Chapter 44: Vulnerability

Gu Zhen had a nightmare.

She dreamed that she was back in her previous life, with both legs amputated, lying in bed with no one to care about, and rotting alone.

The dog, the smiles of men and women, Wang Wenyue's mockery, and the guilt for her mother made her cry hysterically in her dreams.

Chen Suyun sat beside her, wiping her sweat with a wet handkerchief, and the expression on her face looked very anxious.

"Really, you're a little hot."

Gu Zhen raised his hand and touched his forehead, it seemed that he was cold in the woods last night.

Chen Suyun stuffed Gu Zhen's hand back into the quilt, covered the quilt tightly, and fed her water with a spoon.

Gu Zhen opened his mouth, like a swallow waiting to be fed.

After Chen Suyun fed Gu Zhen water, he confessed to Gu Zhen: "I'll go to the clinic to buy some medicine and come back immediately." ”

"Hmm."

Gu Zhen responded weakly.

She looked at the time, it should be class now, and she didn't know what her classmates would think if they didn't see her.

I don't know what Cheng Xiaolei will think.

Gu Zhen thought of the kiss last night and the hurtful words she blurted out.

But in her heart, she always wished that someone would be on her side, no matter what she did.

But now it seems that whoever that person is, it won't be Cheng Xiaolei.

Cheng Xiaolei's eyes were cold, as if he was disgusted with himself, he was just a gangster, what qualifications did he have to dislike himself?

Gu Zhen thought a lot in a daze, and when he opened his eyes again, Chen Suyun had already returned, holding a tablet wrapped in a paper package in his hand.

Gu Zhen took the medicine and continued to fall asleep.

Chen Suyun stayed by Gu Zhen's side, sewing clothes, porridge and eggs were boiling in the pot, everything was quiet and there was no sound.

When Gu Zhen woke up, Uncle Liang also came, she moved her lips, and it was a little dry and painful.

Chen Suyun helped her up, fed her water, the sweat had disappeared, the fever had subsided, and Gu Zhen felt extremely sober.

"Uncle Liang."

Uncle Liang responded: "Really, I was passing by the school, and your homeroom teacher said that you didn't come to class, so I came to see you." ”

Gu Zhen nodded, Chen Suyun had already filled a bowl of porridge and peeled eggs and brought them to Gu Zhen.

Chen Suyun blew lightly, and then fed it to Gu Zhen's mouth.

Gu Zhen's tears fell into the spoon, and he couldn't stop it.

Chen Suyun was anxious: "What's wrong?" What are you crying about? Talk to your mom about it. ”

Uncle Liang also got up from the chair suddenly, took his coat and walked out: "I'll go and find someone from the health room, this medicine won't have any side effects." ”

Gu Zhen hurriedly called out to Uncle Liang and whimpered, "Uncle Liang...... I'm fine, I'm just ...... I want to cry. ”

Gu Zhen felt tired, she did a lot of things after she was reborn, matched her mother and Uncle Liang, helped Uncle Liang build a factory, fell out with Wang Wenyue, and took revenge on Fang Yao......

She was so tired that she threw herself into Chen Suyun's arms and felt the steady warmth that made her settle down.

Uncle Liang took the chopsticks in Chen Suyun's hand, and Chen Suyun gently patted Gu Zhen's back to help her smooth out.

"Really, tell your mother if you have anything, your mother is here."

Gu Zhen snorted, didn't say anything more, and slowly adjusted his emotions to calm down.

When he was sick, he was the most vulnerable, whether it was physical or emotional, Gu Zhen was also listless for several days.

Uncle Liang's Yunhua Bicycle Parts Factory is scheduled to open on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, and it is also the day of Uncle Liang and Chen Suyun's wedding.

Gu Zhen counted the days, and there was still half a month.

Uncle Liang became more and more busy, taking Chen Suyun to the countryside to measure the size, make wedding dresses, and take care of the decoration of the factory and recruit workers.

Sheng, all this has been rehearsed countless times in Liang Zhenhua's heart, and he does things in an orderly manner, without Gu Zhen and Chen Suyun worrying.

Gu Zhen's illness was almost cured, but she still wanted to lie at home, Chen Suyun personally sent her to school, went to the principal to explain, and watched her enter the classroom.

Gu Zhen is not afraid to deal with her classmates, Wang Wenyue, Cao Yunfei or Fang Yao, these people are not in her eyes.

What she feared, or what she resisted, she didn't know herself.

Entering the classroom, Yu Guang glanced at Cheng Xiaolei's seat and saw that there was no one in his seat, and Gu Zhen breathed a sigh of relief.

Under the gaze of everyone, she sat in the back seat of the classroom, lying directly on the desk, looking like she couldn't wake up.

Fang Yao was still dressed brightly, surrounded by stars and moons, she walked through everyone, and looked at Gu Zhen with a complicated look in her eyes.

It was about the time of these few days that everything that happened that night was softened and smoothed out.

As Fang Yao thought, she didn't hate Gu Zhen, she just regretted it a little, both regretting what she had done, and regretting that she hadn't been able to do more.

And Wang Wenyue was different, she moved to Gu Zhen's side in small steps, and asked with great concern: "Zhenzhen, I heard that you are sick, are you better now?" ”

Gu Zhen is really convinced by Wang Wenyue, and he was not wronged at all when he was planted in her hands in his previous life!

With such a scheming and such patience, even if Gu Zhen pierced his face, he could still paste another layer of tenacity on his face, Gu Zhen couldn't do it.

