Gu Ruxi's attitude was very bad, and at this time, he simply used the majesty of a commander to Zhao Yijing at that time.

"I'm telling you, you're coming to the park tomorrow, not only to the park, but also to bring me some fun things, and to tell me a lot of good stories, if you can't do this, be careful to come here tomorrow, it's my careful ko, you're not, if you come honestly tomorrow, and bring me a lot of interesting things, we'll give you a lot of chocolate to eat, and there are a lot of fun things, but you can't miss the appointment tomorrow, if you don't miss the appointment, be careful of my fist!"

At that time, he was very fierce and domineering, and at that time, Gu Ruxi was really a very lively girl, she was really carefree at that time, although there were still some messy and trivial family things in the house, but it did not affect his enthusiasm for life and the lovely yearning for life.

It's the 2nd day.

Plastic really took a lot of delicious things, and also took a lot of fairy tale books, he was going to tell a lot of stories to this princess when the time came, and to share snacks together, he thought that today should be a very interesting day, and it should be a very happy thing according to normal terms, he even arrived at the park 10 minutes early, just to wait for the arrival of his little princess.

Before he went out that day, Wu Bingbing also asked a lot of things, asking him why he took so many things out, and he took so many fairy tales to Zhao Yijing didn't tell anyone at that time, he regarded this as his most mysterious secret, his most sacred thing, and he liked his hand and would definitely wait for him obediently in the park, but it seemed that he didn't wait for the appearance of this proud princess from morning to sunset.

Zhao Yijing was thinking at the time, maybe it happened to be this proud son, maybe there was something in the family, maybe there was something else, because of the delay.

So he didn't come today, although he was like this, comforting himself in this way, but there was still a little bit of indescribable feeling of loss in his heart, and this feeling of loss made him continue to wait.

Wait until it is close to 9:00 in the evening before returning home silently.

I remember that Wu Bingbing asked why Zhao Yijing came back so late? Zhao Yijing didn't say a word at that time, and no one told him, because this was his secret.

From that day on, whenever he passed by the park after school, Zhao Yijing would stop to see if the princess was there?

He would wait there every day, for an hour, expecting the proud princess to reappear, but since then he has not seen the proud princess again.

I don't know why this is a regret in my heart, and it can't be resolved, a very lost feeling, he doesn't know why, is it because this proud princess has not fulfilled her promise or is a particularly proud princess.

Is it possible to despise the way you use this method to entertain yourself and relieve yourself?

Or maybe she really didn't mention it in her mind at all, just a little soldier.

This secret has become a kind of regret in his mind when he was the oldest child, and in his most youthful years, there has always been the figure of that girl hovering in the deepest part of his heart.

He had been looking forward to, or had been looking forward to, seeing the proud princess again, and this proud princess had been deeply stationed in the depths of his heart like a white moonlight, and had never faded.

And the more time passes, the more profound it becomes.

After a long period of time, and there was a time when he happened to learn a lot of painting in the studio.

Therefore, with his own memory and a kind of speculation about him, he drew a lot of sketches about him, and there were a lot of them, and each sketch had a lot of expressions, and every place seemed to have all kinds of emotions of joy, anger and sorrow, and of course this kind of thing was to commemorate him.

And it is also to show a kind of sustenance and a kind of longing for yourself.

Until his master found that his expression was a little strange after learning all these sketches, and why did he always draw the same girl, and he painted every girl with a variety of joy, anger and sorrow, he felt that this was too simple, but this thing was really curious, so his master asked him why he only drew the image of a girl on paper?

At that time, no matter how shy Zhao Yijing was, he didn't know what way he should express his emotions, and he felt that this way of painting might be more able to show a kind of sustenance of his feelings.

Since he remembered that afternoon, he told his master in a very fresh tone.

"Master, I like this girl, so I want to remember his best impression in my mind, I want to draw it through the way of a paintbrush, and when I grow up in the future, when I have the ability, I will definitely find him, I will definitely marry him home when the time comes, he will definitely be my wife, and I will now believe that he is my forever wife."

