Chapter 30: Forgive me for my selfishness, because I love you too much

The next day, Teng Ying's eyes were hot and painful, and after washing, the newcomer Cao Min said: "Instructor, you scared us to death in the middle of the night last night, it's too infiltrating." ”

Teng Ying said apologetically: "I'm really embarrassed, I earned it in my dream." ”

"How old are they, and they're still struggling." After that, he said: "Sister, what kind of dream are you doing, if it is a bad dream, it will be broken." ”

Teng Ying heard this: "I don't believe in this thing. ”

"It's not a question of believing it or not, thinking about it day and dreaming at night, and the more you are afraid, the more likely it is to happen. For example, the more you worry about the car being scratched, but often it is scraped out of shape, the more worried you are about the bowl in your hand, but it will be broken, this is called Murphy's theorem, if you care about something, or someone has an accident in a dream, then you should also pay attention to it in reality. ”

Teng Ying knew that last night was too gaffe, and the voice of the phone may have been heard by Cao Min next door, and said: "Reality and dreams can't be linked together, and we are all worried about hitting ghosts, but this situation has never happened, this Murphy's theorem I think should only be based on real things and people's psychological activities." ”

"Dreams are also largely based on reality, and nightmares will cause you to have palpitations and then lead your subconscious to act on something real, isn't this Murphy's theorem?"

After that: "On another level, sometimes you are in a strange environment, but suddenly in a certain second to give you a sense of déjà vu, or a few seconds before something is about to happen and has not happened, you have already anticipated, these are impossible to explain, although we are not superstitious, but the innate sixth sense does need to be paid attention to, day and night, Zhou Gong metaphysics has been used for thousands of years, it is not without its reason, if you really dream of things in reality, I advise you to pay attention to some." ”

Hearing this, Teng Ying pondered, she cared about Sun Yuqiang, if it was according to Cao Min, could the cause and effect of the scene in the dream be caused by herself? But obviously, this is not logical, and the logic is not in order, so how can it be said that it will act on reality. If you talk about dream interpretation, it is impossible for her not to care about Sun Yuqiang, so there is no solution to this dream.

Then Teng Ying laughed at herself, how could she fool around and fall into the trap, and she really pondered this, where is this, "Okay, don't think about it, I dreamed of monsters." ”

Cao Min said helplessly: "This can't be solved." ”

Although he knew that Cao Min's theory was pure nonsense, what Wang Xi did was murderous for money, and it was of a bad nature, and it was absolutely impossible to be caught at a critical moment. And Teng Ying knows Sun Yuqiang, and he must be at the forefront, although it will not be a nightmare, but it is inevitable that accidents will happen.

At this time, a kind of ambivalence arose, Teng Ying hoped that the case would end soon and achieve a positive result with Sun Yuqiang, but she was afraid that when the decisive battle came, Sun Yuqiang would encounter an accident. On another level, Teng Ying was still subtly affected by this fallacy and heresy.

For this reason, Teng Ying diverted her attention by increasing the intensity of her work, trying not to think crankily, but after a long time, Teng Ying found that this is simply not feasible, when it becomes a habit to worry about it in the subconscious, and even when she talks about any word in Sun Yuqiang's name in the casual conversation, it will arouse her concern and worry about Sun Yuqiang, and the feeling of restlessness has made Teng Ying physically and mentally exhausted.

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The police had several head-to-head confrontations with Wang Xi, but no progress was made, and the "viper" was like a ghost, mingling in the surrounding air, appearing and disappearing, leaving the police helpless, and there was no clue about the stolen national treasure.

City Bureau

The atmosphere in the conference room was dull, Wei Chengdong, Cheng Guozhong, Zhou Fan, you look at me, I look at you, and no one spoke. Liu Yuan's character is clear to them, they broke up unhappily at that time, and there was some meaning of crossing the river and demolishing the bridge, which made Teng Ying suffer a lot of grievances.

But if you don't touch it, it's definitely not good, the question in front of you is who will suffer this scolding, of course, the answer is double selection, although Wei Chengdong is Liu Yuan's ex-husband, but from a work point of view, this scolding can't let the director suffer, after a long time, Zhou Fan said: "I'll explain." ”

Cheng Guozhong said: "Farewell, I have a good relationship with Sister Liu, I'll go find Sister Liu." ”

"Don't, I'd better go."

