Chapter 129: Grief itself is not grief
Su Yuan walked to the outside of the teaching building and lit a cigarette, glanced at his head, and saw the recruits who were gathering together for dinner not far away, they did not have a uniform and the clothes they were wearing had not been changed for a long time, they were rotten and torn, but they were a group of people gathered together, and they didn't care about it.
Pei Xiangdong's clothes actually smelled of sweat, and later when everyone ate together, they couldn't stand the smell on his body, so they forced him to change his clothes.
looked away from the group of recruits, and saw Lei Chengji and Han Jingguo coming out of the medical tent, both of them sharing cigarettes and lighting them.
The two of them are tired enough today.
He got the body of the girl who jumped off the building before, but later he found that he couldn't handle it alone, and he couldn't find Su Yuan, so he could only call Han Jingguo over, and it took half an afternoon to trouble the other party before he solved the matter of the corpse.
Su Yuan remembered Hu Chengping and his wife who had been put back.
Today, they have no daughter, no son, and the couple's originally good life is gone because of the zombie outbreak.
Grief can only be borne by oneself, and no one else can replace it.
After all, people's joys and sorrows are not the same.
It's like a fiery cloud on the horizon, but it's just rendered by the sun's rays, and it's just a patch of white.
Looking at everything in front of him, or people, or scenes, it doesn't have much to do with him.
"Su Yuan, it's time for dinner!"
Suddenly, a familiar voice came from upstairs.
Su Yuan looked up and saw that his wife was lying on the window and greeting him.
"yes, it's time for dinner."
"There's enough that's going on today."
Su Yuan walked upstairs and came to his wife.
But Ji Shishi's face was full of grievances, she pointed to the half cigarette on Su Yuan's finger, and said, "Didn't I tell you!" Isn't it good to smoke less cigarettes and quit sooner! Now it's good that you dare to smoke in front of me! ”
Su Yuan looked down at the half of the cigarette that was still floating in his hand, the corner of his mouth twitched, and then put it in the window to let it burn by itself.
Ji Shishi sensed that something was wrong with Su Yuandu's mood and asked, "What's wrong with you?" What's this expression? Is something happening? ”
Su Yuan asked, "Let's talk about it after eating." ”
I went home and finished a quiet dinner.
After tidying up the dishes and chopsticks, take care of the children.
Ji Shishi couldn't help but ask: "Tell me what happened, so that you didn't even say a word for a meal." ”
Su Yuan looked at the person in front of him with burning eyes, this is his wife! She had worried before, if one day they were gone, what would happen to the children?
Su Yuan felt that he would definitely be able to protect the two of them at that time.
But now, he suddenly lost that confidence.
"Wife, can you do me a favor?"
"Huh? What's busy? Ji Shishi asked suspiciously.
"Go and call everybody, I'm going to tell them something." Su Yuan's tone softened.
Ji Shishi wanted to ask something, but when she saw her husband's eyes, her heart ached inexplicably, she held back the curiosity in her heart, and nodded: "Okay, I'll call them all over." ”
It was getting late, and the sky outside was now completely dark.
Five or six minutes later, everyone came to the room where Su Yuan was one after another.
There was no shortage of chairs in the room, and Su Yuan had prepared them all.
A total of seven chairs.
Fan Deyu and Ding Yue came the fastest, as soon as they came in, Fan Deyu asked with a smile: "It's rare today, do you want to have a meeting?" What's the content? ”
Su Yuan didn't say much, just said, "Let's talk about it when everyone is ready." ”
Then, Gu Jingman took Xu Youyi's little hand and walked in, and Ji Shishi followed behind and closed the door.
Since there was no electric light, Su Yuan lit some candles around the holiday to illuminate it.
Candle lighting doesn't do much, at most it allows the people in the room to see who's who.
Fan Deyu asked, "Is there still one person left, what about Lao Pei?" Haven't come back yet? ”
Su Yuan said: "Everyone is together. ”
Fan Deyu was stunned: "Huh? Isn't there still a lack of Lao Pei? ”
Su Yuan ignored him, looked at everyone present, and said, "I called you over, mainly because there are two things I want to tell you, these two things are very important. ”
Fan Deyu wanted to interject and ask where Pei Xiangdong was, but was stopped by Ding Yue.
Su Yuan said: "The first thing is about zombies. In the afternoon, I received a patient, this patient jumped to his death, but during the examination, it was found that the patient's body had been bitten by zombies, and then we went to the dormitory building to check, and found a locked zombie in a dormitory. ”
"You wait!" Fan Deyu's face was panicked: "You mean to say that someone deliberately locked the zombies in the dormitory building?" ”
Su Yuan nodded: "You can understand it this way, and I can tell you for sure that there must still be an adult zombie in the school, but it is unknown where it is." ”
"No, Dr. Su, don't be scary! There are zombies in the school! Isn't this a safe zone! Ding Yue pulled Fan Deyu's arm, very scared.
