Chapter 1028: The Pain of Ten Thousand Arrows Piercing the Heart
Time passed little by little, and he tried to explain it to her several times, but those words were really stuck in his throat and he didn't know how to say them.
He was afraid that she would not recognize him, and he was even more afraid that she would hate him.
All this mistakes happen to this day.
There is no way to make up for it.
All the love he gave Gu Jiaolan was actually for her!
I have been in love for more than ten years.
In the end, it's just a big joke.
Gu Guangyao smiled bitterly in his heart.
"Uncle Gu......"
"Eh......"
Gu Guangyao hurriedly hid the wetness from the corners of his eyes.
Shen Ning looked ahead and said faintly: "You came here, in fact, Jia Ye informed me some time ago. ”
"Huh?" Gu Guangyao obviously didn't expect this.
Shen Ning smiled at the corner of her mouth and continued: "She reminded me to be careful, maybe you will come to me for trouble for Gu Jiaolan's affairs." ”
Gu Guangyao's face immediately showed deep embarrassment.
He's here for trouble.
But now, he wanted to punch himself in the face.
"After a few days, I didn't think you would come, but when I saw you yesterday, I actually chuckled in my heart." Shen Ning said with some embarrassment, "In the final analysis, I am just a powerless countryman, and in the face of a person of your status, I am really weak." ”
Gu Guangyao hurriedly said: "No, no, no, I won't trouble you, never." ”
Shen Ning smiled slightly, and that smile stung Gu Guangyao's eyes in the sunlight.
His eyes were blurred by tears for an instant, and he hurriedly turned away.
Shen Ning said softly: "Uncle Gu, I can't hide it, the conflict between me and the Zhao family actually stems from Yang Bin's sister Yang Liu. ”
Gu Guangyao listened carefully.
"Zhao Chunlai, the son of the Zhao family, was instigated by Yang Bin's sister Yang Liu a while ago to come to my house to steal, not only killed the two rabbits I raised, but also wanted to break into the house and steal property, but fortunately, my husband and I happened to come back and arrested him, and later sent him to the commune for sentencing."
"It is because of this that I formed a bond with the Zhao family, before this report, the mother and daughter of the Zhao family also wanted to ruin my reputation with a ridiculous reason, I don't even know what moths they will come up with in the future to harm me......"
Shen Ning smiled bitterly twice, "And all of this was caused by your daughter Gu Jiaolan's instigation behind her back. ”
Gu Guangyao's heart seemed to be pierced by ten thousand arrows.
The pain was blurry.
Shen Ning continued: "Gu Jiaolan is so easy to guide the country in the provincial capital, it is so easy, there are parents and brothers to protect if something happens, but for a powerless little person like me, a little carelessness is a catastrophe, I don't know if you have read those letters I sent in the past, but judging from your love for children, it should not be, right?" ”
Gu Guangyao had difficulty breathing for a while, and because he was so embarrassed that he didn't even dare to look at Shen Ning's eyes.
He thought of the letters he had torn up as if someone had suddenly grabbed him by the throat.
Confused, confused!
Shen Ning saw Gu Guangyao's reaction like this, so she smiled bitterly, "I guessed, so this time, you either really came to investigate, or you just asked me to ask for guilt, but I always felt that I didn't do anything wrong." ”
"I didn't send those letters to provoke their sisters, after all, their sisters' relationship was too bad to be too bad for me to provoke. I just hope that she can stop in moderation, and leave a glimmer of everything to see each other in the future, if she is obsessed and does not regret it, and the rabbit is anxious and bites, do you say yes? ”
Shen Ning spoke slowly, and when she said these words, she still had a smile on her face, but in people's ears, there was a faint sense of persecution.
Gu Guangyao's heart throbbed and his throat stinged, and he didn't know how to respond, so he responded mechanically, "Yes, yes, I'll go back...... When I go back...... Certain...... Must ...... "Strangle Gu Guerlan!"
He turned his back, his face aching.
Seeing that Gu Guangyao was so sad, Shen Ning couldn't help but soften his tone a little and said:
"I am also a mother, pity the hearts of parents all over the world, I just hope that Gu Guerlan will not borrow other people's hands to disturb my life, Uncle Gu, blind pampering is sometimes the poison fed to children, this world is so complicated, people's hearts are so unpredictable, can you guarantee that the children who are spoiled with all their hearts will be free from protection in the future, can they really live a worry-free life?"
"Yes, yes, that's right, that's right......" Gu Guangyao's shoulders trembled.
He was trying his best to restrain the pain and remorse in his heart.
The deep sense of remorse was like punch after punch, almost crushing him.
He used all his love to make up for the mistakes he had made, but in the end, he still used this mistake to continue to hurt the child.
Gu Guangyao bit his lip tightly, his teeth bit his lip, and the smell of rust spread in his mouth in an instant.
The two entered the mountain, and Shen Ning said again:
"About Yang Bin's matter, I can explain it, because they grew up together, and then they grew up, and they each had their own lives, and they didn't have much connection, the last incident was caused by my sister Shen Yu, please go back and explain to Gu Jiaolan, I love my husband and my current family very much, and I won't destroy anyone's family, not now, and not in the future."
Gu Guangyao nodded with difficulty, "It's me, I'm sorry for you." ”
Shen Ning said calmly: "Uncle Gu, this is serious, let's just talk about it, the mountain road is a little difficult to walk, you should slow down." ”
Gu Guangyao said: "Girl, you can underestimate me, I am also from the countryside, in order to eat enough, I went to the army to fight when I was a teenager, I have suffered everything, climbing a mountain is difficult for me, are you tired?" Would you like to take a break? ”
Shen Ning smiled, "I have been chopping firewood in this mountain since I was a child, and I accompanied my adoptive father to pick herbs, and I got used to it." ”
Gu Guangyi thought of Gu Jiaolan, who was pampered in the provincial capital, and then looked at Shen Ning, who had suffered from snacks in front of him, his eyes were hot, and he almost couldn't control his emotions.
This is not how it should be.
It shouldn't be like this.
He asked softly, "Does your adoptive father live in this brigade?" ”
"Hmm."
He ...... Is it good for you? ”
"It's good." Shen Ning said lightly.
The mountain road was very long, rugged and difficult to walk, and it took about an hour to walk before I arrived at Shen Weiguo's grave.
There are many graves nearby, most of which belong to the Shen family for several generations.
Gu Guangyao looked at the dilapidated and desolate grave, and had mixed feelings for a while, "Weiguo, I came to see you, it's because I can't stand you, it's too late......"
Seeing this, Shen Ning couldn't help but shed tears, "I remember when I was a child, my father always encouraged me to study more, saying that I should be more energetic and admitted to college, so that I could go to the provincial city to study in college and go to live at the house of his good friend Uncle Gu, my father said that Uncle Gu is his best friend in life, and he will love me like his own daughter......
Gu Guangyao covered the position of his heart, and his eyes were cloudy.
Shen Ning wiped her eyes, "Presumably the Uncle Gu my father said is you, right?" ”
"Yes, it's me, it's my ......" Gu Guangyao's tears flowed silently, and he knelt in front of Shen Weiguo's grave, "Weiguo, because of impulsiveness and arbitrariness, I made a big mistake, you tell me, what should I do?" ”
As he spoke, he began to slap himself, slap after slap, wishing he would slap himself to death.
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