The two of them actually began to be polite in order to pick up the scolding.

Wei Guodong sharply interrupted the two: "The task is the order, as a state official, the people's police, the police is their duty and obligation, what does she have to say, she has never canceled the prison case, I haven't come to report for such a long time, I still want to talk to her!" Order them to report now! ”

The two of them looked at Wei Chengdong with incredible faces, and Zhu Bajie actually hit a rake! You are blocked at both ends, this matter itself is personally dispatched by you, this is good, a few words, forcibly slapped us, and in the end, he couldn't even sell his personal favor, and he had to be willing to pick up and scold.

If this is according to Wei Guodong's instructions to follow Liu Yuan's instructions, Cheng Guozhong himself doesn't know what will happen, Zhou Fan and Liu Yuan already have a disagreement, and when the time comes, it will definitely be a human head and a dog's head, "Hey, I'll take this scolding." ”

Women's Prison

As soon as Teng Ying entered the office, she felt that the atmosphere was a little weird, and Li Yun said, "Xiaoying, the prison warden asked you to find her." ”

Liu Yuan's office.

After entering the house, Teng Ying found that the prison warden Wang Qiang was also there, "The prison warden is good." Teng Ying greeted.

Wang Qiang, as the male warden of the women's prison, has no shelves and is very approachable, "You are good." ”

Next to him, Liu Yuan stopped talking, and received a notice that the city bureau was ready to restart Lu Ying's plan. But she knew that Teng Ying had already been hurt in this case, and if she confessed the matter herself, she was afraid that it would affect Teng Ying's choice, so she called the prison warden.

Wang Qiang said: "The case of the Municipal Bureau is not going well, and the Provincial Department requires us to continue to cooperate. ”

Hearing this, Teng Ying said: "I follow the arrangement." ”

"Don't be in a hurry to agree, this time the situation is more severe than the last time, the Provincial Public Security Department has shown a yellow card to the progress of the case, and the next supervision and handling of the case is required, and the case is required to be solved as soon as possible, and the work intensity is high. On the other hand, the Provincial Department of Justice requires us to fully cooperate with the work of solving cases, and clearly requires that in order to ensure the quality of case handling, all prison case-handling personnel, regardless of their position, will be temporarily off-duty, and priority will be given to promotion and appointment while resuming their original positions after the case is completed. ”

Teng Ying said: "What do you mean? ”

"It's to let you step down from your position, stop managing prison affairs for the time being, and devote yourself to the case, and the metaphor is to let you take care of both ends, which is very harsh and unkind. In addition, although promotion and appointment are preferred, the prison will recently promote a group of cadres at the deputy section level, and if the case is handled, the higher-level organization department should not approve the recommended case-handling candidates, and this opportunity may be missed. And in this case, as you know, there is a lot of risk. ”

Seeing that Teng Ying was silent, Wang Qiang continued: "This time the city bureau recommended that you be the candidate, we didn't agree, and I told you that these are not for you to choose, but to routinely ask for your opinion." ”

Liu Yuan said: "Xiaoying, don't go, the income output is not proportional." And Yuqiang didn't say it, but he knew that he was very opposed to you joining the task force, and you shouldn't go this time because of feelings, reason, and your future. ”

"I'll ...... it" Before Liu Yuan's voice fell, Teng Ying replied almost without hesitation.

Agreeing to this moment, Teng Ying has no distractions, but from the perspective of love, she doesn't care what position or career she has, as long as she can increase the progress of the case, she can abandon everything and do anything, even if it only adds a lost clue, and spends a day, an hour, a minute or even a small invisible progress, she has to do it, just to end this torment.

She also knew that this decision was very selfish for Sun Yuqiang, and she once again shared that feeling of suffering with Sun Yuqiang, but she had no choice, in order to end her frightened and fearful days as soon as possible, this time she had to be selfish.

I'm sorry Qiang, please forgive me for being selfish, because I love you too much!