Chapter 68: Everything is a phantom
Li Manzi was counted down by Xiaoyuzi for a long time, and it was easy to comfort him, and the three of them walked home.
Driving past the seaside, the coconut palms dotted with colorful lights color everything psychedelic, the sea rolls in the night, and the sea breeze blows with a unique smell.
"Big grapefruit, I want to learn to swim."
Yuzu stepped barefoot on the sand, and a string of small feet spread out behind him, spreading their hands and running forward.
Feng Mo had no choice but to take him to swim, bought a set of swimsuits for Li Manzi, and the three of them opened a book to play on the beach for a while.
Although the neon lights are lit up and the sky is darkened, the seaside is not very dark, but it is more and more mysterious in the darkness.
It was late in the morning, and the three of them were hungry when they returned to the villa.
Xiao Yuzi chatted with the housekeeper Zhou Fu about the experience of the day, and gave the gift to the other party.
He gave gifts to almost all the servants of the villa, and the little one was surrounded by a circle of people, and his face began to become shy.
After dinner and putting Xiaoyuzi to sleep, Li Manzi went to the bathroom alone to take a bath.
In her mind is today's experience, she can't help but bubble in her heart, feeling that all happiness is too unreal, she is afraid that she will wake up tomorrow morning, she is still the same Li Manzi that no one wants.
It's no longer special, it's all a dream.
"Hmm!"
Just when she was thinking wildly, Feng Mo came from behind, hugged her waist, and swallowed all her thoughts through Sakura's lips, successfully disturbing her heart.
"Uh-huh."
The two have become closer and closer, and each other's bodies have reached a tacit understanding, slowly intertwined, neither of them silent, immersed in the primal impulse.
The hot water poured down from the top of their heads, adding interest to the two of them, and the hot bodies were pressed together, heating up more and more in the water, and before they knew it, they had rolled onto the table.
Li Manzi closed his eyes, not daring to look at Feng Mo's face, his heart was beating like a drum, but he was secretly a little impulsive and afraid of what was about to happen.
"Let you go."
Feng Mo got up, knowing that her period had not yet passed, and it was not good for her to be in good health at this time, so he endured the discomfort in his lower abdomen and left the bathroom.
As soon as he left, the whole bathroom was empty, and Li Manzi didn't know what was wrong, crying in the hot water, and she began to worry about the future of the two of them.
A year is not long or short.
Feng Mo returned to his room after leaving the bathroom, and asked Zhou Fu to bring a bottle of wine over, which was rare for the other party to drink with him.
"Young Master, have you thought of anything to worry about?"
Zhou Fu looked at Feng Mo's frowning sword eyebrows, a little worried, when the three of them came in from the outside just now, they looked too much like a family of three.
But everyone knows that this kind of happy time will not last long, Feng Mo is not suitable for ordinary people, and the old man will not let him marry such a woman who is not helpful to the family.
"You guessed it, drink bar."
Feng Mo knew from the other party's expression that he had guessed his thoughts, after so many years of companionship, the two had formed a tacit understanding, and they knew what the other party was thinking with one look.
"Are you worried about the little master?"
Zhou Fu sighed, compared to Feng Mo, Xiao Yuzi was more attached to Li Manzi, he was not sure, if she was not there one day, the little young master would not be like before again.
The two drank all night, and the weather tonight was not good, dull, with a little depression and a little dryness.
Li Manzi tossed and turned in bed for almost a night before falling asleep.
The next morning, as if nothing had happened, he walked into the living room with a smile and waited for Zhou Fu to prepare breakfast.
"Do you think with Yuzu's talent, where is it better to go to the first grade?"
Feng Mo coldly threw Li Manzi a form, on which were several circled key schools, and looked at Li Manzi expectantly.
Li Manzi didn't expect the other party to ask like this, and was stunned, all this happened too suddenly, and she inexplicably had a sense of belonging.
"Huh? Don't speak? ”
Feng Mo subconsciously touched her head, revealing a gentle and bewitching smile, but what he was thinking in his heart was unguessable.
"I think it's good for Yuzu to just go with the flow, maybe he has his own ideas?"
Li Manzi looked at the schools on the paper, and had a headache, they are all key schools of the school, and the ones with red circles are the kind of roads that go directly to Tsinghua University, Peking University, Harvard, and Fudan once they enter.
"He's so young, can he have his own ideas?"
Feng Mo wasn't sure what Xiaoyuzi thought, and suddenly remembered that he had barely made a choice since he was a child.
The old man has always been an arbitrary person, never giving him a choice, his life is like a performance with a set script, and he has acted to this day unconsciously.
"Of course, every child should be treated with respect and equal treatment by his parents, he is an independent individual, and he can choose what he likes."
Li Manzi looked at Feng Mo and expressed his opinion very seriously.
Although she doesn't have the right to choose, what she longed for most when she was a child was to be able to make her own choices.
"Xiaoxiaozi, Dayuzi, what are you going to say?"
After Xiaoyuzi finished washing, she walked out of the room alone, and when she went downstairs, she found that the two of them were already sitting at the dining table and discussing things.
"We're talking about your first-grade school."
Li Manzi smiled and spoke, stepped forward to hug the little grapefruit and put it on the stool.
"I want to be with Little Tangerine!"
Yuzu had an idea of his own, and he took the piece of paper and pointed to the only school on it that had a red circle and an emphasis on it.
Xiaoyuzi's choice surprised the two, it can be said that it is a school with an admission rate of less than 10%, and there are almost few people in the entire school.
There are countless children who want to get in every year, and only five people can pass the test, and the cost of the school has reached a terrible point, that is, there is no money at all!
And there is no distinction between nobles and commoners, and they must wear school uniforms of ordinary materials and eat ordinary food.
