When I came back to the room, I hugged the pillow and cried.

I knew in my heart that the person who was pointing to this incident was not me, but it was too scary! If you ask me at the beginning, you will be wrong to answer no matter how you think about it.

And I never knew that one day I would do this to protect myself from telling the truth!

Thinking of this, I am even more sad and tearful.

Aunt Mei leaned over: "Auntie has heard about it, look, is what aunt warned you wrong?" Is the high position like riding a tiger? ”

I wiped away my tears, sniffled, and my shoulders shook slightly: "Then you have to hold on, or it will be too much." ”

"Okay, then you can come back tomorrow and cry." Aunt Mei pinched my arm: "You see, I finally gained a little weight, and I lost weight again." ”

The funny thing is that I was really told by Aunt Mei, and I really cried again when I came back the next day.

The cause has to be said slowly.

In the study, the emperor played Go with Chen Xiuyuan on one side, and held the concubine with his free left hand on the other side.

The concubine leaned on his arms like a cat, and Chen Xiuyuan was not jealous, looking at the loving appearance of the two, and laughing and funny.

I saw it in my eyes, and I just felt bored.

The so-called left and right hugs, the blessing of all people, in the end, is the enjoyment of flesh and skin, and it cannot touch the "three feet above the head".

At this point, when it comes to my lifelong pursuit, I hope to reach the world three feet away.

The atmosphere was harmonious, until Zhang Cairen came over crying.

When he entered the door, he knelt down beside the emperor: "Sage, the concubine has been thinking about it for a night, and she always feels that something is wrong!" Do you think, if Mama Hu is really Bai Xianzhao, who uses a human skin mask to hide her identity on weekdays, then why did she expose her true face in the palace, where she should not show her stuffing?! This doesn't make sense! ”

The emperor dropped a son on the chessboard, his eyes didn't roll, and he said lightly: "The doubts you can think of, the officials of Dali Temple, Yushitai and the Criminal Department can also think of it, and there is no need to worry about it." ”

Zhang Cairen didn't comply, and sniffled: "Sage, my uncle has been in the office for decades, and he has done his best to fulfill his responsibilities, and the concubine is only afraid that this time there is a traitor's scheme, so that the uncle will suffer this grievance in vain." ”

When he said this, he also glanced at me.

The emperor frowned, looking impatient. Chen Xiuyuan looked down at her, with a contemptuous smile on her face: "Zhang Cairen, the saint has been worrying a lot lately, the sisters have just been happy with each other for a while, and you are here to add to the blockage, you shouldn't be." ”

I snickered secretly, and I also had a good impression of Chen Xiuyuan.

Zhang Cairen was very bored, so he had to wipe his face with a handkerchief, and smiled reluctantly: "If the concubine cares, it will be chaotic, please ask Your Majesty to be considerate." ”

The emperor waved his hand: "That's it, you come and finish this game of chess for me." General Ning Yuan's ceremony is about to start, come and change clothes. ”

Then the palace maids lined up to enter, and the concubine and Xiu Yuan were not idle, waiting for the emperor to change into court clothes.

I also put on my official uniform and hat neatly and drove to the Taiji Palace.

The grand ceremony is not the time of the march, and it adds to the jubilation.

The Shangyi Bureau set up a mountain building in the palace to set up a pomp, put the nine dragons to fight, and the lile bell and drum singing tower on both sides. I sat on the high platform and watched the "Million Heroes" run through the sky. I only feel that I am in its prosperity and honored.

General Xie was full of red light, watching his son riding a horse with a spear on his back, holding the reins and returning with a heroic step, which was a great honor.

However, Daddy did not enter Beijing together, and after the defeat of the Tubo army to clear the enemy, it was necessary to step up the restoration of the agricultural economy of Xichuan County.

Daddy's statement is sincere, and the emperor should allow it. Therefore, today, there is only the demeanor of General Ning Yuan.

But there is an empty place in my heart, my father twice promised me to bring my grandmother to Beijing for the New Year, but in the end he broke his promise.

After the ceremony, there is a state banquet, and the main hall, the side hall, and even the corridor are all banquet tables. According to the different ranks, they are divided into different seats, and even the things they sit on have the difference between embroidered piers, pudun and felt mats.

General Xie Xiao, named Xie Bingpin, is the only son of Xie Tian's uncle. After three glasses of drinking, everyone was not as restrained as when the feast began, and he began to raise the wine bottle and toast one by one.

