Ye Qing nodded heavily at Li Jingshan, "It's Yue Qingzi." I've been sent out to find a doctor to deal with it. ”

Li Jingshan asked in a broken voice, "Is it serious?" She looked at the blood dripping from the ground, and guessed that it shouldn't be as simple as pulling a hole.

"I didn't see it," Ye Qing shook his head, "I heard that three fingers were injured." Xiao Zhuang followed, and asked when he came back. ”

Li Jingshan stood in a daze, her face pale. When I was in the Xiling bandit cottage, the feeling of powerlessness came back to my heart.

Seeing that her face was not good, Ye Qing reached out and put his arm around her shoulder, and comforted, "I don't know the situation yet, don't scare yourself blindly." ”

Li Jingshan settled down and nodded. She turned around and wanted to go back to the Lingering Garden first, but when she looked up, she saw Meng Shu, standing at the moon gate and watching them from afar.

In the night, Li Jingshan is now about half-blind, and she can't see Meng Shu's expression clearly, but she instinctively feels a little weird. She walked over, told Meng Shu the news she heard from Ye Qing, took her hand and said, "Let's go back and wait." ”

Meng Shu didn't say anything, and followed her back, until she reached the house, she asked coldly: "Ah Shan, what does it feel like for Ye Gongzi to put his arm around your shoulder?" ”

"Huh? What does it feel like? Li Jingshan understood what the strange feeling was in the lightning, and she smiled reluctantly, "What can I feel, that's how it feels." As he spoke, he reached out and hugged Meng Shu's shoulder.

Meng Shu was not fooled by her, and continued to ask, "What about Ye Gongzi?" Do you feel the same way you do? ”

Li Jingshan was silent, and sighed for a while, "Shushu, you know, the person I like is Young Master Ruan." And Senior Brother Ye already has a fiancée. ”

Meng Shu was stunned, and it took a long time for a sad smile to float, "Yes, it turns out ...... So. Two lines of tears flowed down their cheeks.

Li Jingshan was also startled, and just about to persuade again after taking two steps forward, Meng Shu had already covered her face and turned around, "I'm fine...... Please let me be quiet. He walked briskly back to his east wing and closed the door.

Li Jingshan walked outside the closed door and raised her hand to knock on the door, but after raising her hand for a long time, she silently put it down. She knew that Meng Shu didn't need comfort, and she couldn't even give comfort.

She sat in her room, feeling the powerlessness of the impermanence of the world twice in a row.

Meng Shu has a good face, exquisite craftsmanship, and a rational and self-contained temperament, cold on the outside and hot on the inside, usually not smiling, and her attitude towards people is also cold and calm, giving people the feeling that she is as clean and cold as the moon in the sky.

It is such a kind of calm and calm that Mount Tai collapses in front of and the color remains unchanged, which makes people have the illusion that her heart is higher than the sky and unattainable.

But Li Jingshan suddenly remembered that the only time Meng Shu lost her temper was during the Double Ninth Festival in September, when she misunderstood her relationship with Ye Qing and almost broke up. It's just that at that time, he only cared about clarifying the misunderstanding, and didn't think about it deeply, and ignored Meng Shu's true thoughts.

She was full of remorse, if she had discovered Meng Shu's feelings for Ye Qing earlier and persuaded her, would she have been able to avoid her heartbreak now?

Li Jingshan covered her face, but unfortunately there are no ifs in this world.

She waited until the end of the Lingering Garden before closing the door, only to see a few people hugging Yue Qingzi back. Li Jingshan hurriedly greeted him. At a glance, I saw Yue Qingzi's hand wrapped in layers of gauze into pig's trotters.

The two housekeepers-in-law sent her into the house, and Li Jingshan hurriedly stepped forward to help fetch water and deliver tea. One of the mothers-in-law confessed, "The index finger, middle finger and ring finger have been cut off large pieces of flesh and nails. Fortunately, it didn't hurt my muscles and bones. I can't touch the water until the injury is healed, so I'm tired of the girl to take care of it more. Then he went out of the courtyard.

As soon as Li Jingshan saw this situation, she knew that Yue Qingzi's identity had not been exposed, and her family did not know about the accident. I can't help but have more admiration for this girl's persistence.

She saw Yue Qingzi sitting on the edge of the bed without saying a word, her face was pale and haggard, and she hurriedly wrung a hot towel to wipe her face. He found clean clothes and changed her into blood-stained clothes.

Yue Qingzi looked stunned, and let her be at her mercy, and the original vitality was gone. Li Jingshan cleaned her up, poured her another cup of hot water, and persuaded, "Don't be afraid, your hands will be fine." You're tired today, so get some rest first. ”

Yue Qingzi held the water glass, lowered his head and did not speak. Li Jingshan had to make a mattress for her, squatted down in front of her, and joked with a smile, "Sister Qingzi, do you want me to wait for you to take off your boots and clothes...... Yes. ”

I saw Yue Qingzi's tears falling into the teacup one by one like short-line beads.

"Sister Li, I'm so tired...... I'm tired. Yue Qingzi finally cried, "I think I'm not afraid of hardship or tiredness, and I've worked hard to do this...... It's just that I don't know if there's any point in me doing this......"

