Emotional entanglements, unsatisfactory work, and confusion about the future...... All this overwhelmed Su Xia, and she felt depressed, melancholy, and even depressed like she had never felt before. But it is undeniable that this shady relationship with Sioux City is a ray of light in her long dark tunnel, occasionally flickering brightly and dimly, and its light cannot be denied.

Ordinary people's love is possessive, you won't want the man you like to sleep with other women, every night is as cold as water, you will especially want to be with him.

Susha is the same.

Su Xia felt more and more strongly that she could not covet this light, and let herself be addicted to the tunnel forever, this light source could go out at any time, not to mention the stolen light, and she had to face the struggle against her dignity at all times. She knew that she would have to get out of the tunnel with all her strength, and that there might be bigger thorns and muddy roads, but she believed that one day she would reach the mouth of the cave and usher in a glorious future.

"Let's break up." Su Xia mustered up the courage and sent these three words to Su Cheng.

Sioux City's phone came right away, "Why?" Isn't it just to calm down? ”

Since the last time I said that I was calm down for a while, the frequency of contact between the two has naturally decreased, and then Su Cheng went to Hainan on a business trip to deal with a case and has not been able to meet.

Susha was silent on the other end of the phone, afraid that any words would weaken her determination and determination.

"I'll go back this weekend, and I'll talk about it when I meet the day after tomorrow."

The next day at 3:30 p.m.

Su Cheng called, "I'm at the door of your unit." ”

Su Xia was stunned for a while, didn't he say yesterday that he would only return the day after tomorrow, that is, he would come back tomorrow.

"Won't you come back tomorrow?"

"Ahead of schedule."

"I've got an hour and a half to get off work." Su Xia whispered softly in the office.

"I know, it's okay, you go to work, I happened to be squinting in the car for a while, I didn't sleep much last night, waiting for you to get off work."

"Okay." Susha hung up the phone.

After getting off work, Su Xia quickly packed up her things and walked out unhurriedly, and the pace of wanting to be fast and slow was full of inner entanglements.

I saw Sioux City's car parked in a hidden alley behind the unit. It's been a long time, and the moment I just saw it, especially the tired face of Su Cheng's dusty servants, Su Xia suddenly felt distressed and unbearable. "He still cares about me in his heart", all Su Xia's thoughts gushed out, she wanted to go up and hug her, but reason told her that she had to refrain from it.

"There are a lot of people near the unit during off-duty hours, so let's change places." Su Cheng's tired and lonely eyes flashed after seeing Su Xia.

"Okay."

Su Xia got into the car, and the two of them drove in the direction of Su Xia's house.

Downstairs at Su Xia's house, parking the car, Su Cheng opened the trunk and took out some Hainan fruits and specialties from inside.

"Let's go, I've brought some souvenirs and brought them to you." Su Cheng said, seemingly asking for advice, but it didn't.

"You're coming straight from the airport?" Su Xia saw the suitcase in the trunk and Su Cheng's tired face.

"yes."

"And where did you drive the car from?"

"My car has been parked at the airport."

"Oh." Su Xia also wondered where the car came from when he got off the plane directly.

"Won't you come back tomorrow?"

"What do you say?" Su Cheng stared at Su Xia dotingly with a meaningful and obvious answer.

Su Xia's eyes dodged and avoided, but the corners of his mouth unconsciously rose, and a trace of warmth passed through his heart.

The two went upstairs together, and after entering the house, it was natural to change into house shoes and take off their coats.

If it were normal and separated for so long, they couldn't wait to kiss each other hungrily, but this time, the two tacitly kept their distance and calm. Problems need to be solved in an adult way, not just emotionally hungry.

"Come, sit down and talk." Su Cheng motioned for Su Xia to sit down and talk in detail.

Su Xia sat next to him, and at this time, he no longer had the excitement and gambling negotiation and quarrel he had before, but calmed down with each other and faced his heart.

"Was last night's words serious?"

"Yes." Su Xia tried to keep her face calm.

"I respect every decision you make, but I want every decision you make is well thought out."

