Su Xia has an exclusive secret and habit of focusing on efficient work, which is to dim the surrounding light source and leave a light source on the desk, as if all the energy is gathered in one place.

In the dormitory standard room, which is less than 40 square meters, the dazzling light of the ceiling light disappears, and the interference of sunlight is blocked by thick curtains.

A black old-fashioned button lamp on the desk illuminated the messy pile of materials and laptops, reflecting Su Xia's focused face. There was only the sound of ticking on the keyboard, empty and silent, all the vitality and silence focused on the light emitted by the old-fashioned desk lamp and Su Xia's thin back.

"Jingle bell", the mobile phone rings with the sound of information. Su Xia didn't have any intention of looking through it, it should be some kind of garbage information, she didn't have the heart to pay attention to it, she just wanted to complete the task quickly, return to the home of Chao Si Wanlong, and see her dear people.

Immediately after "jingle bell" and "jingle bell" rang twice in a row, Su Xia got up and planned to go to the bedside to take a look at his mobile phone, and also stretched his stiff back by the way.

I saw a treasure payment information: Dear Mr. Chen, your credit card with a tail number of 1999 spent 3,855 yuan at 13:08 on March 12, 2016, and the transaction merchant Wanli Shopping Center. Then there was a successful payment of 5,280 yuan and a successful payment of 1,300 yuan, Su Xiameng circled and exploded, shouldn't Chen Xuan be playing with his son at his grandmother's house 90 kilometers away now? ! Why does it appear in a shopping mall near the unit?! Or has the card been stolen?

But her intuition told her that it wouldn't be theft, so she first dialed her mother Xia Qin's phone: "Mom, where is Chen Xuan?" ”

"Let's go, he said that there was something wrong with his unit, so he put down his toys in the morning and left."

"Oh, I see."

Su Xia, who hung up the phone, was like five thunderbolts, and a ball of fire instantly filled the entire chest cavity, expanding and expanding again...... Reason told her no, no, no, not to explode on the spot. She picked up the glass of water that had been placed next to the desk, and swallowed a large gulp of cold boiled water that had been placed with a tremor in her throat, Su Xia tried to regain her composure and consciousness, thinking about all possibilities......

Su Xia forcibly suppressed his anger and dialed Chen Xuan's phone, and asked calmly and calmly, "Where are you now?" ”

"I'm in the unit, and I need to work overtime because of an urgent job." There was not the slightest trace of panic and lies in the tone, and it was the same as when I usually said overtime. It seems that it is not the first time that he has mastered it, but how much Su Xia believes in him, he has never questioned it a little, and even lost his basic judgment, how can an ordinary employee of a state-owned monopoly have so many shifts to work over, after work and on weekends, hey, at this moment Su Xia has realized his stupidity and permissiveness. Su Xia didn't plan to be stupid any longer, and replied, "Oh, add it." He didn't tell him about the binding of his credit card to her Alipay, so even Chen Xuan himself should have forgotten about it.

Hanging up the phone, Su Xia didn't have any intention to write it down anymore, her intuition could almost confirm that there was something wrong with her marriage, a huge problem that she didn't want to face and never expected, followed by huge doubts and pain, she couldn't wait for confirmation and evidence, but what she needed most at the moment was to pretend to be calm and indifferent until she could go home a week later......

After returning home, Su Xia carried out the evidence collection work in an orderly manner, and the evidence collection was not for divorce, but only to confirm the truth, and Su Xia needed to know the truth. One crying, two troubles, and three hangings are not Su Xia's style, but when encountering things, he becomes more and more calm. A shopping website purchased a dash cam and it arrived the next day. When I was sleeping, I easily opened the password of my mobile phone, found text messages, WeChat records, game records, Alipay transaction records, and took photos for retention.

Since there is usually not too much control between the husband and wife, after eight years of marriage, Su Xia gave Chen Xuan too much freedom and trust. For example, Su Xia confiscated Chen Xuan's salary, although Su Xia was doing all kinds of daily purchases in the family, to be exact, but Chen Xuan was a little resistant to the implementation of a month, and her mother-in-law Xia Qin secretly objected, Su Xia felt that the trouble would be gone, so the usual expenses were basically paid consciously, and Su Xia's salary was enough to pay for the daily expenses of an ordinary small family, so there was no special stipulation. Su Xia did not have the habit and interest of flipping through Chen Xuan's mobile phone, but important passwords such as bank cards and mobile phones were an emotional password that they agreed to share with each other - the combination of the two people's birthdays...... and so on, so this also leads to Chen Xuan's secrecy work being sparse but not confidential, and it is not even confidential.