"Are you bothered?" Gu Zhen yelled at Wang Wenyue.

Wang Wenyue was still smiling, but her eyes were red, and she seemed to be very aggrieved: "Zhenzhen, aren't we best friends?" What the hell did I make you unhappy, you tell me, can't I change it? ”

Gu Zhen heard that everyone in the class was whispering, saying that Gu Zhen had a bad temper, that Wang Wenyue was good at being bullied, and so on......

The only ones who didn't speak were Cao Yunfei and Fang Yao.

They have already seen what kind of person Wang Wenyue is, especially Cao Yunfei.

He knocked on the blackboard: "Class is coming soon, please return to your seat if you haven't sat back in your seat immediately!" ”

Wang Wenyue's face changed, and she said, "Then I'll come back to you after class, it's true." ”

While returning to his seat, he didn't forget to smile at Cao Yunfei, but that smile made Cao Yunfei feel disgusted.

Fang Yao's thoughts now are somewhat similar to Gu Zhen in her previous life, she is unwilling to face unbearable memories, she wants to escape from all this, and the best opportunity in front of her is to go to college.

Zhang Xiaoli was a little wilted: "My parents said that when I finish my studies, I will either go to a secondary school and become a teacher in the village or a nurse in the clinic, or I will get married, and I can ask for more bride price after high school......

Zhou Chunhui also has the same troubles: "I may not even be able to study secondary school, last weekend my parents took me on a blind date, the other party is a pig farmer, the family has nearly ten pigs, quite rich." ”

Zhang Xiaoli covered her nose: "Then don't you have to feed the pigs and clean the pigsty every day, will you smell bad next time I see you?" ”

Zhou Chunhui cried on the table when she heard this, Fang Yao hurriedly comforted her, and complained that Zhang Xiaoli couldn't speak.

Zhang Xiaoli sighed: "It's not that I can't speak, what I'm saying is the truth, how can we have your life, the family is rich, the only daughter, and your parents spoil you, and you can buy a place in college......"

Fang Yao didn't know what to say now, everyone has their own fate, his parents have arranged a future for him, everything seems to be so smooth, and other people's lives are not necessarily simple patterns.

In the entire classroom, only Fang Yao and the three of them were chatting, it seemed that the matter of 'buying a place' was not a secret that could not be disclosed, even if Gu Zhen didn't want to know, he heard it clearly.

It's just that...... If she remembers correctly, in the spring of the following year, a chicken plague caused Fang Yao's chicken farm to lose money, and their family moved away in order to avoid debts, not knowing where to flee, and not knowing whether Fang Yao's college dream was realized......

Zhang Xiaoli patted Zhou Chunhui: "Don't cry, it's a big deal that the two of us will go to work together, I actually don't bother to study, I heard that there is a bicycle parts factory that recruits workers and has a good salary." ”

Zhou Chunhui wiped his nose: "Is it called 'Yunhua' parts factory?" I've heard about ...... too."

Fang Yao snorted: "I heard my dad say that the factory director applied for national policy support, and the business scale is quite large!" ”

"That means that if you go to work in the factory, it should be very stable, right?" Zhou Chunhui asked, his eyes shining as if he had seen hope.

Fang Yao said uncertainly: "It seems that the day of the opening of the factory is still the factory director's wedding, my father was invited, I will also go to take a look at it when the time comes, and help you find out the news." ”

"Good!"

Gu Zhen had no intention of listening anymore, because Cheng Xiaolei's figure appeared at the back door, and he also saw Gu Zhen, paused at the door, and then walked in and sat at the table.

Gu Zhen pretended to be relaxed, stretched his waist, and turned his head to turn his back on him.

So when Cheng Xiaolei left again, Gu Zhen didn't know.

Actually, this is good, Gu Zhen said to herself in her heart, this is the time when she is reborn, and she has nothing to do with Cheng Xiaolei.

Gu Zhen swept away the messy thoughts in her mind, packed her schoolbag, and continued to skip class, she still had a lot of things to do.

The truth of his father's death still lies in Dezhi's mouth, Gu Zhen used to count on finding Yu Dezhi through Cheng Xiaolei, but now he ...... However, Gu Zhen thought of another person.

Yuan Mengjie.

If Yuan Mengjie knew that she and Cheng Xiaolei had a falling out, she would definitely be 'kind' to help her contact Yu Dezhi, right?

Gu Zhen took the shuttle bus to the countryside, today is not a bazaar, so there are not many people, but there are still many little girls in Mengjie's barber shop.

Yuan Mengjie was holding a curling iron, curling hair for a little girl, and when she caught a glimpse of Gu Zhen coming in, her hand trembled, and she almost wiped too much of the potion.

She instructed the hired junior apprentice a few words, threw the potion box in her hand to him, then wiped her hands, walked to the door, looked at Gu Zhen condescendingly and glanced behind Gu Zhen.

"Brother Lei didn't come with you?"

Gu Zhen reacted quickly, Cheng Xiaolei didn't tell these people about the two of them breaking up.

"No, I'm looking for you myself."

Yuan Mengjie smiled, revealing her good-looking dimples: "Say it." ”

"Do you know Yu Dezhi? I want to find him. ”

Yuan Mengjie laughed louder this time, and she suddenly asked, "Brother Lei is relieved to let you find Yu Dezhi alone?" Did you and Brother Lei quarrel? ”