People who are scattered in their hearts should not fall asleep in the afternoon.

When I woke up, the room was dark, and the whole person was covered in darkness and empty. It's as if there is only one person left in this world.

Fear in the heart is empty.

I called for winter break in a panic, crying: "Winter break, winter break, where have you been......"

Then the bedroom door opened, and someone walked in with a wax table, "Little dodder woke up?" So I told you to get up, are you hungry? ”

I sat up in amazement and looked at the man in disbelief, feeling a bad premonition.

"Who are you?" I whispered.

The man turned on all the lamps, and I saw her face. She is a thirty-four-five-year-old woman, who looks like she has endured hardships, with a virtuous face, and her figure is neither thin nor fat.

She smiled kindly and said to me, "Xiaosuo, I have just been transferred, and I will be responsible for taking care of you in the future." ”

My heart was shocked: "What about winter break? ”

She didn't answer the topic, and said in a coaxing tone: "There is your favorite Longjing shrimp tonight, let's eat first?" ”

I shook my head: "You told me about the winter break, I only ate ......"

She smiled: "She has some temporary things, go out for a trip, and come back in a while." ”

"Really?"

"Really."

She brought dinner to my bedside. Seeing that I was still puzzled and not moving, he began to feed me.

I passively opened my mouth and tasted like chewing wax.

I didn't eat a few bites, and I heard the gossip of the palace maids in the courtyard.

"Eh, you know what? Aya of Xiao Su is going to lead the troops into battle. ”

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My brain was bloodshot all at once!

What they said later, it was already covered in buzzing tinnitus.

I trembled with anger, and the woman who fed me rushed out of the door and drank them away.

I was hysterical in my heart: "Good you dog emperor!" Just gave a pretext for trying an old case, symbolically appeasing the hearts of the ministers, so impatient, the dog can't store dry food, ask my dad to sell your life! ”

At the moment I only regret that the two caracals that tickled him were too small! Why don't I give him two big ones!

The new woman looked at me and tried to persuade: "Don't worry, I heard that the sage has allocated troops, grain, grass, weapons, in short, everything. Moreover, your father has always been "bold and martial", and with your uncle's family following, there is no need to worry about it. ”

I squinted at her, "Why don't you go and lead the troops?" Anyway, you have everything. ”

She frowned, pursed her lips, sat down and brought the rice bowl to me, and said in a whisper: "The days are going to pass, and the rice will be eaten, you are happy, and all adults will not be distracted on the battlefield." You say yes, right? ”

This exhortation is like a personal word.

So, I cooperated with a few more strong swallows. Then he shook his head and stopped eating, wiped his mouth, and asked, "Didn't you say that you would come back after a while of winter rest?" It's not a while. ”

She was obsessed with feeding me, and the spoon was still picking in the dish, picking out the shrimp to stuff me: "Obedient, you see that you are thin, eat a little more." ”

I dodged and she chased. forced the back of my hand to block, and the spoon fell to the ground.

She felt sorry for the food, and said with a little anger, "What's the matter with you kid?!" I'll tell you the truth, I can't come back from winter break, I was transferred. ”

"What?" My voice trembled, and tears burst instantly......

In the afternoon, she was still laughing with me, and that's it, gone? Suddenly gone?

My face was covered with tears, like a veined stream, flowing down.

This woman was a little helpless when she saw me with her eyes wide open and crying. Quickly rub it for me, and want to reach out and hug me.

I shook off her hand and cried to her, "You go! Come on! I didn't let you come! I just need winter breaks! Just take winter breaks! ”

She took two steps back, sighed, and looked at me helplessly.

I was crying so painfully that the sky was dark, and I vaguely heard a sentence in my ears: "I still haven't beaten you enough!" ”

I immediately suppressed my crying and turned my head in horror to see my aunt walking in coldly, angry.

I haven't seen her for more than 20 days, and at the same time she appeared, there was also the ring ruler that was stained with my blood. I'm all too familiar with it.

I was stunned, I didn't dare to cry anymore, I looked at the ruler hanging in her hand, I sat on the bed and shivered, and the tears I shed had become cold. Hit on the placket and drip into ice.

My aunt said: "I naturally have the right to transfer the people I transferred to you at any time, and I can still say no?" You need to know that you were all responsible for her transfer. Do you still have a face to cry about? ”

My aunt knew that I was afraid of the ruler, and there seemed to be a little smile on her face, so she gently lifted it: "I heard that you can walk and sit these days, and your skin and flesh have healed." It doesn't matter, just smash it again. ”

I looked straight ahead, including my aunt, and it was a shadow. I subconsciously started to hide back......

"What? I knew I was scared. Do you think that the wrong thing you have done, coupled with your current performance, can solve the problem with a single beating? ”

"I don't need to say more, just lie down on your own. When I say it a second time, I'll drag you out into the yard to fight. ”

I was dumbfounded, completely stupid.

