Gu Ruxi was yelling from the bottom of his heart now, he knew that there was no way to control his behavior at this time, he couldn't see his mother so hurt and so sad, he couldn't return his tears, and couldn't help but slide down.

Everyone has their own mind, everyone has their own secrets, everyone has their own power, why does he point fingers at himself in this regard, why does he deliberately care so much, who gave him such power to do this? No one gave him a right, no one gave him a qualification, why did he do this kind of thing, he didn't want to do these things that were just fantasy, did he think he was a big young master, so he could do whatever he wanted to dictate his own things.

Gu Ruxi couldn't control it, and now she yelled at him excitedly.

"Zhao Yijing, let me tell you that you are not me, you don't know a lot of things to think you are, you were born with the heart to agree to thousands of pampering in one, you don't want anything, you can inherit a huge family property as soon as you are born, your parents can be rich and rival the country, you don't need anything, you can do everything, I tell you, I am not different from you, we are people of two worlds, I only have my mother, I have this family on the line, I beg you to call a doctor right now, If you stop calling the doctor, and my mother has any of them, then I really can't forgive you! ”

Gu Ruxi is very angry now, she really doesn't know how to deal with this matter now.

She loves her mother very much, his favorite mother here, here is her only relative, how can she ignore her mother?

If there is anything wrong with her mother, Gu Ruxi feels that there is no meaning in this world, maybe your mother's life is the most difficult, she has lived in a lonely world since she was a child, so she experiences the preciousness of that kind of family affection even more.

So.

Gu Ruxi doesn't care about it, because maybe he doesn't understand his inner thoughts at all, he has a lot of everything, and he even has things, which he can't take care of in his life, so he can't understand the panic in his heart, there is nothing more terrible for her in this world than loss.

Gu Ruxi was crying in pain, she hugged her mother tightly, she was very helpless, she didn't know how to deal with the situation in front of her, she could only wait for the doctor to arrive quickly.

Zhao Yijing didn't have any way, he was looking at the situation in front of him now, what could he do?

He can't do anything, he has done everything he should have said, but now that human life is at stake, there is no way not to delay it in the slightest.

So he held his breath and could only quickly go to the hospital and call the doctor.

The mother was still in pain, still in pain, perhaps under the influence of the moment, or by a kind of language interference. Whether it was pain in her heart or in her heart, it all in all felt pain.

Gu Ruxi saw it in her eyes, and didn't know how to help her mother, so she only kept crying.

"Mother, wait, the doctor will be here soon, you will be fine, I will definitely not let you have anything, you can rest assured that I am here, you will be fine immediately, the doctor is here, everything is solved, I will let Zhao Yijing get away and never appear in front of you again, okay?"

"It's going to make people angry, he's going to get out of here, I'm not going to let him appear in front of you again, okay? Don't be angry, adjust your breathing so-so, don't think about anything, everything will be fine in all your life, everything will pass, his nonsense just now, but this is his own thoughts, his so-called thoughts, he doesn't understand Suihua at all, don't be angry with him, he doesn't know anything when he's angry, we don't listen to him, breathe slowly......"

"Mother don't be too anxious, don't panic too much, breathe slowly, adjust ...... slowly"

No way.

Although Gu Ruxi is very nervous, she really can't have any nervousness at this time, her mother needs her care now, needs her comfort, needs her help, and if she messes up, her mother will be even more sad.

So at this time, he tried to use as many words as possible to enlighten his mother, and tried to wait for the doctor to come to help him quickly in the near future.

Gu Mu closed her eyes in a daze, stunned, as if she had lost a rhythm to the stormy language just now, she was very scared, her trembling, she really felt that the words just now had disrupted all her delusions.

Like an ostrich, let her see clearly how reality is.

For so many years, I have really been an ostrich, I have been refusing to grow up, I have been refusing to be afraid of how sad my marriage is, it turns out that these 10 years have passed.

Or so there is no time to change myself has been waiting, but in the past 10 years I have become old and yellow.

What is waiting, but it's still a deception.

The years of youth are so barren.

It's not just the self that has been lost, but also the best care for my daughter.

Gu's mother was sleepy, her face was pale, she was trembling constantly, she was now closing her eyes, looking back at the past scene by scene.

He was still coughing, and his eyes were no longer closed.

