"I'm not afraid," Lin Mengdie smiled and shook her head, she began to explain, "It's just a bounty, so what?" Ordinary people can't beat you. ”

"As long as no one can beat you," she continued, "you have nothing to fear, and the lion will not be afraid of the antelope's bounty." ”

As long as everyone can't beat me, can I be afraid of anyone? Jiang Yan thought secretly, it seemed to make some sense.

But isn't this a little too simple?

"We are not lions and antelopes," Jiang Yan said, "we are human beings. ”

"So what?" Lin Mengdie asked rhetorically.

So what? She actually said so what? Jiang Yan felt his head grow for a while.

"You're not from here, so you don't know what I've lost!" He looked at Lin Mengdie with an incredulous expression, and his emotions became a little excited, "Everything about me is ruined!" All the people I know, friends, teachers, classmates, they all know that I am a fugitive! ”

Speaking of the back, he was already a little angry, and some emotions had to be shouted out.

"Of course, it's my own choice!" He said heavily, "I don't regret it, I just ...... I'm just sad. ”

His voice softened, and he felt a little choked.

"Alas," Lin Mengdie sighed, "as long as you are strong enough, you can easily change all this." ”

"Change?" Jiang Yan asked, he felt that his whole person was confused, and his heart was a mess, "How to change?" ”

The bulletin has been sent, and his image in everyone's hearts has been fixed, how can it be easily changed?

"Once upon a time, there was a tyrant," Lin Mengdie didn't answer him directly, she began to talk about something inexplicable, "He has launched unjust wars several times and invaded the surrounding neighbors. ”

"Later, his expedition failed, his vitality was greatly damaged, and the opposition in the court seized the opportunity to oust him from the throne and throw him into prison."

Lin Mengdie told the story.

"So he became a criminal, and he became the object of everyone's spit," she paused and looked at Jiang Yan, "just like you." ”

"Later?" Jiang Yan couldn't help asking, for some reason, in this case, he was still in the mood to listen to the story, and he wanted to finish listening to the story.

"Later, he broke through in the place where he was imprisoned, and after his strength was greatly improved, he made a comeback, leading a large army to kill the national capital."

"You know, what did the critics say in the beginning?" Lin Mengdie suddenly laughed, "They said the demon has returned. ”

"Later, he passed all the way," Lin Mengdie said, "and the style of those critics also began to change." ”

There was a disdainful smile on her face, as if she was mocking something dirty and ugly.

"From the devil to the butcher, from the butcher to the leader of the rebels, to the leader of the opposition, and finally to His Majesty the Great Emperor."

When she said this, she fixed her eyes on Jiang Yan.

"The process of this transformation is the process of that tyrant attacking the national capital all the way."

"So you see, when you're strong enough, you can change people's minds."

Jiang Yan was silent, is this really the case? If I'm strong enough, can I change all that?

How to change? Yes, let them rehabilitate me!

Another one more notice like this to let everyone know that I'm not a criminal.

However, how can I get them to rehabilitate me? I want to be strong enough.

This matter seemed to be feasible, but Jiang Yan was not excited by it at all, and the heart he had just raised sank to the bottom again.

Why? Because that's too far away.

He only has half a foot in the path of cultivation now, and he doesn't know how to practice at all.

He asked Lin Mengdie, she first asked him to apprentice, and then told her that even if he apprenticed, he wouldn't learn anything, because her practice was only suitable for women.

Besides, what if you learn? According to Lin Mengdie, the process of cultivation is already very long, and this planet happens to be in the era of the end of the law.

It was too long ago to be so strong that he wanted to change everything, too long ago for him to think about it.

It's like, you're about to die, and someone comes to tell you that there's a lamp on the other side of the sea, and you can live by swimming in the light.

Will you be grateful to start swimming, or will you scold him and tell him to go?

Jiang Yan wasn't so rough, but he didn't swim either, so he showed a painful look, and then his whole body softened.

It was as if he had been drained of all his strength and turned into some kind of mollusk.

At this moment, he had to admit that the huge machine had defeated him, and with just one simple move, it had made him extremely miserable and lost all his mental energy.

The taxi was still running, and the distance from the station to the orphanage was not short, and it was only half the way at this time.

What to do now? He thought, he kind of didn't want to go back to the orphanage.

There was so much traffic outside that he even had an urge to stop the driver right now and run to the middle of the road and lie down.

