Chapter 174: Passing by
In fact, Bai Xi didn't believe that Fa Ming would kill his husband and child, if Fa Ming wanted the child to die, he could have saved himself and not the child, even if he did something when he gave birth to a child, he could have killed the child.
Besides, what is there in him that Fa Ming cares about? If he is a murderous person, he can directly kill himself and take his own demon pill to cultivate, then the child has no chance of surviving, so why wait until this time to make a move?
Collecting demons and killing demons is something that is allowed by heaven. So, she had been waiting for Fa Ming's explanation, hoping to hear Fa Ming explain to herself from her mouth that he didn't kill her husband and children, and it was all just a misunderstanding.
There is even a luxury hope in her heart, and after this incident, Fa Ming feels guilty about herself, and she can accept herself without disliking that she has married someone and given birth to a child.
It's just that this extravagant hope is too unimaginable, so I automatically ignore it, just waiting for Fa Ming's explanation. But Fa Ming would rather die than give himself an explanation, without considering his own mood at all, and died in front of him.
Bai Xi hated Fa Ming very much, she took Fa Ming's body back to the cave where she practiced with her husband and children, burned Fa Ming's body to ashes, put it in the jar, put it on the side of the futon she practiced every day, and took it out from time to time to say a few words.
As for the husband and the child, they are buried on the slope of a small hill not far away, where the scenery is beautiful, the mountains and rivers are beautiful, it is a good place, and during the New Year's holidays, Baixi will also burn some paper for them like ordinary humans.
Bai Xi spent the next few days, in addition to cultivating and looking for Fa Ming's reincarnation, she didn't know why she was so persistent, knowing that she shouldn't find Fa Ming for revenge, even if he killed someone, one life was worth one life, it was time but cause and effect, but she just hated, she just wanted to seek revenge on him again.
Yao Zhong here accepted this memory, and Li Xiruo over there also listened to Bai Xi finish talking about the love-hate entanglement between the two people. Li Xiruo, who listened to this bloody story, was speechless, she really didn't expect that her upright and pedantic, the most well-behaved uncle, would be like this in her previous life.
Li Xiruo saw Bai Xi's hateful gaze, touched his nose and said, "That, Bai girl, no matter whether my uncle killed your husband in his previous life, even if he really killed, he has already used his life to resist." You know, he originally had an immortal fate, but now that the immortal fate is gone, what he lost is more precious than two lives. ”
Bai Xi bit her lip and was silent, how could she not understand this truth, but she just couldn't let go, for hundreds of years, she just couldn't let go of this person, she just hated him, she just wanted to seek revenge on him, it seemed to have become an obsession, what could she do?
After Yao Zhong accepted these memories, he also had some mixed feelings in his heart, when he thought about killing Bai Xi's husband by mistake, Bai Xi hated himself very much, he broke the killing ring again, and he had no chance of the right result, and he was desperate for a while, so he entered reincarnation.
Now that he has a new life, a wife and children, the despair of his previous life has faded a lot. He saluted Bai Xi and said, "Nu Shi...... The white girl misunderstood, you may not believe it, Ling Lang was killed by Ling Fu himself, I was framed by him, he hid a knife in his body, I thought he also wanted to frame me, I killed him just missed. ”
Yao Zhong has been in officialdom for half of his life, and the little calculations in his previous life, he will know what is going on if he thinks about it a little. Naturally, he also understood that Qi San was framing him, but he really didn't understand why the other party framed himself so much in front of Bai Xi, he felt that Bai Xi didn't have a good impression of him in the first place.
Is it to provoke Bai Xi's hatred for him and fight with him? That's not scientific, Bai Xi can't beat him at all, not to mention that almost all the demon power was lost at that time, and if he is against him, it is looking for death, and it is not good for Bai Xi to die and align with the three.
Bai Xi has always known that Fa Ming doesn't disdain to lie, he may not explain anything, he won't answer you, but he won't lie, especially after he regained his memory, she is even more sure that Fa Ming won't lie. He was able to directly enter the reincarnation for that incident back then, and he would not lie in order to shirk responsibility.
She thought carefully about what happened back then, and suddenly understood why Qi San wanted to frame Fa Ming. After so many years of experience in the world, it is not in vain, she is no longer as simple and ignorant as she was back then, and she also understands a lot about the feelings between men and women.
Back then, he poured out his love for Fa Ming, Qi San probably hated Fa Ming's humiliation of taking his wife, so he did such a game, and did not hesitate to use his own life and the child's life to provoke the feelings between himself and Fa Ming, so that he hated Fa Ming, so that the two of them could no longer be possible.
She clenched her fists, her heart clenched together, if it was really what she thought. That's not what Fa Ming owes herself, but what she owes Fa Ming, it's all her bad, and Fa Ming, who she loves and harms, lost her immortal fate and entered reincarnation.
