The Love of the Masters (3)
Zhou Na understands very well that this man is no longer worthy of her own trust, her own relationship, her own marriage, the fault is wrong, the door is not right. That's why I ended up where I am today.
So when she divorced, Zhou Na did not hesitate and divorced very frankly, and the moment she walked into the Civil Affairs Bureau, Zhou Na suddenly felt a little distressed, feeling sorry for this man who had been married to her for almost three years.
"Husband, it's almost autumn, when you are in autumn, you are always lacking in vitamins, remember to eat a little more oranges, buy a little chrysanthemum to soak in when you drink water, you don't need to get on fire. Don't eat too much hairy crab, you'll have stomach upset. Zhou Na looked at the man who was sitting next to her and was divorcing her. I can't help but make a final admonition.
Nie Feng's hand paused, and then turned his head to look at Zhou Na, all along, Nie Feng never seemed to know what sadness was, what sadness was, everything was up to his parents, his parents let Zhou Na have an abortion, he listened to his parents, let Zhou Na have an abortion, his parents let him divorce Zhou Na, and he divorced Zhou Na, but at this moment, Nie Feng realized that he was so reluctant to Zhou Na.
Nie Feng suddenly felt that his throat was a little itchy, and he didn't know how to face such a Zhou Na, he hesitated for a long time before finally saying to Zhou Na: "Zhou Na, I'm sorry, everything is my fault, I'm sorry for you!" ”
Zhou Na reached out and touched Nie Feng's face: "I don't blame you, it's just that our luck is too bad, three children in a row, all girls, our luck is too bad, I hope you won't have as bad luck as me when you find a woman in the future." ”
Nie Feng suddenly couldn't help but tears flowed down, and his hands couldn't control it anymore, some people are like this, until the last moment, they realized that they were so reluctant.
Nie Feng remembered the bits and pieces of himself and Zhou Na together, from the moment they entered the electronics factory, the two of them were so simple, Zhou Na looked cute, and there were not a few people who liked Zhou Na, but fortunately, Zhou Na liked herself.
Then the two fell in love and got married, and after getting married, Zhou Na entered her own family, but in the past three years, Nie Feng suddenly found that he was so sorry for Zhou Na, most of Zhou Na's income in the electronics factory was used on which side of her family, working in the electronics factory during the day, and after work, Zhou Na had to do all kinds of housework.
's small home is always so hard to be tossed by her parents, but Zhou Na always never dislikes to clean up everything.
Now that he is about to get divorced, Nie Feng feels that it may be difficult for him to meet such a good wife in the future, and it is only now that Nie Feng realizes that he is really useless.
Even the office staff who divorced the two couldn't help but say to the two people: "I think the relationship between the two of you is very good, why did you come to the step of divorce, do you want to think about it?" ”
Zhou Na just shook her head helplessly: "Our divorce was decided by the whole family, so you can help us!" ”
The clerk reluctantly stamped the divorce certificate, and finally handed it to the hands of the two people, both of whom looked at it a little unbearably, and then muttered: "The day I got married, I never thought that one day, I would actually get divorced, I really didn't expect it!" ”
Some people are like this, when they don't reach the last step, they look normal, but they really come to the last step, they are sad and sad, the two of them came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Zhou Na has just a relaxed face, but Nie Feng is full of sadness.
Zhou Na didn't look back, Zhou Na's luggage was only a small suitcase, this suitcase was bought by Nie Feng personally when Zhou Na married Nie Feng, who paid the money Nie Feng doesn't remember, but it is estimated that Zhou Na paid it, because Zhou Na looks gentle, but in fact she is very strong, and she refuses to take away anything that is uncomfortable and she spends money to buy.
Zhou Na went back to her hometown alone, according to Zhou Na's own words, the most ashamed thing in recent years is her family, and now Zhou Na wants to return to the people who gave birth to her, and try to beg for their forgiveness, the child in Zhou Na's belly, Zhou Na has decided to give birth, so the only ones who can help her raise children in the future are her parents.
Zhou Na, who was sitting on the train, looked at the scenery outside the window becoming more and more familiar, Zhou Na's tears couldn't help but keep flowing down, in order to marry Nie Feng, Zhou Na was also a complete break with her family, and now she is going home with her pregnancy, and she is counting on her parents to help her take care of this child in the future, I don't know if my parents will blame me.
