Chapter 21: Conversation

Chen Hui and I made an appointment at a food stall near the school.

When I went, he had already arrived.

"Xiaowen, aren't you going to work today?" Chen Hui saw me and immediately asked.

I shook my head and replied, "I don't want to go today." ”

After the words fell, he poured a glass of wine and drank it all.

Chen Hui frowned, seeing that my state was not right, he hurriedly asked, "Is something wrong with my aunt?" ”

"Nope!"

I shook my head, lit a cigarette and took a puff, then poured another glass of wine: "Come, don't get drunk tonight." ”

Chen Hui glanced at me and didn't continue to ask, he knew what I didn't want to say, no matter how hard I asked, there was no result.

At the moment, the main thing is to accompany me to drink well, and when it comes to a certain amount, I will naturally say.

Soon, a case of wine was gone.

I was groggy and asked the boss to serve a case of wine, and then picked up the wine and poured it into my stomach.

At this time, under the paralysis of alcohol.

I feel a lot better and my inner depression has been released.

Seeing that I was almost drunk, Chen Hui handed me a cigarette and said, "Tell me what happened." ”

I looked at him and didn't speak, just lit a cigarette and took a puff.

Chen Hui said: "Mosquito, what happened? Tell me about it, and I'll figure it out for you. ”

I shook my head and said, "You can't help me with my business, you can only rely on myself." ”

Chen Hui frowned, lowered his head and thought for a moment: "Is it a matter of the hospital?" ”

"Brush!"

I glanced up at Chen Hui, and suddenly the picture of me painting dead makeup and dancing in a shroud came to my mind. And all the weird things that happened in the past two days, like a movie, kept playing in my head!

Chen Hui said: "Xiaowen, otherwise let's resign, a psychiatric hospital is not something that normal people can stay in at all, even if it is a professional doctor, they can't stand that kind of environment, let alone you." ”

I took a deep breath, glanced at him, and took another sip of my drink.

yes, it's almost certain that I'm mentally having some problems now.

What I see, others can't see.

Not even the surveillance records it.

But now my mother's condition has just improved a little, and it is all because of my work in Qingshan Hospital, that Sister Li came forward to ask the People's Hospital to use the best medicine for my mother, and the medical expenses were halved.

Once I leave the hospital, these privileges are certainly not available.

Expensive medical bills, the family simply can't afford it.

I felt depressed again, my chest was suffocating, and I couldn't breathe.

He took a few sips of wine and looked at Chen Hui and said, "There will be a day when I resign, but not now, I don't dare to resign." Otherwise, all the benefits that my mother now enjoys in the People's Hospital will be gone. For a family like mine, it's an absolute disaster. ”

"But you're not afraid that after a long time, you will also be affected mentally?" Chen Hui was a little anxious.

I smiled bitterly: "Perhaps, I have a mental problem now." ”

Subsequently, I told Chen Hui exactly what had happened in the past two days.

When I spit out the last word, I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed and had no burden.

Chen Hui's face was ugly, his eyes were full of horror, and he was trembling all over.

He must have been frightened by what I had described.

After a long time, Chen Hui came to his senses, he was terrified, looked at me and said, "Xiaowen, did you deliberately scare me?" ”

"You think I'm joking, don't you?"

Chen Hui swallowed his saliva, stiffened his neck and said, "In that case, you still don't resign and leave." Dude, the things you encounter are more bizarre than the other. All kinds of signs show that you are mentally problematic! Fortunately, it will not take long for you to heal yourself, scatter your mind more, and talk to people. If you lose time and get sick, it's bad. ”

I took a deep breath and said, "I can't quit yet, and I've told you why I'm working." My mother will enjoy the super VIP treatment, and the medical expenses will be halved. I can't watch my mother die, she has done so much for this family. ”

"But what do you do?" Chen Hui shouted anxiously, his voice was very loud, and everyone else looked over.

I explained to the people around me, and then patted Chen Hui on the shoulder and said, "Dude, calm down, it's affecting everyone else." ”

Chen Hui took a deep breath, suppressed his throat and said, "Mosquito, have you ever thought that your aunt knows that you worked in a psychiatric hospital for her medical expenses and were infected. She'd rather give up the treatment herself than see you turn into a madman. ”

"I know."

I looked at Chen Hui and was very serious: "That's why I can't leave my current job, and I must wait until my mother's illness is completely cured before making plans." Chen Hui, you promise me not to tell anyone about me, especially my parents. ”

"But..."

"Don't worry, I'm fine."

I interrupted Chen Hui's words, took a deep breath and said, "Actually, it's nothing, I've been working in the hospital for so long, and I know how to cure my mental illness." You also said that I am only in the early stages and can heal myself. I'll regulate my emotions well, but I can't do it, don't I still have you? You see, after drinking and chatting with you now, I feel a lot more relaxed, and my heart is not as depressed as before. Once I can't bear it anymore, I will definitely talk to you, and you will enlighten me more. ”

Chen Hui saw that I had made up my mind to continue working at Castle Peak Hospital.

He didn't continue to persuade, he exhaled helplessly, and his expression was very complicated.

I smiled and said, "Okay buddy, don't worry, don't you know me yet?" There is no heart and lungs, and I will never forget anything bad in more than a day. It was not early, I still had to go back to the hospital, and my colleague who worked in the hospital called me several times, but I didn't answer. I'm afraid he'll sue, and that's not good. At first, I didn't want to go to work, but now it's much easier. ”

Then I settled the bill, and the two of them left.

At the school gate, Chen Hui looked at me worriedly, his lips squirmed a few times, and he stopped talking.

I patted him on the shoulder and said, "Don't worry, I'm fine, remember what I said, and don't tell anyone about it, especially my parents." ”

"Okay, I got it." Chen Hui nodded and said, "Mosquito, don't worry, buddy will never watch you go into mental illness step by step, once you have any questions, remember to contact me as soon as possible." ”

"Hmm!"

I nodded and said, "Go back!" ”

After a brief chat, Chen Hui walked to the school.

After drinking seven or eight bottles of wine, I felt a little dizzy in my brain and a little blurry in front of my eyes.

I rubbed my temples and looked at the time, it was almost twelve o'clock.

Kuroko just sent me a few more text messages, and the latest text message was just sent.

urged me to go back to work quickly, and threatened me to tell Sister Li that I was absent from work and would be fired.

I was so scared that I hurriedly called Kuroko back and told him to come back soon.

"Where are you?"

Kuroko's voice trembled, scared and cried, as if something terrible had happened.

I didn't think much about it, and said: "Outside, I'll be back soon, I'm really embarrassed, there is something too late to tell you, you must not sue!" ”

"Come back quickly, come back quickly!"

Kuroko's voice trembled, and she hung up the phone with a crying voice.

I was curious, but I didn't take it to heart, after all, the whole person is a little confused now, and the brain is dominated by alcohol.

Then I took a taxi to the hospital.

It was there in ten minutes.

Exactly twelve o'clock.......