Chapter 315
Fu Dongyang is actually a little complicated about his feelings for Han Duoduo, in fact, he doesn't care about the so-called reputation or anything.
And he doesn't know what he really is. really fell in love with Han Duoduo, or what, in fact, for him, this relationship is the least necessary.
Because in his existence for so many years, he. The most feared and least wanted to contact is to have feelings for humans or some kind of animals.
After all, his life is endless, and there is an end to any other life.
So it also makes him, after he has given his feelings, what he gets is definitely pain.
Later, he became numb, and in addition to cultivation, he really did something that interested him in the game world.
But after all, he is a man, so he is more likely to pursue a career at any time.
After all, there is. Endless life, but it does not mean that you are willing to live the lowest life in this society.
It's still high, and it's better to do whatever you want.
Fu Dongyang also knew deeply that if he really mixed at the bottom and would be bullied by anyone, it would be useless to have an endless life, and it would even be painful.
It is also because of this that he once served as the emperor of a country, of course, Han Duoduo didn't know about this kind of thing.
"Fu Dongyang, thank you anyway, and I think I need to explain.
That is, although Mo Qingye and I may get a little closer, I really don't have any unspeakable relationship with him.
Whether you believe it or not, although I said that I had a relationship with a man before, it was before I got married.
But since I married you, I haven't done anything to be sorry for you, even though we're just sham marriages.
But I've never been that kind of person, and besides, I can't do anything to betray my marriage, and I do everything with this person above board.
So, even if you are only my nominal husband now, I will not have an affair with other men and damage your reputation. ”
Han Duoduo felt that he needed to explain that although he had been beaten and scolded by his parents since he was a child, and although he was the kind of person who was very financially difficult since he was a child.
But this does not mean that you can betray your marriage, nor does it mean that you do not have this most basic bottom line.
Although in today's society, there are many women who don't care about these things for a long time, thinking that it is okay to have a casual relationship with a man, and even say that they have a boyfriend after getting married, and they will maintain that kind of ambiguous or even improper relationship with other men.
But I don't want to say what will happen to other people, but I will never be like this anyway.
This is the bottom line of being a person, and his bottom line will never change, even if Fu Dongyang really abandons himself, or is with another woman.
So even if you really want to find a man, you will end the marriage with him, and then find your own happiness again.
It's not that if someone else betrays their marriage, then they will betray their marriage, and they are not that kind of person.
In any case, this kind of moral bottom line has been deeply implanted in Han Duoduo's bone marrow.
It's like when Ye Jiuchen pursued Han Duoduo, Han Duoduo. It was also after many inquiries, and even probed to find out that this man who pursued him, although his reputation was not good.
Or it's more promiscuous for women, but there are really no other women around this man, and he doesn't mean that he robbed a woman's Ye Jiuchen, so he was relieved to be with this called Ye Jiuchen for nearly a year.
As for having a relationship, it may be because he is too lonely, or it may be because he likes that man too much, and that man really wants his body.
And Han Duoduo. To put it bluntly, I knew at the time that I might not be with this man for a long time, but I thought that I would dedicate my most precious first time to the man I loved the most, which could be regarded as a kind of responsibility for myself.
Although the final result was not good, she herself was ruthlessly abandoned by that man, and then she was ridiculed and attacked by so many so-called melon-eating people.
"Han Duoduo, you don't need to explain, I believe in you, the first time I saw you, I knew what kind of woman you were.
Han Duoduo, you are a good woman, and you are a good girl, you have always been, so a virtuous and kind girl like you, no matter what, even if someone secretly frames you and slanders you, I will not believe that you will take the initiative to betray me.
Although the two of us are just cooperative, although to be honest, I don't care about this so-called face. ”
Fu Dongyang smiled helplessly, "Han Duoduo, whether you believe it or not, this was actually at the time, although I had some thoughts about you, although I had the heart to take advantage of it."
But what I do more is that I feel sorry for you after learning what happened to you, and I even think that my life is almost endless anyway.
Even if this body is a body, it will definitely be much longer than your life, and I think if I can't do it, I will protect you for the rest of your life.
Of course, I also thought that if you really fall in love with someone else, then it won't be a big deal for me to fulfill you.
You are a very good really, you are a very nice and lovely girl, and I am willing to give you happiness.
It's just to be honest, maybe I've always been more selfish, you have a place in my heart, but this is not big enough for my future development. ”
Fu Dongyang also told the truth rarely, although the truth he said made Han Duoduo feel inexplicably heartbroken.
"Fu Dongyang, it's not as hurtful as you, you provoked me at the beginning, but you never thought about it, if I fell in love with you, I would be so chilled when I heard this.
Sure enough, he is a ruthless and unrighteous man, but you have told me such a big secret as yours.
It is true that you have an infinite life, and you can go through one so-called life experience after another, and I am just a drop in the ocean for you!
Maybe, as far as I'm concerned with you, it seems that I'm gone in ashes with the flick of your fingers, and it's definitely not worth any feelings you have for me, right?
You know? The cruelest thing in the world is the truth, you know? I've come out of my previous love.
Now it's because I have so much and I'm so confused about life.
Do you know? I don't even know where I'm going, I'm annoyed and uncomfortable.
I don't know how I feel about Mo Qingye, anyway, I don't hate him, and sometimes I'm a little happy to chat with him.
But I also know that this person is very dangerous, and he has been ill-intentioned towards me from the beginning, and even contacted, I may have the same thoughts as you, just to take advantage of me.
But does Fu Dongyang know? I'm lonely, I'm so lonely, I want to die when I'm so lonely.
That's why I want to hold it in front of me, as long as someone releases it on me, even if it's just a little bit of the so-called feeling that is a little sincere.
Do you know? I've always been lonely, like I've been for as long as I can remember. ”