But Zhou Na has already strengthened her belief, no matter how much her parents blame herself, Zhou Na must at least get her parents' forgiveness this time, forgive herself for so many years of rebellion, and forgive herself for so many years of mistakes.
Looking at the scenery in front of her, Zhou Na couldn't help but think of the song:
Stop and go along the way
Follow the traces of the teenager's drift
The moment before stepping out of the station
There was some hesitation
I can't help but laugh at this homesickness
Still unavoidable
And Nagano's day
It's still so warm
The wind blew the past
I first knew this world before
Linger in every way
Looking at the horizon seems to be in front of you
I am also willing to go to the soup to walk through it
Now I have walked through this world
Linger in every way
Turning over the years on different side faces
Caught off guard and intruding on your smile
I was overwhelmed by the size of the world
Also indulge in dreams
No truth or falsehood, no struggle, no fear of jokes
I have turned my youth into her
I also used to pop up the middle of summer at my fingertips
Let your heart go with the flow
Walk against the light and let the wind and rain blow
A short road stop-and-go
There was also a little distance
I don't know if it's a story or a mood
Perhaps all we look forward to is the enemy of time
See you again
In the cool morning light
Smiled sweetly
I first knew this world before
Linger in every way
Looking at the horizon seems to be in front of you
I am also willing to go to the soup to walk through it
Now I have walked through this world
Linger in every way
Turning over the years on different side faces
Caught off guard and intruding on your smile
I was overwhelmed by the size of the world
Also indulge in dreams
No truth or falsehood, no struggle, no fear of jokes
I have turned my youth into her
I also used to pop up the middle of summer at my fingertips
Let your heart go with the flow
The evening breeze blows the gray hair between your sideburns
Heal the scars left by memories
There is a mixture of light and dark in your eyes, and a smile blooms
Twilight obscures your stumbling steps
Step into the painting hidden at the head of the bed
In the painting, you talk with your head down
I still marvel at the size of the world
is also intoxicated with childhood love stories
There is no truth left, no struggle, no jokes
I finally gave her back my youth
Along with the midsummer that pops up at your fingertips
And whatever the heart moved, it went with the wind
Are you still willing in the name of love?
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Zhou Na didn't expect that she would be close to home, and the moment she stepped out of the train station, Zhou Na even wanted to run away. In the end, what supported Zhou Na to return home was not family affection, but so many years of guilt.
Zhou Na knocked on the door with a very slight force, and then didn't dare to knock on the door again, Zhou Na thought that she couldn't even alarm the people at home with such a light force, but within a minute of coming, the door opened, and Zhou Na's eyes were met by her mother, who was much older, and at that moment, Zhou Na's tears couldn't stop flowing.
I don't know when it started, my mother is so old, Zhou Na remembers the year she left home, her mother's black hair after being full has turned a lot gray, and there are many wrinkles at the corners of her eyes.
The mother froze for a few seconds before opening her arms: "My daughter! ”
Zhou Na also immediately threw herself into her mother's arms: "Mom! ”
The hug between the mother and daughter after so many years has been worth a thousand words, and Father Zhou, who came to hear the news, looked at the wife and daughter hugging at the door, and was also full of tears, and finally rubbed his hands and just said: "It's good to come back, it's good to come back!" ”
The family finally got together, and Zhou Na came back just in time for the hotel, but the parents were definitely reluctant to let their daughter eat those simple meals, and when the long-lost daughter came home, the parents tried to give Zhou Na the best things in the house.
"This is your favorite stir-fried bacon with radish, and your favorite smoked fish, which used to be your favorite food, and it has been prepared at home, just waiting for you to go home that day, you can eat it." Zhou's mother looked at her daughter with a smile.
Zhou Na tasted the familiar taste that she hadn't seen for a long time, she didn't say anything, she had a happy meal first, and then she said, in the past three years, she married to Shanghai, and she usually had to take into account the tastes of everyone in her mother-in-law's family, and she couldn't even put a plate of chili sauce on the table, and now she finally ate this kind of red meal.
Even if Zhou Na is still pregnant, she still can't help but like to eat these things. A person's taste, after more than 20 years of habit, wants to change the truth and does not know how to change.