Her cold body made Gu Ruxi even more afraid, "Mother, don't be too afraid, you are coming soon, you adjust your breathing now, we have gone to the doctor, we will come over soon, you don't have to worry, everything will be fine after that, everything will be let go, it seems that there was before, there will be changes in life, I am still your best girl......"

Gu Ruxi thought of when she was a child.

At that time, how perfect the family was, my father and I only loved myself, and my mother was virtuous and housekeeping, and it was a perfect family in everyone's eyes.

It was her happiest childhood, carefree, free, and a little princess in everyone's eyes.

Every day is the standard princess group, calfskin shoes, pink red faces, all kinds of Barbie dolls, since childhood, using LV leather bags, exquisite as Miss Celebrity.

Gu Ruxi once thought that her life would be happy forever, and there would be no change, only for the better......

The world is expected.

Well, the turn of events always caught her off guard. That moment would never have been the year she was 7 years old in elementary school.

Gu Ruxi will never forget it, because the real life in it has undergone a huge change.

She didn't expect that many things would take a turn at that moment, and the turning point was so fast that she didn't even know what was going on

There's no way to accept what happened at that time, and if she chooses it now, I hope she doesn't come back from school that day, and she shouldn't have seen it so early.

That day, first grade, autumn.

Gu Ruxi came home from elementary school and happily ran to Gu's mother's room. I can't wait to tell my mother that I won the first place in the whole competition today.

She wanted to make her mother happy, but her mother hadn't been happy for a long time, and she didn't know why the happy smile disappeared from her face, she no longer loved to laugh, she frowned every day, and occasionally cried secretly.

Gu Ruxi doesn't know what's going on at home, so he hopes that his game can make his mother smile again.

She ran to her mother's bedroom with great anticipation, "Mother, I'm back, let me tell you, something very important happened today, I won the award!" Mother ......"

The moment she pushed the room open.

"Ah~"

She saw the shocking pool of blood on the couch......

She couldn't control her screams, her whole body kept shaking, she was so scared that she didn't dare to see what was happening in front of her!

Gu's mother lay motionless on the sofa without a certain body, lifeless, as if she was dead.

And he had a lot of blood all over his body, and there was a very big wound on her left hand, dripping down, and a puddle of dripping below, which made people feel very terrible, and people couldn't accept this situation.

What about mothers?

Did the mother get up?

Can't afford to lose a mother...

Gu Ruxi finally pounced in fear, hugged her mother's hand tightly, and her voice became painful: "What happened to my mother?" Don't scare my daughter, you have to be good, mother, don't die, don't abandon me, I can't live without you and I'm the 1st in the exam now, you really got the 1st place in the exam, I'm so well-behaved, today the teachers are praising me, really give it to my mother, you open your eyes and see that I got the 1st place......"

Gu Ruxi was shouting silently, she was crying loudly, she didn't know what to do about this matter, she just kept dangling in front of her mother with the award certificate, hoping to make her mother wake up in this way......

But the mother did not open an eye, the blood was still flowing, and the mother was still motionless, as if she was dead.

Gu Ruxi was even more relaxed and cried, he cried helplessly, and he didn't know how to face all this.

Her cry finally attracted her father, Gu Youyan.

Gu Youyan couldn't help but be taken aback, "What the hell is going on?" What happened to your mother? Why did she kill herself? Get out of here, hurry up to the room, I'm going to take your mother to the hospital, you don't have to go anything, stay at home, the babysitter will take care of everything! ”

Gu Youyan didn't say a word, and immediately hugged his mother and rushed straight downstairs, as if disappearing into the vast sea of rain.

From that day on, her family changed dramatically, and for some reason, her mother's suicide had completely changed her life, changed the whole family, changed everything, and everything seemed to disappear like a curse.

After his mother came back from illness, he never went downstairs, he didn't smile at all, he was always alone, his father never loved him so much, he had become early and returned late, and he was even missing for a few days, and he was the only one left in the house.

Everyone seemed to be gone for that moment, as if it was all something that had happened.

She didn't know why these things were happening, what were they doing and where they came from?

Why did all the happiness disappear without a trace, everyone's face became so real, everyone became so strange, everyone became so unapproachable.

Finally one day, she finally understood that all this was given by a woman, and this woman also brought a daughter, a daughter who was not much different in age from her, one year younger than Gu Ruxi, and I heard that it was her sister.

The gears of fate seem to have calculated a price long ago.

From that moment on, there was a huge transformation.

Years later, she will never forget that day.

The barrenness of the heart......