After all, there are some partial advantages that are not used by Fang, and it is cheap not to use, I give others this situation, Fang Yulin can never see it, he believes that he has his skills, plus this innate advantage.

He will be able to succeed.

Liu Xian, who stayed behind to defend the city, took Lin Ruolai and Fang Yulin and set off directly to the next city, in this case, all their troops were left in the project, so the troops in the city next to them were relatively empty.

It is an excellent opportunity for Liu Xian and them, and whether they can grasp it well depends on whether they can succeed this time.

Indeed, as Liu Xian guessed, although there was a member of the fierce generals left, these fierce generals were too low compared to the extremely brave Liu Xian.

Be? In just half a day, Liu Xian took the city.

After taking this city, Liu Xian left a few. The soldiers and horses defended the city, and after Lin Ruolai led the troops to defend the city, he turned back again and killed the previous city.

At this moment, because of the brave battle from the general, he still insisted on it in the face of heavy sieges, although he couldn't hold on anymore, but he remembered the task given to him by Liu Xian before leaving.

Others grit their teeth.

"Soldiers, let's not give up, persistence is victory, and when they succeed, they will come back to support us, as long as they come back, we will be saved."

From the general's powerful voice, everyone's hearts seemed to be reassured, in fact, they had already been ready to sacrifice for the country long before.

So at this moment, with the unwillingness in their hearts, with the concern in their hearts, people are gritting their teeth and insisting, because they want to live back and live, and go back to see their relatives go back alive. Marry a beautiful little daughter-in-law.

Therefore, even if they were killed and retreated wave after wave, they rushed forward one after another. Fang Yulinyi saw such a scene when he came, and Liu Xian originally said that he wouldn't let him go with him.

But Fang Yulin insisted, so Liu Xian also chose to agree, because she knew that she would have nothing to do with Fang Yulin, so she was relieved.

As soon as Fang Yulin came back, he saw that the soldiers who laughed with him on weekdays had all lost their color and were lying on the ground.

And Liu Xian quickly joined the battle, but Fang Yulin stood in place in a daze, the guilt in his heart was like a big stone, and he couldn't breathe.

Is it his fault?

If not for some so-called ultimate task, why not for selfish living? He wouldn't have started such a war, he wouldn't have let the lives of his life be ruined, and he wouldn't have let these originally fresh lives lie motionless on the ground now.

He admits that he is too soft-hearted sometimes, and he admits that he is too Mary Sue sometimes.

But if it doesn't happen to that person, others will never experience this feeling, and only after the incident is experienced will he understand the pain in it.

Only by watching one soldier after another stand in the way of the ground can it understand this heartache and realize the sins it has committed.

Fang Yulin slowly closed his eyes, all of this foreshadowed one thing.

Because of the wars he provoked, it led to the loss of countless lives, no matter what. Their soldiers are still the soldiers of the Yan Kingdom.

At the end of the day, it's just a bunch of innocent people.

Fang Hu slowly closed his eyes, the sounds of shouting and killing around him were never, and the fish made his mood fluctuate with the sounds of shouting and killing.

He didn't know. When he opened his eyes again, when he returned to the barracks again, there were still some acquaintances with the soldiers who followed him.

How many fallen soldiers have never had a chance to stand up again.

But things have progressed to this point, he can't just say no now, if he doesn't lead them to the wrong series of things they have done to them, wouldn't it be a waste of so much effort?

Does what he did still make sense? Even if he was willing, the people of Yan Kingdom would not be willing, and Liu Xian would not be willing, so he could only force himself to become more hard-hearted.

Because only in this way can the guilt in her heart be alleviated, because only in this way can she feel a little better in her heart.

He felt that he should become more cold, more cruel, more demonic, so that he could feel a little better.

But he knew he couldn't, he was a human being, he was born a living human being, with blood and tears, flesh and blood.

So he can't turn a blind eye to everything, so he can't face the passage of life so cold-bloodedly and ruthlessly.

If he was given another chance to choose, he might choose to disappear silently by himself, rather than face these painful realities.

Because of his own selfishness, he has brought great harm to the world, to this society, and to tens of millions of people.

Although they did not harm the civilian people, it does not mean that the ordinary people can forgive them for what they have done, because among the ordinary people there are also military and family members.

They will always remember that it was they who killed their family, and because there is such hatred in their hearts, they will never surrender.

It is said that time is a good medicine, which can make a person's memory slowly disappear, and can calm all the unwillingness to disappear all hatred.

But how long will it take? Even if the hatred that has disappeared is in the bottom of the heart, people have left a little trace.