She lowered her eyes, hid the emotion in her eyes, and said, "In that case, why didn't you explain it to me back then, if you say, I will definitely believe you." If you don't give a single explanation, you enter reincarnation, and you ...... Do you hate me so much that you don't even bother to give me an explanation? ”
Yao Zhong is now middle-aged, and his son can get married, and he is no longer as young and forgiving about emotional matters as he was in his previous life, and besides, he is no longer a monk, and he is not taboo about any emotional things.
So he said freely: "It's not that I hate it, it's that I like it." It's a bit ridiculous to say that a monk has fallen in love with the goblin he wants to suppress. I killed your husband by mistake, knowing that you must hate me, I was desperate in my heart, and I didn't want to face your hateful gaze, so I entered reincarnation. ”
Bai Xi's eyes widened, his eyes were full of disbelief, and his heart was beating unnaturally. She has loved Fa Ming for hundreds of years, hated Fa Ming for hundreds of years, and always thought that Fa Ming hated herself, but who knew that Fa Ming actually entered reincarnation because she liked herself and didn't want to face her hateful gaze.
A person, just because he is afraid that another person will hate him, resolutely enters the reincarnation, which is about falling in love with the other party, right? She suddenly remembered that during that time, Fa Mingri took care of it day by day, where was that treatment for the demon of suppression, even beloved, and that's it, right?
Thinking about it again, in order to save himself and the child in his belly, he actually lost most of his spiritual power to himself, what a lot of effort it must be, how could he feel that he was ruthless to himself?
Li Xiruo's eyes also widened, monks like goblins, this setting is really ...... However, she still assisted: "Maybe you goblins don't understand, shemales are against the way of heaven, and they will be punished by God in the future, they may lose their beloved, they may regret their lives, they may never have a chance to get the road, and when my uncle persuaded you to leave, he must really think about you." ”
Bai Xi's body trembled violently, his eyes were red, and he muttered, "Why didn't you say it earlier?" Why didn't you tell me sooner? Why? Later, Baixi's state seemed to have fallen into madness.
Yao Zhong's eyebrows frowned slightly, he thought that he had returned his life to the couple, and there was nothing wrong with each other, but he still said patiently: "I am a monk." It means that the monks say that they like women, which is not appropriate.
Bai Xi dodged, came to Yao Zhong's side again, grabbed his arm, looked at this handsome but already old face, and said a little crazy: "What's wrong with the monks?" Monk ...... You idiot! Why not tell the truth? How can I hate you, I can't hate it, I hate it for hundreds of years, but I still love you......"
When Yao Zhong heard this, he looked at Bai Xi in amazement, he had thought about Bai Xi's reaction after knowing that he had killed her husband and child, even if it was a manslaughter, but he never thought that the other party loved him, that girl turned out to be in love with him......
Yao Zhong lowered his eyes, Rao is life has experienced the world, married a wife and had children, and he is no longer attached to the feelings that made his heart in his previous life, but at this time, his heart couldn't help but throb when he heard this, after all, Bai Xi was the first person to enter his heart, and he was also the person who made his Zen heart throb.
It's just that he now has a wife and a son, he has lived with his wife for so many years, and he has feelings for his wife, maybe not as unforgettable as in his previous life, but he also has love and family affection, he has always been upright, and he can't do anything to abandon his wife and children.
"I'm sorry......" He really couldn't think of anything else to say to Bai Xi other than these three words.
Bai Xi looked at Yao Zhong who only said three words with his eyes in tears, and her heart gradually sank, she knew that although this body lived in Fa Ming's soul, this person was already Yao Zhong, he had his family, a wife and children, and he was just in the past.
In the previous life, she married someone, and in this life, he married a wife. Are they destined not to be together?
She suddenly remembered what Li Xiruo said just now, shemales have different paths, and they will be punished by God in the future, they may lose their beloved, they may regret their lives, or they may never have a chance to get on the road...... Could it be that the encounter between her and Fa Ming was because of the different paths of the shemales?
Her eyes gradually lost their brilliance, at first, she thought that she was just that ignorant liking for Fa Ming, but after years of precipitation, this liking soaked into her bones, so that she could no longer let go of it, could not forget.
But shemales have different paths, and they will never have any possibility. At this time, she suddenly understood Fa Ming's mood at that time, she also wanted to enter reincarnation now, what was the point of living?
There is no way, what can you do even if you have an endless lifespan? Do you continue to experience the pain of brushing shoulders with your loved ones? That's better than death!
She smiled bitterly, took out a jade plate, handed it to Yao Zhong and said, "Someone wants your life, this is my natal jade card, if I don't die, I can keep you safe, you can take it." After a pause, he said, "Count me back the cause and effect of your previous life." ”