"I don't know what the situation was like at that time, because when I was 6 years old when I was taken up by my grandfather, I was actually poisoned at that time, and I was already delirious at that time, or my whole ideology had a big problem, I didn't know a lot of things at all, I already showed the kind of child with positive energy, what it should be, I heard a lot of things they used to say that I was confused, I couldn't learn a lot of things, I sometimes can't even complete a sentence, I don't know a lot of things at all, so I can already see that I was on the verge of a serious situation. ”

"At that time, it wasn't because of my grandfather's spiritual care for me, my grandfather's isolation of me, maybe I might have been poisoned according to that pattern today, it was a very terrible chronic poisoning, if once injected into your body, it was difficult for you to know it at all, so they wouldn't use great toxicity to deal with me little by little, so I was poisoned in the process, as if I couldn't see it at all, as if it was all a thing, I'm sure they had been poisoning me for at least 3~4 years, maybe from a very young age when I started feeding me that lead and mercury stuff again......"

"So I don't know why at that time, since I came to my grandfather's place later, I also had a kind of goose with me, completely self-contained, I couldn't see it at all, I didn't have to pretend at that time, it was real, so they saw my situation for a few years, in fact, they also saw it very clearly, so they should also know that this thing has reached an irreversible situation, and maybe they feel that this poison process has burned my head, I've got a head in the air where they might have a full recovery, and maybe they've already reached that ......"

"At that time, grandpa may know this kind of thing, but grandpa didn't go unmoved, maybe he didn't find out which person did this kind of thing again, so when you also brought me over, he found a lot of famous doctors to slowly recuperate for me, of course, in this process, all the people in this compound can no longer be with me, there is any contact with one close, they are completely in a state of not knowing whether to relax or not to relax for me, Anyway, they think that this toxicity has reached the greatest extreme, and even if I have any possible new treatment, like we are taking this poison, they also think that it is impossible to reverse the situation......"

"So for about two years, slowly I slowly detoxified these toxins, maybe this is the distance that God has given me, or God thinks that I shouldn't die so happily in the process, I should pretend to be my mother, I should have my own better life plan, and before I know it, after these two years, I slowly returned to normal, but after a while, I felt a little bit at all, I found a lot of things I can't have anymore, Maybe it was out of a childlike instinct at the time, or maybe I didn't do much of a change after I started with a fear that I seemed to be slowly recovering my spirits......"

"In the process, how I change this will cause any suspicion from others, so I just wanted to let this kind of thing, one mistake is wrong, so the words will slowly grow into the current way according to the previous way, so the words have always been wrong, until now, so when they see me return to the compound like this, they seem to have given priority to me at first, or use various ways to examine whether I have really returned to normal thinking in this regard, But I have always escaped such a judgment from them, and they have never known me, in fact, I have long recovered......"

"Then this kind of thing should have become a normal thing over the years, so I haven't completely reached a result of a thing, this is not finished, this is very related, this thing must find them out, because we say that there should be this judgment of this thing, I will not so easily lift them to be so happy, as if such a chic life, they have done those evil things, they will definitely be punished, and even to my mother I must do this thing, I must avenge my mother......"

It's very casual to talk about this kind of thing, as if you're telling someone else's story, as if you don't feel any pain in the process of telling this kind of story, and it's very light.

There is no wave of emotion, and these things are done exactly according to a normal emotion or in a normal way, as if in that feeling.

All of this really doesn't have much to do with you, but it's just telling someone else's story, when these things are told.

He often sighed, maybe this thing really happened, but what if it happened?

Therefore, what we want to seek is more things in the future, what these people should do, then they will be complained about by one of them.

It's not that it's not enough, it's just that the time hasn't come.

Gu Ruxi listened to him lightly, and he didn't know how to help him, and he didn't know what to say.

Because these contents are so shocking to him, the shock makes people feel as if they are a little caught off guard, and it is completely a feeling of these insides, as if it is a thousand times more painful than the things that are lighter in his hands when he was a child.

The things he experienced seemed to him to be really insignificant, and they were not worth mentioning at all, and he was so sad and painful about this matter when he went up.

What's more, this Zhao Yijing has done these things very much in his heart, and they are not acceptable to normal people.

But he's been through it for so many years, and he's completely deceived so many people.

How did he do it, how tolerant he was in doing it, how restrained, and how painful he was in doing it.

Gu Ruxi could only pat his brain lightly, in a very ridiculous language.

He hopes to use a very relaxed language in this process to let each other get a feeling.

Don't get caught up in that kind of feeling of masochism, he wants a kind of ope

time.

"Zhao Yijing, I think you are still quite powerful, it seems that you are really your brother's identity, it would be a pity if you don't go into the music circle, I look at you like this, and then I will do more things, if you don't understand it like this or don't say it, I think it's not easy for you to get to where you are today, I now think I have supported you to go to the entertainment industry to be an actor in the entertainment industry......"

Zhao Yijing also laughed at his words, he felt that the way was still good, and he used this to blow a piece of water.

He felt that it would be better for everyone to understand each other, or to have more of each other's thoughts, so he couldn't help but hug it tightly.

Gu Ruxi said to her in a very deep language.

"Life is like a drama all depends on acting skills, and seeing your eyes is very powerful, so I will believe in you in the future, I believe that learning is of course just that kind of thing, you must pay attention to safety in the future, can they still give you pesticides, do they still have the courage now, should they not have the courage to do this kind of thing, right?"

Zhao Yijing suddenly had some deep eyes, a little sad, or he really didn't know how to say this kind of thing.

But of course, this thing has been completely and completely borne by oneself for so many years, and it has been borne by oneself.

Maybe he really needed a reason to go through all this with him.

"You don't know how painful the process was at that time, although the process has passed, when a person is lonely and helpless, he must grow, and he needs to try his strength again, sometimes I am really not such a powerful person as you imagined, maybe I am just to escape from reality, I am just to survive, I just want to live, so for so many years, I am just shrinking into my own world, it took me more than ten years to understand thoroughly, I completely quit those drugs, sometimes when those drugs were still in my body, when they would have a seizure, that painful feeling, but now I am completely better, so I will not let them do anything to me again, and I will not even allow him to do anything to any of my dear people, if they dare to do any terrible thing to you, I will never spare them again! ”

When he was vicious, he was suddenly very scared at this time, as if a mountain had suddenly burst out of his lungs, and he was afraid that he might lose them in the process, because he had already lost his mother because of this matter.

He could no longer lose Gu Ruxi, this heart-wrenching feeling.

He never wanted to do it again, so the only way to deal with those people directly and face-to-face might be the best effective way to protect Gu Ruxi.

Gu Ruxi looked at the man in front of him, he really felt very sad and sad, and he really didn't know what words and what kind of way to comfort him.

The water of this Zhao family is really too deep, he began to arm himself when he was so young, and he knew how to protect himself at such a young age, which was completely instinctive.

When I was young, I lived like a princess, and I also made a playground to eat lollipops, and I could do whatever I wanted.

You can be an unrestrained self, but I didn't expect this, in fact, men have fallen into a time when they know how to protect themselves since they were 6 years old.

Or even earlier, when he began to be framed by others, he couldn't help but feel a sense of pain that he felt very sorry for and couldn't extricate himself from.

"It's all over, it's really all over, it's all unimportant, even if you have to pay attention to safety now, I don't know what kind of means they will have, but I will definitely try my best to protect you, it must be within my control, do you know? Don't tell anyone about this cost, you must protect yourself in your heart, understand? I'm really worried that this will happen if I'm not there for you to chat......"