Chapter 17: Real and Unreal?
"Gu Wen, Gu Wen...."
Su Xi's voice sounded in my ears, which made me suddenly feel a little awake from my sleep, and I wanted to open my eyes.
After struggling for a while, my eyes seemed to be glued and could not be expanded.
It took a lot of effort to crack a crack, and it was very hazy in front of me.
"Are you alright, Gu Wen!"
Su Xi's slender hand touched my forehead, accompanied by a clear fragrance, it smelled good.
I raised my head, rubbed my eyes, felt a lot of pain, and opened my eyes with a little force, and my eyelids closed involuntarily.
And I felt my arm tingle, as if I had lost consciousness.
And it's a little cold!
Shaking his head, he suddenly sobered up a lot.
Opening my sleepy eyes, I saw Su Xi standing in front of me, tilting his head to look at me.
"Why did you fall asleep in this place?"
"Huh?"
I said, "I've been resting here at night!" It's you Xiaoxi, why did you come to our lounge, that guy has a habit of sleeping without clothes! ”
"Big brother, this is the lounge? Please open your eyes and take a good look! Su Xi was helpless and sighed.
That's when I looked around and was dumbfounded.
I was in a gazebo in the hospital square, no wonder my arms were numb and I felt cold.
At this time, I was stunned, why did I sleep in the gazebo?
Wasn't I supposed to be in the lounge?
By the way, I remembered.
Last night I heard the Mediterranean madman singing, and then I left the lounge and went to the second floor, trying to teach the madman a good lesson.
As a result, I saw those horrible images....
At this time, I was trembling, my brain was constantly being impacted, as if I had been struck by lightning, my whole body was numb, and my heart was beating wildly.
What happened last night, like a movie, kept playing in my head.
It kept hitting my brain and soul, and my whole body was trembling.
In an instant, I felt even colder, a lot of sweat broke out on my forehead, my whole breath was a little short, and my chest rose and fell very hard.
Seeing my panicked look, Su Xi asked, "Are you okay?" ”
"No, it's okay!" I shook my head in reply, my mind full of what had happened last night.
I saw the madman singing in the hallway, only to reappear in the hospital room.
Immediately, the window of the dead man's makeup, which was attached to the door, stared straight at me, and his brown tongue was licking the glass.
It's like, he's licking my cheeks.
I remember being completely dominated by fear, unable to breathe, unable to move.
Finally, the mysterious woman appeared and took me away.
Thinking of this, I understand why I am in this gazebo.
It must have been the woman who brought me here!
But who is that woman?
At night, in the entire hospital, except for the crazy people in the ward, it was just me and Kuroko!
How the hell did she end up in the hospital?
Thinking of this, I recalled that when I was on patrol, I saw the madman's disguise, and it was the mysterious woman who pulled me away from that terrible picture, but the moment I turned around, I didn't see anyone!
Could it be that I'm hallucinating?
At the moment, I was wondering if what I had encountered last night was real.
How is it possible for a person to constantly move through the wards and corridors?
Why didn't I turn around and see the woman?
And the picture I saw, why can't Kuroko see it?
Could it really be that I fantasized about all this?
Because you've been in a psychiatric hospital for a long time, you're having mental problems?
Or is it all true, and Kuroko saw it, but just didn't tell me?
I'm sure I'm mentally fine!
I work here, but I don't have much contact with the mentally ill!
It can't be affected at all.
Or was it the act of a Mediterranean madman who woke up to what had happened that night half a month ago when he was in the examination department?
So that the fear hidden in my heart is amplified wirelessly?
That's why you see this series of things?
My mind was full of questions, it made me feel a little difficult to breathe, my chest was dull, and I felt like I was suffocating!
Su Xi shook his hand in front of my eyes and said, "Are you okay?" Do you want to go to the hospital? ”
I came to my senses, rubbed my cheek and said, "It's okay." ”
"But your face is very wrong!"
With that, she took out the mirror from her bag and gave it to me.
I saw me in the mirror, my face was frighteningly white, there was no blood at all, no difference from a dead man. Dark circles are severe and harsh, as if they have been painted. His eyes were sallow and bloodshot, and he looked sluggish, as if he had been drained of energy.
"Gu Wen, otherwise you quit this job! I've heard a lot of people say that there are unclean things in this hospital at night. ”
Speaking of this, Su Xi shuddered for a moment, his face changed slightly, and a trace of horror crossed his eyes!
Shaking my head, I didn't speak.
After staying in the gazebo for a while, Su Xi and I rushed to the inpatient department.
On the way, Su Xi told me that when she rushed to the floor, she saw a person lying in the gazebo, and saw that I was very similar, so she came to have a look.
As a result, it was really me.
I nodded, but didn't speak.
My mind was full of questions, even wondering if what I had experienced last night was real, or if something was really wrong with my spirit.
Back in the lounge, the sunspots were gone, and the bed was neat, even mine.
Sitting on the sofa, I lit a cigarette and thought, as if I had lost my soul.
The cigarette in my mouth, I didn't smoke it all, it burned out, and the soot fell on my pants!
"Xiaowen, you haven't left yet!"
Sister Li stood in the corridor and saw me sitting on the sofa in a daze, showing a look of astonishment, and then it was fleeting, and a smile appeared on her face.
I came to my senses, looked at Sister Li at the door, immediately put away her haggard look, and barely squeezed out a smile: "Not yet, I'm ready to leave immediately." ”
Sister Li smiled, she walked in, and the room was suddenly filled with a strong smell of perfume.
But for some reason, it was so punctured and foul-smelling to me.
She said, "Is your mother getting better now?" ”
I nodded and said, "It's much better, it's all up to you that my mother's condition will be cured in such a short period of time." ”
"It's all a small thing, it's just a gesture. We are all colleagues and should help each other. Sister Li smiled, and then said, "Xiaowen, you do a good job, I am optimistic about you." ”
"Well, I know, Sister Li." I said with a smile.
"Okay, I'll get busy first."
After the words fell, Sister Li left the lounge.
I took a deep breath, forced myself to cheer up, went to the toilet and washed my face with cold water, and suddenly sobered up a lot.
It's just that in the mirror, I'm still so haggard, and my face is white and scary.
Rubbing his eyes, he picked up his coat and left the lounge, ready to go to the hospital to see his mother, and then go back to school.