The master was a little amused, and told him in a humorous language.

"So what you're doing now is because you found out you want to paint it, so you take it into your home, so where is it now? And if you can't find it and can only change it in one way, how does she know that you exist, and when it grows up it has its life, how can she say that he has only you in his life, you haven't been with her for more years, and everyone will undergo a big change at this time, and this change is sometimes beyond our expectations, how can you be sure that your mind will not change after that, and whether she will still exist? ”

Zhao Yijing was dumbfounded when he heard this, he didn't know what it meant to answer these questions, but he didn't know how many years would be in a few years, he didn't know this, he really didn't have much concept of time for him, but there was a concept of production in his heart.

He must marry this girl home, no matter what method he uses in the vast sea of people, even if he can't find it again, he has used all his power to find this girl.

He would give him a certain amount of care, he would tell her that the apple was delicious, and he would tell him that he had left a lot of fairy tales waiting for him.

I'd tell him that I had been waiting for her to come back.

His master looked at him with great interest, and of course there were many kinds of emotional relationships between them, for he was not only his master, but sometimes his brother, but more of a friend.

His master's name was Yan Tengcang.

Zhao Yijing hasn't called his master's name for many years, and this master has been disappearing from those things since many years, and he really doesn't know what kind of process he will have.

But when a person suddenly disappears or a person leaves suddenly, a lot of unexpected things can really happen.

Who would have thought that so many things would happen later, no one would have thought of it.

But no one expected that later his master would actually start painting the girl's name, and he was also very happy to paint all the portraits of this girl, and the painting was getting better and better, and the painting was really more and more realistic.

Even Zhao Yijing felt a little unaware of why, and in the process, there seemed to be a sense that he couldn't understand, as if there was a sense of mystery in heavy feelings.

He went to ask himself why his master kept changing girls, why he was the same as himself, and his master didn't say a word, just smiled slightly and didn't give him any answers.

This kind of thing seems to feel very weird, and there seem to be a lot of secrets hidden in it anyway.

At that time, Zhao Yijing thought that his master might paint these paintings on a whim, but he didn't expect to be so persistent later, but he painted so many paintings.

Yan Tengcang...... Are you okay now? Where have you been now? I don't know if you would have thought that I would really marry this girl as my bride after a few years, and it is true, maybe you never expected it, at this time I have made my dream come true, and you? ”

Zhao Yijing muttered these words naturally, and his whole expression became very complicated, and he didn't know what kind of emotion to use to tell the woman in front of him at this time.

But the sorrow in front of him was very deep, and perhaps he did not hear a word of his own words at all.

But the sentence just now was not actually said to him, but actually to a lonely self in his inner world.

Zhao Yijing looked down at the sleeping woman in front of her, she couldn't help but gently stroke her hair at this time, looked at it with a very doting look, and bowed her head and said.

"I'm sorry, Gu Ruxi, if I tell you all this, will you hate me when you tell all this? Will you leave me? ”

"It's not that I don't want to tell you the truth, there are some things that really haven't reached that time yet, maybe I'll tell you this fact in many years, but I don't know when I'll be able to tell you these things, and when everything is stable, I'll tell you all these things slowly, and I swear I won't hide anything from you in the future......"

Zhao Yijing looked at Gu Ruxi in front of him, and he swore in his heart that one day he would finally tell this woman all this,

There will not be any hidden from him, and there will be more of this, but maybe this is not yet the case, maybe when that day comes.

I will definitely not have any concerns to say it.

That day may be very fast, it should be very fast, but there are some things that cannot be done by one's own thoughts, and some things are said to start at the beginning, how can you say that it will end so quickly?

Sometimes who will predict what will be in the dark of fate, and who will decide for whom, it doesn't matter, these things.

But the most important thing is to grasp your own life and fight for your own life, which is the most important thing.

Not letting others control oneself is the only bargaining chip that can obtain happiness.