"Let's meet today." A week later, Su Cheng called Su Xia and said.

"Your daughter-in-law is gone?"

"Hmm...... Yes, I walked yesterday. Su Cheng didn't expect Su Xia to ask so directly, and he didn't expect Su Xia to call her that, so he hesitated a little and replied.

"Did she think of me when she was gone?" Sioux City smelled a thick smell of gunpowder.

During the week, Sioux City was not completely uncontacted by Su Xia, and there were occasional phone calls and messages, but irregularly. Su Xia, who was angry, was not very enthusiastic, and his response was very flat, and when Han Tao came back, Su Cheng was afraid that Su Xia would suddenly contact him, so Su Xia's coldness Su Cheng didn't feel anything unusual. After all, the two have formed a tacit understanding, that is, Su Cheng does not disturb Su Xia when Xibao is at home, and occasionally there is no phone call for messages, and Su Xia does not take the initiative to contact Su Cheng at all when he is at home.

"Not happy?"

"Nope."

"See you tonight."

"Nope."

Su Xia is not completely angry, after Valentine's Day, she realized that she was immersed in the anesthesia of extramarital affairs, and when she was sober, she was in the entanglement and contradiction of moral self-criticism and love yearning. She didn't know what to do, so she tried to escape.

"If there's anything to say, we'll meet and talk."

A man's rational mind suppresses the sensibility of giving sincerity, but it cannot suppress the desire of the body, because the desire satisfies himself, while the sensibility may hurt himself. And Su Cheng belongs to the extremely rational person, but Su Xia belongs to the extremely emotional, so most of the so-called rational men actually love only himself.

"I'm just the spice of your marriage...... Let's break up. Su Xia mustered up all the strength of his body to say this sentence that he had rehearsed many times in his heart, but his heart ached inexplicably.

Su Cheng was stunned.

"I'm almost at your door now. Break up also to be clear, you can't say break up. "Sioux City was a serial cannon.

Su Xia's firm thought of not seeing was shaken, after all, how could the relationship for such a long time be broken. But she was so afraid that all her insistence and defense line would be easily shattered by a hug from Sioux City when she met.

Su Xia opened the door to Su Cheng, and Su Cheng naturally placed the briefcase on the coat rack at the door, and then took out his own home shoes from the shoe cabinet and changed them into.

Su Xia turned around and sat on the couch. Su Cheng sat down, and Su Xia stayed away.

"Shall we talk?"

"Okay, let's talk."

"Then I don't know what to say."

"If you don't know what to say, don't say it."

There was silence.

"Is it because I can't be with you these days? But her mother is back, I have to pay attention, I don't usually accompany you. ”

"yes, I didn't say no."

"So what are you doing now? I don't see each other, and I don't care when I see it. ”

"So what's the matter, I should be very happy that you can't accompany me when you go home, right?"

"You know I have a family."

"Yes, I know, I know everything!" Su Xia began to sobbed aggrievedly, "Just because you know that I can't have emotions, can you!" ”

"No, I didn't say that."

"What you mean is, woo woo......" Su Xia turned from sobbing to whimpering, "I forgive you for not being able to accompany me if you have a home, and I forgive you for not wanting to be discovered, but you can't allow me to be unhappy, love is originally selfish and monopolistic." Su Xia stopped sobbing and said with a slight pause; If we just ** relationship can be. ”

"How can you say it so ugly?"

"That's the way it is, you're with someone else, you're leaving me aside, and you're not allowed to be unhappy."

"You can be unhappy, but this is the objective situation now."

"What objective situation? It's just that I want to perform as a good husband again, and I want to love you with all my heart, right? You don't love your lover, you don't love me, you only love yourself! Su Xia excitedly said the thoughts that had been suppressed for a long time.

This statement undoubtedly angered Sioux City, although it may have been true.

Su Cheng roared, "Then what do you want?!" ”

"Let's calm down for a while. I don't want a love that doesn't belong to me, and I can't make mistakes again and again. ”

"There is no right or wrong in love. But you have to think that it must be done, I have nothing to say, and I agree with any decision you make. ”

"How did it become my decision?"

"yes, if you don't say break up, I won't say it."

"Nonsense, what do you have to lose, it's me who is sad." Su Xia thought to herself, but she didn't choose to say the words that hurt her feelings more emotionally under the excitement, and calmed her emotions: "I'm just really sad, it may be my own problem, I can't be as rational as you, women are emotional, I take love too seriously." ”

"It's not your fault, it's not our relationship's fault, but sometimes we have to face reality and just enjoy this relationship." Su Cheng also became softer, and he made a gesture of empathy for Su Xia's pain.

"I can't do it, I love you, but I always feel like I stole it, I want love that belongs to me, I don't want this."

"You see, if you have to stay in this logic, it's unsolvable."

"That's because you don't love me enough!"

"How about loving you, do I want a divorce, and then make a mess, we may not be happy when we get married, and now the children are so young."

Of course, Su Xia understands that even if you love each other again, marriage may not be appropriate, not to mention that stolen love with distance originally comes with a layer of fog that covers up the truth. But her contradiction is that I can not want marriage, not based on not being able to want it, although she should have known from the beginning that this was the starting point of a contradiction, that she had sent herself to this dead end, and that no one else was to blame.

"I don't want to break up your family." Su Xia was extremely sad to think of Coco-Su Cheng's daughter possibly facing a family breakdown, just like her beloved Xibao was in the same situation, she didn't want any child to live in a broken family, but now it was she who was the one who was the destroyer, a third party became someone else's third party!

This kind of contradiction and guilt haunts Su Xia from time to time, but every time she enjoys the comfort and warmth brought by this man, Su Xia forgets everything, and dilutes the moral sense of betrayal and inner contradiction with the psychology of never destroying the other party's marriage or asking for marriage.

And Su Xia gradually became more and more aware that this man belonged to someone else, she was the invader, and once the invader stepped into the territory, she could only camp temporarily or live permanently, would she be the victorious invader? Or is it just a passer-by?

"So, wouldn't it be nice for us to enjoy the present, no one can say what will happen in the future, who knows what might happen."

"Let me calm down for a while."

"Well, if you think that's good."

Su Cheng left, and Su Xia was full of loneliness and loneliness, but finally took a brave step forward. Only by taking this step will there be more steps. It is also this step that clears the fog that covers the relationship between the two.