene also seemed familiar, everything here seemed to be familiar. Something must be wrong, I should have been here a long, long time ago.

Luo Xuan suddenly felt nauseous, as if something in his brain was pressing his nerves, obviously he didn't eat anything, but he just wanted to retch for no reason, struggled to run to the toilet, and vomited into the toilet for a long time, but nothing came out.

Just get some sleep, just get some sleep.

The intense pain in his head was about to torture people to death, Luo Xuan seemed to return to the bed, but because of the pain all over his body, he couldn't leave an inch and collapsed on the floor of the toilet.

"Tick-tick-tick-"

I don't know how long it took, Luo Xuan felt cold, slowly opened his eyes, heard the sound of dripping water from the faucet that had not been closed just now, and forced himself to get up from the ground and walk to the bedroom.

The bedroom is still the same as just now, Luo Xuan doesn't know how long he has been asleep, anyway, Su Mo hasn't come back yet, and he hasn't woken up from the dream he thought he had, and the black shadow in front of the window is standing there motionless, which means that what he saw before was not an illusion.

I'd like to see what you are!

Luo Xuan was on fire, opened the curtains, and saw the scene he didn't want to see in his life.

A child of about four or five years old, facing his direction, his face was pale, his eyes were rolling, his tongue was stretched out, and he was hung straight in front of the window.

He's dead.

"Gott~"

Luo Xuan really couldn't help it now, he threw up when he lay on the ground, he didn't eat in the morning, and all he vomited was green bile.

So, just now he was swaying in front of the window, knocking on the window just to ask for help, if I could understand what he meant at that time, maybe I could save him, but it's a pity......

When Luo Xuan looked up at him again, he found that the white of his eyes suddenly moved, and instead looked at him with a straight look, and when they looked at each other, Luo Xuan's brain suddenly had a blank moment.

It was this moment of blankness, and the fragments of memories that had tormented Luo Xuan for two days suddenly transformed into a flowing animation.

……

Luo Xuan remembered everything, it turned out that he was not innocent.

My relationship with Enshi Early Education Center is not shallow, to be precise, I have been working here for three years.

Su Mo is a preschool teacher hired at the same time as herself, each of whom is in charge of a Montessori class, the angel class is the class she once led, and the dormitory where she lives now is also the one she lived in before.

After three years of working at the Ensis Early Education Center, so many things have happened.

In fact, Luo Xuan himself thinks he is positive and likes children, but in fact, he has no reverence for life. In their own world, children praise when they are obedient, beat them if they are disobedient, and some children just don't clean up. Su Mo was not satisfied with many of her practices, and whenever this happened, Luo Xuan would pat her on the shoulder and comfort her: "It's okay, being a teacher should be like this, it's not your fault that you don't understand." ”

No wonder during the two days here, every time Su Mo patted himself on the shoulder to comfort himself, he felt a sense of awkwardness.

There was a little boy in the first class of angels named Duoduo. He looks very cute, very simple and cute, the only pity is that he has Down syndrome. It stands to reason that a child with Down syndrome can see it at a glance, but he looks dull and cute, and it doesn't make people feel stupid.

When she first came to sign up, Luo Xuan liked this child very much, but in less than two days, Luo Xuan found out that this child was a fool. Maybe it's hard for others to understand that feeling, when you like someone very much, and find that this person is very unbearable, you will turn your former liking into a shame, leading to resentment towards that person.

Luo Xuan is like this for Duoduo.

Not only was Duoduo a fool, his father was a prisoner, and his mother left after his father was imprisoned, leaving him to live with his elderly grandparents, and only occasionally his aunt came back to see him.

At first, Luo Xuan took pity on this child, but later found out that he did not deserve sympathy at all.

In the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, when the teachers had to go home during the New Year, no one came to pick up Duoduo, and Luo Xuan could only take him with him for the New Year. When the family was reunited and sat down to eat together, Duoduo cried and made trouble, which fully showed that a fool came and made everyone break up unhappily.

In addition, when Luo Xuan took Duoduo with him, he would often come up with some strange words, which made the atmosphere very embarrassing, and even lifted Luo Xuan's skirt in public, which made Luo Xuan more and more disgusted with him.

And what he should really recall is that a month ago, Luo Xuan took the children to play games in the class, and the other children were very involved in playing, only Duoduo, looking at the TV in a daze.

"Teacher, I want to watch TV." He pointed to the TV and looked at Luo Xuan.

"No, you can't." Luo Xuan stopped him.

"But teacher, I want to watch TV!" Duoduo didn't give up, stepped on the stool and jumped up over and over again to press the switch of the TV.

"Is that all you want to watch TV?" At this time, Luo Xuan's patience had reached the limit, staring at him deadly, still smiling on his mouth, but he had already gritted his teeth in his heart.

"Aang." For Duoduo, it is really rare to be able to understand the literal meaning of a sentence, and when he heard Luo Xuan ask himself like this, he immediately expressed his meaning.

"Good." Luo Xuan nodded, walked to the locker, found an elastic bandage sewn into the waistband of his trousers, and tied Duoduo's hand to the shelf where the TV was placed.

Duoduo is very short, and his feet can't reach the small bench when his hands are tied to the TV stand, and the uncomfortable feeling can't make him solve the bandage wisely, so he can only struggle desperately.

"Boom-"

"Ahh

Just like when Duoduo fell, a scream rang out.

The TV stand couldn't withstand Duoduo's struggle, and fell to the ground with the TV, smashing on Duoduo.

The flash of blood made Luo Xuan defenseless, and when she pulled Duoduo out of between the chair and the TV, only Duoduo's shattered body remained.

What to do, what to do?

In front of a class of children, Luo Xuan made the stupidest decision in his life and threw Duoduo directly from the fourth floor of the teaching building. In fact, just before letting go, Luo Xuan found that Duoduo still had breath, but she still chose to let go.

……