Chapter 157 I want to cry inexplicably, and I want to lose my temper inexplicably
"I know that maybe my parents also have a lot of disappointments, they do a lot of things and they have their own ideas, and even their helplessness.
But even then I hate them, I hate them so much, I hate them so much that I grit my teeth.
A lot of people say it's for people who travel far away.
Where there are parents, home will be your eternal harbor.
When you are not easy, we will always open the double doors for you to welcome you.
And that will always be the place where you heal, and it will always be the place where you will always have peace of mind.
And for me, what is that home? Or what is that mother's house?
Because for me, my parents' home has never had much to do with me.
If anything, then they are my creditors, creditors for life, it seems!
Even if I give them my life, I will not pay off what they think I owe them a debt.
What are they to me? That's to rub salt on my wounds when I'm badly wounded!
They are the ones when I am wronged, when I feel wronged.
They came up and struck me hard, becoming the last push to push me into a corner.
Toto, you know what?
I spend a lot of my time on my own.
I wanted to cry when I stayed, and I didn't know why, I just wanted to cry all the time.
I just wanted to cry like that, as if only then could my emotions be vented.
And sometimes I'm very grumpy, and I want to lose my temper for no reason.
I want to destroy everything around me.
Sometimes I want to kill myself, I hate my cowardice, I hate my uselessness.
I don't hate me hard enough, maybe the person I really should hate, that's me, right? ”
Han Zijun just cried while talking intermittently.
Han Duoduo was silent after hearing this, what kind of harm can this original family bring to people?
Is there anything better to know than Han Duoduo?
Han Duoduo actually never hated the night for a long time.
A man is unmarried and a woman is unmarried, even if the man splits his legs, what about your girlfriend?
How unforgivable is this?
Do all girls in the world have to commit suicide as long as they are hacked by their boyfriends?
You must not be able to live, you must feel that you are cornered?
Actually, no, this is a girl, especially a girl who has gone to college.
It's normal to fall in love and fall out of love.
What's more, Ye Jiuchen gave himself such a very nice house when he broke up with him.
And although I was very sad at the time, although some classmates pointed fingers.
But I really didn't get to the point where I didn't want to live anymore, and I wanted to commit suicide
And the reason why I really want to die is that my parents have insulted and abused me day and night after they came.
As far as their insulting and abusive words are concerned, Han Duoduo can't write them, and he can't learn them.
That kind of thing is really used in the dirtiest and most vicious way in the world.
The all-encompassing words that can drive people to despair are the ones that attack you over and over again.
Over and over again, it makes your mood worse and worse.
It makes you feel like you're desperate.
And then they're desperately trying to force you in the same way they used before.
To have all of you, it seems that in their eyes, this as a parent's domestic violence daughter.
often treats her daughter in exchange for hot and cold violence, which is just a teaching to her daughter.
And their daughters are none other than others, so it doesn't matter how unscrupulous they are.
Because she is their daughter, because she is their flesh and blood.
You can't hold grudges under any circumstances, and you can't get angry and lose your temper under any circumstances.
And if you have the slightest sign of this, then you are unfilial, then you are a white-eyed wolf.
Then they will feed you for nothing and give birth to you for nothing.
It's the kind of hysterical persecution that lasts for a long time.
Han Duoduo has learned profoundly!
Otherwise, how could he have done things so decisively.
Who is born in the world and doesn't want a good reputation.
When this person is rich, he is unwilling to take out the surplus money in his hand to help his parents and family members improve their family conditions.
Let everyone share the wealth, but can you do it yourself? Not on your own.
If you dare to do that, it will be yourself, and you will push yourself out of the endless darkness of hell with your own hands.
And who are your parents?
There are some things that everyone knows in their hearts, but they can't say it.
"Auntie, if you think that hatred can make you feel comfortable, then you will hate them.
When I woke up and wasn't dead yet, I looked at my dad's grumpy appearance.
I threw away all the love I had in my heart before.
I learned to hate at that time, and I shouldn't say that I only hated in my emotions.
Hate in people's hearts can also allow you to live well.
There is too much hatred in your heart, and sometimes it can make you a little happier.
After all, there are people on one side that make you grit your teeth with hatred.
But there are always people in this world who can make you feel comforted and warm.
Auntie, you should come out, you should go outside and have a good stroll.
In fact, there are still many beautiful people and things in this world.
When you come out and shop, you will feel better.
I did it when I was in a bad mood, and then I realized that it really worked. ”
"Well, thank you.
You're right, there's still something warm in the world.
For example, my aunt was lucky enough to meet you in almost desperation.
For example, my aunt also met her current husband.
Although the outside world has mixed reviews now, my aunt still feels that she is living a happier life now.
Actually, you're right, people should think in a good place. ”
Although Han Zijun said this, he knew how difficult it was for him to mobilize his unhappy emotions.
Especially when I know that my parents are coming to trouble me again.
Even because he couldn't find himself, he ran to Han Duoduo's school to surround and chase people.
My mood has fallen to the bottom, Mom and Dad, are you going to kill me when you give birth to me?
You have to trample me into hell, do you feel willing?
"If you drink too much, none of us will care about your grandfather and grandmother, just act as if nothing happened.
I've already thought about it, and even if it's true, it won't be long before it is judged.
What's more, you forgot that I still have a brother!
My parents gave my brother all their life's work, even the wages I earned over the years, and even the bride price.
My brother was supposed to be involved in this matter. ”
Han Zijun's mocking voice sounded again.
"It stands to reason that it should be like this, but it's like our parents.
They don't think like that, they usually treat girls like parents in the old society treat their daughters.
It's really the son's everything, and there is no regular part at all, and he even has to work hard for the girls before they get married, and he has to sell a large bride price when he gets married.
It's really time to retire and be responsible, and this parent will either let her daughter be fully responsible.
Or they have to let this army of children serve their parents. ”
Han Duoduo, in fact, what can't you see through?
Especially this kind of thing at home, what will this parent do?
How could Han Duoduo not know.