Reason is no substitute for the heartache of betrayal. Su Xia who goes to work during the day is still the same happy and hard-working Su Xia. After getting off work to prepare dinner, the kitchen door was closed, and the range hood was turned on to the highest setting, drowning out her sobs and sorrows.

Ready for dinner, looking at the European-style double-sided log clock hanging in the living room with teary eyes, the hour hand was already pointing to more than six o'clock, under normal circumstances, Chen Xuan was almost home. Su Xia wiped away her tears, adjusted her mood, and waited for Chen Xuan to go home, and the family of three had dinner together.

Two weeks later, one weekend, Xibao asked Chen Xuan to send him to his grandmother's house, and Su Xia cleaned and did housework at home as usual. For dual-income workers with babies, half-day cleaning time on weekends is precious and urgently needed.

Chen Xuan returned home after sending it off, hung the car key on the door hook, and did not mean to change his shoes, and said to Su Xia, who was mopping the floor: "I have something to do in my unit today, I have to go to the unit to work overtime, and I won't come back." ”

"Wait a minute." Susha suppressed all her anger and deception as she put the used mop back in the bathroom. Su Xia, who knew the truth well and suppressed it, felt that Chen Xuan in front of her was like a clown who was performing hard, and she was the only audience member who was mocked. The result of the game of truth and anger is that the face appears calm as usual, followed by the words, "I have something to tell you." ”

"What's the matter, let's talk about it in the evening! I'm in a hurry to get to work. Chen Xuan turned around to go out, not realizing what was going to happen, this blatant lie and a well-deserved tone of rebuke angered Su Xia, how could deception be so shameless!

"I said, something's wrong!" Su Xia's emotions were aroused, and he said in an unusually tough tone. Chen Xuan saw Su Xia's extremely serious expression and realized that something was about to happen, something serious.

"What's the matter, hurry up." Chen Xuan's tone was arrogant, but he had no confidence.

Chen Xuan sat on the sofa, and Su Xia tried his best to restrain the photos of WeChat chat records, Alipay transaction records, and driving track prints in front of Chen Xuan.

"Su Xia, you actually secretly checked me!"

"You're not afraid of shadows, if you don't do anything, why are you afraid of people checking!"

"What did I do! I didn't do anything! Chen Xuan looked arrogant and greatly wronged.

Su Xia only thought it was ridiculous, she thought that this man would admit his mistakes, beg for forgiveness, regret his mistakes, and cry bitterly...... Su Xia was wrong, she was a mess, she overestimated her weight and position, underestimated the man's shamelessness and shamelessness, and even denied it in the face of iron-like evidence! Ten years of relationship (two years of love, eight years of marriage) can't be exchanged for a word of truth and heart-to-heart, even if you say "I was wrong, daughter-in-law!" Even if it says, "If something goes wrong in our marriage, we'll solve it together." Even if you say, "I don't have feelings for you anymore, I don't love you anymore." "Even if you don't say anything, just a little sadness...... Su Xia would choose to forgive, and if the problem was on him, he would even correct it, but he didn't ......

Su Xia was completely enraged, "Don't you know what you've done!" Do you have a face to do and no face to admit it! ”

"Don't look for trouble, just let it go!"

"Who are the two of us who have a good life! I commute to and from work every day to pick up my son, cook, housework, you said that you have cooked a meal, dragged the ground once, have you taken your son well! Su Xia was full of grievances, tears rained down, and her voice was hoarse.

"Didn't I play with my son while you cooked!"

"It's ridiculous, do you still want to accompany the children when I cook! How many times have I been with me in total, who pretends to work overtime every day! ”

"Then don't say I'm not with you!"

"Why do I have to do all the housework at home for the same salary, but you don't do anything!"

"I'm still paying my mortgage!"

"It's only been a few months since the mortgage was exchanged, and you've only repaid it for a few months, and you still have the face to say, what about the money before, you either buy a string or buy jade, do you have a penny to spend at home, nanny money, son milk powder, diapers, clothes and toys and various household expenses, do others and you have to live!?"

"Didn't I come out of my son's early education of 14,000!"

Su Xia sneered, and he had to talk about an early education fee two years ago, and suddenly felt that it was pointless to quarrel like this, and he didn't want to quarrel anymore, so what about the grievances he was full of? "What scum!"

"Who do you call scum! Tell you Su Xia, just pass if you think about it, and pull it down if you don't want to! After saying that, he slammed the door and left.

At that moment, Su Xia suddenly realized that she was married to a scumbag, and her eight years of hard work and grudge could not even be exchanged for a sentence of guilt and repentance when she betrayed, she cried and cried, cried and cried, cried and cried...... What made Su Xia collapse the most was that she found out that she was still in love with this scumbag.