I am Qi Minghua, I was born in Sichuan when I was a child, and my family is very happy, with my parents and my brother. When I was very young, I always felt that my family was still very happy.

In fact, it's true, because I'm a girl and I'm beautiful, so when I was a child, my parents always spoiled me like a little princess.

My memory was extremely happy until I was 15 years old. But when I was 15 years old, everything changed for me, and this year, I met a boy for the first time.

His name is Chen Zixiang, and he is two years older than me, but he is in the same class as me. We all thought he was a repeater, but the homeroom teacher told us that he was the first in our grade.

It was also a long time before I realized that this Chen Zixiang was an orphan. So I started school two years later than us, and I came to our school because of my good academic performance.

Our school is not a particularly good school, but the principal promised to exempt Chen Zixiang from the tuition fee for three years of high school for the sake of our school's admission rate. He was also promised 500 yuan a month for living expenses, and he came to our school.

Our high school is just an ordinary high school, and many schools with poor admission rates will do this. That's how Chen Zixiang entered my life.

After all, I am a girl, my height is not very high, and Chen Zixiang is the key protection object, so in this way, Chen Zixiang and I became the same table.

For the first three days, Chen Zixiang and I never spoke. My academic performance was very average, and I couldn't keep up with many courses in junior high school, and I was almost reading books in high school.

So every day I spend every day in class in a daze and cranky, but Chen Zixiang is different, almost every class, Chen Zixiang is extremely serious.

I thought that Chen Zixiang's days and I would go through quietly like this, until one day, I remember that after the first autumn rain, the weather was already a little cold, and we all immediately put on our coats.

That morning's morning self-study, Chen Zixiang changed his previous seriousness, and he was lying there from the beginning of the morning self-study, maybe he was too tired, and I didn't dare to care about him, but what I didn't expect was that Chen Zixiang suddenly reached out and grabbed me.

I was suddenly pulled and was also taken aback, but when I turned my head to look at Chen Zixiang, I found that Chen Zixiang's face was very pale. There is no blood on the whole face, and there is a lot of sweat on the head, it is so cold this season, it is probably not the sweat that comes out of the heat.

Chen Zixiang's weak voice came: "I have low blood sugar, can you help me buy some food?" ”

Girls love snacks, so I immediately borrowed a few White Rabbit toffees from a good friend and handed them to Chen Zixiang: "You eat this first, I'll buy you bread!" "I was afraid that Chen Zixiang would not have the strength, so I peeled off the wrapping paper on the outside of the toffee with my own hands.

Seeing Chen Zixiang put the toffee in his mouth, I ran to the commissary, bought a bread for Chen Zixiang, and I returned to the class.

Chen Zixiang lowered his head and devoured all the bread of that size, I watched Chen Zixiang eat the whole bread in only three bites, and I smiled and said, "Do I want to buy you another one!" ”

After eating a few pieces of toffee and a whole loaf of bread, Chen Zixiang's face immediately became rosy. After being at the same table for so long, it was the first time I saw Chen Zixiang smile: "No need, thank you." ”

In the morning, I came out for early self-study, and there were still four classes, and I was worried that Chen Zixiang would not be able to stay up for lunch: "But there are still a few hours before lunch, can you hold on?" ”

Chen Zixiang nodded: "It's okay, I can do it, thank you for not telling the whole class about this." ”

Although I am a girl, I know that boys love face, if I told the whole class loudly just now, everyone would definitely help Chen Zixiang, but it would also make Chen Zixiang a little embarrassed.

I looked at Chen Zixiang's smile and suddenly felt my heart beat violently, which I had never felt before. I couldn't help but always look at Chen Zixiang's face secretly.

Chen Zixiang's skin has a sickly white, and even now that Chen Zixiang has returned to a normal state, Chen Zixiang's face is a little pale. Because his skin is too white, Chen Zixiang's eyebrows appear extraordinarily black, and his lips are also whitish pink.

Chen Zixiang's whole person was in a relatively thin state, maybe he found that I was peeking at him, Chen Zixiang also turned his head to look at me, Chen Zixiang smiled slightly, and the whole person was like a spring flower.