After dinner, Zhou's father prepared fresh fruits, and the family really sat together to chat, and Zhou's father could see that the purpose of his daughter's return was not simple.
"Do you have anything to say when you come back this time, tell us, we are your parents, and if we can help you, we will try to help you." Zhou's father has experienced a few years of separation, and he no longer wants to be separated from his daughter like this, so he will be reunited all the time, at least he needs to meet during the New Year's holidays.
Zhou Na swallowed: "I'm divorced!" Then he sighed: "I was pregnant, and when I did B ultrasound, I was a daughter, and their family didn't want it, and I didn't want to have a baby, so I had to take the road of divorce." I didn't want to procrastinate, so I left the house. ”
Father Zhou and Mother Zhou glanced at each other, and then Mother Zhou sighed: "We all know it, so what are you going to do now?" ”
Zhou Na said cheekily: "I plan to give birth to this child, I hope my parents will help me raise this child, I want to work outside, I guess I don't have time to raise this child by myself." ”
What Zhou Na didn't expect was that her parents immediately agreed: "Okay, you were born, we will help you take it, it just so happened that after your brother got married, the children were handed over to his grandmother's family to bring, and we were trying to bring our grandchildren, now that your mother and I are also retired, it happens that every day at home is fine, your father and child are given to us, we will definitely help you take it." ”
Zhou Na took out a bank card from her body: "This is some of my private money over the years, a total of 100,000 yuan, parents, please accept it!" ”
This time the parents did not refuse, but it is very strange that their daughter can save private money, in fact, these money are not easy to come by, Zhou Na works in the electronic industry, in addition to the monthly salary, there will be a large year-end bonus every year, usually more than 20,000 yuan, which is more than the money Zhou Na's mother-in-law does not know, so it has been saved for so many years.
In addition, Zhou Na later gave the money to Bai Qian and asked Bai Qian to help her make some small investments, and later they all appreciated, so she saved the 100,000 yuan, which is Zhou Na's only family background.
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On the other hand, after Nie Feng returned home, the whole person felt unaccustomed, his parents were still those clear soup and little water meals, steamed fish, boiled shrimp, which looked exquisite, but in fact they were tasteless.
Nie's mother asked, "Left?" ”
Nie Feng nodded: "Leave!" ”
Nie's father said with a proud face: "It's good to leave, this Zhou Na is also a belly that is not angry, and she is pregnant with three daughters, I can tell you, her daughter is what she is willing to give birth to, don't expect us to pay child support when the time comes, and we don't expect her to give us a girl in the future." ”
Even Nie Feng felt that his parents were so mean at this moment, and suppressed the fire in his heart and said, "Dad, that's your own granddaughter, are you just so unwelcome?" ”
Nie's mother was also arrogant: "What's the use of a granddaughter, let me tell you, by that day, the grandson will be a thousand times better than the granddaughter." ”
Nie Feng only felt that he was not even interested in eating in an instant, he sat on the sofa sullenly and began to watch TV, his parents finished eating, looking at the kitchen sink, full of plates and bowls, Nie's mother shook her head helplessly: "I used to wait for her to come back from work at night, and I washed the dishes all day, but now I have to do it myself." ”
Nie Feng then remembered that even in the days when Zhou Na was a little confinement, she needed to get out of bed and do a lot of work many times. Nie's father wanted to get his tea set, but as soon as he got his hand, he was mixed by something under his feet, and the whole person fell forward, not only did the whole person fall to the ground, but the tea set in his hand was also broken.
Nie Feng hurriedly went to help his father, only to find that he didn't know when there was a banana peel on the ground, and Nie's father stepped on the banana peel before he fell to the ground.
Nie's mother walked over, glanced at it and said, "Zhou Na is gone, in the future, you will throw these fruit peels directly into the trash, don't throw them on the ground, this is to make trouble for ourselves." ”
After Nie Feng heard this, he immediately frowned, could it be that his parents deliberately left a lot of work to Zhou Na in the past, just like these fruit skins, which can be thrown in the trash, but his father just likes to throw them on the ground, and after Zhou Na returns home, he must clean it.
It turned out that his parents were so bad to Zhou Na, and Nie Feng saw clearly at this time that his parents had never really been good to Zhou Na.