"Are you sure?"
Feng Mo looked at Xiao Yuzi, he thought that he would be greedy to choose some inconspicuous small schools around.
I didn't expect him to voluntarily go to a school with a high degree of management but also a high degree of freedom of thought.
"Well, I made a bet with Little Tangerine, whoever goes in first is the big brother, and he has always been unconvinced that I should be the big brother."
Yuzu nodded, indicating that she had decided.
Feng Mo was a little relieved and agreed to his request.
Li Manzi suddenly felt that the three of them had a sense of home together, I don't know if it was an illusion, that feeling made her overindulge.
Zhou Fu stood aside to prepare breakfast, and saw the expression on Li Manzi's face, with some regret on his expression, some things will be lost sooner or later.
Just as he was about to say something to Feng Mo, his mobile phone rang, prompting a new text message.
Li Manzi watched his brows furrow tighter and tighter, his face became worse and worse, and his heart began to drum, not knowing what was happening, but keenly feeling panicked.
Feng Mo asked Zhou Fu to take the little grapefruit to the side first.
When there were only two people left in the living room, he finally spoke.
"Don't have feelings for me, it's not good for anyone."
"Click."
Li Manzi looked at his cold face, and the corners of his mouth that were still smiling just now were already pursed at this moment, with a tone that could not be refuted by her.
A heart shatters.
It hurts, it hurts so much that I can't breathe, my pupils dilate, I lose my luster in an instant, something spreads more and more in my heart, my limbs become weak, and my heart hurts more and more.
Sweat rolled down her forehead, clutching her heart, she couldn't breathe in pain, she almost thought that her heart was going to break.
"Are you alright?"
Feng Mo looked at her painful expression, and his heart was also in severe pain, but he was extremely tolerant, and he couldn't see the slightest flaw on the surface.
It's like asking a stranger, with a bit of coldness.
Li Manzi didn't say anything, just got up and went back to her room, locked the door, and walked to the window, it turned out that the extreme pain could not shed tears.
Her eyes were dry and painful, she didn't blink, she just let herself fall down the wall, and asked herself over and over again, what qualifications do you have to expect all this.
She had to admit that Xu Minmin's words were very right-
Feng Mo is just playing, why should you take it seriously? Even if you don't have fun, what if you really fall in love with that? Do you really think you can marry her with your status?
Why do you think so highly of yourself, Feng family, is that what your identity can want!
In the living room, Feng Mo was not much better than Li Manzi, and Zhou Fu came in with Xiaoyuzi.
"Big grapefruit, isn't Xiaoxiao hungry?"
Yuzu found that the breakfast on the table had not moved at all, and the living room seemed to be filled with a faint sadness.
"Little master, don't you want to buy building blocks to play with Miss Li? I've got it all for you, go to your room and choose! ”
Zhou Fu took out his iPad and handed it to Xiao Yuzi, and then planned to send him back to the room with breakfast.
Yuzu's attention was quickly attracted by the building blocks, and she ran to the room first with her iPad.
After Zhou Fu sent the breakfast, he returned to the living room and found that his young master was smoking.
"Young Master, what's going on?"
Zhou Fu had actually guessed what was going on, but he was still a little uneasy, and wanted to comfort Feng Mo for a few words, but he didn't know how to speak.
"Nothing, have a drink!"
Feng Mo snuffed out the cigarette butt, walked to the coffee table in the living room, and asked Zhou Fu to take a bottle of wine, and the two drank together.
Zhou Fu looked at the current appearance of his young master, and his heart began to feel uncomfortable, maybe they shouldn't have entangled with each other in the first place.
"Young Master, Miss Li will understand your difficulties, don't worry, it will be fine."
Feng Mo listened to Zhou Fu's comforting words, and knew in his heart that he would not get better.
Things that are destined early on, how can they be so easy to change, the old man is coming, that's not something he can change now, and there is a plan, he can't come with his temperament.
The two of them drank one cup after another in the living room.
Xiao Yuzi didn't know it, just obediently looked at the building blocks in his room, and ate most of the breakfast, he fantasized in his heart that he was accompanied by Li Manzi every day.
After browsing for ten minutes, I chose a block with a great difficulty coefficient and wanted to fight with Li Manzi for a long, long time.
Li Manzi hid in the room, letting the sunlight shine through the window on his face, forcing himself to wake up.
But no matter how much she cheered up, it was to no avail, her heart still hurt badly, thinking that she would travel together and plan the future together......
But now it seems to be just a sweet dream, just think of the soap bubbles that accompanied Xiaoyuzi in the bathroom that day, all of them were colorful, revealing colorful light and shadow, but after an instant, the bubbles burst and everything returned to its original state.
She didn't know when he would open his mouth to let her leave, and she didn't know if Xu Minmin would move in after she left.
Her heart was very empty, and it had already burst apart the moment Feng Mo proposed it just now, and she could no longer piece together her original appearance.
"Li Manzi, what are you hoping for? Isn't Li Weimo's lesson to you enough? Why should you trust a man with carte blanche should. ”
Li Manzi asked herself over and over again, and finally her tolerance reached the limit, and tears began to gush out, smashing on the ground, on her broken heart.
It's like a funeral for yourself, burying your own sadness, burying all this.
After a long time, she got up, looked at her haggard self in the mirror, showed a wry smile, took out her makeup case and began to put on makeup.
Trying to hide the despair in her heart, she didn't want Xiaoyuzi to see the clues.
Anyway, she still has Xiaoyuzi, he is waiting for her to take care of it, maybe he is worried outside at the moment, and he can't go on like this.
With her makeup on, she practiced smiling in the mirror and pretending not to care strong......