The more she talked, the more desolate she became, so she simply hugged Li Jingshan and cried, tears and snot wiped on Li Jingshan's clothes. Li Jingshan held her in her arms and let her cry in the dark.

She sighed in her heart, a golden branch and jade leaf, to be able to do this, is indeed not afraid of hardship or tiredness. I'm afraid it's not for the pursuit of art. Otherwise, I wouldn't be sad to be like this because I hurt my hand.

She gently patted Yue Qingzi's back, and waited for her crying to fade and seemed to calm down, before she went to the cold water and twisted a towel again, and handed it to her: "I put a compress on your eyes, don't use a cold towel to rub your face, your face will be dry." ”

Yue Qingzi took it and put it on the towel, and didn't forget to say thank you. Li Jingshan hooked the corners of her mouth: She is a good woman, and it is rare to be in such a family.

"Artisans are hard work. If you want to be successful, from an apprentice to a skilled master, you can't make a decent work without three or five years of skills. If you want to be recognized by everyone, it will take longer and more energy. Even so, some people will not reach the level of a master for the rest of their lives. ”

Li Jingshan sat down beside Yue Qingzi and said softly, "So what you can do is either forced to make a living, and you have no choice; Either it's the heart that is tied to it, and it really loves it. And you are light, what are you for? ”

Yue Qingzi looked at her in a daze, unable to answer.

"Since it's neither, you might as well think about what made you here to study art, and is it worth your persistence? If you decide that it's not worth it, you might as well quit and let yourself live; ”

Li Jingshan looked into her eyes and said coldly: "If you still refuse to give up, don't think about whether you are tired or not, no matter how tired you are, you have to endure it, because this is also your choice!" ”

Yue Qingzi opened her mouth slightly, looking a little stupid, and finally covered her face with a towel, and began to sobbed again, "I don't know...... I don't know if I should stick to it! ”

Gotcha, it made people cry again. Li Jingshan looked at her helplessly, thinking to herself, she was really not comforting material.

"When I first met him...... He is not also called Shang Yuyi, but Shang Pengju, the son of the former military department. I was four years old and he was eight years old. Our two families are world friends, the fathers are officials in the same dynasty, and the children have grown up playing together since childhood. Yue Qingzi finally put down the towel and whispered.

Li Jingshan's heart exploded, it turned out that what she saw in the Spring Manyuan Opera Garden that day was this play! Yue Qingzi ...... watched a play, such a shocking world, no wonder she was tired.

But I don't want him to be ten years old, his family suffers, his family property is raided, everyone is reduced to a crime, and he is sent out of Beijing. When he left that day, I cried so much that my voice was hoarse, thinking that I would never see him again in my life. Yue Qingzi twisted the handkerchief, and with the memories that came to him, his face finally had a little blood, and he also had a little bit of a little daughter's shy posture.

"And then, how did we meet again?" Although Lai Ching Shan is not comforting, she is a good listener.

"The year before last, my father was a birthday and invited Chun Manyuan to sing in the house, and I learned that Shang Yuyi, who was famous in the capital, was the former Pengju brother." Yue Qingzi's face returned to pale, and she was a little crying.

"But he—he pretended not to know me! I went to him, and he avoided him. Later, the government invited him to sing, but he excused himself. ”

I see!

In addition to lamenting that creation makes people, Li Jingshan can't say more comforting words. But what does this have to do with you learning the craft of jewelry?

"I know he's where we are now, and I'm afraid he'll tire me up. But I'm not afraid! Since he wouldn't be with me because of his identity, I fit into his identity. I went to find the master of the opera troupe, and I wanted to learn from him. ”

Li Jingshan's eyes widened, my aunt, is this okay? You're too good at tossing, aren't you? She asked, "Your parents even agreed?" ”

Yue Qingzi pursed her lips, "They can't control me." ”

"Then why didn't you go after that?"

"The master said that my age is past the time to practice, and my waist and body are stiff, and I can't practice anymore."

Yue Qingzi snorted, "Later, once in the background, I saw that he was angry because he didn't find a suitable head, so I thought I would make him a beautiful head. I don't know where this relationship will end up, but I think that even if we break up again in the future, I can still leave something for him, so that he will think of me and miss ......me as soon as he sees it."

Alas, no wonder you get tired.

Li Jingshan looked at her speechlessly, but she also had to admire, this girl is really an infatuated species.

She thought for a moment and asked, "Do your parents know you're hurt?" ”

"I don't know yet." Yue Qingzi bowed his head.

"Are you going to go back and recuperate? After all, it's not convenient to hurt your hand here. ”

"How is that possible? Then I don't want to come back to study art! Yue Qingzi whispered, "I also beg the gentlemen to help me hide it from them." ”

"That's not the end of it." Li Jingshan said with a smile.

Yue Qingzi's eyes widened and she looked at her puzzled.

"Well, if you still want to learn art, it means that you can't let it go. Whether you can't let go of this jewelry skill or can't let go of the obsession in your heart, it's the reason for you to insist. ”

Li Jingshan followed the temptation, "You might as well put your mind on learning skills first, and let go of the original intention first." Maybe after a while, the peak will turn around again, and you will find the reason and fun to study again. ”

Yue Qingzi still looked at her in confusion.