Seeing Chen Zixiang smiling at me, I immediately turned my face. Then I ran away, and I didn't understand what it was like I had a rabbit beating in my heart. But I know I can't easily forget Chen Zixiang's smile.

I began to want to know more about Chen Zixiang, I was eating aimlessly in the cafeteria alone, and my good friend walked up to me with a plate: "Huahua, what do you want?" ”

I shook my head: "It's nothing, I just thought about what I just watched." ”

Good friend Rong Rong smiled: "Huahua, you sit with Chen Zixiang every day, and you don't even have a conversation in class, I guess it's very uncomfortable, right?" ”

Another good friend of mine is called Xiaoling: "Yes, Ah Hua, you sit with Chen Zixiang every day, isn't it particularly boring." ”

I smiled: "It's not that exaggerated, in fact, it's good to sit with him, at least it's very quiet." After thinking about it, I still couldn't help but wonder in my heart: "What kind of boy is this Chen Zixiang." ”

Xiaoling is usually very gossipy: "You have to ask me about this, I know very well, this Chen Zixiang was an orphan since he was a child, his parents died when he was very young, he grew up in an orphanage when he was very young, I heard that he was adopted once, and then he was returned to the orphanage, maybe his personality is not very good!" ”

I couldn't help but ask again, "Does the orphanage care about him?" ”

Xiaoling smiled: "He is 17 years old, and it is impossible for the orphanage manager to manage so much, if our school hadn't gone to the previous few years, the admission rate was too low, and it would have been impossible for him to come, I heard that he would definitely be admitted to a key university!" ”

Rong Rong couldn't help but interject: "It's a pity that our school only gives him 500 yuan a month, I heard others say that he costs at least more than 300 yuan every month just to buy materials, and the rest of the money is not enough to eat, you see, he came." ”

Following Rong Rong's eyes, we saw Chen Zixiang walking not far from us with a dinner plate, and we could clearly see that Chen Zixiang had beaten half a catty of rice and a serving of tofu.

Rong Rong whispered: "Normal people eat 3 taels of rice when they do more, but he beats half a catty of rice every time, and only beats a vegetarian dish every time." We usually don't waste it, but a meal costs at least 5.6 yuan, but Chen Zixiang only spends one dollar per meal, and he doesn't spend a dime more. ”

Xiao Ling looked surprised: "No wonder he is always so thin, it's quite pitiful to say, do you think we should organize our classmates to donate some money to him?" ”

Rong Rong looked disdainful: "People are born in poverty, and they are still orphans, if you donate money to others, isn't that another stab in the heart?" ”

I couldn't help it: "Then let's always help him!" ”

Rong Rong is usually the most eccentric, tilted her head and thought: "Look at me!" After speaking, Rong Rong went to the window, then walked back with a braised pork, and walked directly to Chen Zixiang.

"Chen Zixiang, I made a braised pork, but I remembered that I was losing weight, you can help me eat it, please." You also know that it's shameful to be wasteful! Rong Rong's personality is like this, she is very aggressive, Chen Zixiang didn't see that Rong Rong was intentional at all.

Chen Zixiang said with a smile: "Then I'll give you the money!" After speaking, she was going to pay for it, where was Rong Rong willing to ask for money: "What are you doing, our classmates, you are helping me, how can I ask you for money, let me copy your math homework next time." ”

After speaking, Rong Rong ran to our side: "See, this Chen Zixiang is still very good, but he is a bit of a nerd." ”

Xiao Ling pursed her lips: "But you can do this once or twice, you can't go on like this forever!" ”

Xiaoling and Rong Rong's words made me feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, they are both students, but Chen Zixiang has endured too much torture that we shouldn't bear at our age.

If Chen Zixiang's parents are also alive, they should be very proud of their son with such a good academic performance, right? My academic performance was poor, but I was still a treasure in the hands of my parents.

I looked at Chen Zixiang quietly, the amount of braised pork is not small, our school cafeteria is relatively conscientious, but such a big portion of braised pork, Chen Zixiang eats so sweet. watched Chen Zixiang take a bite of a piece of braised pork, and then pair it with a big mouthful of rice.

