"Yes, after so many years, if I don't say this, I will feel very sorry, I will feel such a kind of discomfort, I have no money, I left you directly with my willfulness, you don't know why I left, because I couldn't accept it at the time, I was always worried that I was really not as decisive as Gu Ruxi, and I think if I followed one of my own ideas like this, maybe it would be faster."

"So Qiao Yilong, I really don't know if I really regret it, so I don't want to regret it, I just went to talk about it, I know that I was sorry for you 5 years ago, and I feel very sorry now, if I hadn't left 5 years ago, would we have been together, would we have a better result?"

Qiao Yilong turned around, because some things had to be decided for many years, and he also knew that if Gu Rumeng hadn't left for so many years, he might not have a way to choose in the end, and the youth at that time were not very clear about emotional things.

He looked at her and said calmly.

"I'm sorry, I've been with Gu Ruxi for a long time, and we've been together for a long, long time."

She stayed there, and when she watched the other party say this answer, why did you have no empty top, and there was no way to accept it at all, as if she was really uncomfortable with this situation, could she use this way to tell herself that this truth didn't even have room for her own benefits.

But it's just this sentence, a lot of things are enough, and without saying anything, a definite answer has been formed to these people, and it has not changed, because the person has already told you that the answer will choose A.

This is the only standard answer.

Gu Rumeng's hand slowly slipped down, and took a few steps back towards the little little rabbit of Clenbuterol, and it was very difficult to watch the leaves of the sycamore trees next to him fall one after another, autumn has come.

"I'm sorry, I really don't know about this, I thought I didn't, so I still want to fight for it, if that's the case, I don't think I have a chance."

Qiao Yilong patted it gently, Gu Rumeng's shoulder was like an equal role, there was no meaning, that kind of obvious emotion, it was purely a very sincere mutual contact between friends.

"I'm still the same sentence, I actually think that if you really don't need to go back, there is no need to go abroad, because after all, people are in a foreign land, and as you grow up, you will be more mellow here, okay? If you want, we will accompany you together, and start over here together, hoping that you can come back home, even if it is to be a music teacher, in fact, this is also very good. ”

After saying this, he nodded calmly, drove the car, and left far away.

When Gu Rumeng returned to the dormitory, she looked very uncomfortable, completely depressed, and she didn't know what to do, feeling that her world had collapsed, and she had been half abandoned by this world.

Yes, when I came back, I sat on the sofa, leaning back on the sofa and looking out the window, not knowing how to think about the next move, thinking about how to proceed tomorrow, because the world I saw now was gray.

A

Gela was doing a gymnastics next to her, doing a fitness dance, and when she came in, she asked, "You're back so soon?" ”

But no one answered her topic.

When I looked back, I found that she was sitting on the sofa, her eyes were empty, and she looked very lonely, she looked like she was not giving up, frowning and hurriedly doing anxiety next to her.

"What happened to Gu Rumeng? Why are you not in good shape right now? Your face is very pale, and you don't tell me at all, are you sick? ”

Gu Rumeng lowered his head and kept his head tightly in this knee, his voice was very small, and it was completely a state of weakness.

"I really saw it just now, Qiao Yilong called me, I thought we could start over, I thought everything was okay, there was no one obstacle, we could recover without hesitation, like a group of recoveries, but I found that I was wrong, I was outrageously wrong, I actually confessed to him."

That's right, Gu Rumeng is the first time in his life to confess to a boy, in the bride of the years when everything was going well, he has always been the target of those male classmates, he is a very fresh rose in the school, and he has never taken the initiative to receive it many times.

Even later in this kind of interaction with Qiao Yilong, he never said a word of pursuit, as if he had been in a very passive state, thinking that these things should be enjoyed by himself, or that these things were taken for granted, because he was beautiful enough, and beautiful enough, and talented enough, attractive enough.

However, just now it was really the first time I confessed to a certain boy, and I really never had a state.

"Gu Rumeng, you are really good, you mustered up the courage, did you agree to this matter later, or the other party will be ecstatic, right?"

"No, really not, he just told me that he has been with Gu Ruxi, and it has been a long, long time."

A

Gela really opened her mouth wide and covered her mouth with her hands, looking incredulous, feeling that this kind of thing was absolutely impossible.