But wouldn't that be a coward? In any case, he doesn't want to be a coward yet.

However, he felt very painful, boundless, and could not find a way out, like a thick cumulonimbus cloud on the horizon.

If being a coward can alleviate this pain, then it is not necessarily bad.

Lin Mengdie looked at him, she saw the pain in his eyes, and her heart tingled.

"You said I don't know how you feel, you're wrong, I've lost more, more than you."

So she said so.

At this time, she really wanted to share her experience with Jiang Yan.

Pain is a strange thing, if two people walk together, if only one person suffers misfortune, then his pain is double.

If two people suffer misfortune at the same time, their suffering is halved at the same time.

She wanted to ease his pain.

"What do you mean?" Jiang Yan asked.

Lin Mengdie told him about her experience.

"You've really lost a lot from a small clerk to a fugitive," and finally, she said, "but I'm gone?" I've gone from princess to fugitive, and have I lost more? ”

Jiang Yan finished listening, and sure enough, his pain was halved, and he sat up straight slightly, as if he had regained some strength.

"Your father and brother," he said, looking at Lin Mengdie, "were both killed?" ”

"Their spirit in heaven," Lin Mengdie showed a painful look, but her eyes were very resolute, "they have been guarding me." ”

Jiang Yan nodded, at this time, he didn't know what to say at all.

"I'm sorry," he said, he didn't know why he said that, he just followed the feeling, his heart was apologetic, and he was grateful, "thank you." ”

After saying these two sentences, he really regained a lot of strength, he sat up straight, and then asked Lin Mengdie:

"What did you do when all this happened?"

She doesn't look like someone who has been through this at all! How did she do nothing?

"Of course it was painful at first, and I even thought about cutting myself off." Lin Mengdie said, showing a look of memory.

It's the same as I just now, Jiang Yan thought to himself.

"Speaking of which," Lin Mengdie continued, "when this kind of thing happens, shouldn't I immediately think about revenge?" But it was so far away that I didn't want to. ”

It's exactly the same, Jiang Yan thought to himself, it's too far away.

"But then I thought," Lin Mengdie's words changed, "for the blood shed by my relatives, for the spirit of my father and brother, I must take revenge." ”

Yes, people close to him, Jiang Yan thought secretly, and he thought of the children in the orphanage, as well as the old dean.

"So I buried it all in my heart," Lin Mengdie was also a little in a trance when she said this, "and then walked on that road."

"Revenge is far away, my uncle is strong, I need too much strength. But for the sake of the blood of my loved ones, I have no hesitation. ”

When she said this, the trance on her face was swept away, and in its place, there was only firmness.

That's right, Jiang Yan thought to himself, every word of Lin Mengdie hit his heart.

She can work for distant goals, why can't I?

I'm going to change all that, I'm going to get them to rehabilitate me, because I didn't sin.

In this way, I am alive again, in a social sense.

The most important thing is that in that way, the old dean and the children will not be disappointed.

Once this idea was born, it spread irrepressibly.

Strength, Jiang Yan thought secretly, and couldn't help clenching his fists.

I need great strength, even if it's a long way off.

He sat up completely straight, his eyes steady.

Lin Mengdie saw the firmness flowing from his eyes, as well as the body sitting up straight, she knew that her words were really a good medicine, saving this dying man.

It's so tiring, she thought, I've never done this kind of thing, how could I do such a thing by trying so hard to enlighten a man and take away half of his pain?

"Shall we go back?" Lin Mengdie asked.

"Go back," Jiang Yan said, his tone was no longer confused, he became indifferent, and even a little excited, "I came back with a lot of difficulty, how can I not go." ”

Now that he's made up his mind to change all that, there's nothing to worry about.

Think it's changed, I'll do it sooner or later.

Unless I'm dead, then I'll never see them again.

It's better to see you at this moment.

When he thought of this, he immediately felt a longing in his heart to return to the orphanage at once, tell them that he had not sinned, and then go away, desperately pursuing his own strength.

This longing is much stronger and stronger than the vague desire to follow the feeling before.

So he looked out the window to see how long it would be before he got to the orphanage.

"No," he shouted, then looked at the taxi driver, "Master, this is not the way to the orphanage. ”

He saw the driver's back to him and turned his face slightly to the left.

"That's right," said the driver, his voice trembling a little, "the road ahead," he paused, swallowing, "it's more congested." ”

He was talking as if he was carrying a heavy load, and he was a little out of breath.