Chen Xian thinks that he is a person who hates lying very much, but at the same time, he can't deny that he himself is a liar, and he has tried his best to make up lies that can protect himself since he can remember......

In order to make outsiders not suspicious of him, in order to be able to perfectly hide his true identity, he has lied countless times since he was a child, but it is precisely because of this that he hates lying so much.

Chen Xian actually thought very clearly.

This time the incident ...... He could have uncovered it in many ways, and he could even make all the uninformed people grateful to him, and thank him from the bottom of his heart for destroying the ancient creature that was enough to destroy the country, but ...... Chen Xian couldn't do it.

Although telling a lie would save him countless troubles, he was still reluctant to do so...... Because he needs to give an explanation to those who died because of himself, he really can't find a way to reconcile with himself, even if "he" cleverly says how innocent he is, it is those low-level beings who act first to cause the conflict to evolve into an uncontrollable situation, but no matter what Chen Xian thinks, it all has to do with himself.

If he wasn't too stupid, how could he be plotted by Gu Xiantang to the point of "ashes"?

If it weren't for Gu Xiantang's plot to "die", how could the monster in his body wake up?

If it hadn't woken up...... Those colleagues in the Kunlun Mountain Armed Base will not die, and neither will those innocent people in the Qi Refiner Station.

At this moment, Chen Xian was so guilty that he couldn't raise his head, and the voices of those colleagues kept ringing in his head...... They are attacking monsters in order to protect their families and the country, and they are to protect those ordinary people who are powerless, and it can even be said that they are here to rescue, they are reinforcements!

Chen Xian's guess was right, because everyone knew that Chen Xian didn't come out after entering the ancient ruins, so it was inevitable that some people would think that Chen Xian had an accident, but whether he was dead or not, no one could say for sure...... But one thing is certain, when Chen Xian is in danger, most of the members of the Secret Bureau will come to his rescue unconditionally.

Although the supreme leader of the Secret Bureau is Zhou Xuan, Chen Xian has already unwittingly become the spiritual leader in the hearts of the members of the Secret Bureau.

What's more, Section Chief Chen is affectionate and righteous, and it can be seen from his resume that he is always the first to rush forward without hesitation when facing danger, and as long as he is present when handling a case, he will not let anyone have the opportunity to risk himself, because all the risks are borne by him.

What's the point of taking a risk to save someone like him?

Therefore, among these combatants who rushed to the scene to encircle and suppress the monsters, many of them had the heart to support Chen Xian, and Chen Xian himself was very aware of this, so he never felt guilty...... What is it to be killed by yourself in order to save yourself?

Chen Xian...... What do you mean by that......" Chang Sansi was already starting to have a big tongue, because Chen Xian's demeanor and tone were enough to prove that he was not joking.

"That monster has always lived in my body."

Chen Xian glanced at the camera of the drone, then lowered his head again, his hands clenched into fists, and tried his best to control his emotions from completely collapsing.

"After I lost consciousness...... It has a chance to take control of my body...... So the death of those people ...... Actually, it's all because of me...... Sorry ......"

Hearing Chen Xian's words, the conference room suddenly fell silent, even to the point where it was audible to the point of falling pins......

No one could have imagined that this would be the case.

Especially from the mouth of Chen Xian, the party, to get this kind of answer...... They all knew that Chen Xian was not joking, and it was impossible to joke about this kind of thing, so the people present did not have the slightest doubt about Chen Xian's words.

"Are you sure?" The old man finally asked.

"Sure."

Chen Xian nodded, seemingly faceless in front of the drone's camera, his head hanging all the time.

"Their death...... Death of all...... It's all my fault......"

The old man looked at Chen Xian, who was trembling on the screen, was silent for a while, and finally asked again.

"Do you know what it will cost you to say this?"

"Yes."

Chen Xian raised his head at this time and looked directly at the camera.

"But I can't run away from ...... I don't want to lie...... I want to give them an explanation...... But I don't know what to do...... There is no chance of apologizing with death...... I can't think of any way to kill myself right now...... Sorry ......"

"Have you always been so honest?" The old man smiled bitterly and asked, "Was that thing destroyed by you?" ”

"Nope." Chen Xian said truthfully, "My strength is not as good as it, and it is almost impossible to destroy it, but ...... I can suppress it now, at least so that it will stay in my body and not pop up again. ”

"What do you mean...... It doesn't just pop up...... But is it possible that it will suddenly come out one day? The old man asked carefully.

Chen Xian thought for a moment and said, yes.

It's not that Chen Xian is too pessimistic, because that's the case, once that monster wakes up, it can't fall asleep anymore, it's safe in a sleeping state, but it's different now that it's awake...... The longer it wakes up, the more complete its strength will recover, so Chen Xian has no doubt that one day it will suddenly take away its body, it is only a matter of time.

"You're dangerous." The old man sighed, looking at Chen Xian who was expressionless on the screen, and seemed to be able to feel the extreme pain in his heart, "But you are a good boy...... I know what you've done...... Zhou Tuan told me...... And you can be so honest with us...... I can see it too......"

"I'm sorry."

Chen Xian apologized again, although he didn't like to do it very much, but the truth was ...... He had no idea what he was supposed to do other than apologize.

"I don't know how long I'm going to be like this...... Maybe ten days...... Maybe a few months...... Maybe a few years......"

Chen Xian's voice was very low, and although he had not shed tears from beginning to end, anyone could see the heart-wrenching guilt in his eyes.

"Are they okay?"

"It's okay, just fainted, maybe ...... in a while"

Before Chen Xian finished speaking, he saw Zhou Shu, who was lying on the ground, sit up suddenly, and the people who got up from the ground at the same time as him were the old liar, and the two of them were the first to wake up.

"What happened just now...... Why did you faint all of a sudden......"

Zhou Qian muttered confusedly, looked back, and saw that Chen Xian was not far from him, he was stunned for a while, and then patted his face, as if thinking that this was a dream he had, until the old liar cheered and ran towards Chen Xian, he completely woke up.

"Ouch! You're okay kid! You're scared to death Grandpa! ”

The old liar ran to Chen Xian's side and hugged him, raised his hand and slapped Chen Xian's back a few times, and said with red eyes.

"I fucking thought you were dead!"

"I'm sorry...... Grandfather...... Makes you worry about ......."

"Just make him worried? What about me? ”

Zhou Jian walked in front of Chen Xian in three steps and two steps, the expression on his face was very complicated, because he had already spotted the drones hovering in mid-air, although the person on the other side of the camera did not speak, but he could hear it from the sound of electric current...... Everything that happens here is watched.

"What about the special No. 16 three-phase bomb?" Zhou Jun asked.

"I've intercepted it, now ...... I should have almost digested it. Chen Xian smiled reluctantly and slowly got up from the ground, "Don't worry, it'll be fine." ”

"That thing ......," Zhou Qi wanted to say and stopped.

"I suppressed it back." Chen Xian said in a low voice, "It won't come out in a short time, but it's been a long time...... There will definitely come out one day. ”

Hearing this, Zhou Jian and the old liar glanced at each other, and their expressions were extremely ugly.

"How long will it take to suppress it?" Zhou Jun asked.

"It's hard to say, it feels very strange to me......" Chen Xian frowned, but he didn't hide the slightest thing about these things, "I can't judge how much its strength has recovered...... But I'm sure it's awake all the time...... Still talking to me......"

"Still talking to you?" The old liar looked at Chen Xian in disbelief and asked curiously, "What does it tell you?" ”

Chen Xian was suddenly quiet for a while, as if listening to the voice in the depths of his mind.

After about ten seconds, Chen Xian spoke.

"It called me a big fool."