"No, how is this possible, and you know it, he can't be a sister who likes Shanghai at all, the person he obviously likes is you, otherwise how would he look at you and her for 5 years, this is definitely a lie, isn't it a little unspeakable, is there something that hasn't been said clearly."

Gu Rumeng raised her head, her eyes were already full of tears.

"No, actually, I guessed it a long time ago, I just haven't been there, I'm sure, I've already judged all this, you know? This is what he told me personally, and I already knew this ending, why because I saw them watching movies together in the theater, walking hand in hand, laughing and chatting together, I feel like I have never seen such a happy smile, I have never seen Gu Ruxi so careless, this is completely the relationship between a couple, this thing can't be disguised, I can see it clearly, I have been just deceiving myself, I thought all of these things were false, but now I finally know that true happiness is false, that it really exists! ”

Gu Rumeng said these words while saying, with a very uncomfortable cry, this feeling is so uncomfortable, completely thinking that everything is a matter of course, when you find these things, it is just your so-called personal imagination, you will feel how lonely.

A

Gela looked puzzled and uncomfortable to see her friend so uncomfortable.

"Gu Rumeng, this is really not a very important thing, the problem is that we should understand, how could he possibly like your sister, this thing can be seen in the eyes of Mingde people, how good you are compared to your sister, and whether it is from the appearance, but also from a talent, and from a background, you are really very good, you are not only that, you are so kind, you are very gentle, you have a sense of justice, you also do charity, you have everything, you should be the white lotus in the minds of many boys, That kind of daylight, why are you not as good as Gu Ruxi Gu Ruxi, but this is a selfish woman, it is the same as the indifferent and Lily, the type is not right, there must be something wrong in this, there must be something wrong in which environment, I feel that he has something unspeakable. ”

A

Gela crackled and said everything about her opinion, thinking that this thing was definitely a kind of hidden bitterness.

However, Gu Rumeng smiled sadly, with a kind of sadness, and the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked with tears, which still slipped down drop by drop.

"No, you don't care at all, he is really a very serious person, in fact, he will never have any deception in this world, he is that kind of person, I understand him, he is not the master who sent me to and from school every day, and if he has maintained a relationship with me as a friend, but I know that he is getting farther and farther away from me, I can feel it, and you know what? After we met, the relationship between us was still close to that of friends, and it was just such a politeness, and there was no longer the usual kind of talking, so there was no such freedom as in the past. ”

"So I feel like I've been making a fool of myself for so many years, I've been deceiving myself, I thought that I could forget these things in the five years I went abroad, or that I could let such things be punished more, but I didn't do anything wrong, I feel like this thing is a self-righteousness on my part."

"I really think that even if I didn't go abroad and I stayed here, I might not be able to get Qiao Yilong's heart, his heart may have been on Gu Ruxi a long time ago, and I just haven't noticed it, or she hasn't noticed it, the three of us have this complicated relationship."

"It's a feeling, I think I'm terrible, why don't I continue this beautiful relationship like this, I don't go to life, let us all keep each other in a natural state, like before, no one will feel guilty because of these past things, how good it would be, but why do I do this impulsively? I really regret it. ”

After Gu Rumeng said these words, he said these words with a kind of sadness, and he roared and pulled his hair in distress, as if he was really uncomfortable with such a topic, and he was indifferent and powerless about such a thing.

A

Gela rolled over her shoulders and looked at her very seriously, saying word by word.

"No, Gu Rumeng, don't think anything is your own fault, you should be willing to tell yourself clearly, you are really very good, you can play a pair of very good pianos, you are unique in our group, you are an extremely talented girl, you are a very good, you don't think you are a burden to yourself, you are not."

"Gu Rumeng, I'm going to tell you about this, I think there are definitely some problems, you also know a lot of things, just like the kind of supporting actresses in the novel are very unique, they are very ruthless, and they will do a lot of quick things in order to achieve their personal goals, and I am sure that people like this Gu Ruxi are definitely ruthless and will definitely not engage in some intrigues in order to achieve their goals, I think Qiao Yilong must have been forced to do this because he was caught by Gu Ruxi in some kind of thing."