"After consideration."

"Stick to this decision?"

"Yes."

"Why? Can you tell me why? ”

Su Xia bowed her head and was silent, not knowing where to start.

"Look me in the eye, okay?"

Su Xia refused, kept playing with her thumb with her right hand, bowed her head and said, "I'm afraid that I will fall deeper and deeper into this wrong relationship." ”

"There is no right or wrong in feelings, only love."

"There is no right or wrong in feelings, but there are rights and wrongs."

"The relationship between the two of us has nothing to do with anyone else."

"How is it irrelevant? Any feelings that are not upright are a hurt to others. Except for your family, it will hurt me. You know, I don't have any idea of ruining your marriage, and you said at the beginning that you would never get divorced, but the truth is that any relationship is possessive, I'm just an ordinary woman, I can't control the increasingly strong possessiveness towards you, you know? Every night, I want to be with you, every time I have difficulties, I want you to be by my side, but none of this can ...... Love but can't, think but can't, do you know how tormented it is? ”

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you were in such pain, this wasn't my intention, I just want the two of us to be happy and comfortable together, and I want to help you more in life." Indeed, in the nearly a year they have been together, Su Cheng has played the role of Su Xia's hidden "husband", with traffic scrapes, car insurance reimbursements, and water pipes bursting...... These places that Su Xia had not been involved in before were all solved by Su Cheng as soon as possible, and he also got through those difficulties, which made Su Xia feel that he had something to rely on.

"Love that is not blessed or fruitless cannot be sustained and endured."

"Yes, I really can't promise you marriage, and I can't give you anything, and I'm often very afraid that one day I will have to separate and hurt you, so that you will be hurt again, but I didn't expect it to make you so miserable now, I'm sorry ......" Su Cheng's expression was extremely sad, full of distress, grievances, and helplessness, "But since we have been together, my heart has been on you, which is a feeling I have never had." ”

"It's because of the ephemeral freshness, all the freshness will fade away, and the contradictions will come. In other words, if we do have the conditions to come together, we may not necessarily be happy. It's hard to have it both ways, and since you know that there will be no result, it's better to separate at the best time and leave some good memories. ”

"I understand what you say and how you feel, but what I really feel is...... I really, really love you and I'm sure you love me too,...... I don't want to break up. Su Cheng's big hand pulled Su Xia.

Susha also tightened his hand to convey the last bit of warmth and goodbye. "That's the case, there are only three outcomes of extramarital affairs, one is the best result, we get married and are together as we wish, as I just said, when all the novelty disappears in the dull life in the future, all the beauty that I thought at the beginning will be gone; The second is to keep sneaking around like this, and I can't see the sun, but I will become more and more entangled and sad, what I want is true love and a future that belongs to my family; The third is the worst outcome, that is, we fall deeper and deeper and are discovered, and then we make a lot of trouble, the family is broken, the reputation is discredited, and there is no impermeable wall in the world, which is the result of a high probability.

Sioux City fell into deep thought.

"I reflected on myself, in the face of an unhappy marriage, I still didn't really become independent, or I tried to pin my hope in life, whether it was you or other men, it would be another tragic beginning. So, if you can't get married, if you can't give a love openly, let's end it. ”

"I'm sorry I failed you and couldn't have given you more."

"No, love does not live up to it, only two feelings are happy."

"I still love you."

"I love you too, and thank you for all that you have given me."

"It's good to meet you, I will marry you when I have a chance in the next life."

"Okay, let's see if we can be reborn together, haha......" The atmosphere of suppressed sadness has turned into peace and joy.

Su Xia added: "In addition, your daughter-in-law is very good, beautiful and has an excellent job, not to mention that your daughter is so sensible, cherish it, don't be like me, the original family is very important to the child." ”

"I'm lucky to have met you." Sioux City couldn't be more grateful.

There is a kind of responsibility called letting go, respecting oneself and respecting this love.

Su Xia broke off the last pair of wings that belonged to her with her own hands, and maybe she really put herself in the hell of fighting alone, so that she could usher in a real new life.