I was in the middle of a large crowd of men, and it was awkward. He walked up to me and smiled: "Cousin Yu, this is the first time that you and I have a chance to speak." ”

I clinked glasses with him: "Congratulations to my cousin on his first achievement." ”

He smiled and sighed: "In the short last time, my cousin was still tied up with five flowers, which is ashamed. ”

I smiled and said, "My cousin risked his life, so he caught a turtle in the urn behind him and captured the enemy general." Since then, the enemy camp has been like a hole being torn open, and it has been defeated one after another, and it is all thanks to my cousin. ”

He scratched my nose: "That's true! ”

I asked seriously, "How is my Aya doing?" Originally, I said that I would come to Beijing for the New Year. ”

My cousin leaned in and said, "Don't you know?" You're going to have a little brother. ”

My eyes widened: "Huh? ”

"Hey, your Aunt Ye is pregnant, and several Lang Zhong have seen it, and they all say that it is a male joy."

My Heavenly Spirit Cover was like an electric current rolling through, and I couldn't believe it: "When I went home last time, I didn't see any Aunt Ye yet. ”

Cousin haha: "That's because I'm afraid that you, the little king of Hades, will make trouble, so the governor of Fan Du sent Aunt Ye back to her parents' house in advance." ”

I had a sour nose: "So, in order to ensure the safety of pregnant women, it is not advisable to travel long distances, so I will not come to Beijing for the New Year......

My cousin saw that I had changed color and wondered, "Why are you talking about being unhappy?" Isn't that a happy event? ”

I was very lonely and said, "Yes, yes, it's a happy event." ”

He patted me on the shoulder: "Brother, I'll go toast, you come to the house to play more." ”

"Good ......"

I nervously responded, but I couldn't sit still, left the table early, went straight back to the Moon Pond Courtyard, and hugged the pillow and cried.

Whoop~~

Aunt Mei came over with a smile: "Ouch, who is provoking us again?" ”

I couldn't cry: "My dad doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me anymore......"

Aunt Mei hugged me into her arms and stroked my forehead: "If this is the case, I have raised it so much, I won't throw it away from you." ”

I cried heartbreakingly: "It's already thrown away!" He has been planning for a long time, and he threw me to the capital twice! Now I know why. ”

"What is the reason?"

"He likes his son, and he's about to give birth." Speaking of this, I howled even more earth-shattering.

At this time, Ah Qiu stood outside my door and laughed, and then the birch who heard the sound also laughed.

Aunt Mei took advantage of the situation and said, "You can now feel your sister's mood." ”

"Autumn girl, come here."

Ah Qiu pushed the door in, forced a smile and said, "Sister, Lord Shangshu who is crying with a nose, let others know, are you ashamed?" ”

Hua Luo followed and joked: "Now my father doesn't hurt, my mother doesn't love it, don't say it's a book, no one has to cry!" ”

"Hahaha." The three of them burst into loud laughter.

I was sad and annoyed, and blushed and said, "You guys! You gloat. What's the matter with the two of you? Get out and get out. ”

Aunt Mei held my head like a hen's wings and a chick: "What people say makes sense, are you still fighting with your aunt like this?" When the time comes, I don't want you anymore. ”

I stopped crying and fell silent.

Reason also came back immediately, knowing clearly in my heart that these were two different things.

However, one thing is true, all my love has drifted away.

In the middle of the night, the cold melts away the wax, and the moon is broken by mistake, and the dew falls into the empty court. Warm blowing fragrance, cold fragrance invades dreams, and condensation disappears for a while.

A pot of plum in front of the bed, wafting with a dark fragrance, rolled my soul, and re-entered the days when I lived in the Qiang Palace.

The small building water essence domain, you can smell the breath of a hundred flowers at night. I stood on that glass wall and watched the stars set outside the window. The shadows of flowers on the platform piled up, slowly merging into the shadow of a person.

The figure gradually cleared, and the two hands touched the transparent glass, wanting to touch each other's faces.

"Nian Yi'an."

He was unmoved, his eyes were nothing, and his cold eyes passed directly through me, looking into the distance.

"Can't you see me?"

He didn't speak, but I heard an answer from nowhere: "You can't see me." ”

My eyes widened, and it seemed that there was another singing, and I don't know where it was, or which wine fairy, was singing and singing—I was singing and wandering, and I was dancing......

Then the two sentences went on and on until they woke up.

I sat up clutching at the quilt, my heart pounding at a brief pause in breath. I rubbed my hair, sweating again, and my mouth was bitter.

So, I pulled my shoes and went to the small kitchen to find a sweet tooth to eat.

Suddenly, I heard a shuddering song from afar:

I sing and wander, and I dance in a mess.

When they wake up, they mingle with each other, and when they get drunk, they disperse.

……

At first glance, it turned out that this was not a song in a dream.