Gu Rumeng hurriedly said, "Oh, I don't believe that Gu Ruxi would really do these things. ”

"Gu Rumeng, you are really naïve and simple, you are very pure, even if she does something, you have no way to get it, right, and everyone wears a mask, you don't know what Gu Ruxi thinks in her heart, you didn't expect that she did this Miss Gu when she came to your house, how many things there are, she must still do it behind your back, he came to your house from an assessment to be a wealthy lady, he must be extremely dark in his heart, this is the child of the original family!"

But when this Angela kept talking, but when she saw it, and she didn't have the heart to hear every word she said, she finally sighed often, because for this matter, the person concerned will understand what such a mood is.

In the evening.

Gu Ruxi was also busy for a long time, working overtime before returning to her dormitory, and Lili also started to cook a hearty dinner at home, basically after turning this kitchen upside down.

Originally, Gu Ruxi also wanted to be in the company and come back after checking everything, but after hearing Lili's call, she hurried back, and if she didn't come back, the kitchen would really be scrapped.

After the two of them had cleaned up these things in the kitchen, the dust finally settled, and the clock on the wall was close to 10:30, and dinner was not finished, and the stomach was already croaking with hunger.

Ordered a Meituan takeaway.

The two of them sat on this balcony, and only this woman was eating, and saw that Gu Ruxi was still eating, still looking at these cases, and she was also using the computer to quickly search for some information, which was completely eating, reading, and searching.

Lili complained: "No, you still have to do so many things now, our kitchen has just been tidied up, why don't you take a break, you make me feel guilty about this." ”

Gu Ruxi was still using the computer, quickly crackling and hiding some information, and then quickly typing it in the computer.

"There is no way, and my case will probably be tried the day after tomorrow, and I will see what kind of supplements are needed, if the case can be decided at this best time, if it is delayed, it may be unfavorable for us."

"Aren't there only three things you've assigned to one of your offices?"

"I applied for 4 more cases yesterday, so I have 7 cases in my backlog at the same time, and all of them are going to be tried in the near future, so I am in a hurry."

"My God, Gu Ruxi, I found out that you are really forcing yourself into a corner now, what are you doing with so many things, if these 7 cases are to be held at the same time, you are simply indistinguishable, here you have to check these middle volumes, you have to prepare these debates, this thing is strong enough for you, basically everyone is only responsible for 1~2 cases per month, you are responsible for 7 cases at the same time, this is simply incredible, this is simply treating yourself as a robot, Do you think you're a worker on an assembly line? ”

Gu Ruxi raised her head, hooked the corners of her mouth, and smiled slightly.

"Oh hey, don't say it so ugly, and it shows that I happen to be a celebrity in this lawyer's world, how can I take so many cases without a celebrity, I tell you, I want to take advantage of my prime, I want to take advantage of my appearance when I am so high, I must reach the top floor position, when the time comes, my appearance fee is the growth of Qi Brush, and if I can win these lawsuits, and make our clients satisfied, it is an income of Qi Brush, a steady stream, this is called a wealth of money, How can you not get along with money? ”

Lili said: "But it's normal for you to make money, but you are completely overdrawn with a physical strength, you are such a way to take over the work even our company was once the most popular best professional manager, our boss has never dared to take such a crazy case, the most peak period is only to receive 4~5 cases, one breath to receive 7 cases, this is really iron." ”

Gu Ruxi only raised her head, and with a helpless smile, she smiled directly.

"You are wrong about this, I really can't compare with our boss, our boss is a rich second generation, I have to rely on these things to support myself, so I have to take a few more cases, now I won't tell you, time can be squeezed out, this is a great writer of ours, Mr. Lu Xun once said, so I will go through this case now 7 cases is no problem."

Lili looked at the back of Gu Ruxi running upstairs, she felt completely helpless, and even the time to run upstairs seemed so eager, she was completely racing against time.

When I arrived at my room, I immediately turned on the air conditioner, sat on this balcony, looked at the scenery outside, and often sighed that I couldn't, and now I was far away when I was sad and sad, but now I have to deal with these things quickly.

I don't know why, Gu Ruxi's mind has not been able to concentrate, the lights outside have already been lit up, and the darkness has shrouded the whole world, there may be a black net, I thought I could touch a trace of light when I reached out, but in fact, what I got in this hand was just a piece of nothingness.

That's life.