I can see that Chen Zixiang usually feels that he has never made braised pork, so he eats so fragrantly. In the end, even that little bit of vegetable soup, Chen Zixiang mixed it into the rice.

But Chen Zixiang is not a person who doesn't want tofu if he has braised pork, since he eats the original tofu very cleanly. I looked at the food on my plate, and today I ordered a serving of potato chicken nuggets and a scrambled egg with tomatoes. My restaurant is relatively small, and I can't finish what I often order.

It's the first time I've seen someone actually eat a meal so clean, this is how long it took to develop a habit to make Chen Zixiang like this.

I was distracted all afternoon, and I didn't know what I could do to help Chen Zixiang. So much so that I walked without noticing the street lamp railing.

At the moment when I hit the railing, my head was protected by a hand: "Ah Hua, what are you thinking?" Why did the railing hit up. ”

I look at the person you are looking after me: "Dongdong, thank you! "Dongdong is my boyfriend and we have always had a good relationship.

Dongdong smiled brightly: "What's wrong with you, I looked at you as absent-minded in the morning, and I saw that you kept staring at Chen Zixiang, you wouldn't like him, right?" ”

I immediately blushed: "You don't do well in class, why do you keep staring at me?" ”

Dongdong smiled: "Get rid of it, I'm sitting behind you, you keep turning your head to look at the side, can I not see?" You don't really like Chen Zixiang, do you? ”

I have a good relationship with Dongdong, and I don't plan to hide it from Dongdong: "I just think he's so pitiful and want to help him!" ”

Dongdong also nodded: "Chen Zixiang's life is very bitter, and I also want to help him, but the teacher said before, don't always make Chen Zixiang feel that we are helping him, otherwise it will make Chen Zixiang unnatural!" ”

I sighed, "Then what do you think we need to do to help him?" ”

Dongdong's big eyes rolled, and then he pulled me to the cafeteria, and Dongdong took me directly to the aunt who was cooking in the canteen: "Auntie, I'll discuss something with you!" ”

Dongdong has a good relationship with the people in the entire canteen, and the aunt also knows Dongdong: "Stinky boy, what do you want to do, are you hungry?" ”

Dongdong took out 50 yuan from his pocket and handed it to the cafeteria aunt: "Auntie, you take this money!" ”

The aunt took the money and immediately said, "What do you want to eat?" ”

Dongdong waved his hand: "It's not me who eats, there is a Chen Zixiang in our class, you know?" ”

Before the aunt could reply, another aunt rushed to answer: "I know, it's the top student who eats half a catty of rice and a vegetarian dish, I heard that he is an orphan, and he looks very pitiful." ”

Dongdong nodded: "If you don't have a meal in the future, you will give him a meat dish, so it will be deducted from the 50 yuan!" ”

Auntie thought for a while: "The meat dishes in our canteen are generally 4 yuan a piece, and you can't last a few meals for 50 yuan!" ”

When I heard this, I immediately took out a hundred yuan from my pocket, which was the pocket money that my father quietly gave me: "Plus my hundred, it is estimated that it will be enough for him to eat for a while." ”

The two aunts in the cafeteria were also moved: "These two children discussed in their hearts, okay, I am in charge, this month, I will give Chen Zixiang one more meat dish per meal!" ”

When I walked out of the cafeteria with Dongdong, Dongdong couldn't help but ask me: "Are you going to like him silently like this like this, don't you plan to talk to him?" ”

I pouted and didn't speak, we were only a freshman in high school, and we were only 16 years old, and we fell in love at this time, which seemed to be a little early. But I know that I seem to really like Chen Zixiang.

Since that day, my heart seems to be different from before, in the past, in my heart, there was only family, but now I have a person in my heart who is not a family member, it turns out that this is like.

Dongdong couldn't help but quip: "Huahua, it's actually good that you like Chen Zixiang, because Chen Zixiang is an orphan, and you don't have to serve your mother-in-law in the future." ”

I was so angry that I said, "You hate it, I'll ignore you." ”

In fact, what I thought in my heart was, can Chen Zixiang and I really be together? Is there really a future? Chen Zixiang almost didn't talk to me except this time, he probably won't like me!