The new woman began to talk to the mud, and while putting me down, she said, "Our little man is not disobedient, but frightened. Listening to my aunt's words, my aunt stopped fighting. ”

My whole body was numb, like dead wood, my face was buried in the pillow, and my heart began to cramp.

My aunt was telling me what it meant to do what I said, and I was shaking like chaff.

The look of me being scared seemed to fill her.

Then, she tugged at my pants, looked at the old wound, and said, "Since it is not yet complete, I will leave this second punishment to you for the time being, and leave it to be seen." ”

"New here, you need to call her Aunt Mei. Although she takes care of you, you must not be disrespectful to her. Remember? ”

My world was already beating drums, and I nodded desperately to the sound of the drums.

My aunt finally saw my obedience and stopped admonishing me. Changing his tone, he said softly to Aunt Mei, "You come out with me." ”

Then the two of them opened the door and went out.

I had a scrambled heartbeat and shortness of breath. It seems that the inhaled air can only go halfway, and it cannot enter the heart and lungs. I clutched at the sheets and struggled to get through the discomfort.

Rubbing his hands, he suddenly felt a letter under his pillow.

I was overjoyed and quickly took it out to see.

When opened, the envelope is enveloped. The outer layer was written to me by Winter Break, and her familiar font unfolded in front of my eyes, as if she was in front of me.

"Little friend, I have been with you for a few months, and I know that you are a pure and good person in the world. Treat people and things, not to distinguish between high and low. The word "right" has never been slightly haunted. This time, even if there is a mistake, none of them are all caused by themselves, and everything is for others. I am familiar with each other, and my heart is enough. This separation, what can I do, but go to the proper place, should be relieved for me. The other book was obtained five days ago. The ghost made the gods send it, the winter break was overdue, and it was difficult to sleep for several days after reading, and now it has to be handed over to you. I hope that after reading it, everything will be cherished."

What is precious?

The letter in it should be Nian Yi'an's letter. For more than 20 days, there has been no news of him, whereas in the past there were letters in less than five days. I count the time he will arrive in Lanqiang, and it should be a while. I was already worried in my heart, but now this is ......

I opened the letter in a panic, not reading Yi'an's words! It was written by his retinue Zhuo Xi.

Between the lines, there is a paragraph, as if it was alive, jumped in front of my eyes for the first time, and then turned into thousands of needles horizontally and vertically, piercing my heart:

"On the fifth day of June, Yi Gongzi heard that the tea people were besieged by flash floods and went to the rescue in person. Torrential rain, roaring and roaring. Childe forgot to save people, but was suddenly attacked by a torrent and swept away without a trace. After three days of searching, he finally found it in the stream at the foot of the mountain, at this time the son was cold all over, and he had no breath, only the palm of his hand was clenched around his waist, and his face was smiling......

I couldn't hold the letter, and I didn't cry anymore. The world was filled with the sound of me opening my mouth to breathe.

Siha...... Siha......

Then, a big transparent hand broke through my chest and clenched my heart! All the blood was clogged, and my eyes were black and white.

I clutched my heart, and it hurt from the front to the back of my chest, and it was like a squeezing pain, like it was about to break the ribs of the thoracic vertebrae. The hand that pulls out the heart is no longer one, and there is another one from the back, and it is like this, tearing at the heart......

The teeth ached, the teeth tightened, the entire jaw area began to stiffen, and then the pain that dragged the person into hell passed from the teeth to the ears.

His shoulders and arms seemed to be numb, and his body was deformed and twisted.

I tried to climb up, over the pillow and at the head of the bed, trying to get a drink from the glass on the bedside, but I couldn't. At that moment, I looked at the sky, my eyes widened, and I was discouraged, "I can't live ......"

No matter how hard the physiology breathes, there is no qi to come in, and it will not help. My face was straight down, and my entire upper body was hanging from the bedside railing.

I hung like a dead body, unable to move. However, it won't be long before I'm a real corpse.

Although he couldn't move at first, he still felt pain. Later, consciousness floated.

Don't be sad anymore.

Nian Yi'an......

My consciousness called out to his name.

"Well, it's okay to come with you."

"We can finally be together every day."

In the near-death stage, the awareness of the body no longer exists.

The consciousness that had not dissipated knew that Aunt Mei was back, she touched me in surprise, probed her nose, and ran out quickly and shouted: "Adult, adult, the child is out of breath, out of breath!" ”

Floating in the air, he scolded her for being troublesome, and then focused, hurried up, and flew out......

At this moment, the soul turns into a butterfly bent on leaving, stirring its wings, and must go where it wants to go before the butterfly net comes.

The heart does not stop, and I can't stop thinking about it.

Xiao Anzi, I'm here.