Su Yuan said: "So, after eight o'clock in the evening, don't go out again, you should know about the curfew." ”
"Uh-huh, I know." Ding Yue nodded.
"As long as you don't go out and hang around, you'll generally be fine."
"Then I won't go to those people to play mahjong at night, there are zombies in the school, this is too terrifying!" Fan Deyu's body trembled: "That's right, Su Yuan, not everyone knows about this matter." ”
Su Yuan nodded.
Ji Shishi asked, "Then do we want to keep it a secret?" ”
Su Yuan nodded again.
Fan Deyu raised his eyebrows: "Why do I think, it's better not to know about this, you don't have to be so scared before." ”
Ding Yue punched him: "You know a fart, shut up!" ”
Su Yuan said: "This is the first thing. ”
"What's the second piece? Is it a good thing? Fan Deyu asked with a smile.
Su Yuan turned his head to look at him, "Didn't you keep asking where Lao Pei was just now." ”
"yes, what's wrong? Does this have anything to do with him? ”
"Hmm."
Su Yuan nodded, picked up the water glass on the side and took a sip, and said calmly: "Lao Pei is dead." ”
Quiescence.
The whole room was silent for an instant, and everyone's breathing stopped at this moment, and everyone listened to this slightly nonsense news, and everyone thought differently.
An embarrassed smile appeared at the corner of Fan Deyu's mouth: "Su Yuan, you ...... Just kidding, that's good, why do you just say someone else is dead. ”
Su Yuan said: "I didn't lie to you, you were also in the training ground today, and I saw Lao Pei and them leaving the school, and in the afternoon, Lao Pei had an accident outside, and Deng Dong told me about it." ”
"So, it's true...... Brother Pei, is he really dead? Gu Jingman asked.
Su Yuan nodded.
Once again, there was silence.
Everyone in the room was digesting this absurd truth.
Including Su Yuan, he was trying to accept the fact that Pei Xiangdong could no longer come back.
All felt unreal.
Among them, the one who can survive in this last day is definitely Pei Xiangdong, but he died so early.
No one was crying.
Because they find themselves unable to cry.
I thought that when I heard the news of the death of my friend, I would definitely cry, but I'm sorry, there were no tears on everyone's faces, but they were full of all kinds of doubts.
Su Yuan was silent for a long time, looked at everyone, and said, "I have said everything that should be said, Lao Pei's matter, so be it......"
When Fan Deyu heard this, he immediately became angry and stood up: "What do you call it!" Lao Pei is dead! We...... We shouldn't be like that! ”
Su Yuan's face was still the same.
Ding Yue stood up at this time and grabbed Fan Deyu: "What are you doing!" Sit down! What kind of anger are you making here, Brother Pei's accident is not the reason for Dr. Su! ”
Fan Deyu said: "I know, but it can't be like this. ”
Su Yuan looked at him and asked, "Then you say, what do you want?" ”
"I ......" Fan Deyu was speechless, he didn't know how to answer this question, he didn't know what to do, he just felt that this was it, it was too much.
Su Yuan said: "No matter what you think, this matter has passed. Lao Pei is dead, there is no way to come back to life, we are still alive! ”
Fan Deyu wanted to refute, but he didn't know how to refute, and finally said: "You are disrespecting the dead!" ”
After saying that, he left the room.
"Fan Deyu! Stop! Ding Yue shouted, but couldn't stop shouting.
Ding Yue reluctantly apologized to Su Yuan and chased him out.
Gu Jingman glanced at Xu Youyi beside her and said to Su Yuan, "Let's go back first." ”
"Well, let's go back." Su Yuan said.
Moment.
Only Su Yuan's family of three was left in the house.
Ji Shishi reached out and grabbed Su Yuan's cold palm, stared into his eyes and said, "I know you must be uncomfortable in your heart, right." When your parents died, you had such an expression, pretending to be very strong, but in fact, your heart was already very painful. ”
Su Yuan's face remained unchanged, looking at the night outside the window, and did not refute his wife's words.
"I know you want to be quiet, don't worry, I won't speak next, I'll be with you on the side." Ji Shishi leaned on his shoulder and looked at the night outside the window.
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Ke Zeyang was lying on the bed in the dormitory, there was no light in the dormitory, it was pitch black, and it was just right for sleeping.
He turned his head to look at Luo Siyong and his wife, who were already asleep, and wondered if he should solve these two guys.
After all, they are alive, and it is very likely that the matter of their own murder will leak out, and it will definitely cause unnecessary trouble at that time.
Only when these two guys are dead will these secrets not be revealed.
"Why don't you try?" Ke Zeyang gradually had a plan in his heart.