The chill rushed from his back to his back, and Lou Wenzheng couldn't stop shivering: "Moral kidnapping? ”

Yan Huaizhi's face was tense, and he didn't seem to want to continue the topic: "I don't want to say anything too ugly, let's stop here, don't pester me in the future." ”

Lou Wenzheng: "......"

He stared at Yan Huaizhi for a while, then turned his head and left.

But after walking a few steps, she turned around and came back, picked up the bag and smashed it on Yan Huaizhi: "Yan Huaizhi, I'll fuck you!" ”

Yan Huaizhi stiffened and remained motionless.

The wind was stronger, Lou Wenzheng walked away quickly, and just around the corner, she had a cramp in her stomach, and she couldn't help but hold on to the green tree on the side and lean over and vomit.

All the things she had just eaten at Zhou's house were vomited, Lou Wenzheng leaned on the green tree with no strength, and the seeping emptiness and dazedness came to her heart again, she hugged her arms tightly, and she couldn't stop trembling.

Thinking about Yan Huaizhi's sentence "disgusting" over and over again in her mind, Lou Wenzheng's heart twisted into a ball, and from the discomfort that almost killed her, she struggled to give birth to a trace of hatred.

Why?

Why did Yan Huaizhi treat her like this?

Was it her fault for what happened seven years ago?

After he returned to China, wasn't he low enough to be small?

What can be exchanged for concession is not forgiveness and pity, but the other party's white eyes and abandonment.

Yan Huaizhi, you dare to abuse me so badly, even if I fight for this life, I won't let you have a good time!

On the other side, after Lou Wenzheng left, Yan Huaizhi stood in place for more than ten minutes before returning to the car.

Sitting in the driver's seat, his hands and feet were cold, and the blood all over his body seemed to be frozen, and for a moment, he wondered if he was still alive.

The ringtone of the mobile phone pulled him back to reality, he trembled his hand to take out the mobile phone, but the trembling hand couldn't reach into his pocket, but the ringtone was the same as urging life, the more anxious he was, the more his hand trembled, the more he trembled, the more he couldn't pull it out, the string in his head that was stretched to the extreme "Zheng" broke with a bang, he took out his mobile phone and smashed it into the windshield, and smashed everything that was within the reach of the car like crazy, the windshield shattered into a spider web, and the car's alarm sounded wildly.

Yan Huaizhi cried on the steering wheel under the cover of the siren in the chaos.

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On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Yan Huaizhi picked up Xu Manqing, who had returned to China, at the airport.

Xu Manqing had just celebrated his forty-fifth birthday a month ago, but his whole person was as haggard as sixty years old, his fingers were thin and pale, and the back of his hand was full of hideous green tendons and gray-brown spots.

Walking out of the airport, the mother and son were speechless, until Mrs. Yan, who got into the car to pick up the airport, whispered: "Why are you thin again?" ”

Yan Huaizhi smiled: "There are many things to do, and I am busy with work." ”

Mrs. Yan was silent for a while and asked, "Have you contacted Wen Zheng?" ”

Yan Huaizhi shook his head.

"Huaizhi, or ......"

"Mom." Yan Huaizhi interrupted her: "Let's go directly to the hospital, it has been arranged over there, you stay first, and I will take Ah Fu to accompany you later." ”

Mrs. Yan sighed: "Okay." ”

Mrs. Yan was arranged in a private hospital, the ward was very high-end, a single-family villa by the mountains and rivers, equipped with doctors and nurses on a one-to-one basis, which was equivalent to a high-level nursing room.

Yan Huaizhi took Ah Fu over, and the doctor called him outside to talk.

"Mr. Yan, there is no need to treat your mother's condition, and now you can only use medicine to reduce her pain."

Yan Huaizhi had no expression on his face: "Well, I know." ”

"Then I'll send you the daily care plan later, and if you think it's okay, sign it."

"Okay, I'm sorry for you."