And these traces that are not mentioned are the sins that belong to Fang Yulin.

He was able to face it with a strong smirk, pretending that it had nothing to do with him, but he couldn't get over that hurdle in his heart, because she knew that she was the ultimate culprit.

Because he was the trigger for all this.

Fang Yulin didn't know how long he had been standing, he only knew that at this moment he was like a soulless shell, he had always stood there and heard the sounds of shouting and killing around him, and he felt as if his heart had suddenly flown up.

He told himself that he was not so vulnerable, he told himself that he could have been more indifferent, but everyone understands the truth, and it is too difficult to really do it.

Being able to understand what he was doing, he was tired and knew that he was not the Virgin Mary, so he was selfish.

He is capable of being selfish.

But only he knew that the guilt was like 10,000 ants constantly gnawing at his conscience, constantly making the shadow in his heart continue to increase.

The boulder slowly and slowly accumulated, accumulating into a huge stone that would one day crush it to pieces.

"Host, do you regret it?"

At this moment, the voice of the little cheap suddenly sounded in his head. If Fang Yulin remembered correctly, unless he died, the little sword would not have appeared.

Is the sun coming out in the west today? Why is this happening?

However, Fang Yulin didn't have the heart to pursue these things, at this moment, her face was still full of the previous confusion and incomprehension, more regret and self-blame.

"How did you show up?"

"I showed up because I felt the host's mood change.

In fact, there is no need for the host to blame everything on himself, the unification of the world is a matter of time, even if there is no appearance of you, it will happen sooner or later.

It's just that your presence is speeding up the scene, so the host doesn't have to feel guilty. ”

Fang Yulin couldn't help it. smiled. So is Xiaobian comforting her? But the guilt in her mind could not be dissipated in a few words.

"Although I understand what you said, I still can't accept it, and the fuse for all this is because of me."

"Host: As a system, what I can say and do is relatively limited, because the host is a very kind person, so I choose to come out at this time to say a fair word.

Whether the host can figure it out or not, everything has come to this point, and I hope you don't bother yourself, and you can't stop anyway.

I also hope that the host can face everything calmly and go with the flow. ”

Just like Xiao Jian said, he just came out to say a fair word, and he didn't speak again after this sentence was recorded.

Fang Yulin didn't continue to ask, what's the point of asking? Now that Xiao Jian has already said it, what else can he say?

Now all she can say and do is to rely on herself and slowly figure it all out, after all, these things have been bothering him for so long, even if he chooses now. Oblivion.

Even if he chooses now. Turning a blind eye to what happened will never change, and the damage caused will not go away.

It's like a broken mirror, even if it can be reunited, so what? There was a scar left in the middle of the time.

Even if he can't see it on the surface, he is indeed there in his heart. It can never go away.

Sooner or later, this will happen, and he is only the fuse of it all, and he is only speeding up this step. An important figure in the development of history as a tool.

He understands all these truths, he knows better than anyone else, because he has said so much, because he understands so much.

It's just that I can't convince myself easily.

"Yi'er, are you okay? Isn't it scary? ”

At this moment, Liu Xian's voice came from his ears, the voice was as familiar as ever, and it carried all the concern.

Fang Yulin slowly opened her eyes, looking at Liu Xian's familiar face, she asked herself in her heart.

If he was given another chance to choose, would he really choose to let himself disappear, let Pan also disappear, and let the traces of his existence disappear?

Just now he could tell himself very firmly that he would not allow himself to be the most abusive beginning.

He doesn't let you make yourself the ultimate villain, he doesn't want to see so many people die, and he doesn't want to see thousands of families shattered.

But looking at Liu Xian's face in front of him, he suddenly hesitated, if he was given another chance to choose, would he really choose to give up his chance to live?

Would he really choose not to start this war and not tell Emozome the truth of the matter?

He didn't know, and he began to hesitate, because human nature is selfish.

He really can't be so selfless, after all, he is not a god, he is just an ordinary person, and he has people he cares about.

He has the happy life he wants to have, so give her another chance to choose, maybe he will still choose to tell Liu Xian everything and let them face it together.

If this is the case, then this war will inevitably never stop, and they will continue as before.

Such a scene will still happen, so why should he bother with mediocrity? The sins you have committed can only be made up for later.

Now that there is no turning back, since he has come to this point, he can't give up halfway in saying anything.

Whether it's for himself, or for Pan Yi, or for Liu Xian.

He won't give up.

Especially after sacrificing so many lives, sacrificing so much, and giving so much, he can't give up anything, so he has to be strong.