After the doctor left, Yan Huaizhi stood outside for a while, until Ah Fu ran over and pulled the hem of his clothes, and he came back to his senses: "What's wrong?" ”

"Mom said she wanted to eat chestnut crisp."

"Okay, I'll buy it."

Yan Huaizhi drove away from the hospital to buy the chestnut crisp that Mrs. Yan liked to eat.

Halfway through the red light, he stopped in front of the white line and watched the red light countdown in a daze.

At this time, the mobile phone rang, and he opened it to see that it was a plan sent by the doctor, with a few eye-catching words at the beginning - hospice care plan.

Dying.

Here's what causes: Advanced uterine cancer.

Although he had accepted this fact half a year ago and was mentally prepared, the reality was once again in front of him, and Yan Huaizhi's eyes were still red.

A year ago, Xu Manqing was unwell, went to the hospital for an examination, the uterus became cancerous, and then he was admitted to the hospital for treatment, but a lot of drugs could be thrown in, Xu Manqing himself also actively cooperated, and half a year later, the cancer cells still spread to an advanced stage.

The doctor suggested giving up the treatment, but Xu Manqing agreed and said that he wanted to return to China.

Banyan City is her root, and she hopes that the last stop in her life is to return to her roots and her soul to her hometown.

So Yan Huaizhi first took Ah Fu back to take care of everything, and then took her back.

For this irreversible result, Yan Huaizhi had actually foreseen it, in seven years, watching his mother slowly fall from a strong woman with both careers and families to being injured and haggard, he foresaw that his mother would not live long.

Love is deep and longevity, and wisdom will hurt.

When she first arrived in Europe, her mother was pregnant with Ah Fu, with a very positive attitude towards life, insisting on getting up early to exercise every day, and focusing on a balanced diet of meat and vegetables.

Before Ah Fu was three years old, his mother had been doing her best to take care of him, teaching him to be strong and optimistic, Ah Fu lived up to her teachings, he was skinny and cheerful at a young age, and his personality was too good to be like a child from a single-parent family.

But after Afu was three years old, her mother began to be powerless, she often stayed alone for a long time, Yan Huaizhi sometimes reviewed until late at night, went downstairs to pour water, and could always see the light in her room, every time her father died, she would look at her father's portrait and sit in the room for most of the day.

Yan Huaizhi was afraid that she would have mental problems, so he took her to see a psychiatrist, and the doctor's diagnosis was that she was too worried and advised her to let go of the past.

Yan Huaizhi knew that she couldn't let it go.

The mother tied her life to her father, from love at first sight to taking the initiative to chase back, to getting married and having children, they stayed together for nearly 20 years, carving each other into their blood.

Yan Huaizhi sometimes thinks that if there is no him, no Ah Fu, his mother may follow him after his father dies.

In the past seven years, every minute and second of her life has been a torment for her.

Yan Huaizhi understood, so he didn't keep her, and he didn't even stop her from leaving.

Yan Huaizhi has not been idle for seven years, and Ah Fu, who also suffered from hereditary heart disease, aroused his vigilance, he majored in cardiac surgery, and focused on the study of hereditary heart disease.

He and Ah Fu's heart disease is inherited from Yan Lihong, Yan Lihong also had heart surgery when he was young, and the Yan family has examples of early death in the previous three generations, including Yan Lihong's brothers and sisters, Yan Lao Tzu had a total of four sons and two daughters, both sons and two daughters died early before adulthood, and Yan Lihong did not live to be forty years old.

Yan Lihong's example illustrates one thing, surgery alone can not eradicate the impact of heart disease, this disease is like a bomb planted in the body, when it will explode, what consequences the explosion will cause, it is completely unpredictable, the only thing that can be known is that the heart disease engraved in the gene is like a maggot on the tarsal bone, and every generation of the Yan family is not immune.

He was scared.

I am afraid that I will become a second father, and I am afraid that my wife will become a second mother.